The man's lips were as hot and fierce as flames, like a flame that had been suppressed for a long time exploded wildly with alcohol, as if to swallow her.

Xi Pan was stunned for a moment and pushed him away with all his strength.

Not so.

They shouldn't be like this.

What did he think of her as...

Her eyes fell down, but Gu Yuanche did not let go of her intention. Instead, the kiss became more and more fierce, as if it was a punishment, without any tenderness or love.

Just when Gu Yuanche saw her tears hanging on her cheeks, her heart ached. As soon as she stopped, she pushed her away with force, and the next moment—

A crisp slap sounded in the air.

Sinking into deathly silence again.

Xi Pan bit his lip and glared at him, "Gu Yuanche, you make me feel disgusted."

The man tilted his face, and the light in his eyes went out.

She raised her hand and wiped her tears. With her last pride, she stood up straight with the wall, walked two steps towards the door, but suddenly stopped.

"Don't you want to know why I mentioned breaking up?"

Xi Pan did not look back.

"It's because I'm really tired and always take the initiative, but I can never get into your heart. Let's... stop here."-

When he got home, Xi Pan closed the door, leaned against the door and slowly slid down, falling to the ground.

She curled up her legs and buried the choking sound between her legs.

Xi Pan thought that the time when he and Gu Yuanche broke up had shed all the tears that he should have shed in this life, but he didn't expect that after so many years, he was still her ant hole.

It seems that it doesn't hurt or itchy, and it doesn't matter, but it can make the dam built in her heart burst instantly.

She recalled the time before the two broke up after graduation from the college entrance examination.

Just like when an avalanche, no snowflakes are innocent, her disappointment in this relationship is accumulated bit by bit.

Gu Yuanche has never liked to express emotions, and is cold and dull. Xi Pan always likes to make him happy and take care of his emotions. At first, he feels very happy, but every time he quarreled, if she doesn't take the initiative, he won't take the initiative. In the end, she bows her head first.

My friends always say that this is a sign that Gu Yuanche doesn't care about her enough. Xi Pan gradually feels tired.

Does he really like her? If he likes her, why doesn’t he never speak sweet words like other boys? Will her existence really make him happy? Or does he just feel like he is just talking casually?

Xi Pan's mentality is not very stable, and she is prone to performing abnormally when she goes to the big exam. In the afternoon of the college entrance examination, her mother sent her to the exam room, but there was a traffic jam on the way, so she could only rush to the exam room by herself. But the exam room she is in is not equipped with air conditioning, so when she arrives in class, she sweats profusely and is in a mess, and it feels very difficult to do the test papers.

She vaguely felt that she had failed the scientific examination, but she did not dare to tell Gu Yuanche. At that time, they had been around for almost two years, and the contradictions were gradually exposed, and there were more and more frictions. In addition, she was afraid that she could not accompany him to the NPC, so she became more and more anxious.

After the college entrance examination, the two had more time to meet, but because he was going to Beijing to participate in a competition and because they separated Zhou Duo, Gu Yuanche did not notice the changes in her mood, and even did not take the initiative to care.

At this time, Xi Pan was talking more and more about it, and the most common sentence was: Xi Pan was not worthy of Gu Yuanche, and the two were bound to break up after graduation.

Those girls who privately admire Gu Yuanche treated Xi Pan as if they had eaten lemons, and were picky and criticized. Xi Pan heard from the second year of high school to graduation, from the disdain at the beginning to the self-doubt that was unconfident later.

What made her sad was not these rumors, but that she had never felt the firm choice from beginning to end.

And at the end of June, Gu Yuanche's birthday was the last straw that broke the camel's back...

Later, when the results were announced, she told herself in her heart that if she had not failed the exam and could be in the same university as him, she would give them another chance. However, as she expected, she made a mistake in mathematics and could not get into the N-year university, as if God was telling her that fate was destined to have no hope, so give up.

She told him with the last slight arrogance: "I don't want to like you anymore, let's break up."

Gu Yuanche, who was as proud as her, had no choice but to keep her. She was already holding some hope and felt as cold as water, but it turned out that she was just fulfilling his ideas.

In the end, she chose to study design abroad, and she had been going for six years.

...

Xi Pan sat for a long time until her eyes were dry and painful. She looked up at the darkness outside the window, and pulled the corners of her mouth bitterly.

She knew she still cared about him.

But after tonight, there was nothing left. From the moment she slapped him, they really, completely ended-

These days, it started to rain in Lincheng and the temperature became even lower. Every morning when she woke up, she would sneeze several times and her head was very heavy.

The alarm clock rang for the third time in the morning before she got up from the bed.

After changing her clothes, she opened the curtains and saw that the sky was dark outside and the drizzle was floating in pieces, making her mood even more dull.

She was stunned for a while and walked to the bathroom.

Washing, putting on makeup, and cutting them step by step. When she went to the kitchen, she opened the refrigerator and saw the canned yellow peaches inside.

She lowered her eyes, took away her extra thoughts, and took out the toast.

After breakfast, she went to the company and when she arrived at the tea room, she ran into the female colleague's daily hexagram time—

"Today I saw Mr. Gu again in the parking lot!"

"Damn what luck are you doing? How many times have you been doing?"

"I can only appreciate his face from afar. Who dares to come forward? But Mr. Gu seems to be in a bad mood recently. I heard from Xiao Zhang that Mr. Gu's face was also dark all the time when he held a meeting yesterday."

"I have a lot of trouble, how can I avoid a headache? Mr. Gu is so young."

“…”

Xi Pan didn't dare to listen more, so he left quickly and sat back in his seat and read the magazine quietly.

Lerong walked over and saw her depressed look, she was a little confused, "Xi Pan, are you worried about these days?"

"……What's wrong?"

"I just feel like you're a little depressed."

She smiled, "Maybe it's because of the weather."

"Don't be unhappy, this New Year's Day holiday is coming soon. Are you planning to go where to go?"

Xi Pan shook his head.

She should be staying at home, she doesn't want to go anywhere now.

In the afternoon, liya called Xi Pan to the office and placed a few pieces of paper in front of her, "Xi Pan, are you in good condition recently?"

She was stunned and saw that the design newspaper she submitted yesterday was full of red circles.

This week she was responsible for sorting out the details of the drawings designed last month. Some of hers were in October, while others were mixed and all of them were very simple mistakes.

"Sorry, liya."

"You must be focused and serious when dealing with every task. This sorting work is very fine, it takes time and you must be focused."

Xi Pan nodded, feeling guilty.

liya smiled without too much criticism: "I believe this is the last time, but you have to work overtime today to finish the correction, which is a lesson."

"Um."

Xi Pan returned to his seat and looked at the report and felt a split headache.

It's really hard for her to concentrate or get distracted in the past few days... she will think of unhappy things.

She quickly started to reorganize the details and evaluate it, and it was almost time tonight.

Yuan Hongyuan called her in the evening and asked if she wanted to get up for dinner. She refused because she had no time. Second, she felt that she was not in the mood to touch anything related to her feelings.

It’s not that she didn’t know the other party’s purpose, and she didn’t know what to do now, and her heart was in a mess.

After getting busy, she went downstairs and walked out of the building and found it raining heavily outside.

She opened her umbrella, walked into the rain, and walked step by step towards the subway station.

It was windy and rainy on the street. Even if she was holding an umbrella, she couldn't help but be splashed by the rain. She was walking in a busy head, and her heel accidentally stuck to a small crack on the side of the road. She sprained her ankle and almost fell.

She gasped and her ankles hurt so hard that she was about to bend down to check it out, the wind rolled the umbrella in her hand and the rain covered her face.

She ran to pick up the umbrella, but the light caught the black Maybach racing past the road. She looked up and saw Gu Yuanche's car gradually moving away without any stop.

There was an inexplicable sting in Xi Pan's eyes.

She withdrew her gaze, hid all her thoughts, and continued to move forward.

Because it rained, she returned to the community for nearly twenty minutes.

After Xi Pan jogged downstairs, Black Maybach slowly stopped at the door.

In the quiet car, the man's eyes in the back seat of the car were always on the place where Xi Pan finally disappeared. His deep black eyes hid a bottomless emotion, and his eyebrows were tightly twisted, like a black cloud that could not be melted.

Pei Nan sat in the driver's seat, looking at Gu Yuanche in the rearview mirror from the outside, feeling more and more unfathomable to understand the boss's emotions.

She was waiting for Xi Pan to get off work before leaving, but she saw someone getting wet on the road. She was worried that she would never stop, but now she followed her silently and watched her go home.

In the quiet carriage, Gu Yuanche suddenly spoke:

"Pei Nan."

"Am I particularly ridiculous?"

Pei Nan was stunned, but he didn't expect him to ask such a question.

"Mr. Gu, you like Miss Xi Pan so much... Why don't you tell her?"

Pei Nan was assigned to him by Mr. Gu since his senior year of Gu Yuanche. For nearly three years, he understood Mr. Gu’s preferences and more or less learned about Xi Pan’s unique existence—

The white moonlight in Mr. Gu’s heart.

The only weakness.

The man raised his hand and pressed his eyebrows, and curled his lips with a sarcastic curve: "What can I do if I say it? She pushed me away six years ago."

"Mr. Gu, I think it was impossible for Miss Xi Pan to give up this relationship because of simple factors. Will there be any hidden secrets behind it?"

Pei Nan thought for a while, but finally couldn't help but speak:
Chapter completed!