"The following years are my happiest years, and they are also the years that I most want to live again in my life. In fact, I believe that everyone treasures that period of time in their hearts. When they dream back at midnight, they want to live it again.

Repeat it again." Lu Shan's voice sounded a little ethereal for some reason.

But for such literary words, I resonated with them inexplicably. Why don't I want to spend another half year with Ruxue? I just thought so in my heart, but when the words came to my mouth, they turned into teasing Lu Shan: "When did you do this too?"

Literary?"

"It's not literature and art. Listen to me. Even if it's just nonsense, I want to say it, because talking about it, it's like I've lived through those years again. But in the past, I didn't know who to say it to." Lu Shan said to him.

I said.

"Then let's talk." I stretched my body and looked at the starry sky. The unforgettable years and unforgettable people

Since that agreement, Baima has officially appeared in Lu Shan's life. If Lu Shan's childhood was full of suffering, then Baima is the elf God released in Lu Shan's life in order to make up for it.

Give it to her.

They often met each other in the pasture where Lushan was grazing sheep. Sometimes Baima would hug his younger brother, and sometimes he would come without him on the grassland where the sky was high and the clouds were dim. Their laughter was left everywhere.

But what Pema brings to Lushan is not just that Lushan is an orphan. Naturally, no one cares about his problem of reading and writing in school, but Pema will teach him, not only teach him to write Tibetan, but also teach him to speak Chinese.

Baima, who writes Chinese characters, often brings some books to Lu Shan to read.

Sometimes it's ordinary magazine reading, sometimes it's Tibetan Buddhist scriptures, and sometimes it's even some textbooks. She seems to know a lot, and she always explains to Lushan what he doesn't understand. She seems to be very smart, and always explains to Lushan impressively.

Cheerful advice

She also told Lu Shan about the outside world and history. Lu Shan was originally a very smart person, and Baima became the enlightenment teacher in his life, opening a magical door for him.

No one would have imagined that there is such an elf-like little girl in the world, with a perfect face, a smart and rich brain, and most importantly, a kind heart.

"The reason why I say she is kind is because after she found out about my life experience, she often brought me food, which were all kinds of exquisite snacks that I had never seen before. She always liked to look at me with a smile, and always looked at me with a smile.

Tell me that you want to eat well, Chengyi. What if such a girl appears during your difficult years? What should you do?

How to describe her? I can't find a better adjective. I can only describe her with the feeling I had when I saw her. She is a goddess. Sometimes I really hope that she is my own goddess. Unfortunately, she never

None." Lu Shan was a little sentimental, but his eyes were confused as if he was immersed in his own memories.

"Yes, Goddess. When such a girl appears in such years, it will be engraved in the soul. She may not want to forget it for the rest of her life." I also said this, even if it is so beautiful and kind, it will be engraved in the soul.

Even if we cannot have her love in our lifetime, she is worth remembering in our lifetime.

Lu Shan smiled and continued talking without saying anything.

Once, he thought that his statement would last forever on the vast grassland. He never thought when such days would end? Just like herding sheep every day, the afternoon agreement has become a normal life. Who would have thought that there would be such a thing?

What about the end of the day? Unless it's the end of life.

And such a life has been going on for a long time. It started when Lu Shan was 11 years old, and it took 5 years when Lu Shan was 16 years old, and he had truly grown into a young man. How could Lu Shan think that it would end?

It was in the afternoon of that year that Baima met Lu Shan again, and this time, everything finally changed.

Lu Shan was happy to see Baima, because she didn’t show up every day. The longest time, she only appeared after three days, and the short time, almost every day for several months. But that time, Lu Shan and Baima

We haven't seen each other for 5 days.

This is the reason why Lu Shan is happy. He misses Baima and is naturally happy to see her. However, he is actually not worried because their agreement is what Lu Shan thinks of life and he thinks it will never expire.

But in this world, nothing in this universe is eternal. Only reincarnation is the unchanging way of heaven. Unless you jump out, what jumps out cannot be one thing, it can only be a spirit, a tempered spirit.

Spirit is the Tao.

How could Lu Shan know this at that time? Maybe even if he did, he wouldn't think about it. He just rushed to Baima happily and asked: "Baima, where have you been these days? There is another one in my book

I don’t understand the question. I’ve been thinking about it for a long time, and I don’t know if the answer I came up with is right? You see, it’s

Lu Shan raised a book in his hand and told Baima happily.

At the age of 11, he didn’t know how to love, but at 16, he was already in love. Lushan knew that he was deeply in love with Pema, but he didn’t dare to go beyond the boundaries. Pema had always liked his positive attitude the most.

Therefore, Lu Shan always behaves like this actively in front of Baima, and every time he gets the most enthusiastic response from Baima.

But this time Baima didn't read the book in Lu Shan's hand. Instead, he looked at Lu Shan and said sadly: "Zeren, I can't come here from tomorrow on. I won't come here anymore."

With a 'snap' sound, the book in Lu Shan's hand fell to the grass. The wind blew through the pages and made a 'squeak' sound, and everything became silent.

Lu Shan had thousands of words to say, but at this moment he didn’t even know where to start. All the emotions turned into sadness, rushed to his mind, and finally his eyes were red.

Baima was also speechless. In addition to sadness, there was more determination in her eyes.

In such silence, Lu Shan finally spoke. He was really afraid that he would never see Baima again from tomorrow on. He said, "Baima, does that mean our agreement is invalid?"

At this moment, Lu Shan realized that he didn't have any trump card, and the only thing he had in his hand was an agreement.

"Even if forever, there will be an end, and the fate of meeting will fade away with time. The fate of meeting is precious enough, so why bother to force everything?" Baima's words drifted in the wind, but they were like knives inserted into Lu Shan's heart.

superior.

"Not coming?" Lu Shan asked again.

"Well, I'm not coming." Baima said softly.

"Then I can't see Tao Bo anymore?" Lu Shan's voice began to tremble, because sometimes, Baima would bring her brother with her when we met, although not as frequently as when Tao Bo was a baby, but there were still some.

Her younger brother did not have a Tibetan name, but strangely had a Han name. Lu Shan never asked why?

Just because these are not important, what is important is the time we spend together. In the past 5 years, Tao Bo has become a 5 and a half year old child. He is the closest to Lu Shan, closer than his sister.

, like Lu Shan’s real younger brother.

Is it what you felt at that time? Lu Shan will be his biggest support in his growing years.

"If I don't come, naturally I can't take Xiaobai out. Zeren, remember the knowledge I taught you. That is a door. When you open it, you can see the outside world. Your life will always be like this."

You can't just herd sheep on the grassland. You are very good and I hope you can live a good life in the future." When she talked about this, there was a kind of compassion in her smile, just like the compassion when they first met.

She was so kind. She once told Lu Shan that she hoped that all the creatures she saw, even every plant and tree, would be happy and safe.

What kind of mercy is this? Now that it is placed on Lu Shan, it has become the greatest sadness.

All this time, in front of Baima, Lu Shan was the shy, studious, gentle boy who silently agreed with everything Baima said. But this time, under the impact of huge sadness, Lu Shan once again

He couldn't help it anymore. For the first time, he got angry. He yelled at Bai

Ma roared: "Why should I go out to see the outside world? Does going outside mean happiness? No, I have to guard this grassland, because only by guarding this grassland can I see you, and seeing you is happiness! When we meet

Before you, I didn’t know what happiness was.”

This is the cry of a 16-year-old boy. Generally, children of this age are still in school and have no such profound understanding of happiness. However, Lu Shan's special life gave him the greatest experience.

"But I won't come, and you won't see me again. So, your happiness is elsewhere, and you are going to find it, and I will recite scriptures for you and bless you." Baima is here.

For a moment, it seemed as if she had that holy halo again, but this halo suddenly widened the distance between her and Lu Shan.

"If you don't come, I will look for you. Just like the poem you read to me, I can always find you when I go up to poverty and fall into hell." The stubbornness of the 16-year-old boy was so determined at that moment.

, Lu Shan seemed to have chosen the path of life again.

"Looking for me? Where are you looking for me? Do you know who I am?" Baima looked at Lu Shan and asked suddenly, sighing again.
Chapter completed!