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Chapter 137 Determination

Why is Tao's heart unstable? At this moment, do you still need an answer? At this moment, Tao Tongzi, who suddenly came to his senses, seemed to have grasped something.

The room was quiet, and there was an hourglass. The soft crackling sound represented the passage of time. From the hourglass, you could see it at a glance. The clear time was clearly marked. The boy had been standing in front of the window for an hour.

At this moment, every minute and every second, I was thinking about Wei Chaoyu.

"Wei Chaoyu, it turns out that my unstable Taoist heart is all because of you." Tao Tongzi's expression suddenly changed, and he tightened the corners of his mouth and frowned inexplicably.

How could he not know that as he pursues the Tao, what needs to be cut off along the ruthless road are all kinds of desires, and what needs to be abandoned are all kinds of emotions. The original ultimate form of the Tao is the complete rule of heaven, and this is what humans pursue.

All kinds of emotions are just caused by the entanglement of cause and effect. How can a person who wholeheartedly pursues the truth take the initiative to be contaminated by cause and effect?

It turns out that the Master was disappointed with me because this Taoist boy seemed to understand everything very quickly, but he couldn't hear my sigh because it reminded me of the teachings left by Master for me, Lao Li.

, if you didn’t pick it up, how could you put it down?

If you don’t experience all the tastes and pay off the cause and effect step by step, how can you let go? The basis for letting go is at least no regrets. Only after you have no regrets can you see clearly. Only after you see clearly can you gently let go and give yourself a clear cloud.

The wind is light.

But Tao Tongzi means to let go of life and life. In fact, how can that be called letting go? Whether they are together or not, whether they see each other or not, these are just forms in the heart, which is the essence. Whether to let go or not is determined by the heart, just like whether to laugh or not.

Laughter is all in one heart.

It's a pity that the boy can't hear my sighs, and it's even less possible for the boy to know my thoughts. Everything here is just like a dream of mine. Although I am experiencing everything from the "God's Vision", I am also watching everything.

But this dream seems to have grown longer. From that day, when I felt lovesickness outside the window, time seems to have passed for a long time, but it also seems to have passed very quickly. I stand on the sidelines, as if I am flipping through a book, and I turn the pages inadvertently.

Page after page passed.

Every day I accompany Tao Tongzi to get up in the morning and go to bed at night to practice, learning that every day's life is so regular, but also so 'boring'. It seems normal, but no one knows better than me. In many cases,

On a quiet night, the lonely figure standing in front of the window suddenly became unaware of the passage of time.

How long has this kind of life lasted? Daotongzi never noticed it, but I knew it had been three full months.

According to his agreement with Wei Chaoyu, in the past three months, he had met Dao Tongzi at least six times, but he never went to the mountains to practice Wusui. That was when he was not worried, but when he was worried, every day

They are all so sad.

As time goes by, the mountains become more and more green. Under the care of handymen, the various flowers and plants in the Tao Tongzi Courtyard bloom one after another, just like a reincarnation entering the most beautiful peak. And in this

On a rainy morning, Dao Tongzi's heart reached a certain emotional peak.

This kind of emotion is too complex and cannot be simply expressed with one adjective. The various feelings of longing, heartache, anxiety, and care are mixed together, and even gods can be driven crazy.

Under this kind of torture, Dao Tongzi could no longer stay quietly in the mountain gate. Braving the drizzle, he finally walked out of the mountain gate for the first time in three months.

The boy just wanted to walk in the mountains, so the boy comforted himself, but what he deliberately forgot was that today was another day to meet with Wei Chaoyu, and the so-called casual walk could not help but move towards the place where they met every time. Go.

The mountain scenery is still the same, but in the drizzle, it is a little more blurry, and in the rain, all kinds of melancholy are easier to stir up. The boy is wrapped in such emotions, and he even walks in a trance along the way. Arrive at the rendezvous place.

The solitary cliff on the high mountain was on the solitary cliff, and there was no obstruction. Dao Tongzi saw the figure in white clothes from a distance. She did not look at the road up the mountain, but looked at it dreamily. I don’t know what I’m thinking about the scenery outside the solitary cliff.

At this time, I couldn't understand Dao Tongzi's thoughts. I just saw him stop suddenly. His green shirt was already soaked in the drizzle. His figure looked so haggard and lonely. I saw him standing on the cliff. That figure is so melancholy and lost

In my eyes, the two figures almost overlapped, and only the word "love" was written out.

Wei Chaoyu did not look back. Maybe the disappointment of waiting again and again made her unable to believe that she could wait for Dao Tongzi this time. Dao Tongzi did not come forward. He just stared at Wei Chaoyu's figure from a distance for a while. Then he turned around and left decisively.

At that moment, the rain in the sky seemed to be falling harder. We didn't recognize each other when we met. So close to the end of the world, this is the farthest distance in the world. Is it so far away that the rain in the sky is also sighing and sad?

After this distant look in the rain, Dao Tongzi's life seemed to have returned to normal, but only I knew that he would always walk out of the mountain gate on every agreed date. He had become accustomed to self-deception, and on that day he would just go out for a walk to relax. Then every time we walked to the rendezvous place unknowingly.

However, Wei Chaoyu never failed Dao Tongzi once. Every time they met, Dao Tongzi would always see her lonely figure in white clothes. But every time, Dao Tongzi would only take a look from a distance and leave.

It has been three months since the weather has been getting hotter and hotter. Daotongzi's mood is just like the getting hotter weather. He is getting more and more anxious. He seems to be a little lost. Not to mention the study of magic in the past, now he is constantly in trouble. I gradually became unable to listen to the morning and evening classes.

This day was no different from the past. Dao Tongzi was as lost as ever. He had just finished his morning class and walked back to his small courtyard step by step.

What he didn't notice was that the green shirt he was wearing had not been changed for three days. This was so incredible to him who used to be meticulous and every habit was as precise as being programmed.

But when he reached the door of the small courtyard, Dao Tongzi had to stop and looked ahead, stunned, and then subconsciously shouted: "Master."

I can feel the emotion in Tao Tongzi's heart towards the Master, which is like the nostalgia for his father, and the utmost respect for the teacher. This emotion is no less generous than the emotion I have for the master, so once again Seeing the Venerable Master's disappointed expression, I can understand how entangled he felt.

I'm just extremely surprised. I've seen this Master more than once, but I can't see his face clearly. I can't even feel his aura. He stands there so naturally, just like me. It should be a brick there, as natural as a blade of grass, as if it has no breath of its own at all.

No matter how stupid I am, I still know that it is a higher realm. The best living master I have ever seen is beyond the reach of Wu Tian! Because of Wu Tian, ​​you can still feel the pressure he puts on you, although it is also melting.

The feeling of being in heaven and earth is not so natural and random.

"Chengdao, your Taoist heart is becoming more and more unstable. Haven't you seen the reason yet?" The Master's voice has a quiet and elegant flavor like the mountains and flowing water. This is because the voice is so natural that it makes people unconscious.

I think what he said is the truth.

"I think I have seen through it." Dao Tongzi thought of Wei Chaoyu again, and his heart was inevitably bitter, but he still did not forget to attack the Master and said this respectfully.

"I'm afraid that when you are in it, what you see is just the appearance. You should know that cause and effect come from heaven and earth, and even I can't interfere. You can only discover and understand the essence by yourself, and then you can unravel the cause and restore the original heart.

The heart, the Tao mind is stable. Don’t take that wrong path.” The Master did not blame Tao Tongzi for anything, but really taught him earnestly like a teacher.

As soon as Tao Tongzi heard the word "detour", his mood became more and more unstable. For a moment, he was stunned and didn't know how to answer.

The Master glanced at the boy, and for some reason, he let out a sigh and said: "It should be your calamity, it must be your calamity. If you can't see through it, and others intervene in it, you might be the one who promotes this retribution."

Another reason. As your teacher, you have grown up with me, but I can't stand by and watch. That's it, that's it. I have become the cause, and I will surely swallow the consequences one day."

After saying this, the Master floated away, but another sigh remained in the air and could not be dissipated for a long time.

When Daotong heard this sigh, and then thought about his own affairs, which would bring retribution to the Master, his heart could no longer be calm, and he couldn't help shouting to the Master's back: "No, I really already know the reason. Master

, you once said that I know what to do if you continue to suffer the consequences."

"I hope you can truly see the unstable nature of the Taoist mind." The Master's voice disappeared, but his words came floating up.

Dao Tongzi, who was standing at the door of his small courtyard, couldn't help but be startled. The fists hidden in his sleeves gradually clenched. Tomorrow was another day that he and Wei Chaoyu agreed on. If he said that the relationship between the two was caused by himself, then

It's up to you to cut off the consequences.

Qi San said:

Today's Taoist update is completed, although it is a little late. For me, it is a pleasant thing to complete it, and it is also a pleasant thing for everyone to read it. It is hard to write a book, and it is even harder to wait.
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