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Chapter 52: Deep Doubt Before Leaving

"Can you find a way to contact Tongdi?" I need to contact Tongdi.

First, whether it is him or me, we still have the two largest demon hunters forces. In this chaotic era, we must communicate with each other.

Second, it was Xinyi's news. Back then, when I made a deal with Tongdi, he probably told me about the rules for entering dungeons. However, under the chaos at that time, I had a little blurred memory. I probably only remember that the dungeon could only enter on a specific day, otherwise I would have to find a specific person.

Now, I have decided to set out to go to the dungeon, so I naturally have to contact Tongdi.

Of course, tna also knows the need to contact the Tong Emperor. It is just the first point, so it cannot be rejected. As for the second point, there is no need to let everyone present care about me and care about me know.

"I naturally have the contact information of Shui Tong's family. However, in the village, the phone number is very inconvenient, and you still need to borrow your satellite phone." Tna explained to me.

This time it was a coincidence. With the convenience of contacting people, the satellite phone made a great contribution. The moment Dr. Qin handed it to me, I didn't expect it to play such a huge role.

"Of course there is no problem with this. I just hope to contact Emperor Tong as soon as possible." I said lightly.

"I can't guarantee that because Emperor Tong himself often has uncertain whereabouts. I can only say that I contacted Shui Tong's family and then look at the situation." Tna said seriously to me.

I nodded, and bursts of fatigue came out, and even the wounds between the ribs were painful. I have not had a good rest since I escaped.

"Go and rest for a while, Young Master. I'm here for everything." Su Ling's gentle voice sounded in my ears. No matter who head of the family I am, she will always be that young master in her mouth.

I nodded involuntarily, wanting to sleep, but my consciousness was almost blurred at the same time. I just said to Su Ling: "If you find the Tong Emperor, you must contact me as soon as possible."

Then, Su Ling took him to the bedroom. I almost couldn't remember how he fell asleep on the bed.

I just remember that in my dream, I seemed to be back to Nie Yan's era, but I was already dead, I just saw a desolate figure walking in the snow repeatedly. I called her loudly, but she didn't respond. Sometimes I remember that I was dead, and sometimes I felt that I was still strong.

I don’t know how long it took to such entanglement, until Wanwan approached a deserted ruin. She seemed to be tired and stopped and sat on a big rock to rest.

I recognize this ruin. Isn’t it just Xiaolong Town that was burned by me? Did Wanwan come here with my remaining limbs? I was contradictory in my dream. While thinking about my own remaining limbs, I felt that I was alive. I could even run towards Wanwan with big strides, bringing my remaining limbs closer to her before.

"Banwan." I shouted loudly again.

This time, she seemed to have a slight reaction to my voice, and her body moved slightly.

I was filled with joy and wanted to get close to her faster. I had been isolated for thousands of years. This kind of longing could no longer be described as unforgettable, but became a habit, like a breath.

It’s not that it doesn’t hurt or love, but that it’s that it’s a habit to bear the loneliness and hopelessness of loving her, and it’s also a habit to escape from those strands of longing.

This kind of emotion cannot explode, and once it breaks out, it will become crazy.

It’s like now that she never looked back in her dream, but I felt that I could pursue it all my life.

"Wanwan." I gasped and finally stood behind her. At this time, she seemed to have completely heard my call. Her body was trembling violently, her shoulders were shaking, and she seemed to be crying.

I obviously wanted to look at her face again, but for some reason, in my dream, I couldn't move at all, just stood behind her.

"I know, you are here." Her voice was as nice and gentle as ever, as if a ray of spring breeze blows across my chest.

I wanted to say something, but she suddenly said, "Don't talk, listen to me. There is no more sensitive existence in this world than the heavenly fox. A ray of longing comes from your heart. Even if it is thousands of miles apart, I can always feel it. When you miss me the strongest."

I began to be in a trance. Am I in a dream? Or have I already returned to the past years.

"Even if it is a soul, after living for two lives and being a human being, it has been sublimated into another you, because there will be many more things. For example, new memories, new spiritual enlightenment, new concerns, and many new things. I am very glad to have you in this life, and you in the next life should not be entangled with me anymore." When Wanwan said this, his voice began to choke.

I was very anxious. No matter what new things were, the essence was me, and what was unchanged would never change. Why do you say that?

"Wanwan, look back at me." I had thousands of words, but it turned into such a sentence.

She turned around, except that she was a little pale, but still in her memory. She looked at me with tears in her eyes. At that moment, it was clearly so close, but I felt like we suddenly opened the distance and could not stop it. When it finally solidified, it was even farther than the natural barrier.

"Don't you understand? Wanwan only has Nie Yan in his heart in this life. I am glad that when you were Nie Yan, the deep affection was only related to Wanwan. This is a memory that should be ended. It has already had its own ending, so I should not be obsessed with it anymore." As Wanwan spoke, tears rolled down again. I reached out to wipe it away for her, but I couldn't touch her.

"You and I have promised each other for the next life, have you forgotten?" I asked word by word, and I couldn't help but feel sad, because I dared not admit that Wanwan's words were right, and Nie Yan and Wanwan had an ending.

"That's thinking, if there is a next life, but if you never thought, even if you meet again in the next life, you will no longer be Nie Yan, and I will no longer be Wanwan. Our inheritance is just the fate of the previous life, not the continuation of the love of the previous life, because what happens will be a new beginning and new everything. Even if your soul is still you, as Nie Yan, your life as Nie Yan has ended, and I, even if I meet you again in a thousand years." Wanwan looked up at me.

"How about meeting?" I don't understand what Wanwan means.

"I am not me anymore, because Wanwan only has this life. Everyone has this life. No matter whether the soul is reincarnation or rebirth, this life is just that in this life, we will not meet the exact same things and the same people again. If we cannot escape from this world, everything will be a new cycle. After we escape, how can we be trapped by love again?" Wanwan suddenly looked at me and smiled sadly.

Is this the wisdom of the Heavenly Fox? Why is it so difficult for people to understand every word?

My heart was like a knife. It was because of this moment that I began to accept the ending between me and her. I was unwilling to accept that I wanted to embrace her in my arms again, but I just couldn't touch her.

I was very angry and wanted to scream. At this moment, if the despair could get a chance to hug her, why would I not dare to despair the heavens? But so what? At this moment, I still lost to my regrets and unwillingness.

Wanwan's smile became more and more blurred. But in the end, when it felt like it was about to break in the sky, it suddenly became clearer, but I stood there suddenly. Why was it no longer Wanwan? But Xinyi?!

"Banwan!" I shouted in pain and sat up from the bed. It was clearly a cold winter night, let alone a village in the mountains? I was covered in sticky sweat. When I woke up, even the quilt was tide.

"Young Master" Su Ling suddenly woke up at my feet, stood up and looked at me at a loss. He was embarrassed that this girl was guarding me, and she was actually sleeping at my feet.

It took me a long time to get used to the transformation from dream to reality, but Su Ling had already poured me a cup of hot water at this time.

I took it and drank half a bowl. The feeling in my heart was calm, but I couldn't erase the pain and reluctance. I knew that there was no way to this wound, so I could only leave it to time. But why is that real weirdness in the dream? It didn't look like a dream at all, but it was like the last time I met Wanwan again.

Leave it to time? Is it really reliable? It has been thousands of years, and the forgetting of this memory is remembered again, and it still hurts unforgettable.

I got off the bed in my coat, stood in front of the window, and didn't dare to think about why Wanwan's smile turned into Xin Yi's face in the end? Is it implying something? Could it be that I am Ye Zhengling's life, do I love Xin Yi? I don't know? Will there be such a confused love? Or is it that I am Ye Zhengling's life?

The bystander is clear, just like Lao Zhou understands me and Xin Yi, but Chen Chong doesn’t understand either? Only I can never define it.

Now that I have to think about it carefully, I feel that if I really want to be with Xin Yi, I will never accept it. There is something like instinct that is stopping me!

In the end, it became. I couldn't lose her. I cared about her more than anyone else, but I could never accept being with her.

"Young Master, don't you rest for a while? You have only slept for two hours now, and you are sleeping uneasy." Su Ling was already standing behind me at this time, with a gentle tone.

She was very smart and didn't ask me who Wanwan was? This girl has always been appropriate and knew not to do things that made me sad, and said things that made me sad.

"Is there no news about Emperor Tong?" As a result, Su Ling lit the cigarette that he gave me and frowned. In order to understand the strange feeling in his heart, and to comfort himself for so long, he did not find Xin Yi, he did not have the great anxiety caused by his time! I want to see Emperor Tong as soon as possible, and I wish I could be in the dungeon immediately at this moment!

"Sister TNA has been here once before. I have contacted Shui Tong's family. There is no news from Tongdi himself, but the people from Shui Tong's family said they would find a way to tell me. I don't know how long this process will take." Su Ling whispered behind me.

I rubbed my face and tried to calm my anxiety, but it was useless.

I suddenly asked Su Ling: "Su Ling, if there is such a person, it is very important to you. I mean, on weekdays, you don't know her importance, but you are used to her existence in every corner of your life, including the most private and best friends, and you can't get access to it. Then, you know her importance. How important is it? That is, you can exchange your life for her life without hesitation."

"Huh?" My words were very abstract, but Su Ling actually understood them. Are girls born to understand feelings much more clearly than men?

"But, you don't want to be with her. No matter what, you don't want to be together. But how do you say this relationship? Friends are definitely not friends. Want to say it's a sister? Relatives? Not! Then what kind of situation do you think it should be?" I frowned and began to try to describe this messy mentality.

Su Ling tilted her head and thought for a while, saying, "If this man can spend his life with another woman besides her, it means that at this stage, this man has not met the person he really loves, but he can't bear to leave her and does not want to destroy the balance between them because he can't let go."

"So selfish?" I asked with a smile, but in fact I was thinking, can I spend my whole life with other women? No, I can't do it. I always felt that I should be wandering around alone. Haven't I met true love? I love Wanwan so much, but I magically discovered that I can't measure Xinyi and Wanwan.

It’s like spending a lifetime with Wanwan and letting go of comparisons like Xinyi, it’s impossible to do it! It feels very strange.

"What if it is not?" I asked Su Ling again.

"I'm just guessing. The second possibility is that the man has already loved him deeply, but there is a hurdle in his heart that he can't overcome, which makes him unwilling to be with that girl." Su Ling said in a low voice.

But I was stunned for a moment. What is the hurdle that I couldn't overcome? What will it be?

I suddenly became very irritable and even the cigarette in my hand was broken with force, which made Su Ling worry-free: "Master, did I say something wrong?"

"No, no." I took a deep breath, then reluctantly smiled and said to Su Ling, "I want to take a shower. If it's not trouble, please prepare for me?"

"No, no trouble." Su Ling was very happy. I was finally able to speak normally instead of saying something plausible.

"Su Ling" I hesitated for a moment and called her again.

"Um?"

"Are those two things here?" I finally asked, after I lost them, I was told that these two things were put away, if there were no accidents, the things should be in the Huo Nie family.
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