Tenth whisper in my ear

Chapter 46

"I have heard many truths, but I still can't live my life well.

Note 1”——Lin Suisui’s Diary.

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Lu Cheng's eyes were burning.

But Lin Suisui just wanted to look sideways and avoid it.

He paused, then smiled bitterly, and said, "I don't know either."

"ear……"

According to Lin Suisui's plan, he originally planned to turn his crush into a beautiful memory and treasure it in his mind.

Lucheng is very good.

He is very nice to her, this person is also shining brightly.

She kept looking up at him.

But if it were serious and fell in love with Lu Cheng, it would cause people to retreat.

He has so many ex-girlfriends, which makes people sad again and again.

Even if you don’t talk about the past, just talk about the present - does he really love himself?

Or is it because of the resentment of asking for help during my youth that I cannot get it?

Or, is obsession the same as love?

If she hadn't left No. 8 Middle School suddenly, have the two of them gone from familiarity, intimacy to strangers long ago? They wouldn't have been searching for the past eight years?

When the words said later, Lin Suisui felt that it seemed a bit pretentious.

Still a bit shit.

However, the most critical question between the two was that she could not figure out whether the love she was attracted to when she was young had continued to this moment.

The reality is too difficult.

Injury, dream.

Study, work.

Family, love.

Yu Linsuisui said that it seems that nothing can be done well, which makes people's inner confidence disintegrate bit by bit.

She has no choice but to sort out her relationship and face Lu Chengchi.

"Lu Cheng, I'm sorry."

Lu Cheng smiled, his tone soft, as if he was full of pampering, "It doesn't matter, it's because I'm too impatient and kidnapped you with these things.

You don't have to apologize to me."

Lin Suisui's eyes were filled with water vapor, as if it had fallen into a galaxy.

The two looked at each other silently.

After a while.

Lu Cheng turned around casually and said slowly: "Let's go, I'll go to have a meal."

People are back under their noses, and there is no need to press forward step by step.

It's because he's too impatient.

They have a long way to go.

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In the blink of an eye, the leaves gradually turned yellow from green to yellow on the roadside and on the branches.

As a thunderstorm suddenly came and after several days, the temperature completely dropped from the thirty mark to more than 20 degrees.

Jiangcheng has officially entered autumn.

The autumn wind is cool and the drifting.

The National Day holiday is also announced to be approaching.

Before the long holiday.

Lu Cheng received a call from Bai Ruoqi.

"Acheng, your school professors have a holiday for you on National Day?

If it was a holiday, we could have a meal together.

Your dad and I miss you."

Lu Cheng sneered lightly and replied slowly: "Even if I don't have a holiday, I will go home."

You should first ask both of you whether you have any time to go home.”

The dormitory conditions of the boys in F University are very poor, but because they are close to each other and are in poor health, they often go home when they were undergraduates.

After following the current graduate supervisor, I have to go to the hospital to work without classes.

FD is far away from the hospital, so it is naturally convenient to go home.

In fact, in the empty villa, Lu Cheng is the only one who is there most of the time, and Bai Ruoqi and Lu Wenyuan are not seen for many years.

Therefore, Bai Ruoqi's question is speechless.

It also makes people feel angry.

However, compared to when he was a child, he was already accustomed to his parents' lack of family interest and would no longer put resentment on his face.

In short, it is "busy work", "need to go on a business trip", "discuss cooperation", and finding excuses in a bunch of excuses.

It just so happened that my son grew up, and the two of them were even more legitimate and could not go home.

Facing Lu Cheng's attitude, Bai Ruoqi is still gentle and disagreed.

She smiled and said, "I understand, then we will see you in two days."

Acheng, you need to have a good rest and don’t work too hard. Your health is the most important thing. Do you know?"

Lu Cheng hung up the phone.

...

October 2nd.

Early in the morning, Bai Ruoqi and Lu Wenyuan stepped into the villa.

Last night, Lu Cheng had been writing papers all night long, but he had not woken up yet.

After asking the aunt, Bai Ruoqi and Lu Wenyuan did not go up to disturb him, and sat at both ends of the dining table and each took a cup of coffee.

Let’s talk about some work matters first.

Soon, the topic turned to Lu Cheng.

Bai Ruoqi no longer had the calm and gentleness she used to be. She lowered her voice and looked worried, and said, "Have you found a suitable heart?"

Lu Wenyuan frowned, "I have been waiting, but I can't find it, so I can't help it."

Heart transplantation is different from other organ transplants. First, brain-dead donors who need to voluntarily donate their hearts during their lifetime. Secondly, they also need to match them appropriately, otherwise it will trigger rejection reactions.

Most Chinese people are taboo to "no complete corpse" and donating ones is quite common. It is rare to sign heart donations, and it is still rare. It is even more difficult to encounter an accident such as a car accident.

This is a need that is difficult to work hard even if you have money.

Bai Ruoqi: "But, my son can't wait."

“Have you been doing well recently?

And Lu Cheng is not willing to undergo heart-changing surgery, right?

Didn’t you say that you wouldn’t do it before?"

Bai Ruoqi sighed, "I am always worried.

The doctor did not say before that the lifespan of the organ has entered the end, and it would be difficult as long as there was another accident... Moreover, now we rely on auxiliary tools to jump, which is a day to count. I don’t know when something will happen. Heart transplantation is a one-time and for all.

Acheng has a stubborn temper, but we parents cannot watch him die like this."

Lu Wenyuan didn't say anything, and unconsciously curled the Buddhist beads on his hands.

a long time.

He spoke seriously: "I understand, I will ask my friends to find a relationship again."

"OK.

That……"
To be continued...