Third update!

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The winter in Yanling is so cold!

The cold wind, with wetness, swept into people's bones little by little.

Lin Zhaoyan stood in the wind, his plain white clothes fluttering, and his face hurt because of the cold wind.

But she didn't realize it at all.

Xu Xiujin's words were always so clear that they echoed in her ears, and every word was like a tiny silver needle, poking into her heart one by one.

But maybe it was too cold, her heart seemed to be frozen and she didn't feel any pain.

Really, it doesn't hurt at all.

Lin Zhaoyan didn't know how she went back to the Liu family, but she felt that her body and soul were not her own, and her actions were not controlled by her consciousness.

Because at this moment, she should cry loudly, right?

But why didn't she cry, and even greet everyone with a smile?

She smiled and got on the carriage, went back to the Liu Mansion with a smile, reported to her grandmother with a smile, and said she was tired with Manshuang, and locked herself in the house with a smile.

This feeling is wonderful, as if the soul is stripped away, and you can only watch your body do what you should do instead of what you want to do, like a puppet.

She was obviously unhappy, but she wanted to force herself to laugh.

Just to not worry others.

Then she saw the woman who was always smiling and walked to the bed and lay down with her clothes.

She closed her eyes gently again.

A crystal teardrop accidentally rolled down from the corner of his eyes.

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The next morning, the weather was clear and the sun was bright.

In this cold winter, it is rare to let it be sunny.

Lin Zhaoyan got up as usual, dressed, washed, dressed up, ate, and read books. From the surface, there was nothing unusual.

After reading the book for a while, Mrs. Liu sent a maid over and said she was helping them pack their things and was preparing to leave for Beijing tomorrow.

Lin Zhaoyan had no objection and left the whole process to Man Doubles, and continued to read the book himself.

She stayed on the bed for a whole morning. During lunch, the maid next to Mrs. Liu came to inform her that Mrs. Liu asked everyone to gather together for a meal, which was considered to be a practice for the two sisters.

Lin Zhaoyan responded on the surface, but he kept lying lazily on the bed and didn't want to move.

Manshuang called her several times, but she remained indifferent.

It was not until the end that Dongmei came to urge her in person that she lazily got up from the bed, cleaned up a little, and then went to Mrs. Liu's yard.

Manshuang was very surprised about this.

Although the girl is not a passionate person on weekdays, she is at least flesh and blood and affection. At least she can feel her feelings and realism, but she doesn't know what's wrong today. It seems that there is no difference on the surface, but it seems that something inside has changed.

It makes people feel that the girl's body is still there, but her soul is gone, and she has become a walking corpse.

Thinking of this, Manshuang shivered violently and stopped himself from thinking about it.

During lunch, everyone kept laughing, and not talking about parting topics made people feel sad. Several cousins ​​who have always loved to liven up the atmosphere were even more funny and were very excited. The farewell meal was particularly lively.

Lin Zhaoyan also laughed with them. It looked nothing unusual, but if you observe by yourself, you will find that there was a silence in her eyes.

After lunch, Mrs. Liu left the two sisters and said a few words of thought. She said nothing more than to make them be careful on the way, and don’t forget to send a message when they arrive safely, etc.

Lin Ruoyan responded readily and said, "No need to send a message. Grandma, don't you say that Shengjing will pick me up after the New Year!"

Mrs. Liu pursed her lips and smiled.

Lin Zhaoyan listened quietly, without saying anything.

Fortunately, she didn't talk much, and Mrs. Liu didn't doubt it, so she quickly let them go back.

When he returned to the yard, Lin Zhaoyan continued to hide in the house to read books.

Many times Manshuang told her that she ignored things, which made Manshuang want to get into the book and study what is good about this book!

Lin Ruoyan also came once in the afternoon. She wanted to talk to her heart and heart, but she still ignored her. She clearly said nice words yesterday to comfort her, but today she seemed to have changed her personal life.

Lin Ruoyan secretly called Manshuang over and asked her what was going on.

Manshuang replied with an innocent look on his face: "I don't know either. The girl has been like this since last night, as if she is wandering outside the world."

"What's wrong." Lin Ruoyan came to the conclusion decisively, but she knew nothing except that she knew something was wrong.

Fortunately, Lin Zhaoyan had not changed much in other aspects except for becoming lazy. In the evening, she even took the initiative to invite Manshuang to ask her details about her return to Shengjing, such as what she brought, such as whether she had written a letter to go back, etc.

After Manshuang answered her one by one, she waved her hand and signaled her to leave, then changed her clothes, turned off the lights and started to sleep.

Manshuang looked out at the light candle outside the window and sighed softly.

She felt that the girl seemed...too much to be loved by life.

Although this word is a bit serious, she grew up with the girl and knew her temper clearly. The girl has never had such a time. On the surface, everything seems to be normal, but if you look into her heart.

Dead silence.

It's dead silence.

Girl, what exactly happened?

Early the next morning, Lin Zhaoyan was awakened by the noise outside. The sound was so loud that she couldn't sleep at all, but for some reason, she just didn't want to move.

I just think it's meaningless.

So I just lie on the bed with my eyes wide open, my eyes always falling on the roof beams of the house. The beams and pillars made of good mahogany were carved with beautiful patterns.

What was carved?

Lin Zhaoyan couldn't see clearly, so he closed his eyes and opened them again. He wanted to identify them carefully, but he felt tired.

I am really tired and can't use any strength.

She thought in a daze that she must have smiled too much, and the smile that went against her sincerity almost shone with all her strength.

She closed her eyes.

Very tired.

She thought, it would be great if she could sleep forever.

When you fall asleep, you don’t have to think about anything or worry about anything.

Regardless of the mystery of your life experience, your love, hate, and love. Regardless of your beauty, it has nothing to do with her!

She is indeed the best at escaping!

"Girl." A knock on the door sounded outside.

Lin Zhaoyan moved his mouth and wanted to speak out. He actually found that he had no strength.

I don't even have the strength to speak.

She simply broke the can and gave up, closing her eyes and refused to respond.

"Girl." The knock on the door outside sounded again. Manshuang was accompanied by annoying reminder, "Girl, the carriage is ready and everything is packed. You should get up and wash and dress up, and you are about to set off."

Going off...

I'm going back to Shengjing!

After returning to Shengjing, everything in Yanling must be forgotten. Happy, sweet, and painful should be sealed in the heart.

She is still the fourth girl from the Jian'an Marquis Mansion.

She will be given a marriage by the Queen Mother and married to Prince Duan.

This is her way forward, and the Queen Mother has already planned it for her!

Looking at the entire Dayan Kingdom, which lady can receive such treatment?

She, Lin Zhaoyan, should be content?

It's time to be content.

So she pulled the corners of her lips and wanted to laugh out loud.

But, I couldn't laugh.

It's over, now I'm so lazy that I can't even laugh.

But I can’t laugh anymore. It’s time to face it!

Face it, right?

Facing this life full of ups and downs and bloody!

Haha, helping the dragon fly but beautiful but having a poor life?
To be continued...