That night? How could I not remember that it was the night before we started to escape? I was just recovering from my injuries. The moment I saw Master making fragrant soup, I seemed to have returned to my childhood. And that night was full of scenes

I still remember his tenderness.

Why did Master bring this up? I saw that Master didn’t understand what he meant for a moment. My heart was tortured by this time of year, and my brain’s thinking ability was about to become rigid.

"Do you still remember what I told you?" Master turned his head and looked at me.

At this moment, I saw such an emotion from Master for the first time. This emotion often appeared in me when Master left, so I was very familiar with it. This emotion is called

--helpless!

Master is also helpless? Why is he helpless? He reminded me of that day and what he said. I asked myself that my memory is good, but it is still impossible to remember every word I said a few months ago.

I frowned and tried to remember, and suddenly a sentence clearly appeared in my mind. At that time, Master was helping me wipe my back. He once said to me, "When people get old, they love their homes! I am making a metaphor,

If one day I grow old and lose track of my affairs, I want to retire here, and you have to be by my side.'

Is it such a sentence? Master obviously only has one year to live, why did he say such a sentence to me? Is there still hope for things? My heart suddenly became hot. At that time, I was still wondering about that sentence,

Then Master took me away with another topic.

"Master, is that what you said? If one day you are so old that you don't know what's going on, I want to be by your side when you take care of yourself? That means you still have hope, right? You want to

The meaning of my survival is also a hint to me, right? Master, I definitely can’t say it, for fear of being extrapolated, right?” I suddenly became energetic and my mood improved a lot.

Before, in the mountain gate in the snow-capped mountains, Master once said that he should not say too much, for fear that he would be deduced as soon as he said it. I naturally found this reason for Master. As long as he can live, everything will be fine.

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I thought of Master's helplessness as just worrying about me.

I didn’t expect that Master could shake his head cruelly when faced with my joy. His eyes were full of sadness and guilt for me, and he said to me: "Chengyi, everything is not what you think. I think, some

It's better to tell you things in advance than to face it suddenly. I really don't have much time left."

"What do you mean?" My smile froze on my face, and my eyes suddenly became lonely again.

Master turned his head and didn't look at me. He didn't know if he couldn't bear to watch anymore. He just sighed and said to me: "The way I live my life this year is a little special. It's like repaying the fate that has been destined for me.

Did I tell you? What is the result of our suppression under the great formation? It is that the soul leaves the body and then the separated soul is directly exposed to the great formation, and is crushed until the soul is gone."

Having said this, the master took another puff of dry cigarette, then looked at the distant starry sky and continued: "Your master gave me a choice, and I chose second place. That means that after the time is up, your master's

After the power dissipates, my soul will still leave the body. You know the consequences of this, so you don’t need me to explain it, right?"

My face turned pale all of a sudden. The body that has been separated from the soul has nothing more than two results. Generally, it becomes a vegetative state. The second one is that if the body is strong and the willpower of the owner of the body is strong enough, some fragments of the soul will remain.

And willpower is involved, but what's the use? It will also become a walking zombie without the ability to think.

This is more cruel than the soul slowly separating from the body. The symptoms are like the onset of Alzheimer's disease. Even though I have been wondering whether the root cause of this human disease is related to the soul, I am not too concerned about it.

Nowadays, Master's situation is even more cruel than this. That is to say, once an attack occurs, Master's situation will leave me without even a chance to buffer!

"Ah" the sadness, depression, and unwillingness that suddenly surged in my heart flooded me like a tide. After learning the true situation, I almost suffocated. I could only yell, venting myself like crazy.

Emotions, I feel so powerless!

I knew too well in my heart that Master and the others were destined to die at that time. The reason why Master kept people under the law of heaven was just because the remnant soul of the master was used to deal with the disaster left by Kunlun. The destiny arranged by heaven

In this way, Master's free and unrestrained character chose love in the end and kept Master and the others, but that was all.

Even if you use the life-extending technique, it won't work! Just like turning into Master Liu's daughter, you can't use the pattern of heaven. How can its suppression be so simple? This is not a matter of forcing the body to shut down the yin, nor is it a matter of borrowing the life span of others through 'trade'

What's the point of forcing Master's body to survive for a few more years?

This cruel pattern of heaven directly strips away the soul!!

This time, Master did not stop me from venting. He just said quietly after I finished yelling: "Your Grandma Lingqing, I owe her a debt of gratitude. Before we were finally suppressed that day, I used

The method was to directly shake out part of her soul and place it in the soul-nurturing bead where the remnant soul of your master is. Then, I tempted God, saying that as long as Ling Qing is released, before my soul is destroyed, I will reveal the other remnant souls of Kunlun.

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Actually, I want to save more people, but your master's soul-nurturing beads can only protect Ling Qing's remnant soul at most, but it can't do more. Fortunately, they are all seniors and juniors, and there are old comrades here.

At that time, it would be better for everyone to be generous and forgive me for my slight selfishness. Even Wu Liyu understood that he knew that this was a matter between our Lao Li and Lao Wu. In fact, Ling Qing came here just to follow me."

It was only at this time that I truly understood the ins and outs of the matter. Master never liked to express anything, and his expression to Grandma Ling Qing was also very limited. However, his deep affection was fully revealed in this plain narration.

However, no matter how deep the love is, no matter how wonderful the past is, it will disappear with the disappearance of the person, right? During Master's narration, I shed a lot of tears. This is not just my sadness, it is everyone's sadness.

Sadly, I think of Xiao Chengqian’s eldest cousin, Master. Is their final ending the same?

I hate, but I don’t know who to hate. I can’t find a way to vent my clenched fists, but at this moment, Master’s warm hand touches my back and he says to me: “So, Cheng

Once you become strong, you can't just disappear. You know that I, Jiang Lichun, have a great life. I have never been weak, but I don't want to be there now when I dream back at midnight. But I am very afraid, afraid that I will be there at that time.

It's a bit humiliating to be like that when you can't eat or drink by yourself. Buddhism says, you're a bastard, your bastard's soul has left, so what's the point of caring about your appearance? If I had the same state of mind as the Buddhists, I would still be there.

What a pity, I am a Taoist, and my thoughts are not the same. No matter what happens to my soul, my body will always be a trace of my existence, and I always hope to be decent."

While the master was talking, I burst into tears beside me. This was the first time that the master had shown weakness. In fact, he has always been slovenly, but being slovenly just represents his casualness. It does not mean that he can accept living without knowing anything about him.

He has always wanted dignity, and he has never had to bend down in life!

His hope only lies in me, his inheritance, his continuation, so that he can stay like that and leave with dignity, but how can I accept it?

"Chengyi, do you understand? In the end, I have to trouble you to take care of me just like I took care of you when I was a child, and maybe even more trouble. You are my only comfort and only reliance in this kind of fear, so

, how can you not live strong and give up easily?" Master's hand finally fell heavily on my shoulder.

I wiped away my tears, looked into the distance, and said with a choked voice: "Master, I know everything."

"That's good, I feel at ease."

"Then Master, where will your soul go after you leave? Will it still be scattered?" If this is really the case, I will never accept it. Even if I go against God, I will force Master to stay.

"That won't happen, but I don't know where to go. But no matter where we go, if there is still a road ahead and a place to go, that's called hope."

Does the night wind blow slowly with hope?
Chapter completed!