Chapter 164: Self-deception(1/2)
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The sun is dim and the light is bright.
The sun rises in the early winter of Yanling, warmly spreading to the earth.
Although there is a chill in the air, it still warms people's hearts.
Lin Zhaoyan sat alone on the two green carriages in Liu's mansion, lifting the curtain to see the scenery outside. He looked calm on the surface, but his heart was in a mess.
She finally changed back to her clothes, removed her makeup, and returned to her plain face.
Before leaving, Manshuang looked at her with curiosity and inquiry, which made her realize how abnormal her behavior was.
She clearly agreed to give up, but she had tormented all morning because of his words and wanted him to look at him with admiration.
What did he think of her? I think it was her beauty or not? What does it have to do with her?
As long as she is doing her own thing, she will be able to do it.
As for the others, don’t be foolish and don’t be delusional.
Because a man has to change his preferences and habits for more than ten years, he is stupid and has no future!
She, Lin Zhaoyan, cannot let herself fall to that level.
Just imagine, if she was so deeply trapped now, what should she do in the future? She even had to face him every day within the next month. At that time, wouldn’t she even lose herself!
Too scary!
Lin Zhaoyan, Lin Zhaoyan, you can’t do this!
You must stay awake anytime, anywhere, and keep a distance at all times. Only in this way can you give up and withdraw in a casual manner in the future.
Yes, sure, be careful.
Lin Zhaoyan thought so, then patted himself on the face hard and made a cheering gesture for himself.
My cousin, are you going to the moat? The voice of the coachman came from outside.
Lin Zhaoyan came back to his senses in an instant, ah? Yes, yes. Oh, no, right? You should go directly to the south of the city... Not that, that, this, you should go to the moat!
She was not trying to walk with Xiao Qi, but they had a bad time yesterday. She just went to see if Xiao Qi would really wait for her on the moat. If he didn't wait for her, it would happen that everyone would return to the bridge, return to the road, and go their own way.
Well, yes, she just went to confirm, there was no other reason!
The moat arrived soon, and Lin Zhaoyan got off the carriage.
She asked the coachman to leave first, and she walked towards the moat.
There are not many people on the moat. Apart from the merchants who come and go, there are not many people, which looks a little deserted and desolate.
Lin Zhaoyan was very satisfied with this situation.
There are few people, so it is convenient to find people.
She had already walked to the place where they were talking yesterday, looked around and did not see the familiar figure.
Frowning, she walked a few more steps forward, searching around while walking, but still didn't see him.
There was a cold wind blowing on the lake, and the willow branches were floating, and the wind was a little cold.
The sun in the sky seemed to have lost its temperature at this moment.
Lin Zhaoyan's slender figure stood in the wind, as if he could be blown away by the wind anytime and anywhere.
She tightened her clothes tightly, and her nose was uncontrollably sore.
She should have guessed a long time ago, right? She made him so angry yesterday. He is not a person without self-esteem. How could he still wait for her here?
This is exactly what she wants, so she should be happy.
Lin Zhaoyan tried hard to make herself laugh, then put away the sad emotions, lowered her head, and walked back.
Xiao Qi, a stingy man. She lowered her curse fiercely, and stepped on a stone under her feet, so she treated it as Xiao Qi and kicked it hard.
When did I get stingy? A familiar voice sounded right in front of me, and a familiar fragrance seemed to be heard from the air.
Lin Zhaoyan was stunned, then raised his head suddenly.
The sunshine in the sky seemed to become stronger again.
Because he was against the light, his whole body seemed to be coated with a layer of golden light, shining.
He spoke again and took a step towards her.
So she saw the shocking face in the mist of sunshine.
Xiao Qi? She was stunned.
Why, don’t you know me anymore? Xiao Qi raised his eyebrows and could tell that he was in a good mood.
No, no. Lin Zhaoyan shook his head quickly. When facing this person, all kinds of psychological constructions he had done before collapsed in an instant.
Reason can only be dominated by emotions.
How could you come? She blurted out subconsciously.
Isn't he angry?
Xiao Qi raised his eyebrows again, "If I don't come, wouldn't you be scolded to death by you?"
Lin Zhaoyan blushed and said: I, I don’t mean that.
Xiao Qi burst into laughter.
To be honest, he was really angry yesterday. He rarely wanted to do something for someone so sincerely, but she misunderstood that he had a ulterior motive and looked understanding.
When I think about how he will do things to take advantage of her in the future, I feel even more uncomfortable.
He couldn't even figure out whether he was angry with her or himself.
Anyway, it's right to be very unhappy.
He hadn't planned to come to the moat to wait for her today, because he wasn't sure if she would come, so he couldn't lose to a little girl.
He, Xiao Qi, has always been at the upper hand, especially in the relationship between men and women, and no one can disturb his emotions and influence his thoughts!
He cannot be at a disadvantage.
So he walked towards the Si School very casually, but as he walked, he didn't know why, he walked to the moat.
God testified that he really didn't plan to come to the moat, really didn't.
But since he came, he would be content with it. He heard that there was a family in the moat that sold roses very well, so he went to take a look.
Xiao Ming likes to eat these girls' things. If they really deserve it, he will take some from Yanling back to him.
When he bought the rose su for Xiao Ming, he planned to leave, but he thought the scenery on the moat was good, and thinking that it was too early to go to Si School, he came to wander around and see the scenery.
Who knew, but saw the thin figure anxiously looking for him.
It seemed as if the sun shone in my heart suddenly, and gorgeous flowers bloomed in the dark and humid places.
Very beautiful, very beautiful.
She still cared about him.
There are still people in this world who care about him very much.
Xiao Qi smiled slightly.
Because there are blooming flowers in his heart, his smile is even more colorful than the flowers bloom.
Lin Zhaoyan shook his mind when he saw it.
I'll give you Xiao Qi's voice pulled back her mind.
She raised her eyes and looked at Xiao Qi's hand that stretched out. Her joints were clear and slender and fair. The scars on it had gradually faded away.
Very beautiful hands.
What? She asked strangely.
Could it be that she wants to hold his hand?
Well, it's not suitable...
Lin Zhaoyan's face instantly blushed.
Isn’t the rose su of Wuxiangzhai very famous? Xiao Qi’s next sentence broke her dream.
...Lin Zhaoyan saw the rose su in Xiao Qi's hand.
Why do I give this to me? I am a little frustrated, because I blame myself for being self-indulgent.
Just look at the boss who is pitiful and helpful, but I don’t like sweets, so I don’t want to waste it, so I give it to you. Xiao Qi replied without blushing and his heart was not beating, and he had completely forgotten Xiao Ming, who had just been pulled out of his inner world.
...Not hungry. Give her something she doesn't want, and she will accept it if she is so unpromising.
Humph, Lin Zhaoyan decided to be more backbone and could not let him look down on him.
...If you are not hungry, you will take it and eat it when you are hungry. Xiao Qi's smile retracted and his face was slightly cold.
I don't like to eat. Lin Zhaoyan continues to refuse.
To be continued...