Xie Gu began to give up on himself. When he realized that the gap between him and Fan Du was irreparable, he simply gave up his efforts.

It's useless, I'm just a bad person.

He used this idea to paralyze himself.

He even thought a little naively that I still have some savings. When Fandu gets the capital, I will open a tattoo studio opposite his school to earn money from college students. I don’t need to go to college, but can become my own boss.

Every teenager must realize his uselessness when he grows up.

The innocence and ideals of the past were trampled by myself, tearing all the test papers he had done, and cried bitterly. After waking up the next day, he continued to study in a daze and headed towards an old path where everyone was following.

Some people heard chicken soup on the road, and agreed, and resurrected it with full blood.

And some people have never recovered from then on and let life beat them.

People generally call this process - the pain of adolescence.

Seeing Xie Gu like this, Fandu felt disappointed getting bigger and bigger, and even... a little despaired.

He didn't know how to continue to pull Xie Gu forward, but Xie Gu had already given up his legs. If he dragged on like this, he would either be exhausted or be bloody alone.

Both of them are trying to have a relationship for the first time and falling in love for the first time.

This situation left them at a loss.

The first quarrel between them broke out after the final exam.

When Fandu saw Xie Gu’s blank test paper, he was finally furious and pushed him to the wall, throwing the test paper in his hand hard on his face, "Xie Gu——!"

He wanted to wake him up with a slap.

Xie Gu looked at him with indifferent eyes, and his heart actually thought - it's finally here.

Fandu had red eyes, almost blushing his face and thick neck, roaring, "Why are you, why can't you be more successful!!!"

"I can't keep up." Xie Gu had his own reasons, "I just can't keep up, I can't study well."

"If you don't study well, you can learn, but if you don't learn, I will teach you!" Fandu was hysterical, "It's just learning, it's not about taking your life!!!"

In a life where you can live a smooth life, there is no word "can't learn" at all.

He only believes in "not wanting to learn".

"I can't learn it, and I can't understand it even if you teach it!" Xie Gu also blushed and quarreled with him with a thick neck, "What's wrong with me being stupid? I'm not learning that material, why do I have to force me to learn!!!"

Fandu roared, "We agreed to go to the capital together!!!"

"Then what happened to me opening a tattoo shop at your university entrance?" Xie Gu looked at him with red eyes, "You are embarrassed to dislike me! You are a top student, and I am just an uneducated tattooist!!!"

Fandu felt that his love was insulted. He couldn't believe that Xie Gu actually said such a thing, and raised his voice, "Xie Gu——!!!"

Xie Gu also shouted at him at the top of his voice, "Fan Du—!!!"

Fan Du’s heart was about to break, “Thank you, you don’t believe in me, you don’t believe in us.”

"Fandu, we are different." Xie Gu also felt despair, "People are different. You have your way, and I have my way."

"What do you mean?" Fandu suddenly became alert and stared at him with his eyes, "What the hell do you mean?"

Xie Gu also felt that he seemed to have said the wrong thing, "I..."

Fandu looked at him tremblingly, and tears fell like that, "You never introduce me to others. If someone asks me who I am, you all say classmate..."

Xie Gu closed his eyes tiredly, "We two species are different, so it's not glorious to say it..."

"I'm not glorious!" Fandu suddenly broke out, "I'm embarrassing you! I'm so sorry!"

"Don't be so sarcastic!" Xie Gu also broke out, "I'm talking about the facts! Is it good to recognize the facts!!!"

Fandu pointed at him and couldn't speak, "It was you who confessed to me, and now you are the one who let me recognize the truth..."

Xie Gu was so tired that he sighed deeply, "I'm sorry... I was wrong..."

Fandu never wanted to see him again, so he slammed the door and left. The door cried out and closed in front of Xie Gu.

Xie Gu slid on the ground exhausted, buried his face in his arms, and let out a beast-like wail.

When he was about to become an ice sculpture, the phone rang, and Xie Gu answered tiredly, "Hey?"

Xie Sheng's voice came from the phone, "It's me."

"I don't want to quarrel with you." Xie Gu didn't have the strength to speak, "Get out."

"I'm here with your brother, at the gate of your school." Xie Sheng said, "He wants to see his brother."

Xie Gu even a bastard, he would not vent his temper on a child. At this time, he suddenly felt a little eager for the warmth of family affection, "Then I'll go see him."

He packed himself up and went to the school gate.

The school has already been on winter vacation, and there is no one at this time. Xie Gu saw the car at home from afar, but he just didn't recognize the driver.

Xie Gu opened the car door and sat in, "Okay, let's meet..."

There was no cheap brother in the clinker car at all, it was empty.

Xie Gu just realized something was wrong, and the car door was locked at this time.

"What are you doing!" Xie Gu suddenly became alert and roared, "What are you going to do!"

The driver didn't say a word, but drove the car, pressed the button to lift the partition, trapping Xie Gu completely in the rear compartment.

"Damn..." Xie Gu began to pull the car door frantically, "Let me go--!"

He began to punch and kick in the back car box, making a furious tantrum, "Xie Sheng! You bastard--!"

However, it is useless.

Xie Gu didn't recognize the place where the car was heading. Finally, after stopping, Xie Gu looked at the sign on the building in front of him and widened his eyes in horror - the Center for Mental Correction and Prevention.

Xie Sheng... actually sent him here...

"Bastard! Dog thing!" Xie Gu was dragged out of the car by two burly men. He struggled along the way, "I won't let you go--!"

He was forcibly pressed on the restraint chair, his hands and feet were tied, and even his mouth was strangled to prevent him from committing suicide by biting his tongue.

Xie Sheng finally appeared at this time. He stared at Xie Gu and threw a bunch of photos in his hand, "Xie Gu! You are too much--!"

Xie Gu looked at the photos scattered on the ground, his pupils kept trembling. Each photo was taken of Fan Du and him, holding hands, kissing, and even hiding at home to love and caress.

"Cross species?" Xie Sheng smiled angrily, "What's wrong with you not being sick?"

Tears slid down from Xie Gu's eyes. He didn't expect that his relationship with Fan Du would be pointed out directly.

Cross species means illness.

Cross species is damn.

Xie Sheng lost all his hair because of Xie's worries. He consulted many "experts" and believed that this situation could be corrected through the outside world.

As long as he corrected it, Xie Gu could honestly marry him as an omega.

Even if you are over, it doesn't matter. The mark can be cleaned.

Xie Sheng didn't even think that if this was the case, Xie Gu would have to be with pain for the rest of his life.

Xie Gu looked at the doctor and nurse approaching him shook his head wildly, tears kept falling out, begging for mercy in a speechless manner, "Don't... don't come... please... please... please..."

This so-called psychiatric correction center is not a formal institution at all, and their correction methods are nothing more than electric shock and vomiting.

They played Fandu's photos to Xie Gu over and over again, forcing him to take pills that induce vomiting, and then used electric shock methods to be extremely rough and wanted to eliminate the "strange" feelings in his brain.

The medical staff told him that as long as he repeats "I don't like Fandu, it's guilty to cross species."

But Xie Gu cried every time, "I like him."

I can only continue to receive endless electric shocks and vomiting.

The amount of the electric shock was increased again and again. In the end, Xie Gu had been electrocuted to incontinence and was confused, but he still made unclear sounds with his mouth, "I like him..."

It seemed like I gave up and gave up something.

He was brave enough to defend his youthful love, just like an ugly dragon guarding a rose. Even though his body was covered in scars, he was unwilling to let go of his claws.

The medical staff had all received the money and had to correct Xie Gu's idea. In the end, they came up with a very perverted move.

Aphrodisiac.

He gave Xie Gu an extra dose of urinary medicine, and then threw him into the cold custody room alone, and played it in a loop on the radio, "I don't like Fandu, it's guilty to cross species."

As long as he opens his mouth and repeats it, he can be injected with inhibitors.

The medical staff imagined it very well. Such a large dose of urinary medicine, not to mention a person, even an elephant, could beg for mercy under their estimates. Under their expectations, Xie Su had to give in less than two hours.

However, two hours passed, and there was no sound in the custody room.

Xie Gu seemed to be dead.

Until the third day, the medical staff finally couldn't let it go, worried that Xie Gu really died in the custody room, so they opened the door to the custody room.

They were all shocked.

The ground was covered with bloodstains, and Xie Gu's hands and feet were bound, and he collapsed on the ground with scars. His exposed skin was covered with wounds. He wore a shackle in his mouth to prevent himself from biting his tongue, but his tongue was covered with wounds and his forehead was bleeding.

It can be seen that he could not withstand the torture at all and tried to end his life many times.
To be continued...