"Why did you break up..."

After breaking up with Chu Dong for nearly a year and a half, Sun Wenxin finally heard this question that Chu Dong should have asked long ago but had not asked.

She raised her head and stared at Chu Dong deeply, and her tone continued to recall her "then" mood in a complicated tone:

"When I was re-sorted by grades, of course I couldn't continue to be in the same class as you.

Although I felt a little disappointed at first, there was nothing I could do about it. After all, my studies were average, and no matter how hard I tried, I would never be able to get into the top fifty grade.

And even after class division, we can meet during class breaks, noon, evening and holidays, so I thought it was nothing, but now it's OK..."

Speaking of this, Sun Wenxin paused for a moment, as if she had slightly calmed down a certain bitter and bitter mood, and then continued:

"But one day during class I ran to your class to look for you, and happened to see you joking with other girls - I wasn't because of jealousy, but I suddenly realized that you were really too far away from me.

Whether it is appearance, study or other aspects, we are all from two worlds. Although when I first entered school, I was lucky not only to be assigned to the same class as you, but also to sit in front of you, but after I used up my luck, I still have to return to my original world.

Just like that... Cinderella, even with the help of magic, she will become an ordinary person again after twelve o'clock, because she is not a person in that world.

Before, I was like a dream. In the dream, I didn’t think about anything, I just felt that I was too lucky and too happy.

But at that moment, I suddenly woke up from my dream, and then my tears came down.

Since then, I have rarely taken the initiative to look for you. Although it is in the same grade, the gap between our two classes and the gap between us is also the gap between us - you have always been high-ranking, and ordinary people like me can only look up to you from afar and are not qualified to stand by your side.

The only one who can stand with an excellent boy like you is a girl who is as good as you. Whether it is study, appearance or talent, it is fine in either aspect.

But I can't do anything, so although I always smile every time I meet you, I can't laugh at all.

I know this is inferiority, but I can't help but feel inferior. Compared with other girls, I have no outstanding points, even if I can't find any of them.

So I gradually became afraid of meeting you again. Every time I had to meet you, I had to cheer up, for fear that you would see something; every time I met, I couldn't help but worry that you thought I was not good and decided to break up with me.

Moreover, in order to be able to be in the same class as you, I have tried to study hard, but no matter how hard I work, I have only improved my grades by more than a dozen in the class, and there are at least fifty or sixty people away from the top 50 in the grade.

——After all, when I was studying hard, others were also studying hard. So if I work hard, why can I, a stupid person, surpass my good-minded person?

So I began to feel tired. I felt no confidence and no hope - whether it was in terms of learning or relationship with you.

After three monthly exams, I finally couldn't bear it anymore. So I broke up with you.

You didn't ask anything at that time and silently accepted my request, which really made me feel relieved.

If you ask, I definitely can't answer why I broke up; if you disagree, I will definitely not be able to break up with you."

Speaking of this, Sun Wenxin's eyes became much more calm, because she had already plucked up the courage to show the weakest and most ugly side in her heart in front of Chu Dong. No matter how bad Chu Dong's impression of her was, it would never become worse.

Of course, she was able to muster up the courage because of the arrival of the end of the world. Since the days in the end of the world are in danger, they may be eaten by monsters at any time, so she wanted to tell Chu Dong about her feelings that she could not speak for a long time; it was also because she had gained the ability to surpass ordinary people in the end of the world that she had the confidence to face up to her former inferiority complex.

"Although I have thought about this, I really didn't expect that I would put such great pressure on you, sorry."

After knowing the real reason why his ex-girlfriend asked for a breakup, all Chu Dong could do was to apologize and sigh to the sky.

It is impossible for him to slow down or even stop his progress for this reason, and it is even more impossible for him to take a few steps back and go back to find Sun Wenxin. At most, after knowing it, he can comfort her and tell her that he will never break up with her for this reason.

Although the world before the end of the world is not as cruel as the current world, whether before or after the end of the end of the world, all life follows the same jungle law. If you want to survive and live a better life, you must be better than others - especially those who are from Chu Dong, who are from an ordinary family and even if you want to eat in a deserted place, you have no mountains to eat.

"No... I should say sorry for me, you have nothing wrong with me.

As a boyfriend, you have done a good job, and I am very grateful to you even after breaking up.

——Thank you, for being so kind to me.

Although we didn’t know how to love at that time, and just played the same game as a family-like game together because of our love, I still feel that I was so happy that I couldn’t be happier in the previous year. It must be the happiest time in my life.”

Sun Wenxin did not accept Chu Dong's apology, but instead expressed her gratitude to him that she had always hidden in her heart. Her face once again showed a cute smile full of gentle emotions, but Chu Dong felt that the weight behind this smile was almost unbearable.

"The most difficult thing to absorb the kindness of a beauty", but even if she is not a beauty, she is just a girl who is so ordinary that she can't be more ordinary than a girl, the sincerity she gives is the same weight as a peerless beauty - even more than that!

"Ah... Although it's really not a thing to love or not, I also think that it's really nothing wrong with having you as a girlfriend."

Although Chu Dong was very embarrassed to say stingy words such as love and love because of "manly dignity", he still expressed his feelings at that time in his own way.

Sun Wenxin, who knew Chu Dong quite well, was not entangled with just "nothing bad". She lowered her head and smiled shyly, with tears in her eyes - those were tears that Chu Dong, as a man, could never understand its profound connotation.

Chu Dong didn't know what to say next, so he could only stand silently in front of his ex-girlfriend like a piece of wood. However, his ex-girlfriend quickly clenched his fists again, raised his head as if he had made up some determination, and continued to speak on his own:

"Although I broke up with you at that time, I still like you.

Every time I meet you at school, I will pretend to be nothing but pass by you, but my heart will keep jumping "bangbang" and then feel depressed for a while.

When sitting by the window, every time your class is in physical education class, I will involuntarily look at the playground to watch you play football or play basketball.

Sometimes when you don’t eat for playing football or playing football at noon, I habitually wonder if anyone will help you bring your meal at noon...

Actually, I wanted to call you after the college entrance examination, but I never had the courage, so I could only make up my mind to call you after checking the scores...or call you when I received the admission letter.

But I didn’t expect that this score would never be consulted, and from now on, no one cares about learning, talent or appearance. The problems I had troubled before are no longer problems.”

Speaking of this, Sun Wenxin showed a helpless smile that felt destiny.

Chu Dong was also quite touched by this - he was originally worried about the future of his stupid sister, but who knew that when a red light flashed, his sister didn't need him to worry about it at all, and she was worried about him in turn.

The red light not only changed all living things on the earth, but also changed many invisible things.

"So after a few days of the red light flashing, I began to regret it - very, very regret. If I had known that today would be there, then I would not have broken up with you anyway. I must live a full high school career happily with you.

Then I began to miss you—I miss you very much, and I burst into tears.”

Speaking of his longing for Chu Dong, Sun Wenxin's face was flushed with shyness, but she could see it very clearly with the glimmer of stars and seaweed. Even Chu Dong began to feel embarrassed because of such straightforward and numb words.

But Sun Wenxin did not lower her head. This time she mustered up the courage, stared straight into Chu Dong's eyes intently, and continued to say affectionately and firmly:

"I thought I would never see you again, so when I thought of you, I felt so sad that I wanted to cry, but I didn't expect you to appear in front of me again!

When I saw the boy wearing camouflage from a distance from the window, I couldn't believe my eyes!

Although I didn’t seem to be very excited when I actually saw you, after I confirmed that the person was you, I was already happy and even wanted to jump up!

From that moment on, I have decided that this time, I will definitely not be separated from you again!

So...you can..."

"no!"
Chapter completed!