At the head of the village, under the trees, the wind rustled, insects chirped, birds chirped. Looking up, the filaments drooped, lush and green. Close your eyes, the breeze came gently, and the willows were blowing across the sky and breeze across the cheeks. Inadvertently, it seemed like I was back when you and I were traveling together, the wind that brushed past your hair and blew across my face. That was when I was watching you and ignorantly. I thought I would always remember this moment, remember your side face, and remember your breath...

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Brother Xiao, what's wrong with me... But why can't I help but think of you? I can't even imagine that I am a killer!!! But I am happy like this. When I was with you, I was willing to be what I am now!

Yes, I am a killer. I used to be suspicious, paranoid, indifferent, and arrogant. But that's because no one could rely on it firmly, so I had to overcome all obstacles by myself...

So you won't understand what "thrilling" Lu Anyou was going to me when that day! So don't wonder why my attitude towards you went back, why I helped you to relieve you but still irritated you with a cold face, because I was scared, because I was already moved by you. If Miss Fei had not had a resignation, maybe we wouldn't meet so soon. If I hadn't been with you every day to protect you, maybe I would have kept this relationship in my heart forever. Don't laugh at me for being timid, Brother Xiao. Because I didn't belong to me at that time, I felt that even my love was stolen.

So at Gaosheng Inn, I borrowed the name of Miss Fei to give out clothes. So I had to risk my life to earn freedom at a time. I beat Brother Xiao, and you didn’t disappoint me. Do you know that I heard what you said to Miss Fei at that time, so I insisted on leaving Fei Mansion. Thinking about it, it was really twists and turns. Who would have expected that your golden house would be tingling with spring that night? Actually, I didn’t misunderstand at that time. After being with you for a long time, how could I not understand your personality? I was just a little empty and confused, and I was also full of joy, but at that moment, I suddenly felt that I was not enough... so I turned around and left but didn’t leave.

Even I don’t understand why I still have to disguise myself and why I have to stay. I am by your side, but I try to make everything look no different. Maybe it’s just that day and night that I’m experiencing life and death, and I seem to have realized something and see something, but I don’t have time to grasp it. I just stubbornly want me to meet you at the most beautiful moment and let me be with you vividly.

Brother Xiao, I have been with you for a long time, and it turns out that nothing I can control. I can't stop loving you more and more, and I can't stop expressing my thoughts for you. When you are willing to take me to the south of the Yangtze River, when you treat me like your family, when you work hard for me, when you never leave me, when you say you want to marry me... The feeling of being fainted by happiness is sweet and sad, both satisfying and guilty.

It is said that all things are born from the combination of conditions, and when fate disperses, they return to nirvana. Life and death are separated and merged, like lightning. If love is in heaven, we do not need to be greedy and attached.

But how can I not be greedy? Without Brother Xiao’s persistence, would I still have the opportunity to wait for you to come back today? How could I sleep under the willows so much leisurely looking up at the blue sky and clouds rolling. I will like you like Brother Xiao. Because in this way, I always relive the peace and looseness brought by your slutty smile and lazy expression.

Brother Xiao, it feels so good to be with you. It’s not difficult to have a life you can imagine.

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I saw a poem, "I pick the ears and pick the scrolls, but it's not full of a basket. I lament that I miss someone, I put them around. I climbed the mountain and stood the towering place, my horse was steep. I drank the golden trunk, and Wei would not be forever. I climbed the high hill, and my horse was dark and yellow. I drank the wok, and Wei would not be hurt forever. I drank the wok, and I would not be hurt forever. I climbed the head, and my horse was steep, and my servant was steep, so how could I whip up." Suddenly, Feibei and Old Man Le went up the mountain to collect herbs, and soon supported her strength, rested with the rocks, and looked up to think of others... Haha. I remembered that there was a small stretcher in an elite group that said that the life of the protagonist in the book of Momo is his own, not his women. If he had no rationality and calmness, he would not be able to survive in the book of Momo, etc. So he started writing.

In addition to being worried, the book of Momo is filled with warmth from time to time. Of course, I am more likely to write about talented people. Actually, I like the bearded man, and I am moved to make a lot of noise. Cough~ It is really hard for the Lord who is not determined to sensationalizes the feelings, so it is really hard to bear. You can do it. Of course, I am far from that. I originally wanted to sort out what happened between the two, but I am not capable of doing it. The expression is a bit straightforward. I am just yelling it, and everyone is just ignorant.

I wish you a happy New Year and a warm bed.O(∩_∩)O~
Chapter completed!