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Chapter 55 Repayment

I didn't know what Lin Chen said. At that moment, I even had the idea that if he cared so much about winning or losing between me and him, why would I deliberately lose to him again when I knew it was him?

If this is already his obsession.

In my silence, Lin Chen suddenly withdrew his gaze and looked straight at me: "Are you thinking? If you know it's me, why not lose to me?"

In fact, when it comes to scheming, I'm afraid two Chen Chengyi can't keep up with one Lin Chen. His ability to penetrate people's hearts is much stronger than mine. He grew up in that environment, and facing the organization where Young Master Xiao belongs to, which is a family inheritance, a

For an 'outsider' to have come this far, it is probably his survival instinct.

I was speechless, and denying it was actually a very childish statement for me and him now.

But Lin Chen seemed to want to ask me for an answer, so I could only choose to be sincere and say seriously: "Maybe, unlike you, I don't care about this."

Lin Chen seemed a little excited, but he calmed down in an instant. He still had his hands behind his back, making his figure more upright. He chuckled, but compared to just now, this smile seemed a little bitter, and then he said:

"You shouldn't despise me. You really don't care. If you are in a

Man, in a sect, your status cannot be established by victory after victory or by handling things perfectly. What you want is only a long-term relationship. What do you need to care about winning or losing? People are cheap as long as they are cheap. Ignore the past.

What you have, what you don’t have is the most important. I am such a person, do you think I regret it?"

His look made me feel a little bitter, just because he and I have one thing in common, that is, the women we once loved deeply came from the same village, and they were both hard to find, but different.

Yes, I had a little bit of hope, but after Lin Chen got this sentence, he was completely desperate.

"Don't think about it anymore. This person has passed away, and fate will come together and fall apart. Master once said that if we are destined people, maybe we can still walk together for a while at the next intersection. Look further." I don't know.

Whether these comforts are feeble or not, for me, this is often the best comfort, but it is just comfort, just like painkillers that temporarily relieve the pain.

The Master who said these words that year but cannot think about them, seems to be very far away.

"Really?" Lin Chen was noncommittal. For some pain, even the most effective painkillers had no effect. When he said yes, he was silent for a long time, seeming to be reminiscing, and also seemed to be deliberately avoiding the topic.

And I have already said what I should say, but there is still only silence.

Compared with our previous encounters, he and I have matured and gone through many changes. Our lives are different, but in a few years, simple words and silence may be enough.

After a brief silence, Lin Chen took a few steps towards me and stopped about two meters in front of me.

He came to me, and my natural way is definitely not just as simple as a battle of skills. My friendship with him is strange. It can't be called hatred, it can't be said that I hate it, it can't be said that there are many, but there is also a hint of sympathy. If I just want to fight, I definitely won't do it.

Would choose such a troublesome way.

"Let's go." Lin Chen looked at me and said these three words, as if he was afraid that I wouldn't understand. He added another sentence: "I mean get out of here."

I understood what he meant instantly, and I didn’t know what to think, so I said to him: “Maybe I don’t leave, but you help me?”

This sentence seemed to trigger his smile, and the corners of his mouth began to rise again. He looked at me and said, "Do you think it's possible?"

"I don't know, but I can't leave, now that I'm here." I said seriously.

"It's really smelly and hard. If your lineage lasts for ten thousand years, this comment will be useful for ten thousand years." There was some anger and helplessness in Lin Chen's eyes, because my eyes were very calm and calm.

Not even a hint of firmness to express his will.

"Perhaps, this is not necessarily a bad evaluation." I smiled and said to Lin Chen, the feeling of meeting old friends is always strange. After all, the basic component of life is time, and the most precious thing for people is also time.

If you spend some time with a person, always remember it, because that person has become the fabric of life.

A truly kind smile is not a sign of weakness, it is a wish to smile when we meet, and we can resolve the grudges.

"Forget it, it's just a matter of words." Lin Chen turned around and left, then coldly said, "I think you will know the way back, there is no danger."

I looked at his back, took out the cigarette I was about to light when I saw him, lit it and took a puff, but my expression felt a little relaxed. Perhaps, many things are not hopeless. Thinking like this, I turned towards my village.

Go in the direction where you are.

But before I took a few steps, I heard Lin Chen's voice behind me: "Chen Chengyi, I lost Irene, so I feel that the things I can't get are more precious, you know? Because I lost and missed it.

At the expense of what is truly most important, the value of something unobtainable is added.”

"Yeah." I turned to look at Lin Chen.

"But this is just what people do who don't understand regret and don't want to regret it! Regret is an emotion, just to guide the present and future, not to change the past as people understand. This is one thing I have learned over the years

I understand. Unfortunately, I still don’t understand, and I don’t want to regret it.” What Lin Chen said was a bit profound and inexplicable.

But, I understand, I turned around and looked at Lin Chen and said: "Are you trying to explain why you don't help me? Because you are unwilling to give in, you have to pursue everything you want, just because you lost Irene, right?"

You can't let it go anymore, right? But you know what? You are not proud, but cowardly and useless, because you have lost your own will."

A trace of anger flashed across Lin Chen's face, he looked at me and said, "Can you understand what my own will is? Maybe, this is my own will?"

I chuckled, feeling a little helpless, and remained silent for a long time before continuing: "That's really not a word." Then, I turned around and prepared to leave again.

"However, I still have some ability to repay your friendship, just like half of your master in the inner village." Lin Chen suddenly said to me.

Half a master, in the inner village? My heart began to shake violently. At that moment, I almost lost the ability to stand. Before, everything was just pursued with an obsession. After that, there seemed to be hope of getting closer.

, but it has never been like this before. Someone suddenly brought me such extremely certain news.

I was stunned on the spot. Lin Chen didn't seem to be in a hurry and looked at me quietly.

At that moment, I couldn't describe my feelings at all. Time, space, the past, and the future were endlessly cluttering in my mind. I didn't even know how much time had passed. When I could barely calm down my emotions, I found that Lin Chen had already leaned against him. Walking down a short slope, I almost finished smoking a cigarette.

"What do you mean?" I have a thousand words to say, but I can only say this.

"Literally, this is all I can say. Chen Chengyi is worthy of your love for me. Let's stop talking about it." Lin Chen put out the cigarette, and this time he simply left. As if in the low slope of a maze, his figure disappeared very quickly.

And I, once again, was so weak that I shed two lines of tears for no apparent reason. If it were in the past, I should have cried a lot.

My fists were clenched tightly, as if only in this way could I suppress my excited urge to rush into the so-called inner village immediately. But at the same time, I was also confused. I missed my friends especially because of Lin Chen's One sentence really scared me.

What does it mean to be half a master in the inner village?

Thinking like this, I could no longer restrain my impulsive emotions. I ran out of the open space, but I didn't run towards the village where I was, but towards the nearest brother Chengqing. Run!

Fortunately, it was Brother Chengqing. Fortunately, the calm Brother Chengqing was closest to me. This was the only thought that subconsciously came to my mind. Because I was running so fast, the howling wind kept blowing it off my face. I don’t want to cry with the condensed tears, but I can’t control them anymore. If no one can control them, right?

This is not as simple as finding Master at all, but represents the many years of yearning and searching that I have spent since he left, all kinds of emotions, all kinds of encounters, all kinds of people or things exploded, and I couldn't stop crying.
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