Chapter 532 Confession(1/2)
The next day, Jiangyang got up very late.
Today is the 30th day of the twelfth lunar month, which is the last day for Jiangyang to go home. If he doesn't go back at this time, he will have no time to go home.
Because tonight is New Year's Eve.
However, Jiang Yang was not in a hurry to go back, and he was still thinking about what happened yesterday.
Do you like Meng Wanqiu?
The answer is yes, how could he not like it?
Want to confess your love?
The answer is uncertain, he doesn't know whether he should or shouldn't confess his love.
Even though Meng Wanqiu had already shown it very clearly, Jiang Yang still didn't know whether he should confess his love.
This looks a bit scumbag.
But this is Jiangyang!
He yearns for love and is afraid.
He longs to be loved, but he is afraid of losing it.
In addition, his parents left early and lived alone in society, Jiangyang's worldview is more mature than his peers.
After all the reasons were intertwined, Jiang Yang was reluctant to make up his mind to confess. He always found reasons for himself, why can't he give Meng Wanqiu happiness now! Why can't he deserve her now!
Jiang Yang didn't know how many excuses such as this were found in his heart.
Jiang Yang may not admit it, but there is indeed an idea deep in his heart, that is, he thinks that the relationship is actually quite good now. It is not far or near, and the lovers above AUA are not full.
Unlike others who hate this kind of relationship, Jiang Yang actually likes something. Perhaps he doesn't want to have too much involvement with others, so that when he leaves at some point, it won't be so painful.
But now Jiangyang is facing a choice.
Jiang Yang didn't clean up much and went to the kitchen.
For him, the best way to relax is to cook. The only way to think about nothing when cooking is to cook.
However, Jiang Yang could not calm down today. The potato shredded potatoes were cut in a mess and almost cut them. This is unimaginable. You should know that although Jiang Yang often cuts his hands in the system space, he has always been very stable in reality.
Jiang Yang tried hard to clean up his scattered thoughts and wanted to concentrate on cooking dishes.
Meng Wanqiu also stayed at home for a day. She went home yesterday morning and had never left the house for a day.
Sometimes, if a person’s mood is not good, his appetite will become worse. This is how Meng Wanqiu is.
She didn't eat much the day before yesterday, and later went to the bar to drink. Yesterday morning, she ate some soy milk and fried dough sticks to fill her stomach.
After returning from Jiangyang's house, she ate only two fruits besides drinking some water.
She got up early this morning, packed her luggage, and wanted to go out for a walk.
She didn't know what she was thinking, but her mind was very confused. She wanted to think about nothing, but her thoughts couldn't stop popping up and could not hold on to it no matter how hard she tried.
Meng Wanqiu's mood was not just because of Jiang Yang. Or in other words, Jiang Yang was just a fuse. Meng Wanqiu's emotions had long accumulated. Even without Jiang Yang, it would completely explode one day.
My mother was sick, the restaurant was not open, and the restaurant was targeted by various factors and some unpleasant things that the company encountered on weekdays. Accumulating all kinds of accumulation, Meng Wanqiu was already on the verge of collapse.
She is actually a very restrained girl, and many things are hidden in her heart and will not say them out.
At the same time, she is also a very self-disciplined girl and basically doesn't go to bars.
Perhaps she just couldn't release her emotions, so she accumulated one by one, and her emotions were on the verge of collapse.
The bar the day before yesterday was Meng Wanqiu releasing his emotions.
She carried her small and exquisite suitcase, which contained some of her daily necessities.
Although she went out to relax, she didn't think about where to go.
There are many people in every scenic spot during the Spring Festival, and the roads are quite congested. She really has no good places to go.
She thought of a way, drove her car, arrived at her casually, and stopped as she wanted. She didn't deliberately go anywhere, and would calm down and feel it whenever she went to a place.
Meng Wanqiu walked to the parking lot, put his luggage in the car, started the vehicle, and drove out slowly.
She had just driven out of the community when the phone suddenly rang.
This ringtone is the ringtone of her life number. Not many people know this number. Meng Wanqiu was a little curious for a moment. Who called it?
She parked the car on the side of the road, picked up her phone and saw two bright words on the screen - Jiang Yang!
Apologize?
Meng Wanqiu guessed.
But what's the use of apologizing at this time?
Meng Wanqiu thought to himself.
At the same time, she was very hesitant, hesitating whether to answer Jiang Yang's call.
The ringtone rang for a while, and it seemed that it was time and the ringtone automatically ended. Jiang Yang's call also became a missed call.
Soon, the second ringtone suddenly rang again.
It was still a call from Jiang Yang.
Meng Wanqiu held his cell phone and felt the vibration in his palm.
The second ringtone ends.
Soon, the third ringtone rang.
Meng Wanqiu was still hesitating in his heart.
She knew that she was not qualified to blame Jiang Yang, but she still couldn't help but want to blame him. She, a girl, has already achieved this point, and everyone can see her feelings for him. However, Jiang Yang has been slow to act and has been slow to express his attitude.
When she suddenly received Jiang Yang's invitation yesterday, she was actually very happy. When she asked Jiang Yang what identity she should use to go back with him, Jiang Yang hesitated.
Jiang Yang may never know what a big blow that moment of hesitation was for Meng Wanqiu.
Her passionate intention at that time was extinguished by Jiang Yang's hesitation.
The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.
At that time, Meng Wanqiu remembered her parents' insistence on not letting her accompany them to treat her, and she felt like she was abandoned by the whole world.
Meng Wanqiu's thoughts were flying, and the third ringtone came to an end and would stop soon.
Meng Wanqiu's fingers kept stopping on the red keys, and his fingers were trembling slightly.
Just the last second of the ringtone, Meng Wanqiu suddenly clicked the green button.
"Hey! Late autumn! Where are you?"
A very anxious voice came from the phone.
Meng Wanqiu pursed her lips. She wanted to say that she was already in another place. But when she spoke, she still said, "At the entrance of my community."
"Wait for me, I'll arrive soon." Jiang Yang hung up the phone hurriedly.
The phone call was very short. Jiang Yang called, but he didn't seem to say anything, and he seemed to say a lot.
Meng Wanqiu sat in the car and did not rush to leave.
Jiang Yang was very anxious. When Meng Wanqiu didn't answer the first call, he was actually very panicked.
There is a feeling of losing something that is very important.
The second time he didn't answer, the feeling in his heart became stronger and stronger, almost swallowing his entire heart.
On the third call, Jiang Yang listened to the "beep" sound that was called, but it was not connected. Only despair was left in his heart, and despair was swallowing his heart bit by bit, allowing him to slowly fall into darkness.
And the second time it was connected, a hole was suddenly opened in Jiang Yang's desperate heart, as if a ray of light suddenly appeared in the darkest place.
His heart suddenly became excited.
From despair to excitement, he had experienced so many psychological journeys in just a short time, which also made him understand his feelings.
Jiang Yang was very anxious, he seemed to have never been so anxious. He ran, regardless of his image, and did everything.
He tried his best, but found that he was still not fast enough. He wished he could grow a pair of wings and fly to Meng Wanqiu in an instant.
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Meng Wanqiu looked out the window quietly, and the slightly deserted streets. The Chengdu City during the Spring Festival seemed to be not as lively as usual.
It should be that most people return home to celebrate the New Year, so they seem deserted.
Meng Wanqiu's thoughts slowly flew away. She didn't know what she was thinking, but just looked out the car window with her eyes fixedly.
Suddenly, a embarrassed figure appeared on the corner of the street.
He was holding a bouquet of flowers, but in the middle of winter, he was sweating. He came outside Meng Wanqiu community and was looking for something everywhere.
Meng Wanqiu looked at this scene and his head exploded, and he looked at the anxious and at a loss.
It was not until the phone ringing rang again that Meng Wanqiu came to his senses.
She answered the phone.
To be continued...