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Chapter 131 What was done in front, what was in the back

In my dream after a deep coma, I saw Pan Zi. Pan Zi said a few words to me, but I couldn't hear the sound, but I felt that those words were information I was neglected in my subconscious mind, and my subconscious mind used this method to remind me again.

After I woke up, I recalled it carefully, but the memory was very vague. What I could remember were a few words.

What you did before and what you did later.

This is a sentence from Grandpa’s notes, meaning that what you have done before will definitely bring you the consequences in the future.

What I did in the first half of my life led to my situation today, and this day was long destined, and what I do now will also lead to different situations in the future. What people do at this moment must solve the consequences of what they did before, and also think about the future.

It is a matter of walking three first and four second first. But life is a series of entangled causes and effects. From today on, we need to change what is useless. Change is a stage action. The more we need to change, the more we need to consider everything.

I fell asleep again. When I woke up this time, a new patient came to the bed next door. There were more fruits and a kettle on my bedside table. Bai Haotian must have been here, but now he is no longer there. His phone is fully charged and placed next to the bed. I picked it up and opened it. There were not many messages. I also had my own way of operating when I left this world. I only saw the message sent by Bai Haotian.

First of all, the x-ray of my lungs. I can’t understand it above, and I can only see a lot of shadows. There is a detailed diagnosis below, which says lung failure and damage to the lungs.

Long-term inhalation of tomb air and later reading snake venom all seriously damaged my lung function. Now my lung function is only one-third of that of ordinary people. I don’t know whether the damaged part is reversible. The doctor suggested that I perform a resection of the damaged part, then perform lung washing, and then recuperate.

The tip is: I must never put too much burden on my lungs. Now I should find a place with moist and clean air to check and think about the treatment plan.

What you did before and what you did later.

I was destined to be from the beginning. Now, I slowly sat up and flipped the message Bai Haotian sent me during my coma. She had already fumbled to get the order. She was very worried about me, but she was no longer in the hospital. She went to the village to receive the goods. She wrote at the end of the message: I have been thinking for a long time. I should stand on my second uncle's side. This is the best for you, but I still chose to help you. I know that this choice is absolutely wrong. No one should help you hurt yourself. So in the end, my decision was that I would do this wrong thing with you.

I think about this issue when you are in a coma. I am selfish without your participation in the decisions I made myself. However, I hope that when you see my decisions, you can see clearly what you do. I am hurting myself to help another person hurting myself. In fact, the same is true for you.

Because I know my help will hurt you, I have to let myself be hurt too in order to balance everything.

I replied silently: Fake truth.

What hurt me was not anyone's decision, but the result of the final gathering of everything I neglected, acted recklessly, and escaped by myself.

Now it is impossible to go back to the past and get back the missing scores. I can only use the remaining scores to solve the following problems.

It seems that if I do nothing, I can solidify cause and effect at this moment, but the reason for cause and effect is that at this moment, I am destined to have to move forward.

Close my eyes, and I began to expel what I should do in my heart very quickly. First, I called the doctor, asked about my condition clearly, and prescribed medicines to delay the condition. I was discharged from the hospital with a mask, wearing clothes that were not suitable for the season, remember to be careful of bronchial infection every day, not to smoke, and not to go to places with heavy smog in fireworks, take six medicines on time every day, and you must bring your pillows and bedding yourself to avoid inhaling too much dust.

I found Bai Haotian. She had just bought three fakes. I stopped her and said nothing. She continued walking with her. Finally, using the remaining money, I found a Jianzhan from the Song Dynasty, and had enough 300,000 yuan. I asked Bai Haotian to stay in the village to continue shopping. I quietly arrived in Hangzhou. The fat man's face was not good. I thought he had not borrowed money. He silently said to me: "This guy from Red Top is not reliable. The price has increased. Now he wants 1 million to be willing to come out. Sorry, naive."

I looked at the calendar on my phone and felt quieter than ever.

Solve the problem.
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