078 Back Shili Golden Garden, Guanghan Zhiwei Building
(Preface: The popular words are popular today, especially in online literature. However, what is fantasy? What is the highest state of fantasy? It can be described in this way - if a person can have a dream, the feelings in the dream are no different from the real world. He knows that he can do whatever he wants in the dream, and there is no consequence in reality. So what will he want to do? The most likely situation is to vent all his depression in reality, all wishes that cannot be realized are realized, and all unspeakable wishes will be satisfied. This is the highest state of fantasy!
What kind of state is this? This is the "real state of the mind" mentioned in this book. This volume is called "Destroying Delusion Chapter". Regarding "entering delusion" is naturally a refinement of literary fantasy, and Ishino ultimately wants to "destroy delusion", which is also a transcendence in the realm.)
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"You mean Sister Ziying and A Xiu?"
Feng Junzi: "Aren't you just asking me who might have done it today? It must be one of the two of them. As for who it is, I have to ask yourself, and the person involved is not me."
Feng Junzi has already made the words clear. I think what happened last night has become vaguely clear. Why did Axiu let us drink so much wine? And the dragon-headed pill cannot come from elsewhere. Now I only need to determine one question, that is, is Axiu whether she is soothing? If she really has soothing transformation, then she will only appear in Jingwu Cave Heaven!
"Feng Junzi, I have always wanted to ask you a question. Can you tell the origin of Axiu?"
Feng Junzi looked at me: "Ishino, you aren't really that stupid, right? Don't tell me that you can't guess it yourself! Even if you can't guess it before, you should have guessed it now!"
"Is she really..."
Feng Junzi waved his hand to interrupt me: "There is the sky above and the earth below, don't say it out loud, just know it. Since you know, I have something to tell you. Ah Xiu doesn't want you to know her origin, so don't think it's her face, just treat it as a kind heart..."
"Then I'll..."
Feng Junzi patted my shoulder again and said in an old-fashioned way: "I understand your mood at this moment, don't forget, I'm a person who has passed away! I don't care about Axiu in the future, but there is one thing I must remind you, that is, there is someone you must not let down, otherwise I can't spare you!"
"who?"
Feng Junzi: "Liu Yiyi! Don't forget that all the experts in the world are protecting their shortcomings, and she is also my disciple. You two are learning Taoism with me, and I will not only care about you and ignore her!... This little girl has a pitiful life experience and is deeply affectionate with you. If you dare to let her down, I will not agree!"
"I know this, but..."
Feng Junzi: "Don't say anything, but as for other things, I won't force you, you can do it yourself! Let me explain it to you clearly. Liu Yiyi doesn't ask you for anything else. Anyway, she doesn't have a household registration and will not get a marriage certificate with you. All of this has come to this point. Do you have anything else to ask? You know what you should ask."
"There is a question, how could Ah Xiu become like Teacher Liu? And with my eyesight, I couldn't see it!"
Feng Junzi: "Your eyesight? You haven't learned the skill of breaking delusion, so of course you can't see through the delusion! The women you know are smarter than the other, even Teacher Liu. Last night I told the delusional formula, but you didn't understand it very well, but Ah Xiu understood it as soon as he heard it."
"You mean Ah Xiu learned to be delusional? Didn't you say that others don't understand?"
Feng Junzi smiled: "I did it on purpose. I wanted to tell those two people on purpose. I think they all understood it! I can't just pass on the mantra of transformation, and always teach things in full... But, they have not learned the Three Dreams, so they only understood this state. Ah Xiu used his own body as a guide to lead you into the delusional state and stimulated the person you think in your delusional mind, and she appeared in the face of that person. Now you understand? This is not a change! I didn't expect that you, a person, looked honest, and had those colorful intestines, to Teacher Liu..."
I could hardly raise my head when he said that, so I bowed and begged him to stop. After he stopped the sound, I asked, "I don't know how Ah Xiu is? Will she be in trouble?"
Feng Junzi: "She didn't come to school today. I guess she was afraid of doing something wrong and didn't dare to see you. Shi Ye, if it were you, I deliberately pretended not to know it was her, and see what else she had."
"What's wrong with Ah Xiu? As a woman,..." I couldn't say anything again. She was willing to give it to me like this as a virgin.
Feng Junzi: "If you really get a bargain, you won't feel at a disadvantage. Her behavior is illegal and criminal in the human world. To put it bluntly, it is a drug to rape! If the practitioners in the world know, they must take action to defend the way! Fortunately, only you know the causes and consequences, so they won't do anything to her. Even if I want to subdue demons, you may not agree."
After Feng Junzi said this, I really think that from another perspective, A Xiu's behavior is very serious! No wonder Feng Junzi told me that it would be better not to say it out loud. What should I do? From the bottom of my heart, I didn't mean to blame her at all. On the contrary, I was very grateful to her. This kind of gratitude also contained a different kind of feelings. Human feelings are so strange. She was my first woman and I was her first man. After that night, A Xiu's status in my mind became special. At least, just like she once said, she was my person.
I was a little confused when I heard Feng Junzi say again: "Put this aside in advance, please take care of yourself. Let's talk about serious things, about the mental method of delusion. I ask you - you know that the experience of last night is wrong. If you do it again, would you like? Look at your heart and tell the truth!"
Do I want to? To be honest? If I were asked to tell the truth, I would do it! Even if I did it a hundred times or a thousand times, I would do it! Even if I knew it was A Xiu and not Teacher Liu, I would rather be immersed in that kind of gentleness and grace, and that kind of trampling and trampling! Don’t say that my mind is not strong enough, why don’t you try it? A 19-year-old boy, who first knew the taste of love and love, is in such a state of sublimation of spirit and flesh, how can he not be unforgettable? I didn’t answer, just nodded.
Feng Junzi: "This is the delusional calamity! It cannot be said that it is right or wrong, but it is easy to get in and difficult to get out. If you want to break this state, you still need to truly go to the delusional state. Today, you can go!"
"How to go?"
Feng Junzi pointed to the sky with his finger: "Fly up and go up to the moon!"
His voice suddenly became erratic, as if it was very far and very close. Following the direction of his finger, the moon in the sky was like a hook. This was a crescent moon, like a silver boat floating in the galaxy. Can the Yin God really fly to the moon? I have never tried it, I want to try it today!
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Flying higher and higher in the sky, I had reached the limit of my spiritual sense! Looking at the moon, I suddenly felt a relaxed body and mind, as if I had been free from the constraints and gained complete freedom in my dreams. I felt that I was not a Yin God dreaming, but a Superman in American movies. In just a moment, I felt that my speed was much faster, and the moon suddenly became closer and bigger, just in front of me.
The moon is a planet, it is indeed a planet. The closer I fly, the clearer I see. I see the plains under the shadow of the moon sea, and the continuous craters. All of this is exactly the same as the scene in science and education movies. At first there was a large ball in front of me, and gradually the outline of the horizon became flat. I just felt that the heaven and earth turned around, and fell on the ground of the moon.
There was no wind, no sound, dead and desolate, nothing! I walked around and looked back inadvertently and found an unexpected thing - I left a line of footprints on the soft moon soil! The footprints were nothing strange, but don't forget that I am now traveling with a yin god and cannot touch any real thing! I bent down and picked up a stone on the ground. It turned out that I could touch real things here. I threw the stone out into the sky and used the method of controlling objects to let it fly to an unknown distance. (Note from Mr. Xu: In 1992, American geologists discovered a meteorite in Yellowstone Park. It was determined that its age was 12 billion years by isotope detection. According to analysis, it may come from the moon. As for when and why it ran to the earth for some reason, it is still a mystery. Hahaha!)
I don’t know how long I have been away, but I don’t feel tired at all anyway. I gradually felt that it was meaningless. It was too desolate here! It would be great if there were someone or something. As soon as this thought came, I heard the sound. The sound came from afar, thumping, as if someone was slapping something. I stomped my feet, flew up and flew towards the sound.
I saw a tree from afar! There are still trees on the moon? When I flew closer, I found that the tree was getting taller and taller, almost towering branches and leaves. There was a person standing under the tree, holding something in his hand, as if he was doing the action of cutting down the tree. Damn! Is this the legendary immortal Wu Gang and the osmanthus tree? Take a look!
The tree is indeed an osmanthus tree, but this person is not Wu Gang. I actually know Grandpa Jin from our village! Seeing Grandpa Jin, I fell down and greeted: "Grandpa Jin, why are you here too? Are you cutting trees?"
Grandpa Jin looked not surprised at all when he saw me, and laughed and said, "Oye, you are here! I am not cutting trees, I am collecting osmanthus flowers. You are watching--"
As he spoke, Grandpa Jin waved a hammer-like thing in his hand and knocked on the trunk. It turned out that the sound I heard just now was made like this. With the sound of the knocking sound, the golden osmanthus flowers in the sky were floating down like drizzle. Grandpa Jin shouted, "One, help me catch it!"
As soon as I waved my hand, the flowers and rain all condensed into a bunch of flowers and fell into a big wine jar on the ground. Grandpa Jin covered the wine jar and said with a smile: "Okay, next month, Guanghan Palace will be used."
"Where is Guanghan Palace?"
Grandpa Jin: "I forgot when you mentioned it. Your family changed the brand to Zhiweilou. Now Guanghan Palace has become the largest restaurant in the city. Ono, I have collected my osmanthus flowers, but you haven't gone home yet. As you speak, your fingers are far away-"
I looked into the distance and there was a bustling city, with people coming and going in the streets. This city gave me a sense of intimacy, feeling that it was very similar to the Wucheng I was born with. It almost appeared in front of me with my thoughts. I flew over and flew over the streets of the city, and people smiled and raised their hands to greet me in the sky. There were many strangers and many familiar faces. I saw Zhou Song wearing a straight suit, and Ji Xiaoyu and Yang Xiaokang walking hand in hand on the street.
I landed next to a busiest street, and in front of me was a palace-style building with crystal clear jade and snow-white exterior walls. There was a sign hanging at the gate, with five big words "Shiji Zhiwei Tower".
Isn't this Guanghan Palace? Of course, this is just the Guanghan Palace that used to be. Now it belongs to me and has become the restaurant I run. Don't ask me how I know it, but I will know it when I see it anyway. I just change my mind. Walking into the gate is the lobby, and there are many guests. My political teacher, Old Man Tang, is sitting at a table holding a wine glass and talking loudly. A group of young people are sitting around like stars holding the moon.
I walked back, walked through the rolling curtains and hanging flower doors, and walked into a refined room. Sister Ziying was sitting there: "Oye, are you back? Sister Fei'er is waiting for you behind! You go with her first, come to me if you have time in the evening... Ah Xiu said that she wanted to fly with us..." As she said that she untied my clothes for me with my own hands, and served me to change into a long robe with a texture like clouds.
Zhiwei Tower is just the front hall of Guanghan Palace, the back hall is where I live, and my current home. It is floating like flying, passing through the square garden, walking into my own palace. Bypassing the long corridor palace, and coming to the master bedroom of Guanghan Palace, Liu Fei'er was waiting for me to come back. I looked at her sitting in front of the dressing table. Her brows were frowned in the mirror, her red lips were slightly opened, and she smiled lightly, smiling out a row of neat and fine white teeth, with a few shallow lines on the corners of her lips, with shyness and fear. The dressing table is the kind of ancient style, made of white pear wood, and the huge bed. There are also several kinds of powders and perfumes on the dressing table, but she has never used them, but she is just arranged in several rows like a display. She is beautiful and does not need any decorations.
"Ishino, are you back? I have been thinking of you..." Fei'er's clear eyes were shimmering. I walked behind her, and she stopped talking, but just leaned her head on my shoulder. I wrapped my hand around her shoulders and tightened her. Her body was soft and warm. I lowered my head and kissed her... The tip of her tongue was sweet and slight mint.
"The golden dates are ripe again..." Her stuttering lips whispered in my ear, "Liu Yiyi answered the call in the morning. Your parents asked us to go back when we have time, and the whole family will enjoy the fragrance of the golden tree in the ten miles..." Her eyes were warm, as if they were waiting for something.
"Okay, the day after tomorrow, the whole family will go to Shili Golden Park together... Now, let me take a good look at you, what do you think of me today..."
In her misty breath, one of my hands reached into her open collar. Fei'er's breasts were full of grip, with the unique beauty of a woman in the water town of Jiangnan, which was twisted and formed in my grasp. A warm feeling spread to my palm, and I turned her body and lifted the desire to sublimate...
At this moment, a voice in my mind was saying to me: "Ishino, all this is a false realm! Why should I be addicted to it?" This is my own voice.
At the same time, there was an exact same voice: "Since this is a false realm, what's wrong? Don't you want to? Don't you want to have all this? Here, you can have it!"
Since I am here, just go through all this... A thought flashed by, and I lingered in the false realm for three days and three nights.
...
"Shiye, are you back?" At the top of the bridge, Feng Junzi's Yin Shen sat on the ground, pointing at the moon's hand had not yet been put down.
"Feng Junzi, why are you still here? How long have you been waiting for me?"
Feng Junzi: "I didn't have time to put down my hand! It's only one or two seconds, at most no more than three or five seconds."
"What! How many seconds? It's been three days and three nights!"
Feng Junzi smiled: "It's almost the same for how long you have been there! Have you never heard of Nan Ke and Huang Liang's allusions?...Congratulations on your success!... By the way, how did you come back?"
I have heard of the allusion of the dream of Huangliang: In the past, there was a poor scholar Lu Sheng who was not in the first place. After passing through Handan, he met the Taoist priest Lu Weng in a hotel in Handan. Lu Weng gave him a pillow. At this time, the owner was about to cook yellowliang. Lu Sheng took a short nap. In his dream, he became the prime minister and married a beautiful wife, with a family of children and grandchildren, and had a happy life. After waking up, the owner's yellowliang rice was not yet cooked. There is also a legend that the Taoist priest was named Zhengyangzi, and he used this dream to enlighten the scholar, and the scholar became an immortal.
Li Gongzuo, a native of the Tang Dynasty, wrote a legendary novel "Biography of the Prefect of Nanke". A man named Chunyu Fen dreamed of entering the Dahuaian Kingdom after being drunk. He married a princess and served as the prefect of Nanke County. He enjoyed all his glory and wealth for twenty years. Later, the Tanluo Kingdom suddenly invaded, and Chunyu Fen led his troops to resist the enemy and was defeated. The princess unfortunately died of illness. Chunyu Fen returned to Beijing and lost the favor of the king. He was depressed and returned to his hometown to visit relatives. Chunyu Fen returned home and saw himself sleeping in the corridor. He was shocked and woke up. The afterglow of the sunset was still on the wall, and the dream experience seemed to have passed a whole life.
I used to regard these allusions as myths and legends or literati fiction, but I didn't expect the same thing to happen to me! The ancients left these legendary texts, maybe I wanted to say a truth: "People don't know what they are doing, they are just dreaming about spring and autumn." However, what's interesting is that when most people see these legends, what they feel most profoundly is not the feeling of life like a dream. Instead, everyone will think like this: "It would be great if I could dream like this! I feel so happy, and I have nothing to delay!... This kind of dream is best to do as much as I want, and do it according to my own wishes-" That's what I think.
Feng Junzi asked me how I came back? I couldn't help but ask, "Don't you know my experience in the false realm? Don't you know how I came back?"
Feng Junzi glared at me: "That's your false realm, I didn't go in again! How could I know? You said you stayed for three days before you came back. If you changed to an ordinary person, it might take a long time, but among practitioners, this is not too fast. Tell me quickly, how did you come back?"
"I found that I was not a Yin God in the Delusion Realm, and I couldn't wake up after returning to my body like before. I tried to fly back along the Yuan Lv... As I flew, I suddenly felt that the spiritual consciousness moved, and I became the Yin God in the Delusion Realm again. Then I saw you still pointing to the moon on the bridge." I breathed a sigh of relief when I spoke. Fortunately, Feng Junzi didn't know my experience in the Delusion Realm! These three days and three nights of experience are my deepest privacy, and I don't want anyone else to know.
Feng Junzi: "I asked you why you suddenly remembered to come back three days later?"
"I suddenly realized that three days have passed, and I was afraid that I would delay too much, so I came back first."
Feng Junzi: "If you had known that these three days were just a moment, would you be anxious to come back?"
"Maybe, maybe not." I was telling the truth. If I had known that this was the case, I might have come back when I could have come back.
Feng Junzi asked again: "Do you know why ordinary people stay in the false realm for a long time, while practitioners come back faster? To be honest, don't talk about those useless ones!"
What Feng Junzi refers to is nothing more than sayings such as the pure nature of the practitioner and the ability to transcend worldly emotions. He asked me to tell the truth, so I told the truth: "Ordinary people do not know the false realm and do not know how to transform the false realm at will, so they don't want to or know how to come back. Even if they know, they are afraid that once they leave that false realm, they will never enjoy that taste again... Practitioners are different. When they reach this point, they know that this is the false realm and know how to get out of this false realm. So they can come back at any time because they can go in at any time without delaying both ends!"
Feng Junzi nodded and smiled, "It's true! People who study Taoism have the ability to enter and exit the false realm, and most of them can go back and forth between the realm and the false realm freely. Some people think that this is traveling through the two realms, but they don't know that this is the heavenly kalpa of the false mind. But then again, everyone's pursuit is different. Some people may pursue this. The feeling in the false realm is almost the same as becoming an immortal. With such a life experience, it is actually not in vain to learn Taoism... But this is not the realization of Taoism. Shi Ye, what have you done in the past three days?"
"Can you not say this?"
Feng Junzi: "I expected you not to say it, but in fact everyone would not say it. The rules of the world of cultivation, the master does not ask the disciples about the false realm of false realm. I feel that your false realm is not strong, but based on past experience, practitioners who enter the false realm have some concerns at the beginning, but later they find that they can do whatever they want in the false realm, and the false realm will become stronger and stronger, and it often takes decades to wash away the false realm."
"Decades of time?"
Feng Junzi: "There are even longer! But don't be afraid. It's not long in the real world. You just had three days just a snap of my fingers... What do people do in the false world? I'm not talking about you, someone else."
"Others? I don't know!" In fact, what others can do in the false realm, I can also think of it. It's nothing more than getting everything that I don't dare to think or want. But I feel that Feng Junzi's questioning is a mess, so I simply say I don't know.
Feng Junzi sighed: "Actually, you may really not know. Most people will be jealous of the propriety, righteousness, integrity and shame in reality, and do not be too indulgent. Later, they found that they can do anything in the false realm, and will not harm anyone in reality, and they will not have to bear any responsibility. They will become unscrupulous and dare to do anything! Some people will kill and set fire, some will plunder, some will establish a country and become emperor, and some will even conquer the universe... When all these hopes are satisfied, they will feel nothingness and will look for the true way of life. At this time, the false mind will fade away and will think of how to break this false realm. But in this way, decades of time in the false realm have often passed. The false mind is actually a way for practitioners to retreat from desires... Shi Ye, have you killed and set fire?"
"Kill people and set fire? Of course I didn't!"
Feng Junzi: "You have only been in the false realm for three days, and you are not so arrogant! Then what about you in the false realm, if you stay in the false realm for a long time, will you do these things?"
"In the future, I don't think I will do it in the future. Can practitioners do this? Can this still break the delusion?"
Feng Junzi: "I don't know other sects, but most alchemy sects have similar realms in their practice. For example, the Thirty-Six Cave Heaven in Zhengyi also has to pass this delusional heart heaven. The master of Qi Yun Temple and Chen Zhenren have long reached the realm of the great success of the golden elixir, and he should have broken the realm of the delusional heart. What kind of person do you think He Chen is?"
"A despicable villain with a bad mind!"
Feng Junzi: "What about Qiye? The Taoist law of the Zhongnan School is also alchemy. Qiye's current cultivation should be no less than Hechen. Who do you think Qiye is?"
"Who doesn't know, he is not a good thing anyway!"
Feng Junzi: "What do you think people like He Chen and Qiye will do in the false realm? I'm afraid they won't do anything good."
"Yes, how do such people break their delusions?"
Feng Junzi: "The false realm is the false realm. There is no real standard for good and evil in the false realm! Even if you learn Lei Feng every day in the false realm, you may not be able to find the way to break the false realm. Even if you are a bad person in the false realm, you may not be able to break the false realm. What the false realm tests is a person's understanding and wisdom. If you do not have this wisdom realm, you cannot break the false realm."
"Then am not coming out now?"
Feng Junzi: "If a practitioner can enter into delusion, he can get rid of delusion. If he enters into delusion, he cannot break the delusion."
"How can we break the delusion?"
Feng Junzi: "I can't say this, if I say it, you can't break it! You need to find it yourself."
"You once said that I am a third-rate understanding, so when will I wait? Will it really take decades?"
Feng Junzi: "What does this matter? The decades in the false realm are just a moment in the realm."
"You have passed a moment, but for me, that's equivalent to a real decade! I don't want to wait. You teach me how to break the delusion, even if you give me some tips."
Feng Junzi: "I have never seen anyone who is as anxious as you, and he is really a first-class temperament. Why are you so anxious?"
"After I entered the realm of delusion, I felt that I still had a lot of things to do in the world, so I wanted to break the delusion earlier... By the way, Feng Junzi, I wonder how long you stayed in the realm of delusion, and how did you break the delusion?"
I asked this and wanted to try Feng Junzi's words. However, a person as smart as him should not be fooled so easily. I didn't expect anything myself. To my surprise, when I heard my question, Feng Junzi's expression became very quiet. He stared at the moon blankly and seemed to be recalling something, and slowly replied: "The method of entering into delusion was taught by my former master, called "Fingering the Moon". I thought that as soon as I entered the delusion, I came to her. I held one of her hands in the delusion, but in the real world she also held my hand, and I broke the delusion... I was only in the delusion for a moment, and I didn't have time to do anything. Do you think I am pitiful?"
"You are pitiful!" I expressed my sincere sympathy to him. What is more pitiful than being addicted to indulging in the realm of delusion is that I have no time to experience anything. At the same time, I think Feng Junzi's words are vaguely suggesting me. The real way to break the delusion may be in it. Inspiration seems to flash through my mind, but I have not yet grasped it completely.
Feng Junzi smiled reluctantly: "I was still young at that time, only thirteen years old. I have a simple mind and actually won't do anything too much."
"Thirteen years old? Didn't you say that you can't practice alchemy before you become a minor?"
Feng Junzi: "At that time, what I learned was not alchemy. I was young? Shang Yunfei was much younger when he started practicing."
"Your former master? Then do you have a master? Which sect do you have?" I didn't have the chance to ask him, but now I finally got it.
Feng Junzi: "Who does not have the guidance of a practitioner? It's a pity that I was forced to leave the master after only staying in the sect for a month. Later, I realized the truth alone, and then I had the Four Sects and Twelve Levels of the World and the Three Dreams of the World. Now you and I are both without a sect."
Chapter completed!