Lin Yue raised her eyes slightly and met Gu Feiquan because she observed his inquiring eyes several times, and asked, "Brother, where is your mother?"
Gu Feiquan: "I'll let her go and rest first."
Oh, I'm going to rest.
Lin Yuewei thought, and then asked, "Are you in the hospital?"
Gu Feiquan nodded: "I was worried about going back alone, so I got her a bed in the hospital and fell asleep first."
Lin Yuewei also wanted to ask where it came from, so as to avoid Gu Feiquan's suspicion, she swallowed the words back. She was not afraid that Gu Feiquan and her mother would be together. Gu Yanqiu still believed that he was looking at people, but that they were mother and son. Because of a false guess, she seemed to be sowed and disagreement and made no sense.
Gu Feiquan looked at her deeply, and without asking, he stopped responding.
***
Gu Huai's physical condition was better than he thought. He didn't need to wear an oxygen mask and had a bottle of water hanging on one hand. Except for his pale face, there was almost nothing unusual.
"Here you come." Gu Huai smiled slightly at Gu Yanqiu who was entering the door.
Gu Yanqiu walked over silently, and the isolation suit made her look even more difficult to get close to.
Gu Huai's smile has not diminished, and his eyes are following step by step.
Gu Yanqiu came to him, half-squatted down, letting his eyes look at Gu Huai. She looked at Gu Huai for a few seconds and asked, "Why?"
Gu Huai's hand, which had no needle, gently patted the edge of the bed and signaled her to sit down.
Gu Yanqiu moved a chair and sat down as he spoke.
Gu Huai sighed, but he couldn't see how sad he was on his face.
"Actually, at first I thought about whether to hide it from you, but later I thought that it would be that to hide it or not. If one person knows it, it would be even more likely that healing will not be possible. In order not to worry about you, I decided to hide it."
and……
Gu Huai didn't say the latter reason, because Gu Yanqiu probably wouldn't feel comfortable.
Gu Huai just married He Songjun. No matter what he married, He Songjun soon learned that he was a cancer patient. It was too unfair to her. It would be a few days to live a carefree life.
"Then you can leave without worries?" Gu Yanqiu asked in a cold voice. What do you think of her? Is it an irrelevant person?
Gu Huai: "..."
He coughed, and Gu Yanqiu came over to give him a sigh: "I'm not a good tone, I'm sorry."
Gu Huai: "Cough cough...no..."
Gu Yanqiu: "???"
Gu Huai gasped evenly, stared at her for a long time, and said in disbelief: "Who said I want to leave without any worries?"
Gu Yanqiu: "Secretary Li."
Gu Huai said angrily: "Give me the phone number, I'll call him, what are you saying? Curse me."
Gu Yanqiuxin said: Isn’t it?
She recalled carefully and said, "Oh, Secretary Li's original words were free and he left without any worries."
Gu Huai coughed and said, "You misunderstood."
Gu Yanqiu: "Hmm?"
Gu Huai said: "What I said is to solve the company's affairs without worries. I am calm and care. The doctor said that my condition is not serious. If I actively cooperate with the treatment, there is a high possibility of cure. Even if I can't get better, I won't leave for a year or two. I have to procrastinate for three or five years, and I'll have enough money. Unexpectedly, this is the New Year."
Gu Huai smiled and said, "Hey, my body suddenly became less prosperous."
Gu Yanqiu: "So..."
Gu Huai: "I just kept it a secret and didn't want you to worry." After he finished solving the company's affairs, he went to a place with beautiful mountains and rivers to recuperate and took He Songjun with him. After all, he owed He Songjun too much.
Gu Huai: "It's good to know now. When the news of my cancer spreads in the company, Wu and the others may not be able to sit still, just so you can't make a profit. Don't always go to the hospital to let them know that it's time to doubt it. It's time to go to work tomorrow, and it's time to have a normal meeting."
"I know Dad." Gu Yanqiu habitually showed obedient appearance in front of him.
Gu Huai: "I'm a little sleepy, you go to bed too." As he said that, he closed his eyes.
Gu Yanqiu still had many questions, but Gu Huai didn't know whether it was really tired or not, so he had already put on a "send-up" attitude, so Gu Yanqiu had to go out.
Gu Feiquan and Lin Yuewei stood up at the same time.
Gu Yanqiu first glanced at Lin Yuewei, then turned his gaze on Gu Feiquan, and said, "Dad is asleep, I will... tonight..."
Gu Feiquan pursed the displeasure that had just flashed, interrupted her, and took the initiative to say, "I'll watch the night, I'll take a leave tomorrow and I won't go to the company."
Gu Yanqiu did not refuse and nodded slightly and said, "Please trouble you."
Gu Huai was right. Until now, she could only carry out indifference to the end, and Gu Feiquan obviously guessed that he would make such a suggestion.
Gu Feiquan said "Hmm": "Are you going to spend the whole night in the hospital or go home?"
Lin Yuewei looked at Gu Yanqiu, and Gu Yanqiu said, "Go home, call me any time if you have anything to do."
Gu Feiquan: "Okay, then you guys go back first."
Gu Yanqiu lowered his head and silently looked at his barefoot slippers. Gu Feiquan curled up his toes and shrank in, saying, "I'll send me a pair of new ones later."
Gu Yanqiu: "Thank you, thank you for your hard work."
Gu Feiquan was stunned, Lin Gu and the other two had left side by side.
Gu Feiquan looked at their backs and curled his lips, then stretched his big waist and walked towards the rest room. It was already three or four in the morning, and it was not suitable to disturb his assistant Qingmeng. It was too late to take a sleep first and take it tomorrow morning.
Gu Feiquan tiptoed into the door and shouted softly: "Mom?"
He Songjun turned his back to him, and his back did not move. Gu Feiquan shook the blanket on the sofa, yawned, curled up his long hands and feet, and laid his side on the armrest of the sofa. He rubbed his feet and fell asleep, and his snoring started.
He Songjun, who had been facing his back to him, suddenly turned around and stared at him quietly in the dark.
***
Gu Lin and the others returned to Lin's house. At dawn, Lin Yuewei wanted to get up early and go to the temple to burn incense and pray for blessings. In order to make it convenient for her to go with Ran Qingqing, she went to the distance. Ran Qingqing did not sleep well at night. When she heard the sound of the door outside, she got up in her coat.
"Mom?" Lin Yue turned on the light and was frightened by the figure standing at the door of the room. "Why are you not sleeping yet?"
"I fell asleep, and I woke up when I heard the sound."
"Go to bed quickly." Lin Yuewei waved her hand.
"How is the in-laws?" Ran Qingqing asked Gu Yanqiu.
Gu Yanqiu replied: "I woke up once and was in good spirits. Now I'm asleep again."
"Okay, you two should go to bed soon, it's almost dawn." Ran Qingqing didn't say much, and turned back to the room.
"I got it, good night, auntie."
"Good night." Ran Qingqing brought the bedroom door and clicked gently.
Lin Yuewei put both of them on the backrest of the sofa, held Gu Yanqiu's hand, pressed her directly on the bed, covered her with a quilt, and said toughly before she could say a word: "Sleep quickly, don't think about it."
"No random thoughts." Gu Yanqiu defended without any confidence, slowly closed his eyes, "You should go to bed too."
"I'm asleep." Lin Yuewei lay down quickly.
How could Gu Yanqiu sleep? But she still closed her eyes until dawn and the alarm clock rang. She felt an arm passing over her and pressed her alarm clock. When she lived with Lin Yuewei, the two of them set up alarm clocks on the same mobile phone, usually Gu Yanqiu's. Then the other party lowered his head and kissed her forehead gently, and quietly got up to wash.
If she hadn't been focusing her attention all the time, she wouldn't have heard Lin Yue's sound of brushing her teeth and washing her face. What's even more strange is that she gradually fell asleep in such a subtle and busy sound.
Lin Yuewei changed her clothes, and finally pecked Gu Yanqiu's lips, opened the door and went downstairs.
Ran Qingqing slept intermittently last night, and her health was not as good as a young man. She slept for two hours and opened her eyes for a while and felt energetic. She was sitting at the dining table and woke up with breakfast in front of her. When she heard the sound, she looked up: "You are the only one?"
"She is still sleeping, so I turned the alarm clock backwards." Lin Yuewei said. The temple was about to leave Yanning City, and it took two or three hours to drive there. The two of them had to set off early. Gu Yanqiu went to work at 9 o'clock, so he could sleep for a while.
The aunt put her breakfast on the dining table for Lin Yuewei, and Lin Yuewei pulled open the chair and sat down: "Thank you."
The mother and daughter had breakfast quietly, got into the driver's car waiting outside, and left Lin's house almost silently.
Gu Yanqiu, who was woken up by the alarm clock at almost eight o'clock, raised his hand to cover the light in front of him, took the phone on the bedside table, and the chat interface was opened. The message Lin Yuewei left to her:
[I went to burn incense, remember to have breakfast, lunch and dinner, and don't cry secretly]
Gu Yanqiu: “…”
She replied to Lin Yuewei and got up, then leaned on the head of the bed, called Gu Feiquan with her eyes closed.
Gu Feiquan put the half-cut apple in his hand back on the plate, wiped his hands, and picked it up: "Dad has been transferred to the ICU... I woke up... The doctor has seen it, it's pretty good... I'll let Dad pick it up?"
Gu Huai turned his face when he heard the sound. Gu Yanqiu asked Gu Huai a few words of his body, and then ended the phone and got up.
Gu Feiquan threw the phone back to the counter, picked up the apple and continued to peel it. Gu Huai looked at the long peel hanging down along his hand, and chuckled softly: "I didn't expect you to have this skill."
"I know more skills, and you will see it in the future."
"Are you encouraging me?"
"You think so." Gu Feiquan accidentally peeled the peel off the peel, and tsked, drooped the tip of the knife, and shook it gently to let the peel fall into the trash can. Then he took a little casually, and finally cut the apples into pieces and fed Gu Huai bite by bit with a toothpick.
Gu Huai's mouth was open and he felt very unfamiliar. The one sitting in front of his bed was his son who had been growing up outside for 28 years, and he was mixed with emotions.
He must have said that his feelings for Gu Feiquan were not for Gu Yanqiu Shen, and even brought him in at the beginning was entirely because of guilt. Later, as time went by, he learned about the child's character and ability, and gradually had the idea of ​​cultivating him as Gu Yanqiu's deputy. When it comes to a father's love for his son, he can basically ignore it. He and Gu Feiquan know this very well.
The grudges of the previous generation will always be the innocent next generation.
"Where is your mother?" Gu Huai ate half an apple and waved his hand to say he didn't want it. Since Gu Huai woke up, he has not seen He Songjun yet.
"Go home."
"Is she... very bad?" Gu Huai looked guilty.
"Do you know too?" Gu Feiquan raised the corner of his mouth and cursed a sarcastic smile. Although his mother was wrong, she was the mother who gave birth to him and raised him after all. Gu Huai's actions were nothing to him, but it was a bolt from the blue for He Songjun.
He Songjun is his mother, and Gu Feiquan knows it very well. She kept saying that it was for the Gu family’s property. There were indeed reasons for this, but it was more for Gu Huai. Especially after entering the door, Gu Huai was very nice to her. She was an ordinary woman with no vision, and gradually tilted the balance to Gu Huai. Gu Huai was her old love, her husband, and her dependence for the rest of her life. Now that she suddenly learned the truth, it was normal that she could not accept it for the moment.
Gu Huai sighed: "I'm sorry for you."
Gu Feiquan asked back: "Are you really sorry for us?" He stared in Gu Huai's eyes.
Gu Huai's eyes were calm: "What if it is?"
Gu Feiquan skipped the topic and said straight: "I have a question to ask you."
Gu Huai: "You ask."
Gu Feiquan: "Why do you want to marry my mother?"
"Didn't I answered? Because I was sorry for you at that time. Out of compensation, I wanted you, mother and son to live a good life in the future." Gu Huai looked up at him and looked at him.
"Isn't it because of Shen Huaiyu's last wish?" Gu Feiquan stared at him for a few seconds without a moment, and gently pulled the corner of his mouth.
He used Gu Yanqiu's mother's real name, rather than the name Luo Yu that was later changed.
Gu Huai's calm expression slowly cracked, and an uncontrollable coldness flashed in his eyes: "Where did you know her name?"
Gu Feiquan put one hand on the back of the chair, saying as if he was mocking: "I said so much to you, you looked faint. I just mentioned her name, and you reacted so much?"
Gu Huai: "Did Yanqiu tell you? How many did she find out?"
Gu Feiquan avoided answering and continued his words: "You love her so much, for the sake of compensation, how could you be willing to change the title of Mrs. Gu to another person? Mr. Gu, your reason is too untenable."
Gu Huai didn't say a word, just looked at him.
Gu Feiquan laughed mockingly: "I have already got the answer I want, I'll go out to smoke a cigarette."
Gu Huai's eyes fell behind him.
Gu Feiquan turned around and He Songjun, carrying the insulated lunch box, stood at the door. Gu Feiquan showed a rare panic and quickly calmed down his emotions and greeted him: "Why are you back so soon? Didn't you say you're going home to sleep?"
He Songjun smiled and placed the insulated lunch box on the bedside table: "Aren't I afraid that you two will go hungry? I asked my aunt to prepare it in the morning and went home to get it."
Gu Huai looked at her gently: "Thank you for your hard work, have you eaten? Have you eaten together?"
He Songjun nodded gently.
Gu Feiquan felt that the scene in front of him was particularly eye-catching. Gu Huai didn't love his mother at all, but pretended to be gentle and considerate in front of her, as if he cherished her so much. Everything was just because of Shen Huaiyu's words.
Gu Feiquan was afraid that he would not be able to control himself if he stayed there, so he hurriedly found an excuse to leave first. He went to the smoking area, lit a cigarette, took a sip, and sucked the clouds and smog.
A middle-aged man who was older than him, in his forties, had a simple appearance and dress. His back was a little hunched, and every wrinkle on his face was full of the sorrow of life.
The man touched his pocket and only took out a pack of cigarettes without a lighter. He glanced at the cigarettes burning between Gu Feiquan's fingers, and Gu Feiquan handed over the cigarettes and borrowed them a fire for him.
The man took a sniffle and looked at him: "Thank you."
Gu Feiquan usually doesn’t talk to people casually. Today, somehow he really wants to find a stranger to talk to: “You are…” he asked, “What’s going on in your family?”
If a man is not prepared for him, he will take the initiative to speak. Even if Gu Feiquan looks depressed now, he doesn't look like a person of the same class as him. No matter how he is outside, in the smoking area of ​​the hospital, the class between people is gone.
The man said, "My son, leukemia, is with him in the ward. Where are you?"
Gu Feiquan said: "My dad, lung cancer."
The man spat out a mouthful of smoke, his face lingering in it, and he said hatefully: "What a fuck."
Gu Feiquan's back was against the wall, and his smoking movements were still very gentle and he smiled faintly: "Who said no?"
The man glanced at him and said, "It's okay to see you don't lack money. It's not like us. I worked hard for more than ten years. At this time, I have to run around and lend money to treat my child."
Gu Feiquan's tongue tip against the upper palate, slowly turned around the inside, feeling the faint smell of blood between the gaps of his teeth, and smiled: "I don't lack money, what medicine do I want to use."
The barrier of the class quietly stood up to block the two of them.
The man couldn't smoke anymore, so he hurriedly put it out and walked quickly. Gu Feiquan failed to confess, laughed at himself, touched the phone out of his trouser pocket, walked around his fingertips, clicked the first number in the recent call, and dialed it out.
Gu Yanqiu was driving to the company and pressed the public to release it: "What's wrong? Dad is in poor health again?"
Gu Feiquan: "It's me that's wrong."
Before Gu Yanqiu could respond, Gu Feiquan had already hung up the phone.
Gu Yanqiu: “…”
After a while, her cell phone trembled, and Gu Yanqiu turned it on and saw it while waiting for the red light.
[Gabei: Gu Huai is indeed marrying my mother because of your mother's last wish]
[System prompt: Gabe withdraws a message]
These two are together, I don’t know what Gu Feiquan retreated.
Gu Yanqiu replied and found out, and asked how he got it.
Gu Feiquan described what happened just now. Judging from Gu Huai's reaction, this is the only possibility.
【Gabe: Want to work in the company]
【Xigu: Then come on】
[Gabe: Forget it, I'm going to act, I'm back to the ward]
【Xigu: OK】
Gu Feiquan put away his cell phone, stood at the door of the ward, knocked on the door, and then pushed it in. He Songjun had already fed Gu Huai for breakfast, and was greeting him now: "Why have you been there for so long? Come and have a meal."
Gu Feiquan looked at He Songjun deeply. If she was willing to live in a kind lie for the rest of her life, would she reveal the truth to her? Wait, did she hear anything just now?
Gu Feiquan took the porridge bowl handed over by He Songjun, took a sip, and said casually: "Mom, why did you come in so suddenly just now? I was shocked."
"You two are too involved in chatting."
"Did you hear what we both talk about?"
"I heard you say you want to smoke, and what's the answer?" He Songjun asked, "Is the porridge cold? I'll borrow a microwave to heat it up for you?"
"It's nothing, it's the company's business. You don't need a microwave. What kind of microwave is needed." Gu Feiquan finished drinking the porridge in a few seconds, then wiped his mouth and said, "Okay."
"This is not conducive to digestion." He Songjun nagged him.
"I know, you're just too delicious."
"...This is done by my aunt." He Songjun was speechless.
"It's almost the ingredients you ordered." Gu Feiquan hugged He Songjun's shoulder intimately, and looked at Gu Huai's eyes from an invisible angle. Gu Huai nodded slightly in a slight way.
Gu Feiquan breathed a sigh of relief.
He Songjun put away the clean and insulated lunch box and said, "I'll go and wash it."
Gu Feiquan: "Okay, thank you mom, go early and come back soon."
Gu Feiquan kept a smile and watched He Songjun leave the ward, and immediately shot his sharp eyes at Gu Huai: "What did you say to her just now? Are you sure she didn't hear what we both said?"
Gu Huai: "I'm sure she didn't hear it. I also told her that I didn't mean to leave her behind. I really want to spend the rest of my life with her, and I will make my health better and live a good life."
"What did she say?"
"She said he listened to me."
"real?"
"Really." Gu Huai said, "I really don't love your mother, but I want to compensate her for her true heart, and I really want to spend the rest of my life with her, so that the things that happened thirty years ago will be completely cut off by me, and the dust will return to the soil."
"This is unfair to my mother." Gu Feiquan suppressed his voice, and looked at the door with a vigilant look, but no one came over.
"Then what should I do? Tell your mother the truth? What is fairness? Thirty years have passed, these things have long been ruined. What is the meaning of calculating who is right and who is wrong?! Can't you let your mother live a peaceful life?!" Gu Huai said angrily, his chest fluctuated violently.
Gu Feiquan took two steps forward, stopped himself from giving him a suffocation, and was furious: "Who made these things a bad debt? I, my mother, Gu Yanqiu, maybe you and Shen Huaiyu, everyone is suffering from this matter. Shouldn't I find out the truth of the matter?!"
"It shouldn't be!" Gu Huai roared back directly.
Gu Feiquan was stunned, "Why?"
Gu Huai closed his eyes, pressed his hand lightly on his lungs, coughing intermittently, and pressed the bell at the head of the bed with his other hand.
The nurse comes in.
Gu Huai didn't look at Gu Feiquan and said, "I need a rest. By the way, I'll call a doctor to do a checkup for me. I'm not very comfortable."
"Sir." The nurse looked at Gu Feiquan and invited him out.
Gu Feiquan left the ward with a dark face and kicked on the railing. The passing family members whispered to each other and were turned back with his gloomy eyes. The nurse reminded him not to destroy public property.
After He Songjun came back from washing the insulated lunch box, he saw Gu Feiquan sitting on a chair outside the ward, with his head hanging down, looking dejected.
"What's wrong?" He Songjun looked in the middle, "What's wrong with your father--"
"Don't mention him!" Gu Feiquan roared, and immediately apologized after roaring, grabbed his hair with both hands and buried his face in his knees, "I'm sorry mom."
He Songjun was stunned by his roar. After recovering, he gently lifted his face and pressed it against his abdomen. His fingers gently touched his thin and soft short hair.
"Mom hasn't seen you like this for a long time. The last time I was about to marry into the Gu family."
"Do you regret it?"
"Hmm?" He Songjun looked down at her son's hair spin. When she was a child, she was a spin, and when she grew up, she was a spin. Are these things that will never change and will remain with her?
"Do you regret marrying into the Gu family?" Gu Feiquan raised his head, his eyes filled with tears.
"I..." He Songjun raised his head quietly, gently exhaled the turbid air, and said, "I don't know. There is no chance to start again in life. The thing I regret the most in my life is... I met your father."
...And Chen Huaiyu.
Gu Feiquan pressed his face against her stomach and whimpered: "Mom, I'll take you away."
“Where to go?”
"Go wherever you want. Let's leave Yan Ning and stay away from this man." He doesn't want the truth, he doesn't want anything. He doesn't want He Songjun to continue living in lies.
One thing he regretted the last thing he failed to take He Songjun away when he graduated from college, and wanted to stay in Yanning, and let all this happen.
"There is no place to go." He Songjun's five fingers were shuttled through his short hair, as if he was talking to him, "I have been buried in the Gu family for half my life. I am unwilling to give up, how can I be willing?"
"Mom, what did you say?" Gu Feiquan raised his head and saw her mouth slightly open and closed, unable to hear what she said.
"Ask you why you were outside? Did your dad drive you out?"
"No." Gu Feiquan wiped his eyes and lie, "The doctor was doing an examination inside, and I came out."
"Then why do you react?" He Songjun looked over at this moment with a faint look, and as if he had seen everything. Gu Feiquan panicked and said, "I just heard him calling that woman's name and speak out for you."
"That's how it is."
"Um."
He Songjun let go of his face, sat down beside him, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Then let's wait for the doctor to finish the examination here."
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Yesterday's comments were really not right 2333
I remember when I serialized it to Chapter 70 or 80, a reader guessed the general direction correctly. I wanted to remember that the reader was told to thank him when the truth was revealed. I didn't expect that it had been too long and I completely forgot 2333
I'll give you a kiss in my heart_(:з」∠)_
You can continue to guess. There is still no punishment for guessing wrongly this time. There is a reward for guessing correctly. As long as you encounter a key point or the general direction, you can do it.
On the last day, irrigate the nutrient solution in November!
Chapter completed!