Extra twenty-five
After Fandu and Xie Gu left, the ward was empty and you could hear the sound of falling quietly. The evening breeze blew into the room with a slightly cool scent of moisture. The osmanthus flowers in the hospital garden bloomed and four sweet scents could be smelled.
Xie Xiaofan held Bai Ruohan's hands with clear bones and pale skin and stared at his face silently. Bai Ruohan's bones were slightly thin, reminding people of the cold knife that was unsheathed. He was born with red lips and white teeth. At first glance, he couldn't help feeling indifferent.
But now I'm asleep quietly, but I look so well-behaved. My slender eyelashes cast a small shadow, and the little lazy of the cat is revealed. I've been sleeping for several days and haven't woken up yet.
Xie Xiaofan even put his head on his chest and listened to the heart sound. When he heard his heart beating, he felt relieved for a while.
He stared at Bai Ruohan's pale and fragile lips, and the more he looked, the more he remembered that night, the feeling of Bai Ruohan kissing him for the first time. The moment his lips touched each other, he felt the blood in his body surging, anxious, restless, and even a little nervous and uneasy. However, the depths of his soul seemed to have been stamped, and from then on, he was marked by others.
Xie Xiaofan curled up his fingers nervously, first pricked up his ears, listened to the movement outside the ward, and then slowly walked forward, trying to gently touch Bai Ruohan's lips and relive the kiss.
The nurse's footsteps suddenly sounded outside the corridor and the wheels pushing the medicine truck. Xie Xiaofan's movements were stuck, and he was almost nervous and covered in white-haired sweat.
A crack was opened in the ward door, a thread of light leaked out, the sound of footsteps and wheels got closer and became far away, and the ward was not pushed open and walked in.
Xie Xiaofan suddenly relaxed all over, as if he was a thief thief. He quickly pecked Bai Ruohan's lips, and he was about to leave as if he was touched by the dragonfly.
Suddenly, his wrist was caught.
Bai Ruohan opened his jade-colored eyes at some point and was looking at Xie Xiaofan silently. There was even a subtle smile deep in his pupils, "Catch you..."
Xie Xiaofan's ears seemed to be burned by fire, and the blood temperature of the capillaries increased several times. At this moment, there was both the embarrassment of being caught and the joy of finally waking up and breathing a sigh of relief. He told him for a moment, and he really didn't know what to do.
He was careful, as if he was treating a rare treasure, and even stuttering when he spoke, "Wake up...wake up?"
Bai Ruohan didn't say anything, but just looked at him quietly. Xie Xiaofan realized that he was talking redundantly, so he quickly reached out and pressed the call bell.
The doctor and nurse rushed into the ward and checked Bai Ruohan's condition with all their hands and feet. Xie Xiaofan rubbed his fingers and stood at the outermost periphery, his heart beating up and down.
For the past few days, he has maintained the same tacit understanding as Fan Du Xie, that is—
I kept silent about Bai Ruohan's affairs.
Xie Gu and Fandu did not scold him because he traveled thousands of miles to find Bai Ruohan, nor did they lock him up at home, and ordered him not to go anywhere.
But he didn't take the initiative to talk to him about Bai Ruohan, and didn't even ask him who Bai Ruohan is and what happened to you these days.
Xie Xiaofan himself didn't know whether it was because of guilt or because he couldn't explain it clearly, and he didn't... take the initiative to explain to them.
Now that Bai Ruohan has woken up, this question cannot be avoided.
The doctor gave a few instructions and left the ward with the nurse. Xie Xiaofan looked at Bai Ruohan and suddenly did not dare to go forward.
Bai Ruohan shouted first, "Xiaofan."
Xie Xiaofan felt that the "Xiaofan" was almost the name of the death row prisoner before the execution, and his whole body shivered.
He hadn't experienced anything big, and almost cried out, trembling with a trembling voice, "Bai...Bai Ruohan..."
Bai Ruohan felt pain coming from the wound on his lower abdomen, and his temples were beating with the pain. He slowed down his tone as much as possible and seemed gentle, "Come here..."
Xie Xiaofan moved to the edge of the bed, looked at Bai Ruohan's face, and sniffed.
Bai Ruohan's jade-colored eyes seemed to be soaked in water, with a feeling of transcendence, and the sound rang softly in the ward, "Do you know...what am I thinking when I was shot?"
Xie Xiaofan's voice trembled, "What do you think about..."
Bai Ruohan closed his eyes, as if he was recalling such a heavy rainy night. After a few seconds, he opened it and looked at Xie Xiaofan with a faint smile, "I was thinking... it would be fine, and my relationship with my father-in-law would not be so bad..."
Meanwhile, the branch:
Fandu and Xie Gu sat side by side in the interrogation room, with two glasses of water on the table, but none of them moved. The pointers on the wall were ticking and pushing the already tense atmosphere to the top. The air seemed to solidify into a stalemate liquid, swelling up people's chests.
Several footsteps sounded outside the corridor, and then with a click, the door was pushed open. Gao Tianyuan walked into the interrogation room under the hostage of two policemen, and was pressed on the interrogation chair, and handcuffs fixed him left and right.
Xie Gu's eyes fell on the hideous scar on Gao Tianyuan's face, as if it was burned, and suddenly shook.
He could hardly recognize Gao Tianyuan, and his temperament and appearance had changed too much, just like a stone after the mottled wind and sand, with traces of vicissitudes of life and eyebrows engraved with traces of vicissitudes.
For a moment, the children who pursued each other in childhood became clouds that would collapse with a slight touch.
Gao Tianyuan was also looking at Xie Gu. His gaze was like a blade of scraping bones. He swept over Xie Gu's eyebrows, eyes, nose and even his jaw one by one, and he wanted to dig something out of his flesh. After watching for ten minutes, he knocked on the table with his thick fingers and said to the police in the interrogation room, "Give me a cigarette."
His voice was also called Xie Gu and trembled violently. In his distant memory, Gao Tianyuan's voice was very nice, giving people a sense of substance, but now it is as if it was sanded with sandpaper, becoming rough and hoarse.
The young policeman wanted to scold him, but was stopped by the older ones and signaled to give him a cigarette.
Fandu took out the cigarette box from his pocket, "I have it here."
He threw the cigarette box and lighter to Gao Tianyuan. Gao Tianyuan picked it up and took a look, then leaned closer to the tip of his nose and sniffed it greedily, and smiled at the corner of his mouth, "What a cigarette."
"Thank you." Gao Tianyuan lit a cigarette and put it on his mouth, looking at him with an indescribable look. His pupils seemed envious and hatred, "Why is your fucking life so smooth?"
Xie Gu didn't say anything for a moment. One of the brothers who went to school side by side, one of them was running away and the other sat in front of him in handcuffs. Compared with them, his life might have been really smooth.
Gao Tianyuan let out a long sip of cigarette and lowered his head, as if he was a little unwilling to accept it. "I didn't go to high school after graduating from high school. I was busy all day long. By the way, when He Sheng was released from prison, I happily cleaned myself up on the day he was released from prison. He also bought cakes and flowers and guarded the door of the detention center..."
"I waited all morning and the door finally opened. He walked out with a bag on his back. Without even looking at me, he got into a car behind me." Gao Tianyuan's face showed a bitter smile, "Do you know what I felt at that time?"
Xie Gu's eyes became heavier and heavier. Gao Tianyuan and He Sheng were young Mu Ai, but the result was...
Gao Tianyuan waved his hand lightly, and his tone was as light as a bitterness, "He threw me like garbage."
"I also want to forget him. That time, I almost got drunk on the street. I hugged the electric pole and slammed it. I don't know why I was dumped. It was a full ten fucking ten years. The first time I kissed him at the age of twelve was like an electric shock. At the age of 17 or 18, he gave me a look. My lower body was so hard that it exploded. Damn..."
Gao Tianyuan raised his hand to cover his face, but he couldn't stop the tears from flowing down. He was even more swallowing when he inhaled, "Fuck..."
Xie Gu suddenly couldn't breathe like drowning. He looked at Fan Du. Fan Du's handsome face was outlined by the pale light of the incandescent lamp above his head, and his eyes were blocked by the reflection of his glasses, making people unable to see what he was thinking at this moment.
The same decade, the same youth have deep affection, but different... Things change people.
Gao Tianyuan coughed violently a few times, and his trachea choked into the smoke, contracted suddenly, and his voice was trembling, "Goodbye him... I was in the detention center. I went in because I deliberately hurt someone. At that time, I no longer expected anything from life. It would be great to just rot like this... But one day, He Sheng appeared in front of me in a suit and tie, asking me if I wanted to do things with him."
"I looked at him and fucked to find that I still like him fuckingly. His heart was beating all over just by looking at his face..."
Xie Gu's eyelashes trembled violently, "So you..."
Gao Tianyuan grinned when he heard his voice, and showed a sad but sad smile, "What can I do..."
An indescribable but extremely intense sadness gushed out from his chest. Gao Tianyuan was excited and blue veins pulled out from his neck, shaking the shackles on his wrist, almost roaring, "What can I do! I just like someone in the fuck!!!!"
The police wanted to come forward and press him down. The scene was about to become chaotic. At this time, Fandu stared at Gao Tianyuan and said, "Be accomplice for the tiger."
Gao Tianyuan stopped instantly and looked at it with a pair of bloodshot eyes, "What did you say?"
Fandu is as if he is giving a lecture to students, his tone is not impatient or slow, and he can even be said to be slow. "It is said that the tiger bites a person and the dead dare not be able to handle the tiger. It is called a ghost. The tiger wants to fill the stomach, and the ghost wants a little possibility of liberation in the illusion. You are just using your liking to cover up your cowardly and incompetent nature. You are self-righteous, arrogant and have no advantages. You have to pull the banner of emotions to make a dirty fig leaf, screaming like an unweaned child."
Gao Tianyuan widened his eyes and struggled hard, "What did you say?! I am to He Sheng..."
If Fan Du's eyes were solid, it seemed to penetrate the flesh and see it into the bone marrow. "Gao Tianyuan, you are still so childish after more than ten years."
Gao Tianyuan seemed to be stunned by the impact, and even his expression was blank for a moment, and his pupils were trembling and could not speak.
"Let's go." Fandu pulled Xie Gu up, "There's nothing to say."
They walked out of the police station together. Fandu stood at the gate and lit a cigarette. The autumn wind passed through the bustling traffic with the flashing lights, roaring away the milky white smoke, but also lingeredly rolled up their hands that were intertwined.
Xie Gu sighed, withdrew his gaze from the night, and looked at Lefandu, "I feel like I... I didn't really grow up until this time."
A passionate smile appeared on Fandu's mouth. He suddenly took Xie Gu's hand and kissed him gently on the base of his ring finger. Countless itchy love spread along the nerve endings to the brain. "Then we will...get old together slowly."
Chapter completed!