46. ??Chapter 46
Since Osvid's memory, he has almost never dreamed of his parents. In a few times, he only heard words such as "Master Pah" and "Madam" in his dream.
Ultimately, the reason is that Pach is really unkind to the so-called parents. To be more mean, they are more like shelters than their parents. Apart from an old manor, an old housekeeper and a few servants with eyes on their heads, they did not give Osvid anything that normal parents would give, such as closeness and care, comfort and teaching.
Not to mention these, even sticks and scolding do not exist.
He could still remember what Master Pahe looked like. After all, when it comes to some festivals, Pahe would occasionally remember that there was a son in the old manor and brought someone to see him. However, although he was nominally looking at his son, he was actually just asking the butler Ian to ask about the situation, and he couldn't say anything to Osvid.
As for Mrs. Paher, Osvid couldn't even recall her appearance. After all, Mrs. Paher had been sick for a long time and was bedridden for many years. He had very little contact with her, and he could count the number of times he met with one hand, and the longest time was her funeral.
But even so, Osvid had no hatred for them. After all, hatred requires deep feelings as a premise, and he did not have such premise. But when he was a child, he occasionally couldn't understand why the Pah and his wife had this attitude towards him. Compared with Pah's other children, he did not have multiple heads but few eyes. Why was he treated like this?
Children do not know how to analyze love, hate, and love, and it is difficult to distinguish the subtle differences between feelings. But he can also see through instinct that at least the way the Pahs treat him is not like their son.
If you treat your son, whether you like or hate him, you will express it more righteously. Instead of being like Pah, you will always feel hesitant and repetitive.
Later, it was not until Emperor Noor sent someone to take him into the Ujin Xuan Palace that he understood what the Pah couple's attitude towards him was - that was his attitude towards a hot potato, and he did not dare to throw it too far or get it too close. It was normal for human nature.
When he first heard the royal family say that he was the son of Emperor Noor, his first reaction was: whether it was the person sent or Emperor Noor himself, he was crazy!
In his knowledge, Emperor Noor was not someone worthy of liking and admiration. There were many rumors about this emperor. Even though he lived in an old manor for many years, Osvid had heard some of the scattered servants.
When he was young, the emperor was a slut, and he was too energetic. He was a scumbag who changed women like clothes. Of course, the emperor never admitted that he was a scumbag, and always emphasized that he and every woman he was in charge were deeply in love.
But his love river is always the size of a ditch. He hits the head with a few pounces, and when he gets ashore, he disappears in the world. When he jumps into the next ditch of love, he always says when he mentions the previous paragraph: He was too young at that time and didn't understand his feelings.
He has been "young" for more than 30 years and finally he is too lazy to hold on to the banner of love again. After middle age, he is wandering even more than before.
I don’t know if it was God’s eyes or why, but when he was finally tired of playing and started to think about the next generation, he suddenly realized that there were no children left by his side. What’s tragic is that the children left died prematurely, and in the end there was only one daughter left.
Unfortunately, the emperor had an almost crazy paranoid attitude towards his son, believing that the only remaining daughter was not enough to inherit the entire Golden Lion Kingdom. So, Emperor Noor, who was over fifty years old, began his wandering career again, working hard for several years but gained nothing.
He finally began to accept his fate, recalling the evil he committed when he was young, and trying to find a few more sons.
After thinking about it, I only thought of one thing - Osverde, whom he asked the Pah family to raise.
Osvid had no favoritism for the emperor who claimed to be his father, and also had no yearning for a place like Wujin Xuan Palace, which represents power and status.
To be precise, those were actually the worst two years he was in a bad mood. First, he learned that Kevin Fassbender, who served as commander-in-chief of the Bronze Army, died on the battlefield and never had a chance to meet again. Then the Pah family was sent to the side, and the old manor he had lived in for many years was destroyed. If he hadn't brought Ian to the palace, then no one involved in his childhood and childhood memories would have been there.
It was like erasing all his past.
Under such circumstances, if Osvid had a good relationship with Emperor Noel, there would be ghosts. At that time, Osvid was only in his teens. He was committed to angering the emperor every day, and at night he tried every means to dig out from the Wujin Xuan Palace, the farther away from this ghost emperor and the place where he saw the ghost, the better.
After Emperor Noor discovered his intention, he almost turned the place where he lived into a prison and guarded it layer by layer.
During those days, Osvid mastered the skills of prying doors and locks, repairing the plank roads openly and secretly traveling to Chen Cang, and the path is one foot high and the demon is one foot high.
Unfortunately, the palace is a palace after all, so it is not easy to get in, and it is even more difficult to get out.
At that time, Osvid almost didn't want to talk to the old housekeeper Ian, who was around him. He didn't like everything in Wujinxuan Palace, except for his half-sister, Sarah, the only daughter of Emperor Noel.
Sarah was almost the only person in the palace who had no intention or grudges and only cared about him simply.
Perhaps because there is a father like that, there is some resonance in some aspects, Osvid cannot show a disgust expression towards her. This only sister is nearly ten years older than him, and sometimes she cares for him even more meticulously than her elders. She is the gentlest one among the people he has been in contact with since childhood.
Because of Sarah, for the first time, he vaguely understood what family care and closeness were like.
When Osvid first came to Wujin Xuan Palace, Emperor Noor only said that he was his father, and did not even tell him who his mother was or what kind of person he was. Of course, Osvid suspected that the emperor might not remember it clearly.
Later, Sara secretly helped him inquire with the old man in the palace, and then he found a result.
"I heard that Bai Hill is a tall beauty! She has transparent and beautiful eyes, just like you." When Sara told him, she mysteriously took out a roll of parchment: "I secretly walked around San Antis and found a folk painter to help you draw one. Well, it was drawn based on the description, and it may not be that similar."
That was the first time Osvid heard about something related to his mother, and it was also the first time he saw what his mother might look like.
The woman in the painting smiled very gently, and her eyebrows were indeed somewhat similar to her. Perhaps it was because of this that he felt a sense of familiarity, as if he still had a little memory of her.
After that, he would occasionally dream of the scene where Sarah handed him a parchment several times. He never had any three-dimensional impressions about the beauty named Bai Hill.
So, when he saw a tall beauty in his drowsy dream of cold and heat, he almost couldn't react to who it was.
The woman in the dream, like Sara described, has almost transparent eyes, which is very clear. Her hair is long and thick, and the color is very different from Osvid, and it is the extremely light platinum. She smiles not as gentle as the scroll, but has a girlish vividness and brightness, as if she can make some jokes in the next second.
"He's too small, it's quite interesting to pinch his fingers." Osvid saw her leaning down at him, and rubbed his face with a smile: "Why is he so stupid that he can't even cry? I want to make him cry."
Osvid: "…"
He actually wanted to open his mouth to speak, but found that his mouth seemed to be sewn up and could not make any sound.
Everything in the dream was like a layer of mist, and everyone's face and voice were not clear. He vaguely heard the voice of a middle-aged woman scolding him angrily: "Bai, don't always pinch him, be stubborn, be careful."
The woman's voice was getting closer and closer. As she finished speaking, Osvid saw a gentle and kind middle-aged woman appearing above him. She looked much smaller than white and looked a little similar when she smiled.
"Dad, don't you come to see him? He is laughing." Bai turned around and shouted with a smile.
"Can you laugh?" A low voice came from far to near, and then a much taller figure appeared in front of Osvid. The middle-aged man had wide shoulders so wide that he could almost wrap his daughter and wife into his arms. As soon as he came over, he frowned and said, "Why didn't he cover him with a blanket? It's almost winter, and he's getting sick after getting cold."
Osvid looked at them in a daze, and the next second he was covered by a warm blanket. He just didn't know if the blanket was too small, but the warm feeling was always on half of his arm.
He was so cold that he couldn't help but try to reach out and grab two hands, stubbornly pulled the warm blanket into his arms, hugging him tightly, trying to make himself warmer...
"Hey - wake up! Hiss - my ribs!"
Osvid was awakened by the struggle of the blanket in his arms, and he vaguely heard a few complaints near him. His voice was very familiar, unlike any one he saw in his dream, but it was like-
Kevin Fassbender!
The emperor opened his eyes suddenly and was shocked by Kevin's face, which was so close that he breathed.
"... Finally woke up?" Kevin sighed, laughing and crying, "I know you are cold, but can you not be so tight? My ribs are about to break. Don't you know that your hands are so powerful, my dear?"
He was tightly tied to his arms by Osvid, and his arms wrapped around his waist almost creaked his bones, which was simply unbearable.
The young emperor was stunned by the reality or not completely escaped from his dream. He seemed to have not understood Kevin's words, and he was stunned for a while in his original posture before he let go a little more.
Kevin let out a long breath, thinking that he could finally take a breath. As soon as the sigh ended, he felt Osvid tighten his arms again. His cold nose and cheeks suddenly pressed against Kevin's shoulders, rubbing against Kevin's warm neck.
Kevin: “…”
These two blows made his hair stand up behind him, and he rushed to climb up his neck like goosebumps after the rain, almost spreading to the top of his head.
"Do you... even have to warm your face?" Kevin asked stiffly.
Osvid pressed against his neck and said "um" low, making Kevin even stiffer. Then he let out his hand and raised his head, "It's almost cold and I can't speak anymore. I'll ease the heater on your neck."
Kevin: “…”
He sat back aside without embarrassment, sorted out his clothes, and then suddenly remembered something and asked, "Why did your dream talk just now be a beast language? What did you dream about?"
Osvid frowned and thought about it, and suddenly spoke hesitantly: "I don't know if this is just a dream I imagined, or if it has happened... I dreamed of my mother and her parents, and I should have been very young at that time and I haven't even been able to speak."
He thought of the particularly tall middle-aged man in his dream and hesitated: "In the dream, my grandfather is a... giant orc?"
"What?!" Kevin was stunned, and the ambiguous feeling just now was instantly thrown away, "Big Orc?"
If it is a giant orc... If it is a giant orc's bloodline...
Kevin suddenly remembered what the class said before - it is the end of June, and it is Bettan Day. During this week, all the giant orcs will be forced to return to beast form. What about the mixed-race ones?
He seemed to understand what Osvid's physical reactions are now, "What are you looking at before?"
Kevin was about to ask him if he had ever had such an experience before, but he found that Osvid was staring at his left finger intently, not knowing what he was dazing.
"Here-" Osvid moved his ring finger, his expression unspeakable: "Why did there suddenly become a small tuft of white hair?"
Kevin, who was interrupted, didn't even look at it and said casually: "Who knows, it's moldy."
Osvid: "..." Who will fork out this bastard?!
Chapter completed!