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The room was silent. Lin Zhaoyan stood by the door. Through the gauze curtain, he could feel the hazy lights outside, penetrated in with a thin light.

In the darkness, her voice seemed extremely desolate and lonely.

Lin Zhaoyan's heart suddenly became thrust, but he didn't know whether it was himself or her.

"You, are you reborn?" After a long time, Lin Zhaoyan found a trace of his voice.

She sighed, without answering, counting as default.

"Then, why don't you live well? Why..." Let her occupy her body?

If it were her, she would have to live a glorious life. Since she knew what would happen in the future, it would be like holding a trump card in her hand, avoiding disasters, destroying enemies, protecting relatives, and living well.

"What's the use of starting over? Will you definitely be able to live well after starting over? I am still me, and I am still so weak and incompetent, I can't fight for anything and can't escape anything. Therefore, I ended up in such a miserable and sad ending in my previous life. Once again, it's just a repeat of the same mistake." She smiled bitterly, with obvious self-deprecation and loneliness in her voice.

Lin Zhaoyan choked in his throat, not knowing how to comfort him.

After all, she is not her. Even though she has had several dreams about her previous life, she has felt the pain she has encountered, but she cannot truly understand it and empathize it.

"So, when I woke up from a serious illness and found that there was one more person in my body, I did not hesitate or struggle. I was even glad to thank God for the mercy. I knew that I was too weak after all, and I did not have the ability to change my destiny, so I let you occupy my body. I put my hope on you, hoping that you can change my future, help me to be filial to my parents, be friendly to my sisters, and live well." She said, smiling, and said with sincerity: "The facts prove that you have been sincerely grateful.

It is indeed better than me. Although I am often affected by my emotions, you are much stronger than me. You and my mother are also better than my previous life. In my previous life, before I died, I never saw my mother smile at me... And Ruoyan, Ruoyan is a very good girl, I am very sorry for her. She was not good to me in her previous life. I thought she was bad, and I ignored her and treated her as an enemy until, until she died, I realized that she was so important to me, she was my dear sister..."

Lin Zhaoyan's heart was thrust and said in a panic: "You said Ruoyan would die?"

How could it be? How could Ruoyan die? Could it be Lu Yanzhi?

"It's not him." Lin Zhaoyan denied what she thought. He comforted: "Don't worry, if Yan wouldn't die. She has avoided the misfortune that belongs to her. In this life, she will definitely be able to live well, just like her temperament, living in a sunny and free manner."

Lin Zhaoyan breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good, that's good."

"Lin Zhaoyan" chuckled, "Now I am separated from you. You still care so much about Ruoyan, which shows that you really love her."

"What do you mean?" Lin Zhaoyan's eyebrows pounded.

"Lin Zhaoyan" smiled softly again, with a prank-like cunning in his words, "Didn't I tell you? We were integrated before, and your emotions will inevitably be affected by me. Therefore, your indifference to your mother, your admiration for your father, and your tolerance for Ruoyan are actually my feelings for them."

Lin Zhaoyan widened his eyes in shock. After a moment, he suddenly remembered something and said sternly: "Can I beg Lu Yanzhi for no reason, my fear of Zhou Tingchen and even my feelings for Xiao Qi are all because of you?"

She could not describe her mood at this moment, as if all her faith was broken in an instant, and all the things she had already determined to be facts were suddenly overturned.

She is not her, and even her feelings do not belong to her!

She was just a tool used to change her destiny, she was manipulated like a puppet!

All, when she was shaken by the second prince, everything was out of control, the real Lin Zhaoyan stood up and stopped her, right?

There is no need to say these words, Lin Zhaoyan knew that she would definitely be able to hear them.

Sure enough, I heard her anxious explanation, "It's not like this, it's not what you think. I admit that although I really can't control my emotions and affect you and disturb you, I won't come out most of the time. All your feelings and feelings come from yourself, and you are not my puppet!"

Lin Zhaoyan couldn't listen to her so-called explanation. What does it mean that she often can't control her emotions and affect her?

It’s not that she was led by her nose like a fool!

No wonder, no wonder she always has some inexplicable emotions, no wonder she often wants to make up but her feelings are out of control!

Lin Zhaoyan was already extremely angry, but she knew that no matter how angry she was, it would be useless. Everything had happened. Can it be saved?

Lin Zhaoyan clenched his fists and took repeated deep breaths to calm himself down.

"I just ask you, will I fall in love with Xiao Qi? Is it influenced by you?"

"I..." She stammered and did not dare to answer.

Lin Zhaoyan closed his eyes. Even though he had already guessed the answer, she still couldn't accept it when the reality was presented to her with an irreversible momentum.

It turns out that even this relationship is fake.

"It's not fake! It's not fake. Aqi is very good. He is a very good person. You will definitely be very happy when you are with him. You must be with him and be with him well for me!"

Listening to her panicked words, Lin Zhaoyan sneered, "Why are you? You don't have the ability to grow old with him, why should you impose your obsession on me? Why do you ask me to live for you!"

"But you love him too, right? Even without me, you still love him, right? Think about it carefully now and feel it carefully. Do you still love him? Without my influence, do you really have no feelings for him?" "Lin Zhaoyan" said in a panic, eager to prove something.

Lin Zhaoyan's heart thrust uncontrollably, as if someone stabbed her heart with a sharp knife, constantly stirring her.

"I only know... I will fall in love with him because of your influence." She said with difficulty, "If it weren't for you, I wouldn't let myself fall in love with him. Reason does not allow it, reality does not allow it, and I will not do it even though I know it cannot be done. This is how I feel."

Perhaps it was too painful, she grabbed her chest tightly, gasping for breath, trying hard to ignore the bursts of pain that appeared from the bottom of her heart.

It was nothing like this. She never thought that such a deep relationship was an illusion, not her, but the obsession of others.

"Lin Zhaoyan" suddenly became excited and said sharply: "How can you do this? Is it because of me that you will erase all your feelings and past with him?! Think carefully, when you first met, when he cooked for you, he smiled at you, he helped you buy rose pastry, he taught you to practice martial arts, and he thought about everything for you! These are not me, these are all you yourself! Or do you really fall in love with the second prince, and you want to have a fake role to him?!"

"I don't know if it's a fake show. I only know that he was the only person who had no interaction with you in his previous life, and he was the one who actually felt it with my own feelings!" Lin Zhaoyan also retorted excitedly.

She was speechless.

Lin Zhaoyan closed his eyes and tried to calm himself down.

"You suddenly appeared to stop me from liking the second prince? Sigh, don't worry, whether it is Xiao Qi or the second prince, my current situation does not allow my children to have a long relationship." Lin Zhaoyan had no intention of arguing with her about love again. She had more important things to ask her, "Can you tell me about the things in the previous life, the specific things, yours, others, and the ending of everyone. You must know that I have only a little understanding of the future. Although I am trying to change my destiny, it is hard to guarantee that there will be no accidents. Since you have experienced it, let me tell you all, so that I can avoid the disaster and live for you."

She deliberately emphasized the word "for you", with a strong sense of self-deprecation and sarcasm.

In fact, she occupied someone else's body and was not qualified to say anything. She should be filial to her parents and be friendly to her sisters. However, it is related to love, and she really cannot make herself a puppet.

"Lin Zhaoyan"'s mood also fell down instantly and he didn't say anything for a long time.

Lin Zhaoyan was not in a hurry, and waited patiently while doing psychological construction for himself.

It took about a century to go, "Lin Zhaoyan" spoke again, and this time, he became much calmer and more rational.

"How many times have you dreamed? I dreamed that I was wearing a wedding dress, dreamed that I was burned by fire, dreamed that I fell into a pool of blood and died tragically?"

Lin Zhaoyan nodded, "Have you experienced it several times?"

"Yes, it's all my experiences." She smiled, her voice sounded calm and gentle, but Lin Zhaoyan could imagine the pain in her heart.

She suddenly felt very sympathetic to her. She lived so miserably in her previous life that she could finally do it again, but she was occupied by her, an outsider, and became increasingly uncontrollable, forcing her to show up and save the situation.

"You don't have to sympathize with me. These are all my own consequences. I don't know people clearly. I am weak and incompetent. I deserve to end like that. I have never been unwilling to do so. I am reborn, not for revenge. Maybe I love him too much and want to renew my short-term relationship with him..."

It was getting deeper, with the glimpse of the lights and the moonlight getting darker.

Her voice was soft and gentle, like the soft spring breeze of Jiangnan, or like a pipa song, telling the past full of love, hatred, love, joy, anger, sorrow and happiness.
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