Diary page 18(1/2)
Chapter 18
He didn't give Lu Cheng the chance to finish his conversation.
Lin Suisui blushed and interrupted him: "No!"
He held his breath in his chest.
Lu Cheng was stunned and raised his eyebrows, "I haven't asked yet."
"Nothing is right, right? I just don't like others calling me sister. I'm already 16 years old and not very young... that's it."
Lin Suisui knew that at this time, if he did not dispel his doubts, he would just pierce the window paper. From then on, the two of them would gradually get farther and they would have no friends to do it.
It was because she was not brave enough to bear the result.
Even though he has made up his mind, he will no longer have a crush on him, far away from him.
But this was her dim first love, and she didn't want to leave any ridiculous impression on Lu Cheng.
At least……
At least when I think about it, I can still be that kind-hearted and cute sister.
Lin Suisui hated his weak and hesitantness in his heart, and hesitated. He wanted to ride a donkey downhill immediately. He either responded happily or asked back, "What do you think?", and asked him to continue the show, which also made him feel entangled.
But, she had no choice.
If the personality can change suddenly and everything in the world is handled perfectly, there will be no so many sad people in the world and regret it.
Lin Suisui bit her lower lip, clenched her fists, and glanced at Lu Cheng with a full look.
Gently throw a few words, "Thank you for sending them here.
It's cold, go home early”, turned around and ran away in panic.
Leave Lucheng alone and stand in place.
Can't explain why.
He frowned and his eyes flashed slightly.
My heartbeats were two beats.
Does Lin Suisui know what he wants to ask?
Or, the little girl had a different guess from him, but did he think so?
If it is true...ah, then why did you have to go to the same deskmate as Chen Yiming before?
He should want to be closer to him.
Do you want distance to produce beauty?
It doesn't seem to be very right.
Girls are really unpredictable.
Especially a girl like Lin Suisui, she is sensitive, shy and taciturn.
It makes people love, but it also makes people unable to understand.
Perhaps, not asking anything or knowing anything is the best way to seek profit and avoid harm.
Lu Cheng simply stopped thinking about it.
Put on a helmet, step onto a motorcycle, turn around and leave.
...
Lin Suisui walked a few steps, heard the roar of motorcycles, stopped and quietly turned his head to look.
Lucheng's car speed was very slow.
It's like slow motion, little by little, clearly visible.
Until you completely leave her world.
The cold wind stomped with fine snow particles, hitting towards us, cold and wet.
There is no winter romance.
Before he knew it, Lin Suisui's eyes were filled with tears.
I slowly turned my back and no longer had the joy of seeing my sweetheart in the New Year. I returned home step by step.
She took a break for a while, turned on the computer, and her fingers didn't pass through her brain, and she took the initiative to search for the motorcycle model of Lu Cheng.
——Kawasaki H2, the market price is about 300,000 yuan.
The black shell, like a beast, was flaunting her claws on the screen, as if mocking her overestimating her ability.
Lin Suisui let go of his diary and wrote a few quickly.
I couldn't hold on anymore, so I lay on the writing table and buried my entire face in my arms.
In a while.
There are water marks on the paper of the notebook slowly dizzy, making the handwriting confused.
"Fool.
Lin Suisui, you are really useless.
Why don’t you even have the courage to confess?
...Because I feel I am not worthy, or rather, there is no need.
Even if the relationship is changed, it will not be better than the status quo.”
She wrote like this.
—
Lu Cheng walked home on the snow.
Unexpectedly, there was a voice at home.
He turned cold, pushed open the door hard, walked in as if no one was around, and headed straight towards his room.
"stop!"
The man shouted sternly.
Lu Cheng clenched his fist and stopped.
Lu Wenyuan strode to him, looked him up and down, and scolded him, "Didn't I say that you are not allowed to ride a motorcycle out?"
Lu Cheng, you're desperate?
!”
“…”
Silent.
Lu Cheng looked at him expressionlessly.
"say!"
"What do you want me to say?"
Lu Wenyuan was furious by his attitude: "What is your attitude?
When your parents come back, you don’t even say hello, you are becoming more and more polite.
Look at yourself, do you think it's right?"
Such noisy immediately attracted Bai Ruoqi from the kitchen.
“Don’t argue.
It’s the New Year, and I finally met you, can’t the father and son talk well?”
Lu Cheng curled the corners of his lips sarcastically.
Bai Ruoqi grabbed the slight expression on his face, sighed softly, and spoke as if he begged: "Acheng, don't do this..."
Compared to Lu Wenyuan, Bai Ruoqi is obviously a shrewd negotiator.
From childhood to adulthood, every word she said could force people into desperate situations and begin to doubt herself.
Lu Family Industrial started its business. Over the years, its business has become bigger and bigger, and it is also necessary to work hard for couples.
Lu Wenyuan has a vicious vision and a righteous personality, while Bai Ruoqi is smart and good at talking. He understands the law and tells the rules and regulations in a casual manner, so as to easily settle the partners.
The result of successful career is that it is getting farther and farther away from children.
Lu Cheng was still in the mother's fetus and was diagnosed with congenital heart disease.
At that time, the couple were still young and a little helpless, but the fetus had already formed and had a heartbeat. Naturally, they couldn't bear to abort their flesh and blood. Thinking that the family also had money, they could only raise it at worst.
There are so many good doctors in this world, and heart disease is not a terminal illness. If you spend money, there will always be a way.
Not long after Lu Cheng was born, he began his long journey of seeking medical treatment.
To be continued...