"Brother, the matter hastily happened. I think you already know that Concubine Wan was detained. He was not arrogant because of favor, so he stabbed him. I suspected that he wanted to ignore the efforts and attack him. Therefore, I asked the emperor to meet Concubine Wan and tell him the truth. Remember, please do it quickly and I am very happy."

The fingers that pinched Xin gradually clenched, and Xin was instantly kneaded into a ball. Young Master Feng Qing's eyes were dark and unclear. Only after looking carefully could you find the deep excitement and fear hidden in it.

Since entering the palace, the most I want to do is to meet my biological mother, but why haven’t I seen her for a long time?

It’s not that you can’t find the opportunity, it’s that you don’t have the ability, it’s that you’re afraid.

Just fear.

He was afraid that the first meeting he had been looking forward to for more than ten years was not what he imagined.

He was afraid that he would not get the expected response.

He was afraid that after this, the darkness and coldness in the palace would wipe out a true heart.

As the saying goes, he has been timid in love for more than ten years, hoping to get closer to her every day and night. Now he is finally closest to her, but he is discontinued...

But now, such a letter pushed him out without giving him a chance to retreat.

Mother, I finally, I'm going to see you.

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It was late at night and there was a quiet and cold inside Huanyue Pavilion.

Since Xu Wanru was placed under house arrest, although she has been serving delicious food and drinks, she has been detained in Huanyuexuan's small Buddhist temple. She was not allowed to step in any other place, and even changed the maids around her, and even Su Yue was transferred away.

No one knows where she went.

Xu Wanru knelt on the crow-green mat, straightened her back, stared at the Buddha fragrance in front of her coldly, and a faint smile appeared on her lips.

What kind of Bodhisattvas and Buddhas are all deceitful things!

If there were really a Bodhisattva in this world, why would her Xu Wanru become in her current situation?!

What did she do wrong and why did she end up like this?

The family is destroyed and the husband is separated. In order to protect his old lover, he has to face the people he hates the most and disgusting!

But what's the result?

As a result, the family was in good health, the couple was harmonious, the children were happy, and the family was harmonious. She had already left her behind, leaving her alone in the palace and was bullied.

She couldn't even protect her only child!

From childhood to adulthood, Rui'er has been suffering with her, and has suffered all her scruples and insults. But for him, she taught Rui'er to be patient, to bear, not to have conflicts, and not to complain to that person.

The children of seven or eight are obviously timid and timid as if they were only three or four years old.

She hurt him.

It hurt Rui'er's life.

So now, he was sent to Chengpin to raise him. Concubine Jing would never make things difficult for the emperor because of the emperor's face, and he could receive better teachings.

fine.

And she?

When she learned that he had forgotten her, she had never thought about living.

It’s so boring to live without any thoughts.

But she felt very unwilling to die quietly like this.

So when I thought of that person, the culprit who caused her to fall to this point, the hatred in my heart swallowed her, and there was always only one thought in my mind, kill him, and I must kill him!

Finally, she mustered up the courage and stabbed the man with a knife.

When the blood splattered on her face, she thought everything was relieved.

But it turns out that she is too naive.

After all, she is still cowardly. How easy is it to change the temperament she has developed over the past decades?

She subconsciously deviated when she stabbed him, but didn't know why, but in short, it turned out to be the result now.

Do she regret it?

I probably regretted it when I was locked up.

But now, after kneeling here for more than a month, she gradually understood.

She is Xu Wanru. No matter how much pain and injustice the reality gives her, she is still Xu Wanru. She can never do anything cruel and ruthless, and she doesn't want to become a person covered in blood on her hands.

Even for Rui'er, she would have to leave a way out.

Even if she was happy to kill the dog emperor, she would never be able to go back. She would no longer be the kind and well-behaved little girl he liked in his memory, nor the gentle and beautiful mother in Rui'er's heart.

Even if she wants to be liberated, she must leave a beautiful thought for Rui'er and him.

Xu Wanru closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, there was only calmness and indifference in her eyes.

It is because I really see through the world and have peace only after a great enlightenment.

Xu Wanru took out the golden hairpin hidden secretly when she was under house arrest in her sleeve.

The sharp and sharp hand of the hairpin is also a sharp weapon.

It has been more than a month, and no news has been heard, proving that Ruier should be doing well.

She can rest assured, too.

Xu Wanru smiled, closed her eyes, raised her hand, and stabbed the golden hairpin in her hand into her neck.

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Chapter completed!