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Chapter 149: Like Snow (1)

I really wanted to stay overnight, but I still gritted my teeth and left.

It’s not that I don’t want to spend more time with my parents, but because I’m afraid that the longer I stay, the more vulnerable I will accidentally let my parents notice something. My previous performance made them feel a little uneasy. I took a lot of effort to get back. Although I walked out of that door, it was so cruel, but what was even more cruel was that they noticed something.

"I have two days left, so I can spend time with them." I comforted myself like this, but my steps were not towards the place where I lived temporarily, but towards the gate of the snow-capped mountain.

In fact, what I don’t want to admit is my fragility. Faced with the sadness of life and death, I am afraid that alone will answer the silence of that quiet space, so I choose to walk around.

The place where the Snow Mountains are located is beautiful, just like a pure land on this mysterious plateau. Although it is already night, the dazzling starry sky is beautiful that cannot be seen elsewhere, reminding me of the hometown of Taoist boy

I walked slowly on the grassland with my hands on my back, like walking on a thick blanket. From time to time, animals that are not afraid of humans pass by me, bringing up a breeze mixed with the fragrance of grass and wild flowers. It is like in a dream that the lake under the stars reflects the starry sky again. For a moment, the world is hard to separate.

Such beautiful scenery makes my mood gradually calm. In fact, in the torrent of time, in the mountains and rivers, I am just a drop of water. Why do I fall into the sadness of life and death? Because I am still in the endless cycle of reincarnation in this long river, and with the flow of the long river, it has never stopped.

The night wind blew, blew up the white hemp robe I was wearing on this summer night on the plateau, and it also brought a deep chill, but I still didn't feel sleepy, even though I had just come out of the underground cave and my body was already very tired.

I want to walk to the lake over there and take a look at the stars in the lake

The nearest lake is not very far from the gate of the Snow Mountains, and it takes about 20 minutes to walk to the place. Although the night is bright, the distance that Ye can reach is limited after all. Until I almost walked to the lake, I found that there seemed to be a figure standing on the big rock on the other side of the lake.

Who is it? It was also on such a night, I was not sleepy as much as me. When I came here to see the scenery of the lake and the mountains, my heart was a little curious. If I were both full of thoughts, I might be able to chat with each other and comfort each other.

This is also a fate. Could it be the last fate in my life? I smiled mockingly and walked towards the other side.

The night on the plateau is so clear, without rain, but the wind is very strong. I am under the big rock, and the clothes are floating, and the people above the big rock are also floating

The stars flowed all over the sky, and were extremely beautiful, but my heart seemed to stop jumping for a beat at this moment. At the moment when the eyes of each other collided, the stars were already dim. There was only the figure on the rock in my eyes, the eyes that I could no longer see through.

This is not the last fate in my life and the person I have to meet. This person is the person I must meet at the beginning of my life. Because of the fate and debt of the previous life, I was destined to have a tangle with her from the beginning of my birth.

I didn't expect that when I took a walk unintentionally, I actually met her by the lake - Ruxue.

At this moment, the Taoist boy's sleeping will was a little loose, as if it would appear suddenly in the next moment, but it eventually returned to silence. But that kind of heartache mixed with my heartache had filled my heart.

I didn't know how to speak, but just looked at her quietly. I hope she could understand the thousands of words in my eyes at this moment. At the same time, I also began to laugh at myself. I clearly had so many things to say, and I clearly thought about how I would after thousands of reunions, but at this moment, it became absolutely quiet.

"You are here too?" I didn't expect that Ruxue, who spoke first, was as clear as ever, as if we had never parted, and she was just saying hello to me.

"Yeah, here we come." She said this. At this moment, even though I had a lot of words bursting into my throat, I was about to blurt out, but Ruxue's words, Yun Danfeng came and turned into a sentence, "Yeah, here we come."

It seems like we should have had this conversation.

After this sentence, we were silent for a short time. It seemed that a certain feeling had reached a certain level. People were speechless and could only immerse themselves in their emotions and could not express them.

The long hair that was blowing like snow on the wind was no longer as she was in the Miao village back then. Now she is wearing a white hemp robe unique to the snow-capped mountains. Her black hair is casually dispersed without any decoration, and she looks more like a fairy who is out of the world.

The wind is flying with my short hair, but it seems to blow up the fragments of memories of the past, all of which are flying in front of me, the coldness when I first met, the struggle and torture when I was moved, the life is carried by my life in the underground secret passage, the confusion when I comb my long hair behind the sunset window, and the light in my ears flying in the promised snow-covered forest that I watched a movie every year in winter, the intimacy is lingering when I finally parted, the lonely but tenacious back shadow that never turned back

I am a little crazy. Countless women who overlap with her now are still the most important and most unforgettable woman in my life, and who has been entangled with me for two lifetimes - Ruxue.

"Are you going to come up? It's even better to see the scenery here." In this silence, Ruxue spoke again.

"Hmm." I also came back from the fragments of memories and jumped up, jumped onto the big rock and then walked towards the snow step by step, standing side by side with her.

At this moment, it was so calm. In fact, only I knew how violent my heartbeat was at every step. I was afraid that it would be my dream. When I walked in, Ruxue disappeared in front of me again.

I thought I could bear such consequences until now, but I didn’t know until now that I didn’t care about the consequences at all, and I didn’t have to bear them. From the moment I started to fall in love with them, I was destined to be destined. Since fate is the life of every day, I just walked through it like this.

And in the end, as long as I can say no regrets, it will be enough.

Ruxue did not disappear. This time, she was real, just around me, and I really thought that I could get closer and hug her step by step. How good would it be? But I just ended up standing side by side with her.

I didn't want to say pretentiously that I was satisfied, but when her taste was still so familiar to me, I felt that it was really satisfied.

"Isn't it beautiful?" Ruxue suddenly asked.

"Yes." Standing on the rocks, you can see the entire lake and see the starry sky further away. Where would it be beautiful?

"For many years, I found that you seem to be much silent than you in those years." Ruxue spoke again.

"People can change, or they can be said to grow, but some things will not change." I said softly, and I thought Ruxue understood what I was talking about.

But Ruxue did not answer my words, but looked at the starry sky in the distance and said, "Yes, people will change. I didn't expect that when I saw you again, you were already the master of this magical and mysterious place. Chengyi, what should be celebrated is that you are more able to bear your own responsibilities than you did back then."

"Whether it is passive or active, I always have to take responsibility. I am a disciple of Lao Li's lineage. This is our destiny. If I am willful, you and I shouldn't be like this at this moment, right?" I suddenly spoke up and said if.

Others don't understand the implication. Ruxue will definitely understand that if she is me or her, if she has such a hint of willfulness, maybe I am her husband and she is my wife. No matter what we are doing at this moment, we will definitely not have to face a life-and-death battle like we are now.

I don't understand why Ruxue appeared here, maybe through the broken space, but the reason for it appeared. I think it must be related to this war. If it is because of her, she shouldn't. There is only one reason - she is not willful enough.

Isn't it the same thing, and what's even more painful is that I'm not willful enough, nor is it free enough. If I'm free enough, I should have let go, just like the master, right?

My topic was a little sharp between us. Ruxue was silent for a while and the night wind became stronger. Just like back then, her long hair often swept across my cheeks. But the reason why it was back then meant that she could never go back.

I don't want the atmosphere to remain so awkwardly silent. I am a person who has only been three days old. I still want to stay with Ruxue for a while, so I spoke gently: "Didn't you just say that you should celebrate that I can bear more?"

"Hmm?" Ruxue obviously didn't understand the topic I suddenly changed, what was the meaning behind it.

"As an old friend, then you can celebrate me, okay?" I suddenly turned around and looked at Ruxue as if the passing years had not left many traces on her face. Looking at this face that I was dreaming about, my heart began to hurt inexplicably.

Ruxue looked at me silently, waiting for my next words. The emotions in her eyes were so deep that I could not see anything.

"Flying light" I spoke as if very calmly, but memories were brought back to the lakeside filled with maple leaves, that last afternoon.
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