38. I ah me
If you subscribe to more than 70% of the time, she will have surprises several times. The person looks good, but he is cold-hearted and doesn't like talking, and he always has a bit of anger in his eyes. She doesn't like this kind of unhappy type, and after seeing her, she forgot it. But it seems that many girls in school are taking this trick. Not only in their grade, but some senior sisters are also fascinated.
Ying Nian couldn't help but chuckled when she heard Jiang Jiashu's words and said that she didn't want to be found by his mother: "Oh yes, I almost forgot that you are running away from home? How old is you still doing such a thing? I think you are so idle."
She packed up her things, turned around and wanted to leave, and said casually: "Go home early and you!"
"I won't go back."
She paused and turned her head, "Oh, you're still panting when you're fat?"
Jiang Jiashu glared at her, "It's not you yet! You quarrel with your grandfather, why are you pulling my collar? If you didn't pull me and say that, my mother wouldn't keep scolding me when she went back. She kept saying that I was not as good as you, and she was so old that she was still dragged by you, a girl, and she had no chance!"
Ying Nian was funny: "I am outstanding and it's still a problem for you? Your mother said you are not as good as me, so why blame me?"
"You..." Jiang Jiashu wanted to speak but stopped.
Ying Nian was too lazy to get involved with him, "I won't say much nonsense, go and do whatever I should do."
As soon as she turned around, she heard Jiang Jiashu calling her behind her back: "Welcome!"
"What are you doing?" She turned around impatiently, Jiang Jiashu stared at her for a long time, but still didn't say a word.
Ying Nian rolled her eyes in her heart. This man was silly. She was too lazy to wait for his next sentence, just thinking that he had committed a pretentious illness and left neatly.
Jiang Jiashu was the only one left in the alley. After Ying Nian's footsteps disappeared, the surroundings were so quiet that they were scary. He was not happy and suddenly raised his leg and kicked the corner of the wall.
That day, after Ying Nian left, Mr. Ying got very happy. Later, Ying Nian's parents, Jiang Jiashu's uncle and aunt, picked up his grandmother and came home. They didn't see his daughter, but they were already worried, but they were called and scolded by Mr. Ying.
He was pulled by Ying Nian for a moment. At first, he was angry, but later his uncle's younger brother came to him while there were fewer people to talk to him.
The child whispered to him: "Sister Ying Nian didn't lie! It was Qianqian who pestered Sister Ying Nian to fight with her. Later, she couldn't beat her and cried on the ground. Sister Ying Nian walked over, and Qianqian suddenly kicked her... I can't blame her sister..."
Jiang Jiashu is not sure what kind of temper is, he is spoiled and can do such unreasonable things. However, Jiang Jiashu did not want to get involved in their disputes. He shouted Ying Nian but was afraid that she would hurt Qianqian too much.
As a result, in everyone's opinion, he felt that he was on the side of the side and stood opposite Ying Nian?
My uncle's younger brother explained to him that serious eyes seemed to blame him for not understanding the truth, which made him feel very upset.
Just like the present.
Jiang Jiashu stood in the alley, thinking of Ying Nian Guan’s appearance, his tone became more and more shaky.
...
Helping Jiang Jiashu rescue Jiang in the alley was just a small task for Ying Nian. She didn't plan to care about their family affairs. When she met him, she also advised him to go home. Whether he listened or not had anything to do with her.
After dinner, I returned to school and put this matter behind my mind.
When I got home in the evening, I was about to get my villa. Ying Nian was about to take out the keys, but suddenly I was shocked by a black shadow in front of me.
“…I’ll go!”
She jumped aside for a small step, and after seeing who was sitting by the flower bed, she rolled her eyes hard.
"Jiang Jiashu?! What are you doing, what are you doing when you stay here at night?"
Jiang Jiashu was shrouded in the shadows. His face seemed to add a lot of vicissitudes to his life. Ying Nian always felt that his stubble was about to grow.
I didn't see you all night, so sloppy.
"Why are you staying at my door?" Ying Nian asked again with a good mood.
Jiang Jiashu moved his lips.
“…”
"What did you say?"
“…”
"You can shout louder!" Ying Nian couldn't help but yell at him, "I haven't eaten!"
Jiang Jiashu glanced at her, her face shy, as if it was a little difficult to speak: "I didn't eat."
Ying Nian was stunned for a moment before reacting, "If you haven't eaten, go and eat, why are you doing here?"
"Are uncle and aunt at home?" he asked in a low voice.
"No, they have something to do when they go out and haven't come back so soon."
"I……"
"you?"
"I can..."
"Can you?" Ying Nian was confused. Seeing Jiang Jiashu hesitate, she wished she could rush over and shake his shoulders and let him quickly spit out all the remaining words in his mouth, and spit it out carefully!
"—Can I go in and eat something?" Jiang Jiashu mustered up the courage and finally asked.
Ying Nian: "...you don't have money?"
“It’s used up.”
"Then go home!"
"I don't want to go back today."
"When are you going to go home?"
“… Let’s talk about it tomorrow.”
It was quiet for a while under the night.
Unexpectedly, Ying Nian refused mercilessly: "Sorry, go somewhere else. If you stay at my house, your mother might think that your run away from home has anything to do with me. In the end, don't blame me again!"
Jiang Jiashu was a little disbelief, "Then aren't you afraid that if something happens to me, my mother blames you for not taking me in?!"
"Hey, you really dare to say it?" Ying Nian glared at him, "I'm going to blame me for it all the time? Then I can't take you in. Anyway, I'll be the ones who get angry in the end, so I might as well choose a more comfortable process of getting angry!"
She waved her hand and said, "You go."
Jiang Jiashu stood up, "You don't like me so much? After all, we are brothers and sisters--"
"At this time, I knew to tell me about my brother and sister? Did you not hear what I said in the afternoon or what, do you have the nerve to say to you?" Ying Nian retorted.
"..." Jiang Jiashu's face turned red and white.
Ying Nian saw that he had nothing to say and was about to go up the steps. Behind him, Jiang Jiashu spoke again: "You hate me now because of my previous negligence, what happened earlier?! When I was a child, I tried to get close to you, but no matter how I talk to you and other brothers in the family, you always look cold and inhumane!"
He was excited: "You think your family doesn't like you, so you don't like your family either. You are angry and wronged. You think we are sorry for you, but why don't you think about how many problems you have? Even if you can change your bad temper, just change it..."
"Stand and talk without a pain, right?" Ying Nian turned around and interrupted him with a deep face. "Yes, you are a boy, you are both boys, you have never been angry, you don't feel wronged, of course you don't understand how I feel."
She sneered, "I'll just say one thing, just one thing-"
"When we were six years old, my grandfather came back from the supermarket with a bag of imported sweet oranges. He gave each child to each of the children in the family. Because there were so many, he also gave it to the two boys in the neighbor's house at that time."
"The last one is left."
Jiang Jiashu was stunned when he heard this, and confusion flashed across his face.
"That day we were watching TV together upstairs, and you and I sat side by side. Grandpa came up with the last sweet orange and was stunned when he saw me. I guess he didn't count me among the children at home at all, so he only left one orange in the end."
Ying Nian laughed, "But he was just stunned for a moment, and then gave you the sweet orange. He said nothing, left without telling me."
Ying Nian asked Jiang Jiashu: "Do you remember this? Don't you remember it. You were stupid at that time and only knew how sweet the oranges were. After eating, you knew that the oranges were sweet. How could you understand how sad I felt next to me? I am only six years old, so I remember clearly. How do you think I have been through these years?"
"I..." Jiang Jiashu's lips were stammering and speechless.
"How many petals can an orange be divided into, even if it is not right, but my grandfather never thought of dividing one or two petals for me to taste." Ying Nian said, "What's wrong with me not wanting to get close to you? It's common for other children to play and push and bump, but when it comes to me, as long as anyone crying, I should die, and I'm scolded all day long."
"You are boys and are loved in front of grandpa. Then I am also a treasure in my parents' hearts. Why should I bear the anger that I should not bear? You said I would change my temper. I am really good at saying that it will rain. My mother is going to get married. Your grandfather and grandpa just beat me and don't like girls from the bottom of my heart. I have not been liked by him since I was born. How can I change my gender? You have seen my eyes for so many years. Have you seen him?!"
Ying Nian raised her hand and put her hair behind her ears, saying word by word, loudly: "Some things cannot be changed. He prefers boys over girls, and as a girl, I am proud of myself and my gender."
I don’t know when a gust of wind blew, and the leaves rustled, which made people feel cold in their hearts.
After saying that, Ying Nian trotted up the steps and opened the door and entered the house.
The door opened and closed, and closed mercilessly in front of Jiang Jiashu.
Jiang Jiashu moved his left foot stiffly, and the sound of sand and the friction of the soles of the shoes was particularly clear at night. He really had no impression of what Ying Nian said. But he knew that Ying Nian would not lie, and there was no need to tell this lie.
I can only say that what she said is indeed right. If the wound does not grow on her body, she will not remember it as clearly and vigorously as the injured person.
He suddenly wanted to say something to Ying Nian, but she had already entered the house. His tongue was dull and he didn't know how to express it even if he had something to say.
What to say.
Ask her why didn’t she say it earlier? Ask her if she was really that uncomfortable? Or ask her, are you okay?
There is no need to speak, all these can predict the answers.
Jiang Jiashu suddenly felt sad.
He didn't understand why Ying Nian was so strong-willed. As long as she did everything, as long as she did it, it would be the best. No matter how difficult it was, she would definitely do the best.
Chapter completed!