At the most inappropriate time and place, I met the person I least want to meet at this moment.

Hou Mo looked at Sui Hou Yu with tears in his eyes, raised his head and dullly as he took out his cell phone, and took a photo of his face. He was panicked for a moment, hurriedly avoided, wiped his tears quickly, and asked, "Why are you here?"

Sui Hou Yu asked with confidence: "Can't I come?"

Hou Mo was particularly puzzled: "Didn't you all withdraw from the team?"

Sui Hou Yu was even more puzzled than him: "I didn't retreat."

Hou Mo looked at Sui Hou Yu in surprise, with tears hanging on his eyelashes that had not been wiped clean, and asked nervously: "Then why are you wearing this school uniform?"

"I drizzled soy milk in the morning and replaced it and washed it."

Hou Mo added again: "I saw Ran Shu not wearing it either."

"We got our sportswear dirty after we collided."

"You haven't had morning fucks yet."

"I had insomnia yesterday and tried to make up for my sleep in the dormitory, but I didn't succeed."

Hou Mo wiped his eyes quickly and asked, "Then why didn't you come in the afternoon?"

"The heartbeat was too fast in the afternoon and I couldn't stand it anymore. Ran Shu accompanied me to the infirmary and I slept there for a night."

"Oh..." Hou Mo lost his words in an instant.

"Did you cry because of this?"

"It's not all..." Hou Mo asked after answering, "Did you hear me talking to myself?"

"No." After Sui Hou Yu woke up, he found out that Hou Mo was here, so he came directly. Hou Mo shut up as soon as he opened the door.

Only then did Hou Mo feel that he still had a glimmer of hope, otherwise he would really want to rush out to fight Ouyang Ge one-on-one, and he would be done with it.

Sui Hou Yu finally felt willing to put away his phone and stop recording the video, and asked, "Do you need tissue?"

"Give me one."

Hou Mo took the tissue and hid aside to blow his nose awkwardly. He found that Sui Hou Yu had been following him. After looking at him, he asked again and again: "Are you crying when I was angry?"

"Ah..." This question really asked Hou Mo.

Sui Hou Yu explained in a tone: "I never thought of quitting the team. Moreover, I will also participate in the national competition next year. The college entrance examination is still far away and I have not considered it yet."

After hearing this, Hou Mo nodded: "Oh..."

"Um."

The conversation was deadlocked again.

Hou Mo finally relieved the embarrassment of his fierce man crying, and then followed Hou Yu and said, "Yesterday, I didn't control my good temper and made a big deal. It was obvious that there was not much of a big deal, so I had to make both of them unhappy. It was because I had no brains."

"What you said is actually correct." Sui Hou Yu thought about it and added, "But the nonsense behind it is still inexplicable."

"Well, I was wrong. I'll beat you up, I won't fight back." Hou Mo said as he stretched out his hand.

"I'm too lazy to move."

Follow Hou Yu to the side of the jumping box of the vaulting horse, he jumped on it, glanced at Hou Mo and asked, "Where did you go to Sang Xian yesterday?"

"Well, Sang Xian is not in good condition, so I took him home. As a result, he left in a hurry and forgot to take his phone in the locker room and couldn't say hello to you."

Sui Hou Yu asked tentatively: "Oh...what's wrong with him?"

Hou Mo still avoided this question: "Nothing."

Sui Hou Yu curled his lips and said unhappily: "It seems that the whole world knows what's wrong with you. Only I don't know. I am still your doubles partner! Am I just a substitute? With me as your partner, you can clear your relationship with Sang Xian, so I partner with me?"

"Why do you think so?" Hou Mo felt very strange and walked to Sui Hou Yu and looked at his expression, trying to find a flaw.

Speaking of this matter, Sui Hou Yu fell into a state of discomfort again: "He is so good to you, your relationship is very special, and you seem to accept his kindness to you. The tacit understanding between the two of you is obviously higher than that of ours. Since you are so confused with him, why should you partner with me?"

Hou Mo looked at Sui Hou Yu for a long time. What Sang Xian said to him yesterday echoed in his ears again, making him unable to help but feel heartbroken. He was so hard that he could not bear it.

He tried hard to pretend to be calm and asked, "Do you care a lot about the relationship between me and him?"

"Just think..." Sui Hou Yu didn't know how to explain so that he would not be discovered by Hou Mo. He shut up and thought hard, and then spoke again, "You are very strange, he... is he gay? Have you ever liked you?"

"ha?!"

"You are ambiguous, and sometimes you have a look of your eyes... very lingering!"

As Hou Yu cares about it, he is sensitive.

He always felt that Sang Xian's look at Hou Mo was different from others' eyes, and he couldn't ignore it.

Hou Mo did not answer immediately, but instead sat beside him and said softly: "There is no ambiguity between me and him. In fact, if you have a choice, I don't even want to know him."

He turned his head to look at Hou Mo, a little confused because he didn't want to be chased by a boy?

Hou Mo looked at Sui Hou Yu calmly and said, "I haven't seem to have told you how my father died. He... passed away to save Sang Xian."

This was definitely the unexpected answer of Hou Yu. He subconsciously opened his eyes widened the moment he heard it.

Hou Mo was laughing, wanting to use a smile to make himself appear strong.

However, the smile was filled with sadness, which was even more heartbreaking than crying.

"That year, my father took a special leave to celebrate my birthday. Our family of three went to a cruise ship to play. It rained and tide in the evening of August 30. Some people said that something happened to a small yacht nearby. Our cruise ship changed its course to rescue it. The one that happened was Sang Xian and his yacht."

"Uncle An is also going to save people?" Sui Hou Yu's voice was a little tight when he asked, and he seemed to ask a very mentally retarded question.

Hou Mo nodded: "Well, he is a soldier, and he will definitely go to help. There were six people on the yacht. They said they had gone to the private island for a few days. Suddenly, they felt bored and planned to come back. As a result, they encountered a big wave. A lot of water was in the yacht and broke down and lost control. My father and two lifeguards on the cruise ship went to save people. One of them was old and could only pull the ropes on the boat. My father and the other person went to save people."

Hou Mo paused for a long time when he said this. It seemed that just mentioning this matter made him extremely tired.

After a while, he continued: "The weather was very bad that day. Another lifeguard saved two people and was exhausted, leaving my father alone. Sang Xian was the last person he saved. The sixth person on the yacht and my father were both salvaged. When the death was confirmed, there was only more than an hour left before my birthday..."

Sui Hou Yu subconsciously held Hou Mo's hand, but was pulled away by Hou Mo: "Don't pull it, what if you fall asleep, I haven't finished talking yet."

This time the identity was replaced, and Hou Mo was talking, and listened quietly with Hou Yu.

Following Hou Yu, he nodded.

Hou Mo continued: "Maybe it's because Sang Xian watched how collapsed my mother and I were. After that, he felt guilty and had a mental illness. He regretted it because when my father asked him if there was anyone else who had not been saved, he saw my father's fatigue, and he still answered that there was another person. If he hadn't answered like this at that time, maybe something would happen to my father."

Hou Mo lowered his head slightly, and kept playing with his sportswear with both hands, stirring him all the time. He was obviously very anxious, and always wanted to do something to distract himself and relieve his irritability.

Because this is the thing he is least willing to mention.

Sui Hou Yu asked: "So he has been by your side since then, do you want to compensate you?"

Hou Mo's answer seemed to sigh: "Yes, he had a very strange disease and would always follow me, wanting to do his best to help me and make up for me so that his guilt would feel better. But I really didn't want to see him at first! My father was voluntarily saving people, but this kind of compensation was not what I wanted. I always felt that these were all exchanged for my father's life. If my father didn't have any trouble, I would still be very happy. The family is not rich, but also has enough food and clothing, and is happy."

Sui Hou Yu finally understood the entanglement between Hou Mo and Sang Xian.

He didn't know what to say, and thought for a while and asked, "Why did you explain it to him clearly? Tell him directly that you don't like this."

Hou Mo continued to talk, and this time he said intermittently for a long time: "I did this, and he did disappear for a while. It was also during that time that my mother's sadness and heart disease relapsed into the ICU. My father's relatives said that they were young and went to help manage my mother's company. As a result, they were in a mess and their credit was damaged. The investor directly withdrew the investment and asked for compensation. The company went bankrupt. The legal representative of the company was my mother, and in the end the court auctioned our house."

"Sang Xian knew about these things, and he felt that it was him who caused the destruction of my family. He didn't ask for help in such a difficult situation. He must be hating him. He felt guilty and even committed suicide by cutting his wrist. Sang Xian's parents cried and begged me to go to the hospital to see Sang Xian, otherwise Sang Xian would always find the right opportunity to pull out the oxygen tube.

"At that time, my mother was seriously ill, and her family property was auctioned, and her father's relatives were still trying to get money from my family. In this case, I had to go to the hospital to see him. If I didn't go, I would seem very unkind... I was really uncomfortable at that time. I felt so tired. Why did I have to bear this? I have already taken on a lot of it, so why should I care about him?"

When Sui Hou Yu heard this, he finally asked again: "You're still going, right?"

Hou Mo smiled bitterly: "Well, I feel soft-hearted. I'm gone. I think that's the life saved by my father. If it's gone, my father will be in vain. However, when I go, I'm entangled by Sang Xian. In order to practice tennis with the bonus, he also studied tennis. He even gave up the middle school he was studying abroad for me, and returned to relegation to an ordinary middle school for one year, and was in the same class as me. He said he was afraid that I wouldn't tell him any more things, and he would know quickly even if he was by my side."

After hearing this, Sui Hou Yu couldn't help frowning: "This is really depressing."

"Well, after being haunted by this for a few years, I gradually got used to it. Sang Xian gradually got better. I started trying to get rid of him again. This time I went to Class 17 on purpose. In order to avoid him, he didn't expect that he still guessed my plan and went to Class 17 with the exam."

Sui Hou Yu finally understood, and the strangeness of the past suddenly became clear: "I understand this time."

When Hou Mo mentioned these, he would feel uncomfortable once. He smiled bitterly again: "Others are advising me and I said it's time to get out. Actually, I can get out, and my mother and I have been doing a good job recently. However, Sang Xian has been by my side, so I can't get out. He is my shadow. If he is there, I will feel very suffocated."

"Can he not cure it? Maybe you can try electroconvulsion treatment, the effect is really good."

Hou Mo shook his head: "He has been looking for many ways at home, but there is no way to find famous doctors around the world."

Sui Hou Yu asked again: "Do you hate him?"

"Actually, I know that Sang Xian's answer was not a question at that time, and they didn't want an accident. I still couldn't help but complain! They blamed them for driving small yachts to sea when they knew the weather was bad, and they blamed them for being so idle that they knew to run around when they had nothing to do! But things had happened, and after letting go of paranoia in their hearts, they felt relieved, no longer hated, no more complaining. Consoling myself, my father is still very powerful, he saved three lives."

Sui Hou Yu saw Hou Mo's eyes flushed slightly and his face was full of sadness. He couldn't help but feel a little anxious and comforted him anxiously: "It's okay, even if Uncle An is gone, you can still treat me as your father in the future!"

Hou Mo was about to cry, but when he heard this, all his emotions were put back on his face. He turned his head and looked at Sui Hou Yu in shock.

The worst thing is that Sui Hou Yu's words were actually serious and his expression was so sincere.

Hou Mo looked at him and smiled for no reason.

This time I finally stopped smiling bitterly.

Hou Mo mentioned Sang Xian again: "You don't have to care about him. He followed me to want a sense of salvation. Being nice to me will reduce his guilt, and he does not like me. I also regard him as a friend now, after all, he is a good person. I want to stay away from him, and I also hope that he will be better after staying away from me. He cannot live for me."

"Well, such friendship is morbid, and you both will be very tired."

"yes……"

After the story was finished, the two of them finally had physical contact.

Hou Mo lowered his head, put his head on Sui Hou Yu's shoulder, and said coquettishly: "Brother Yu, I want to comfort me."
To be continued...