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Lin Xingyan is sick.

I have been sick since I escaped from Huan Yuexuan that night.

He had a high fever, and was confused and kept muttering in his sleep.

The imperial physician came to see him and said he was too frightened and prescribed some medicines to calm the mind and calm the qi. But after drinking a bowl of medicine, it would not be better.

The imperial physicians were helpless and said that this was a heart disease and that they had to find the root cause of Li Fei being frightened before they could prescribe the right medicine.

But Lin Xingyan was so crazy that he asked her close-up palace maid but couldn't answer the reason. The disease could only be consumed like this. The imperial doctor even said that if he didn't recover within a week, he would have to prepare for his funeral.

The emperor saw her once, but when she saw that she was sleeping, she didn't stay much. After hearing what the imperial physician said, she thought about it. After all, she was a concubine who loved her and was not too ruthless, so she planned to meet her for the last time.

But after three or five days, she lost weight a lot. At this time, she was holding her knees and huddling on the head of the bed, her cheeks were sunken, her eyes were empty, and she seemed to be in a state of panic.

"Emperor!" The voice of the personal palace maid Yu Shu recalled her little consciousness, her body trembled, and then she turned her eyes and looked at the emperor bit by bit.

She once had a pair of charming eyes. She had been sick for four or five days, and her eyes had long lost the spirit of the past, and was dull and empty, looking scary.

The emperor frowned and looked away and asked Yu Shu who was kneeling on the ground, "When did the Empress wake up?"

Everyone said that she was almost out of reach. It turned out that she had woken up. Could it be that she was looking back?

As the emperor thought so, Yu Shu had already replied quickly and concisely: "When I replied to the emperor's words, the empress Shen Zheng woke up, but I didn't say anything. I didn't respond to her. I wanted to feed her medicine, so the empress hid in the corner of the bed and kept shouting in her mouth that she would not kill me or kill me. I comforted her for a while. The empress calmed down and kept maintaining her current appearance, saying that she would wait for the emperor to come..."

Don't kill me?

The emperor suppressed his surprise and turned his gaze back to Lin Xingyan.

Lin Xingyan seemed to have returned to normal. He smiled at him and shouted softly: "Emperor..." He looked a bit pity.

After all, he was the concubine whom he once loved so much. The emperor felt a little pity. He thought that he might have really returned to his mind, but he should be kind to her and let her feel at ease!

The emperor walked to the bed and sat down, waved to her very gently, "It's okay, come to me, I won't let anyone hurt you."

Lin Xingyan moved. A smile appeared on his lips and moved obediently to the emperor, but his eyes were lying down but there was endless indifference and resentment.

These days, as soon as she closes her eyes, she can always remember Mr. Feng Qing’s cold and bloodthirsty appearance.

He really wanted to kill her. There was no joke.

She thought about her day and night that her lover wanted to kill her because she heard a secret that was not the truth at all. He was even so resolute and cold-blooded after knowing her affection for him. This made her feel that her affection was an absolute joke!

She hated him, very much, very much.

What are you elopement? What are you going out of the palace? What are you going out of the palace? Will she be abandoned by her lover after abandoning her wealth?

She is not so stupid yet!

It’s enough to be stupid once. If you give up, you won’t be foolish anymore!

Even after walking through the gates of hell, what else would she be afraid of!

In the past few days, except for Yu Shu who has taken care of her sincerely, no one else has really cared about her!

Imperial doctor, that's just obeying orders.

Husband... No, no, he is the emperor. He has his country and country, and his beauty. She is just one of his many concubines in the palace. Even if he is favored during his lifetime, what is it if he dies? He is afraid he will give even a tear.

Allied? She is just a puppet. It’s a pity that no one can control it so easily anymore. How could she be sad for her?

She has seen through these four or five days and understood that this person can only plan for himself and consider himself. Otherwise, who else would you expect to love yourself more than you?

Even if it's parents and family...

No, since she entered the palace, she had no family.

The father never recognizes her daughter again.

My aunt treats her as her enemy.

My grandmother had never seen her in person, and even helped her aunt deal with her.

The sister in the family, one of whom has hated her since she was a child, is sarcastic and mean and domineering to her.

One, who pretends to be indifferent to the world on the surface, is pure and kind, but in his heart he is vicious to help others kill her.

Only the aunt, her closest aunt... treated her sincerely.

But my aunt was killed by her grandmother.

When she was sick, she dreamed that her aunt cried to her. Her aunt told her not to die. Her aunt asked her to live well and live happily.

The aunt said that she wanted her to live a glorious life than anyone in the Lin family, and wanted her to... avenge her.

Only then did she survive.

She understood that only by living can one take revenge, and even if she is completely disappointed, she cannot have the idea of ​​death.

"Your Majesty, I want to tell you a secret..."

Concubine Wan, I'm sorry.

"Young Master Fengqing wants to kill me to silence..."

Feng Qing, you shouldn’t have thoughts of killing but you can’t stick to it to the end.

"Because, I encountered the scandal between him and Concubine Wan..."

Isn't it a son? Of course I have other ways to pay you.

"If the emperor doesn't believe it, he can find an excuse to imprison Mr. Feng Qing. Then let's see if Concubine Wan, who seems to have no intersection with him, will lose control and plead for mercy."

Lin Xingyan finished these words expressionlessly, and chuckled slightly when facing the shocked and stunned look of the emperor.

Your Majesty, you have never loved me. You are sorry for me, and I want you to suffer a lot.

I want your beloved woman to destroy it with your own hands.

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"Mother!" At this time, Lin Zhaoyan woke up from the nightmare, and a layer of cold sweat emerged from his back.

After hearing the noise, Manshuang entered the house, touched the fire slash and lighted the lamp, and asked, "Girl, what's wrong with you? Are you having a nightmare? I'm not afraid or afraid, I'm here to accompany you."

As he spoke, the candle had been lit, and the originally dim room lit up instantly. In the light and shadows, Manshuang saw Lin Zhaoyan's pale face and his terrified expression clearly.

She walked over with heartache and patted Lin Zhaoyan's back and comforted her softly, "It's okay, it's just a nightmare. Just wake up, just wake up."

Seeing the girl's fragile and helpless look, Manshuang suddenly realized that she was just a fifteen-year-old child and would only be officially in the forefront tomorrow. She had always felt that the girl had grown up and was omnipotent. Now, the girl who was scared by a nightmare has recovered the timidity and innocence that a fifteen-year-old girl should have.

It's very distressing!

"Mother..." Lin Zhaoyan looked at Manshuang blankly, and after a while, he spoke in a hoarse voice. Perhaps he was still in a state of shock and his voice was trembling.

Manshuang was stunned and then laughed. It turned out that he missed his wife.

The silly girl, she obviously forced her wife and the master to leave, and they were not allowed to attend the wedding ceremony. Now is this regret?

"Mrs. and the master just set out yesterday and shouldn't have gone far. Do the girl want to see them?"

"No, no." Lin Zhaoyan shook his head, then grabbed Manshuang's hand tightly and said anxiously: "Is there still no news from Xuanwen? About Mr. Fengqing!"

She called her mother that was not Liu. She finally managed to persuade Liu and Lin Chen to leave Shengjing first. A big rock in her heart had fallen, so how could she have a nightmare?

She dreamed of Concubine Wan.

I dreamed that she bumped into the pillar of Tai Chi Hall and fell into a pool of blood.

She couldn't save her even if she wanted to.

She was very scared.

Afraid of nightmares coming true.

Young Master Feng Qing has not heard of it for a week. Since her letter was sent, she has not received any response.

She sent Xuanwen to investigate, but she couldn't find anything.

This is a situation that has never happened before.

Young Master Feng Qing usually responds to the letter the next day, and within the least, he will definitely send her a message to her to rest assured.

Never have you not been in contact for such a long time.

Lin Zhaoyan held Manshuang's hand and couldn't help trembling.

Manshuang was also frightened by Lin Zhaoyan's reaction, and was stunned for a while before stuttering: "No, no...Manhua didn't say anything."

Lin Zhaoyan closed his eyes, and his heart became more and more panicked and helpless.

"Lin Zhaoyan, don't be afraid, just go your own way. You have done enough. If the situation cannot be restored, there is nothing you can do. You must not lose your way because of this."

There was a voice in my mind that kept echoing.

Lin Zhaoyan knew who it was and understood what she said, but she couldn't help but be afraid.

What should I do if there is something wrong with Concubine Wan and Mr. Feng Qing?

She couldn't accept this fact calmly and then left casually.

"You have no choice but to worry, at least you are powerless now. Instead of thinking about it, it's better to have a good sleep, cheer up and do what he wants." The voice comforted again.

Lin Zhaoyan understood what she was thinking. She had said she would leave early in the morning, but the premise was that she could only leave with confidence after confirming her safety. If something happened to her body because of her nosy business, she would not be able to forgive her.

If you take up someone's body, you must naturally live a good life for them.

Lin Zhaoyan took a deep breath and then slowly exhaled it, and finally returned to his calmness. "Okay, Manshuang, you go out, I'm fine."

Manshuang glanced at her suspiciously, but did not dare to question it, and said, "That servant turns on the light so that the girl will not be too scared."

Lin Zhaoyan nodded and watched Manshuang leave the house before lying down again.

Of course she couldn't sleep. As soon as she closed her eyes, she would think of Concubine Wan lying in a pool of blood. So she had to open her eyes and look at the blue curtain above her head, and try to empty her thoughts, just like this, until dawn.

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Chapter completed!