Lu Shan is smart, and the experience of losing his parents since childhood made him a little sensitive. How could Lu Shan not be doubtful when Baima behaved like this?

But Baima was very calm, as if he had guessed Lushan's thoughts, and just said: "My practice is not limited to Lagang Temple, I may go to places far, far away. You and I have been together for 5 years. In my

The person I feel I can trust the most in my life is you. Tao Bo is young

, although he will be well taken care of when staying at Lagang Temple, I still hope you can take care of me a little bit. In fact, the biggest problem is when his emotional sustenance is because in his life, except for me,

That means you are the most affectionate to him."

"Baima won't lie, but that doesn't mean she won't tell everything in an understatement. She thought that being made into a living instrument was another part of her practice. But when I thought she wouldn't lie, she did it easily.

I believed that she could not stop all this. At that time, I just lamented that she was not from the same world after all, and she wanted to travel far away and allowed me to meet this night.

, is already the greatest favor in my life. At least I know that she has friendship for me. As long as I have this friendship, there is nothing wrong with us even if we fall in love with each other across the world. After all, we cultivators can see clearly and know two people.

Falling in love and knowing each other does not necessarily mean staying together forever. What's more, she asked me to take care of Tao Bai." Lu Shan's mood became calmer at this time.

Indeed, from Lu Shan's perspective, if Baima wanted to hide it, how could he know this cruel fact?

And that night, he finally hugged Baima, and even kissed her gently at Baima's request. This was the only moment when the love in their lives bloomed, like fireworks, it dissipated quickly, but at that moment

Gorgeous but will stay in my heart forever.

It was also on this night that Pema told Lu Shan about her life experience. In fact, she and Tao Bo were not purely Tibetan children. Their father was Han, and he was an unusual Han.

"I don't know much about my father. My mother told my brother and I that in fact, my brother and I are ordinary, especially my brother, who has amazing secrets. But my father wanted me and my brother to live an ordinary life, so he decided to leave.

Here, even after returning to the department where he works, there is no news." Baima said to Lu Shan.

"What about your mother?" Lu Shan couldn't help but ask. In fact, although he was an orphan, he still had relatives, but he had never met any relatives of Baima and Tao Bo.

"My mother passed away when I was very young. She passed away very strangely. She also said that she was going to find a magical place. She handed us over to a kind neighbor grandma, but she didn't go far for long and came back.

By that time, her condition was already very bad

, I couldn’t even speak. It felt like I was relying on a will to support my sister and brother. At that time, my brother was only two months old. She seemed to want to say something to us, but she couldn’t say it, so she passed away."

Baima said this to Lu Shan with sad memories.

"What happened next?"

"Later, the day after my mother passed away, the monks from Lagang Temple showed up and took my brother and I away. After all, this is a sacred temple. Although the temple has been closed for a long time, its light of mercy still remains with people.

In my heart, the old lady who took care of my brother and I felt relieved and let us go. The monks here thought that my brother and I were outstanding practitioners with outstanding talents, so I became a saint, and my brother became a saint. Later, we also

I met you." Baima leaned on Lu Shan's shoulder.

"It turns out that Baima and I are both poor people, and my parents and her mother seem to be surprisingly similar. They both went to find some mysterious existence. The difference is that her mother came back, and my parents are no longer

Come back too. Once, I was wondering if it was because of this reason

Because, God allowed us poor children to meet together and warm each other. And I also know that the reason why Tao Bo does not use Tibetan names is because of their parents’ agreement. One follows his mother’s Tibetan name, and the other follows Tibetan people.

My father uses a Han name." Lu Shan said to me.

In short, that night was their most intimate night. They talked about almost everything until the moon gradually set and the east turned white. Then Pema reluctantly left. Before leaving, she still gave Lu Shan a hug without any parting words.

The words are just that when going down the mountain, Baima seemed to have something in his heart, and suddenly looked back at Lu Shan, with tears in his eyes, smiled at Lu Shan and then really left.

And that glance was the last time Baima and Lu Shan looked at each other.

"What happened after that? How did you become Lu Shan of the department? And you brought Tao Bo with you?" I couldn't help but start to ask.

"That was a memory I didn't want to recall, Cheng Yi. I found out the truth seven days later. At that time, the sacred artifact was ready and was taken out for everyone to concentrate on blessing and consecration. As an important disciple in the temple, I

Manrenba accidentally revealed this secret to me. When he saw that I was curious about the sacred artifact that suddenly appeared, he couldn't help telling me proudly that it was the key to heaven. Before he was completely inspired,

It has supreme magic power, and after being completely refined and inspired, it can truly open the kingdom of heaven by combining it with something. I was very surprised at that time, how could such a powerful holy weapon suddenly appear, but Manrenba didn't care at all.

Tell me, it didn't appear suddenly, but was a sacred artifact that the temple had cultivated for many years before being refined." When Lu Shan said this, his emotions became excited again, and his hands began to tremble again.

"Stop talking, I can guess the answer." In fact, I don't need to elaborate on the conversation that followed. I can probably guess it. There is really no need to open this kind of wound, because it is really too cruel.

"Well, I just want to tell you, Chengyi, that my hands hidden in my sleeves were full of blood. Because I was in too much pain, I clenched my fists too tightly. I almost exhausted all my strength and cut my palms. You

Do you know that kind of pain? It almost makes you collapse instantly. It was this kind of restraint that prevented me from having an attack on the spot. At that time, I actually already vaguely knew that the monks in Lagang Temple were misbehaving. They were not like Tibetan Buddhism in other temples.

The eminent monk is so holy and full of compassion that even he

Their practice is not completely within the scope of Tibetan Buddhism. There is a faint evil spirit, but I have been very brainwashed, and because a perfect goddess like Pema is a saint in this temple, I don't want to believe anything, or

I think I paid too much attention to form. At that time, I just felt that Baima was deceived, because Manrenba's tone was so relaxed, and Baima, a silly girl, was deceived." At this point, Lu Shan's voice trembled.

It was so powerful that even my Adam's apple was shaking constantly.

He said, don't shed tears for Baima. At this time, he is definitely holding back in great pain. No matter how strong a man is, his beloved woman is still deceived by being killed so cruelly and made into a living device.

, the fire of anger in his heart can burn to the sky, it is good that Lu Shan can restrain himself to this point.

I quickly took out the jug of wine from him, handed it to Lu Shan, and comforted him: "Don't talk about it yet, come on, take a few sips."

In fact, I felt very sad inside. Before handing it to Lu Shan, I took a few sips. Lu Shan took the jug and drank almost all the wine in one gulp. A strange flush appeared.

On his face, he held back the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes.

"Chengyi, I made a decision at that time. I wanted to find out the truth. I wanted to take Baima and Tao Bo away. You don't know what kind of courage I had at that moment to face that...

It’s a sacred weapon, and what kind of courage does it take for Chengyi to keep himself from collapsing, but I

Every day is like living in purgatory, you know? For these purposes, I began to practice harder and harder, showing off my talents more and more. Then, I, Lu Shan, in front of you, for this purpose, also deliberately joined in with those monks.

I can only guarantee that there is no one on me

The lives of innocent people, my hands have not been stained with their blood, but too many things have happened while turning a blind eye, and even if I have to understand or applaud, I can't tell you one by one. I just hope you understand.

To what extent have I tolerated it? In fact, I am

There is a sinner named Zeren and I changed my name to Lu Shan, but I can’t wash away the sins on my body. There are many people who were made into living instruments and many girls who were stained and even lost their lives in the name of spiritual practice and various things.

"As the drunkenness surged, Lu Shan's mood began to collapse.

And my heart is extremely painful. I am also a man. If I were Lu Shan, what would I do? At that time, what can I do except endure it? In fact, I have no choice.

But I still forcibly lifted Lu Shan up, looked into his eyes, and said to him seriously: "No, Lu Shan, I don't deny that you have committed sins, those sins that you forcefully turned a blind eye to. But, I don't admit that you have sinned."

is a sinner because the world

Everything is a cycle of cause and effect. When you sow evil causes, you can also sow good causes. When there are evil consequences, there are also good consequences. In the cycle of cause and effect, they can cancel each other out, but you have to treat them with a pure and kind heart.

Do it! Instead of doing it to avoid consequences

Heaven sets up cause and effect, and it is only the human heart that is tempered. What matters is what kind of human heart you have! Didn’t you Buddhists also say that you should put down the butcher’s knife and become a Buddha immediately? This is the power of a heart. Your statement is also

There are so many, no matter what the reason is, you can use your life to do good deeds and wash away your sins. Such people are not sinners. Knowing your mistakes can make a lot of improvements. This is what this sentence means, because the most irreversible things have been since ancient times.

So far it’s just a human heart.”

"Chengyi, good brother!" Lu Shan patted my shoulder heavily, then looked at the sky and said: "I thought you would look down on me, but you know better than me. In short, without the forbearance of those years

, how could I escape from Lagang Temple with Taobao and sacred objects? That is a long story, carefully

However, after escaping, I found that the world is so big and there is nowhere to go! The people from Lagang Temple naturally want to hunt me down. If you ask me why I became a member of the department, that’s me.

He took Tao Bai to find his father in the hope of getting protection from the department, do you understand?"
Chapter completed!