At this moment, I didn't want everyone to notice that I was strange, and I really wanted to explain to the boss that I was fine. But, in the next moment, I couldn't sense the outside world.

Just because what I always thought was Chen Chengyi's sleeping will suddenly rebounded violently at this moment, slowly suppressing my will, and his will could not gain the upper hand all of a sudden.

Therefore, neither of us could clearly perceive the outside world, but we faced each other in the world of Cunsi. Gradually, I also lost control of this body and soul. And who am I? I am Chen

Chengyi

I thought I would just fall asleep in the silence and darkness. If I don’t maintain a steady trace of clarity, it’s actually not that scary. Just like if you don’t feel anything, you will still find the knife scratching on your body scary.

? It doesn’t hurt at all, so there’s nothing to be afraid of.

However, I can't forget Master's words. He told me not to give up. He told me to regard all this as just climbing a mountain. So, when Tao Tongzi's will is overwhelming, it is about to 'devour' me and assimilate me every time.

, I always refused to give up my glimmer of clarity in the darkness.

I am Chengyi, I am Chen Chengyi!

This is my last trace of clarity. This clarity makes me very painful, because the dark and silent world surrounds me. Because Tao Tongzi’s will is passively and completely suppressed, I can’t perceive any situation in the outside world. For people,

, the most terrifying thing is not any torture, but letting you stay in silence like this in the dark loneliness.

Therefore, maintaining this clarity is the most painful experience in my life, and it is also the most painful temper. The only thing I dare not give up is hope.

I can feel that everything about me is silently merging with Tao Tongzi, except for my will, because I know clearly that in the end, this is what will be truly suppressed and dissipated. The nature of will cannot be explained in any way.

Something that no one can specifically tell what it is?

Just like the soul can sometimes be explained as an energy or a magnetic field, but what about will?

I once asked Master this question about the core of the soul. Master pondered for a long time before answering me: "This may be a heart, this may be a person's thoughts. This is the most intangible thing."

Regardless of whether it is a heart or a fluctuating mind, the greatest nutrient is hope. I am glad that I have never given up.

From the boundless darkness at the beginning, to later, as Tao Tongzi and my soul merged more and more, his will was no longer so strong. Occasionally, when his mood fluctuated, I could slow down.

Slowly I began to perceive some of the outside world, and slowly regained some clarity.

As for why Tao Tongzi, who has always been indifferent, has such mood swings, it is difficult for me to explain. I just remember that Master once mentioned the words of a senior monk to me as an explanation for the soul.

He said that the eminent monk once said that in fact, jumping out of the river of destiny and getting rid of the reincarnation of pain is not something that ordinary people cannot try, but it is unbearable without a perfect will (which can also be interpreted as a perfect heart) that has been tempered for many times.

Memories from one life to the next.

Because if you don’t look at yourself with a detached heart, you will eventually be assimilated and fall into complete chaos.

The meaning of this passage seems hazy and profound, but in fact it is not difficult to understand. Every temper given by the way of heaven is kind and fair, that is, at the beginning of man, he has an original intention that is not stained by dust, and makes people

In the process of tempering when starting over, if it is not thorough, the mistakes made in the previous life will still be wrong, or even the mistakes will be deeper, and some impurities will be tempered out.

In a certain life, that is, the heart of perfection that is close to the rules of the great road. Only such a mind can see the memories of each life as the way of heaven sees the world, and the memories of each life hidden behind the barrier of destiny.

Only then will the will be accepted, or in other words, the error will be completely abandoned and the correct will will be returned.

This is the complete return to perfection after the last mental tribulation before attaining enlightenment.

Ordinary people can naturally make such an attempt, but without such a heart, how can they not be affected by the memories of each life? Finally, let alone refining the will, the whole person will be completely confused in the memories of reincarnation.

Therefore, the final test is to merge the big reincarnations into rapid small reincarnations. If the state of mind is perfect, what will happen if you reincarnate for hundreds of lives?

If we must explain the boy's mood swings, we can only say that his will cannot even bear my memory in this life. In the process of suppressing and assimilating my will, he was first disturbed by my memories.

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I feel more and more that his indifference is just a disguise. His way of cognition should be to look at everything in the world indifferently, fairly and without emotion.

He tried his best to imitate, but he didn't know that it was just the shape without the heart, how could it be real? And the more this happened, the weaker he became. The Tao boy was severely affected by memory, and his paranoia at a certain moment also disappeared.

It becomes more and more prominent

In the case of Yang Sheng, the doubts in his heart completely reflected his paranoia about the avenue, which was not like Yang Sheng's paranoia about science.

I heard what Chang Nailao said. Heaven had already given the answer to prevent all of this. The price of longevity is the warning of Heaven. It is like having a mismatched mind without a matching mind.

In the end, all it brings to people is self-destruction.

This has nothing to do with the morals and bottom line of the righteous cultivators. It’s just that the righteous cultivators saw this danger and human beings have been trapped in endless internal conflicts. Isn’t this the essence?

When the soul is not perfect and the power expands, the selfish greed that always wants to get more is the original sin, which has set off war after war. To put it another way, even if Yang Sheng succeeds in everything without any sequelae, in the eyes of human beings

Does it have to be good if it is on your body? What are the consequences to the world?

No matter what the circumstances, it is not a good thing, it is dangerous to obtain a powerful power that is not suitable for oneself. What's more, Yang Sheng cannot succeed without sequelae, but is full of endless troubles. These experimental products are examples of how they have become.

I no longer look like a human being. Is it really not painful to live like this?

I sighed. It was hard to imagine the consequences of a child holding a knife. Life is a long evolution. How can it really be counterproductive? Although this seems unconvincing, in fact, it is really scary.

When we were facing each other and had no perception of the outside world, Tao Tongzi and I really met for the first time, meeting in the world we perceive.

He stood in front of me, just as he remembered, wearing a green robe with a calm expression, his lips pursed tightly, but his eyes looked at me with some curiosity.

"Chen Chengyi, ever since I regained my clarity in you, I have been surrounded by all kinds of doubts. Even things that I thought were inevitable made me wonder, like why your will that was supposed to disappear was so clear.

"Tell me, I'm wrong." The first person to speak was Dao Tongzi, he said to me.

"I can't answer you, but now I feel that all this is just like what Master said, what is wrong is wrong, what is right is right, what is wrong cannot cover up what is right, this is the way of heaven, this may be that I will not disappear

The reason." I said to Dao Tongzi.

Before, in my mind, Tao Tongzi was tough and invincible. Later, I discovered that the deeper I understood, the more this was not the case.

It seems that human fear comes from the unknown, and this sentence is really true.

"When you said I was wrong, were you referring to Yang Sheng's matter? What was wrong was just that Yang Sheng violated the law of heaven, so heaven took away the longevity of the person who was experimented as a warning. When I agreed with Yang Sheng,

Are you violating the law of heaven?" Tao Tongzi looked at me and asked sincerely.

"No, you are wrong because you have not seen clearly why Heaven has given such a warning. You have always been wrong because you only look at the surface of the rules, as if the rules tell you that you are one, and you just do it mechanically. You never delve into the oneness.

What’s the reason behind it? Just like you think the rules of heaven

You are fair and ruthless, but you don’t know that behind the rules of every day is great love. I want to thank you for letting me fall into darkness, which made me think more deeply about where I failed in my previous life, so I have to go on in this life.

Such training." I sighed and said.

At this moment, I really felt a sense of enlightenment, as if everything had been completely revealed before my eyes.

"What do you see clearly? Why is the way of heaven so great in love?" Tao Tongzi was still puzzled.

"You see clearly, I experienced the calamity of Wei Chaoyu in my previous life, which may not be a bad thing. If I had not encountered this calamity, I would have entered the evil path. The Master launched the Dream Return Formation just to make you realize that you have gone astray, but

In the end, you didn't see this danger clearly. As for why the way of heaven is about great love and affection, you only need to look at the mainstream rules of the way of heaven.

What is the direction, you will understand that it is the righteousness, this is the greatest kindness, just like the sun rises and sets, reincarnation does not hesitate, this is the kindness to life, do you understand? If you don’t experience all kinds of disturbing worldly feelings, in the end

How can you see through this? All you see is that the rules are fair and ruthless." I said with a slight sigh.
Chapter completed!