Osmanthus harvested by humans.

Only I dare not talk about my love affair.

"What a pity. We can make a lot of sweet-scented osmanthus. By the way, I made small glutinous rice balls with sugar-osmanthus this time. They are frozen in the refrigerator. You can eat them after dinner." Roll up the skin of the tomatoes, and Lin Rong takes them out.

In the ice water, tear off the skin and put it aside. Then take out a long piece of celery, cut off the root at the end, and carefully remove the thick fiber on the back of the celery.

Le Zhishi also picked up a piece of celery and helped her, but he was not very skilled, so Lin Rong taught him step by step, "This way, when you break it, you can pull out the thread, right."

When she was anxious, she called Le Zhishi Maomao. Most of the time she was called Lele, sometimes she was called Guaiguai. Maomao was the name people in this city used to describe newborn babies, but Lin Rong often called Le Zhishi this way.

, as if he was still a very young baby.

I was used to it when I heard it, but when I suddenly heard it today, I felt a bit sore in my nose for no reason.

"You two are really funny. You can't eat many things but you like to eat everything. Except for wolfberry and ginger, my brother is in trouble. He is very picky. You can't even have shreds on celery, and you don't like to eat the skin of tomatoes. I like it.

Let's drink soup." She put the celery aside and sighed, "It's a good thing he knows how to cook, otherwise I wouldn't worry."

Le Zhi knew what she was worried about, so he just said, "My brother is very powerful. I can do everything myself."

"That also requires one person to take care of each other." Lin Rong cut the cooled tomatoes into pieces and put them into the casserole that was simmering over the fire. Inside was the soft stewed beef. "I'm actually quite contradictory. On the one hand,

I don’t want you to grow up. No matter which one of you, I feel uncomfortable when I think that one day you will leave your mother and start a family of your own."

She stirred it with a small spoon, "But, I also hope that you all find someone you like, especially my brother. Every time I think of him being alone, I feel sad. He is obviously in such good conditions, how could he

Why have you been single for so many years?”

Le Zhi was speechless and didn't know what to say, so he simply stopped answering.

"Actually, I also know that he has high requirements. He may not be able to find someone he likes right away like other children, but we can't keep going like this. Then I will get heartache." She took a sip of the soup and blew it.

Blow and feed until Le Zhizhi asks, "Try it, is it bland?"

Le Zhishi took a sip obediently and shook his head, "Just right." He touched Lin Rong's arm comfortingly, but he could only say to her, "Don't think about these things."

"Then what else can I think about?" Lin Rong put down the spoon, "You have all grown up. We only hope that you and your brother are healthy and safe, happy every day, and have a very happy life in the future." She touched it.

Le Zhishi's face wrinkled her nose playfully, "You are still young, so you are not in a hurry to fall in love. I still want you to stay with me for a few more years."

Le Zhishi smiled and said, "Why don't you worry about me looking for it?"

Lin Rong knelt down and checked the chicken wings in the oven. Her tone was full of worry, "Because you are too simple, dear, Aunt Rong is so afraid that you will be deceived. Just forget about cheating on your feelings, just in case someone can't catch you.

, or break up with you and come back to take revenge on you. You have a special physique. If something happens to you then, I will cry to death."

Le Zhishi stood quietly in the kitchen, looking at Aunt Rong squatting in front of him, unable to say a word. His eyes were sore, but he still controlled his emotions. For a moment, he had a feeling towards Lin Rong.

The urge to tell the whole story, and nothing else, just told Lin Rong that he might like boys but not girls.

But he looked at the kitchen full of dishes and thought of the sweater in the living room. His mind jumped to Song Jin who was busy at work and rushed home to celebrate his birthday with him.

He gave up this reckless idea.

At least on this day when everyone was celebrating him, he didn't want to mess everything up.

Le Zhi felt sad for everyone except himself. The warmth and smoke at home were like a dull knife sharpening his heart, leaving him in a dilemma. He finally chose to escape.

"I'll go feed the oranges and marshmallows."

Lin Rong turned around and touched his back affectionately, "Well, I put all their food boxes upstairs, at the door of the corner storage room. Put them sparingly. Marshmallow's stomach is not feeling well lately."

Dragging his steps up, Le Zhi squatted outside the storage room and poured dog food for Marshmallow, and opened a cat can for Orange. When he heard the sound, Marshmallow ran up, but Orange took his time. He sat down holding his knees.

In front of them, watch them eat quietly.

"Slow down." He whispered to Marshmallow, and touched its back again, feeling that it had lost weight and its breathing had become heavier.

Le Zhi stood up, walked through the corridor and opened the door of his room. The curtains were drawn inside. The room was very dark on a rainy day. He raised his hand to close the door and turn on the light. Suddenly he felt his arm being held by a warm hand.

live.

The door was closed.

Looking up and meeting Song Yu's eyes, Le Zhi felt a negative emotion for no reason.

In the past, if Song Yu entered his room like this, he would be extremely happy, but Song Yu would never come.

His arms dropped, he didn't want to turn on the light.

Le Zhishi lowered her face and hugged Song Yu silently in the dark room. They leaned against the door, and outside was a bright and warm home.

Song Yu raised his hand to stroke the back of his neck and asked in a gentle tone: "Are you tired?"

Le Zhi shook her head in his arms, answered the question incorrectly, and called him Song Yu in a low voice.

"Huh?" Song Yu lowered his head, slid his hand to his back, and stroked it gently.

"I love you." Le Zhi said softly.

Song Yu seemed to have sensed something. They were both highly aware of each other's emotional changes, but he didn't ask why. He just held Le Zhishi's face, as if he was afraid of arousing his emotions, so he didn't kiss him, but just talked to him.

Their foreheads touched lightly, "It's your birthday today, don't be unhappy."

"I'm not unhappy." Le Zhi stood up on tiptoes and kissed Song Yu's lips. She didn't run away and hugged him tighter.

The sky is getting closer to darkness, and this room is like a hotbed where secrets and mistakes can be tolerated, although Le Zhishi knows that they always have to turn on the light.

No one can live in darkness for a lifetime, especially someone like Song Yu who is so good that he deserves a bright future.

There will always be a day when the lie will be exposed, but he secretly told himself in his heart that when the time comes, he hopes that he will be the one who makes the desperate move. Song Yu is the most cautious and considerate person and lives an orderly life. He should not make mistakes.

Nor should he admit his mistake.

In the hearts of his parents, and in the hearts of almost everyone, Song Yu should become an excellent scholar, shine in his own field, have a beautiful and kind wife, and have a lovely child who inherits his excellent genes, and have a happy life.

, no surprise.

Thinking of this, I felt heartbroken for no reason and had difficulty breathing.

He is so narrow-minded that even his imagination is painful. If this beautiful blueprint really needs to be shattered, it should be him.

After all, he was so selfish that he took away these possibilities from Song Yu.

The love Song Yu gave him was like a jackpot falling from the sky to Le Zhishi, a sweet dream that he didn't want to wake up from. But Le Zhishi also knew very well that the family affection Lin Rong and Song Jin gave him was precious to him.

And the only one.

He has no one else to call family.

He probably can't have both. He doesn't think he is so lucky when he is happy. A greedy person can't get anything, so he has to be prepared to give up one.

Dazed, Le Zhi felt Song Yu's arms tighten. He called out Le Le, his voice was deep, which gave Le Zhi a lot of sense of security.

"Suddenly I want to see your parents." Song Yu said.

This was no longer possible, so Le Zhishi still asked him, "What do you think about this?"

Song Yu's tone was very cautious, "I want to thank them for allowing you to be born."

Le Zhi was even sadder, but he didn't want to cry, so he kept holding on.

"I heard that you were born in the afternoon. I remember that my parents received the call in the afternoon, but it should be in the morning in the UK." After saying that, Song Yu chuckled, as if he was laughing at himself for being able to remember what happened when he was three years old.

thing.

His chin gently touched the top of Le Zhishi's hair. This posture showed a very rare sense of dependence, as if Song Yu needed Le Zhishi very much at this time.

"I really want to go back to this time nineteen years ago, waiting for you to be born in the delivery room, and then squeeze your hand."

His eyes were sore when he was happy, but he was still smiling, "Is it just a hand squeeze?"

Song Yu hesitated for a moment, "Will they let a three-year-old child hold you?"

"Yes, if it's you." Le Zhi thought he was very strange, and made these fantasies seem real, "What are you going to do? Steal a child?"

Song Yu shook his head, "I'm going to hold you in the corner and tell you that we will grow up together, I like you very much, and we will be together in more than ten years." His voice was very soft, very gentle, and he was amused.

Zhishi pulled him out of suffering and anxiety and gave him warmth.
Chapter completed!