Over the years, whether I'm willing to admit it or not.

I miss them all.

In countless lonely and silent nights, when I stood at the window in a daze, I always remembered the little things at the mountain gate, and it only ended abruptly in a certain picture.

That scene is a pain that I dare not touch for many years. Now, with a lingering sentence, a tear rolling down, I finally have the courage to think about it.

It was a rainy morning, and everything was as usual.

After the morning class, the master and Brother Zhengchuan disappeared. I didn't care. It was just that because Brother Zhengchuan's natal formation pattern was not completed, they often disappeared like this.

There is no disturbance when describing the natal formation pattern.

I also have a lot of things to do. As I learn more and more, I feel that everything about the formation is as vast as the sea. Can I get a scoop of water in it?

On a peaceful morning, I was accompanied by the sound of rain and a yellowed formation book.

I was deeply involved in it until noon and didn't wait for the familiar "fireworks" as it was a signal that Brother Zhengchuan wanted to cook. As long as he was at the mountain gate, unless he was fasting, except for the days of fasting, no matter what important things were, as soon as the time came, Brother Zhengchuan always had to cook.

It is only because of the Master’s words that no matter what, I have the energy to do it after eating.

Behind the words is a mentality, and I know the calm mentality.

Therefore, it was extremely unusual to not smell the "fireworks". I finally got up and wanted to see what happened, but I didn't want to go out, but as soon as I went out, I saw the master standing quietly outside my door.

"Master, how long have you been here? Are you here to check me again? I have worked hard!" I subconsciously said this, with a normal smile on my face.

Master always plays this trick, and when I was still a child from the past? So unconsciously.

"Ye Zhengling." The master looked at me and called out my name.

My smile froze on my face. After entering the mountain gate, unless something extremely serious happened, my master would not call me with his name and surname.

"You go down the mountain." There was no pause in the middle, and the master said it very directly.

"Is there anything I have to do when going down the mountain?" I breathed a sigh of relief and laughed again.

"No, after going down the mountain, you don't have to go back to the mountain gate." The master's expression could not see any change, and his tone just became more and more calm.

This time my smile was completely broken. Outside the hall and in the corridor, I felt that the rain that was close to autumn was really cold, and the summer on the mountain always ended faster.

"I don't understand, please tell me." I lowered my head and clasped my fists, but I didn't realize it. From this sentence, my tone was already a little alienated, and cracks began to appear in my heart, and I couldn't stop it, so I watched it.

"Pack up your things. Go down the mountain now, there is no clear statement. It's just that you and I have ended their relationship with each other and you have been expelled from the mountain gate." After saying this, the master turned around and left.

‘Dong’, behind him was the sound of me kneeling down suddenly, and he never looked back.

"Master, what am I doing wrong?" I shouted at his back, he floated away, and soon, I couldn't even see my back.

"If I don't leave, how can you decide this kind of thing alone? I just don't leave. I'm here. If you beat me to death, I won't leave." I don't want to stay at the mountain gate in this almost cheating way, but at that moment, I panic and found that I couldn't find any other way besides this.

Just like a drowning person, he grabbed the last straw and refused to let go again.

The master stopped and still did not look back, but his voice came from afar: "Do you be willing to give you a reason?"

"And the reason for you is to make you willing. If you don't leave, you can stay, and I and Zhengchuan will leave."

At that moment, my tears dripped from the mountain gate. The place where the mountain gate was entangled with so many feelings and memories. That was because he and his senior brother were there in the mountain gate. If they left, the mountain gate would be "dead", leaving only a pile of lifeless buildings!

Master, why did you suddenly become so heartless?

I was stinged. It turns out that sad people can still be angry. How can he treat me like this when I am angry? I understand that in this world, no one takes for granted to anyone's emotions and cannot escape. For some people, you just don't allow him (she) to have no emotions to you.

Just because people will hurt.

So, I straightened my waist, and said loudly with a coldness that I couldn't believe.

"The resources of the mountain gate are limited, and you can only cultivate one person. Zhengchuan was taken back by me since he was a child. Could it be that he wanted him to leave?" The master said this sentence word by word.

Suddenly I felt like the world was broken. Doesn’t my master understand what resources I want? All I want is just the warm existence of Master and Brother Zhengchuan? But I couldn’t speak, and the hardness I just had just broken instantly.

"I don't want any resources." This sentence seems to have exhausted all my strength, and those who cannot express it are destined to be more painful.

"It is already very difficult not to raise idle people at the mountain gate." After the master said this, he began to move forward again.

I looked at the master's back in tears, and for the first time I felt so strange.

"Ye Zhengling understands." This time, I was no longer a disciple, and then I began to kowtow heavily. One, two, three of my kowtows echoed in the wooden corridor. Today is ruthless, which does not mean that I can forget my grace in the future.

This kowtow is what I deserve.

The master must have heard it, so before his back completely disappeared, another sentence floated in my ears: "Check it out quickly, it's still early, I can still send you out of the mountain."

I stood up, wiped away my tears, and went back to the room silently, and started to clean up!

For a moment, I felt that I wanted to bring everything with me, but for a moment, I felt that there was nothing at all, so what was there to clean up? I couldn't blame anyone. The reason I gave enough of my master's reasons. I couldn't understand why, but I couldn't agree with this sudden distance in my personal emotions.

Before leaving, I wanted to find Brother Zhengchuan, the entire mountain gate was empty. Where was Brother Zhengchuan? He knew, or didn’t know? There was a ridiculous fantasy in my heart.

In front of the mountain gate, it was drizzling.

Looking into the distant sky, it was inexplicably red in gray as if it had lost its vitality, but the gray heart could still seep bright red blood.

I was in front, my master was behind, I looked at the distant sky without saying anything, and my master was behind me without saying anything.

After a minute of silence, I only whispered: "Let's go."

"After all, you are a mountain gate. After a while, you will bring you some things. If you can not leave behind your practice, it is best not to leave behind." This sentence seems to be a little warm.

I looked up at the master with hope. There was no wind or rain on his face, and just said, "Let's go."

The memory segments have come to an end without realizing it, and tears have already rolled down a few drops in the wine glass held in my hand.

Brother Zhengchuan looked at me, and at that moment, his eyes were filled with familiar warmth.

Once upon a time, he saw me as a younger brother, and he couldn't stand me ashamed of my grievance. This kind of instinct was an instinct, and he seemed to be unable to change it.

So, he lowered his head and asked softly: "What are you thinking?"

"Thinking about that day, when I knelt behind my master and said I wouldn't leave, my master's back." After saying that, I drank all the wine. Since you are sad, why should I drive me down the mountain?

The reason is clear now, it seems to be for me, but do you not believe that I can face life and death with you?

"Oh, I was there that day, right at the end of the corridor." Brother Masahiro's tone was faint, and he also drank a glass of wine.

"Are you?" I was surprised, but no need to ask. He had already said that he was unwilling to face the day I went down the mountain.

"Well, here." While speaking, Brother Zhengchuan drank a glass of wine and said, "I have never seen such a master again in my life, never again."

"What?" The wine with tears seemed to be bitter in his mouth, and it lingers in his throat.

"I shed tears every step." After saying this, Brother Zhengchuan suddenly turned red. This time he grabbed the bottle of wine and poured himself a sip of wine.

It turned out that what I saw was a heartless back that day.

On the other side, Brother Masahiro saw a sad old man who burst into tears step by step.

My hands were trembling so hard that I couldn't help but hold on to my pants tightly, and my fingertips turned white. I had to endure it and not cry! The pain when I couldn't cry was unforgettable.

With a 'purge', Brother Zhengchuan stomped the wine bottle on the table, then looked at me with red eyes and said, "Do you really miss this old man? But if there is no accident, we and him should have disappeared in this life."

"What did you say?" My fingers became cold, and the cold spread all over my body.

"Your arrival was originally a promise." Brother Masahiro wiped his face hard as he spoke, and then said in a hoarse voice: "And Master, this silly old man, not only kept the promise to the end, but also because he cared about you, he also did things other than the promise."

I don't understand the meaning of this sentence, and why my arrival is a promise, I don't want to understand it either.

I was so cold that I tried hard to drink, but unfortunately the heat of the strong wine entering my throat made my body unable to warm up.

I mustered up the courage to ask Brother Zhengchuan: "Master, has he gone?"

"No, but it's no different from going there." Brother Zhengchuan looked at me, and the tears that had been endured for a long time also fell.
Chapter completed!