Le Zhishi didn't know how he made such an action.

The thought seemed to pop up naturally in his mind, along with the image of Song Yu hugging him. But after actually getting into his arms and hearing Song Yu's heartbeat, Le Zhi woke up with a start, feeling like he was going crazy.

Thunder struck again, and Le Zhi, who originally wanted to leave, subconsciously grabbed Song Yu's clothes.

He heard Song Yu's voice, filled with confusion.

"What did you say?"

Sure enough, I don't remember.

Le Zhishi felt unwilling to do so. In fact, for them, hugging was not that important. Song Yu often hugged him when he was a child. When he was in elementary school, it rained heavily, and Song Yu, who was also a child, would hug him.

Pick it up so that it can be wrapped around you like a koala and will not step in the rain.

Although he was not allowed to sleep with him during thunder, Song Yu would take the initiative to hug him when he was sad. A hug was a silent comfort.

All this was normal to Le Zhishi, but he was still bothered by Song Yu's embrace in his sleep.

Obviously he was the one being hugged, but the one who took the initiative didn't remember anything.

If someone else were by his side, would he turn over and hold him in his arms?

"I didn't lie, that's it." Le Zhishi repeated stubbornly, raising his head buried in his chest and looking into Song Yu's eyes.

The distance was so close that even in the dark, he could vaguely see Song Yu's face and feel that he was frowning.

"I don't think you're lying." Song Yu's heartbeat was faster than Le Zhi had imagined, and the vibration was amplified in the dark night. "I just don't remember such a thing happening."

After speaking, he paused and then said, "Sorry, I didn't have much consciousness when I was asleep."

Le Zhishi gradually let go of his hand, and took the initiative to withdraw from Song Yu's arms at the next flash of white light. He suddenly figured it out and guessed that Song Yu just regarded him as a pillow on the bed at that time, or as a pillow.

Quilt itself is not a big deal.

"Don't apologize, I'm just giving an example."

A perfect example of how a hug means nothing.

With a gap of a few centimeters, Le Zhishi confessed his thoughts to Song Yu, "I actually like the feeling of you holding me, it feels very safe." As if he was afraid of being criticized, Le Zhishi quickly confessed his thoughts to Song Yu.

Then he admitted to himself, "But it's weird, I know."

Song Yu was very quiet. When he heard him say this, he touched his shoulder through the quilt.

This action made Le Zhishi feel encouraged. Face to face, he looked into Song Yu's eyes and asked, "Just for tonight, can you hold me?"

He began to rationalize his requests constantly, just like when he wanted to eat something, he would lay out various motives in a clear and logical manner, "It's thundering outside all the time, and I can't sleep. It will be safer if I hold him."

I'll fall asleep quickly, and you don't need to worry about me or worry about me. This is a special situation. I won't sleep in the same bed with you every day, and there won't be thunderstorms every night."

Feeling that Song Yu didn't refuse at the first time, Le Zhi moved closer and said, "You don't have to move, I just need to stick to you. I won't sleep on your arm."

Song Yu suddenly felt a little funny, but he couldn't laugh. He could hardly tell whether it was his wishful thinking that Le Zhishi was naive, or whether he really couldn't grow up.

He couldn't help but reach out and stroke Le Zhishi's hair, then rested on the side of his face and gently covered his ears.

But anyway, Song Yu didn't want to make Le Zhishi even more confused and confused, so he repeated it again.

"No matter what examples you give, I'm not in love, that's a fact."

Le Zhi had his eyes closed, looking very submissive and well-behaved, "What if you are in love, will you let me know?"

"Do you want to know?" Song Yu blurted out a little, but after asking, he felt a little regretful.

Le Zhi didn't know whether he wanted it or not. He didn't want to be kept in the dark, but it might not feel good if he found out. He didn't really want his brother to be given to others.

Sharing the distance of the same pillow, the two people's breaths blended in the air. Song Yu waited for Le Zhishi's answer in this quiet and tormenting atmosphere, but what he waited for was Le Zhishi's change of subject.

"My deskmate is a girl, and she also has an older brother." Le Zhishi specifically added, "He's a biological brother."

"She complained to me before that her brother hasn't been at home often since he fell in love. He used to take her to Happy Valley or eat a lot of delicious food during holidays, but now he will deliberately keep his distance from her because he is afraid of his girlfriend.

Not happy."

Le Zhishi said, as if she didn't have enough breath, she closed her eyes and took a long breath, her voice was dull, "Her brother got married this year and moved out to have his own family. After that, it was difficult for her to see him.

I told her, you can go find him." As he spoke, his eyelashes trembled slightly, "But she said she had looked for him. She was in her brother's new home, and she looked like a guest. In fact, this is normal.

, from another perspective, no one wants their lover to share their feelings with others. So my deskmate also said that as long as I get used to it, it will be fine."

Song Yu listened to him silently, thinking of Le Zhi when he was a child. At that time, he was innocent, cute and serious, and he didn't taboo anything. But now that a similar topic has come up again, he can't describe it in the same tone as at that time.

"We will be like this in the future." Lightning flashed, making Le Zhishi's face pale. When the thunder fell, he seemed to wake up and denied himself: "Brothers and sisters are like this. We will only become more estranged in the future. I

He is not your biological brother."

I don't know if it was an illusion, but Song Yu always felt that Le Zhishi was about to cry, and his heart twitched. His resistance to his sinful selfishness finally lost to his empathy for Le Zhishi, and he gave up on Le Zhishi as if he was giving up on himself.

Pulling him into his arms, "No."

Le Zhi didn't quite believe it, "You said it, people get separated easily. I believe this more and more now." He closed his eyes and rested his chin on Song Yu's shoulder, as if talking to himself.

The same question is asked, "Why aren't we brothers?"

Song Yu put his hand on his back and hugged him tightly after lightning. He was a little helpless and asked Le Zhi, "Why do you want to be my brother?"

"Because social relationships are very fragile." Le Zhishi put his hands around Song Yu's waist, "But if they are biological brothers, even if other relationships are severed, the blood relationship will never be severed."

Hearing these words, Song Yu felt that Le Zhishi was both naive and cruel.

He had long understood his selfishness, so he never expected that he and Le Zhishi could be brothers. He hoped that it would be best for them to have nothing to do with each other and just be strangers who met by chance.

It is best not to mix any other emotions in this relationship. He will feel less burdened and will not think of his parents when hugging him. He will not be burdened with the eyes of others when holding hands.

You won't be confused about Le Zhishi's feelings for him, and you won't have too much luck.

Seeing that Song Yu stopped talking, Le Zhi touched his back and said in a more relaxed tone, "Am I weird?"

The strange thing is not Le Zhi Shi, it should be their state.

Song Yu didn't answer, but Le Zhishi said again: "Do you think I'm a pervert?"

This sentence almost made Song Yu, who was in a state of sadness, laugh. He whispered, "No." He only touched Le Zhishi's hair uprightly, "You were like this when you were a child."

Le Zhi asked confused and tiredly why. Song Yu said, "Maybe it's because you established a close dependence on me when you were a child. Generally speaking, it is an emotional relationship that only children and parents have. There are also brothers and sisters, and the situation is special.

Your attachment object has become me, so you will have separation anxiety. In fact, it is normal. Some people are very old and still feel sad when they leave their parents."

Listening to him talk, Le Zhi felt very relieved. His thinking ability was significantly reduced under the interference of sleep, and he only grasped the key word separation anxiety. He felt that it made sense, and being separated from Song Yu would really make him anxious, so he hugged her

She held Song Yu in his arms and nuzzled her into his arms, almost like coquettishness, "Then can you not stay too far away from me? Can you go home more often?"

Song Yu's body froze for a few seconds, feeling like he was no longer his own.

But he felt that giving Le Zhishi a promise would make it easier for him to sleep.

"Um."

"Really? In the future?"

He was obviously happy when he heard Le Zhi, and Song Yu couldn't help but nodded.

Le Zhi buried his head again and prepared to fall asleep. He found that it was actually easy to get what he wanted from Song Yu. Song Yu seemed difficult to get close to, but he was actually a very easy person to compromise.

He whispered good night and closed his eyes with peace of mind.

The rain kept falling unchecked and noisily. Song Yu's palm never left Le Zhishi's ear until the thunder completely disappeared and Le Zhishi's breathing became steady. Song Yu put down his hand and gently placed it on Le Zhishi's waist.

superior.

Late at night is when human will is at its weakest, and it is easy to make impulsive choices. So Song Yu indulged for a second, lowered his head, and kissed the top of Le Zhishi's hair very gently.

No one knew about this kiss except the rain outside the window.

At dawn, Le Zhishi woke up in a daze, and was very happy to find that Song Yu did not leave after he fell asleep. The single bed was too cramped, and his waist was a little sore, so he lay in his arms for a while with his eyes closed.

, feeling a little hot, turned around again and leaned his forehead against the wall.

Song Yu, who was sleeping, felt the movement of turning over and moved. When he subconsciously hugged Le Zhi from behind, his entire back was wrapped safely and fit together comfortably and safely.

It was half past seven when Le Zhishi woke up for the second time. It was very bright outside. He covered his head with a quilt, and then remembered Song Yu's instructions and pulled it off a little.

Afterwards, I felt that someone was missing on the bed. When I was happy, I turned over with my eyes closed, lying on my stomach, stretched out an arm and waved it outside the railing, and called Song Yu's name vaguely and weakly.

He didn't know how many times he repeated it, but he finally heard some noise, raised his head with great effort, opened his eyes, and saw Song Yu walking out of the bathroom and closing the door. Le Zhishi rubbed his eyes and lay down

On Song Yu's pillow, he lazily said: "Why do you have to take a shower in the morning..."

Song Yu seemed not to have expected Le Zhi to wake up so early. He was a little surprised when he saw him, but he quickly recovered, "It will be faster to wake up this way."

He also wanted to ask Le Zhishi to squint for a while and go buy breakfast himself. Unexpectedly, Le Zhishi climbed up on his own initiative. He had never stayed in a hotel before and was very unskilled in getting down the ladder. Song Yu stood aside and asked him to go down the ladder at any time.

Ready to help.

However, he failed to get started. Le Zhi landed safely and stepped on the tiles with his bare feet. Song Yu ordered him to wear slippers, and Le Zhi quickly stepped on the slippers, stretched and said like a qualified scholar.

: "I want to take a shower too." After saying that, he went to the bathroom.

Song Yu glanced at his back helplessly, then lowered his head to pick up the watch on the table and put it on his wrist. Then, as if he suddenly thought of something, he looked back at the bathroom, and then regretted it in advance.

Sure enough, when he turned on the shower, Le Zhi screamed inside.

“The water is so cold!”
To be continued...