At this moment, my mind couldn't help but feel a little confused. I couldn't tell whether this "I" is myself or the thug who was once "taken by me". I struggled to get up from Teacher Liu, and my left hand that supported my upper body was unconsciously exerting force. I immediately felt the ball under my palm being pressed and the softness of the fingers being squeezed. Teacher Liu let out a tender moan in his throat, opened his slightly closed eyes, and looked at me softly and said softly: "Ishino, do you miss me? Are you thinking of me all the time?"

This quiet sentence was like a heavy hammer, shattering the shell that wrapped my inner demon! Do I miss her? Yes! I miss her!!! I have been thinking about her!!! From the beginning, every time I saw her, I was inexplicably nervous! I don’t know why? Seeing her in danger and being humiliated, I went to save her without hesitation, and didn’t even think about the price she would pay! I never thought about why this was? Knowing that she was in a conspiracy trap, I was determined to help her as much as I could, but I never thought about the meaning of doing so to myself?

However, now, the hidden thoughts that were opened in this illusion, I finally began to understand! I don’t know when, Teacher Liu Feier and Teacher Liu have become the angel in my mind and the devil in desire! I feel a little sober, and it seems to be even more chaotic, but Feier under me doesn’t give me time to think. She stretched out her hands and put her soft belly tightly against my swelling lower body, and said almost moaning: “I know you miss me—you want me—if you want me—if you want me—now, everything belongs to you..." When she spoke, she spit out an intoxicating hot breath.

At this moment, I finally fell completely. In reality, she is five years older than me, and her identity is my teacher. No matter what position she occupies in my heart, there is probably no possibility of intimacy between us. I am willing to do many things for her silently, and I will not think about what she can give me. However, do I really don’t think about it at all in my soul? I know clearly that I am in an illusion now, and this is not reality. Since it is an illusion, why can’t I indulge it? Even the voice that has been reminding myself in my mind is saying at this moment: Ishino, have her! Here, she is yours—

I leaned down and released all my weight on her ups and downs. My mouth urgently drowns the lips and tongue that were breathing like orchids. My hands were like two raging thugs, pulling off her already loose clothes one by one, and then slightly rudely invade every inch of delicate skin that was gentle and inherited. At this moment, I wanted to entangle with the angels and ravage the devil! However, I couldn't tell the difference between the two, because I only had this beautiful body in my arms. I was a little panicked in the intense moment, because at the most critical moment, I didn't know what to do to be the best! Don't forget that I was still a virgin, and when I was really on the string, I was still a little helpless!

Fei'er in her arms suddenly stretched out a gentle little hand in the interweaving of her limbs and held my hard place. It felt like she was hit by an electric current, making me fight all over! The passion provoked was like a burning red iron rod!... Forget it! Let the feeling follow the feeling! Let the feeling take me to find the mysterious passage... Anyway, Feng Junzi said: "You can do anything in the illusion-

At this time, I remembered what Feng Junzi said, and then I naturally remembered the last two sentences: "You can't sperm" and "Come back by yourself"! (It took a long time later that Feng Junzi's sentence "You can do whatever you want in the illusion" was a spiritual inspiration that brought my Yin God to the screen! What "You can't sperm"! He didn't give me this opportunity at all!)

Strangely, after entering the Fengyue Qingming Mirror, I thought of soberness, tolerant, acceptance, indulgence, but I didn’t think of “going back”. No wonder, an 18-year-old boy with a strong spirit stepped into this endless tender land of erotic tenderness. Although I knew in my heart that something might be wrong, I also understood that this was an illusion. What’s wrong with entangling mians in the illusion? Therefore, no matter how I resisted it on the surface, I was still lingering in my heart, and it was difficult to take the initiative to think of “I want to go back.”

Just as my thoughts of "going back by myself" were all suddenly gone, everything in front of me disappeared, and the spiritual platform woke up a little, and the Yin spirit flew out of the mirror instantly with the slightly moving thoughts, returning to the body sitting upright. Although the Yin spirit returned to sit, the desire to burn the body did not completely disappear in an instant. I just felt that the Dantian was hot and the lower body was still standing upright. This * was different from the "one yang birth" state. In the one yang birth, there was no desire but strong, and in the current Dantian, there was the desire kundalini.

Although the ecstasy taste of Fengyue Jian is still not over, I also know that the illusion has been broken. I can only honestly follow the mental method taught by Feng Junzi to destroy the heart fire and raise the body fire, and the mind wants to separate. The thoughts gradually fade away all the scenes in the illusion just now, while the masculinity fire in the lower body is still abundant. When the illusion fades away and returns to silence, the fire starts to turn into true qi, and it still opens to the Du meridian and rushes to the top door. The Jade Pillow Pass has passed, and the true qi is circling in Baihui, and I only feel that the red light is shining in front of my eyes and cannot be seen.

After a long time, the heart fire has disappeared, the body fire has been transformed, and the red light in front of me gradually dissipated. What I saw in the state of concentration is no longer a white bone, but one's own internal organs. These internal organs are different from the anatomical picture in physiological books, just a clear halo outline. Between this halo outline, the meridians around the body are running and the true qi turns back clearly. This is what Taoism calls "internal vision", also known as "retrospection". Many modern people study the "Huangdi Internal Classic" and cannot understand how the ancients marked the twenty meridians of the human body, but to put it bluntly, the truth is actually that simple.

When I stopped meditating and opened my eyes, I found another pair of small eyes in the dark looking at me with a light. I was not scared because I had experienced this kind of thing many times. Xiu Xiu ran to my bed again. I haven't seen Xiu Xiu for a long time. Since I was injured last time, Xiu Xiu has disappeared. Now it is actually back. Xiu Xiu squatted on my pillow, staring at me with a pair of small eyes, and then looked at Qingming Mirror hanging in front of me. It seemed very curious and puzzled to see it.

I didn't see Xiu Xiu for a while, and I really missed it a little. I reached out and lifted it up, held it in my arms and gently stroked the fluff on its body. Xiu Xiu suddenly opened his mouth and spitted a round thing into the palm of my hand. I curiously put this thing in front of me. Although there was no light in the dormitory, my eyes could now see things in the dark. This is a fruit, to be precise, this is a plum, with sticky saliva sticking on it. I can't see the color clearly in the dark, and I don't know if it's ripe.

Xiu Xiu hasn't seen each other for more than a month, but when we met, we brought me a plum. Hey? It's March now? Where did the plum come from? Could it be that Xiu Xiu stole it from the greenhouse of the flower and fruit factory? Xiu Xiu saw that I held the plum and didn't speak, so she stretched out her paws and pulled me in a hurry, looking at it, which meant that I wanted me to eat. Of course I didn't eat it. Think about it, will you put a plum that was spit out of a dog's mouth in your own mouth?

...

"Shi Ye, you have spent so long, and Yu Dandao has finally started!" This was what Feng Junzi said to me at noon the next day, beside the small playground of the school. I told him the scene of meditating and looking at my internal organs, but I did not tell the specific experience in Feng Yuejian. That was my secret. Fortunately, Feng Junzi didn't ask much, and he probably thought that the girl I met in the illusion should be the girl in the album.

"What? Just getting started? I think I've learned a lot?"

Feng Junzi shook his head gently: "The alchemy pursues 'long-lasting vision', and many people do not understand what the word 'visual' means. The first step in the entry-level 'internal vision' is the realm of 'internal vision'. 'internal vision' can be said to be a threshold, and if you cannot enter this threshold, the practice of alchemy is just a futile. All the techniques I taught you before were just foundation building. People outside the door think that foundation building is to open up the Ren and Du meridians. This is what many martial arts novels are written in this way. In fact, whether the foundation building is completed depends only on whether you understand the state of inner vision... From today on, you can truly be considered a practitioner."

Feng Junzi said for a long time, and finally there was a saying that made me happy, that is, I was finally considered a true practitioner of Taoism. Seeing my happy appearance and appearance, Feng Junzi said another thing to hit me: "Actually, you are just standing on the threshold now, and you haven't really walked in yet."

"Why is it so troublesome? Then how do you think I'm a real starter?"

"Although I don't care much about any ritual, according to the rules passed down from ancient times, there is still a set of rituals for cultivators to get started. You don't have to worry. You have just experienced the state of inward vision. Just like Yiyang's birth, it also needs a process of "knowing the norm". You don't need to urge me, I will come to you at that time."

After Feng Junzi finished speaking, he was about to walk away. After walking a few steps, he suddenly turned around and asked me: "Shi Ye, do you have a dollar on you? I didn't have lunch at noon and wanted to buy something to eat. Don't be stingy, I will pay it back to you tomorrow."

Feng Junzi actually borrowed money from a poor man like me. Fortunately, I seemed to have brought a few dollars in my pocket. I reached out and searched in my pocket, and accidentally took out a round fruit, which was the one I gave me at the night.

"Oh my God! How could you have such a thing!" Feng Junzi saw this plum, his eyes lit up like a light bulb, and reached out and took it over.

"Isn't it just a plum? You're not so hungry?"

"Plum!" Feng Junzi screamed, "If it were plum, I would be a monster! This is the legendary Zhuguo, the supreme elixir that practitioners dream of! It has the magical effect of increasing true energy and practicing, and is a priceless treasure in the world of cultivation! I have only seen it once, and a group of masters beat the sky and the sky to the darkness for a Zhuguo. It is really unreasonable for you to treat it as a plum!"

"Zhu Guo?" I didn't expect that this inconspicuous plum was actually a treasure. No wonder Xiu Xiu asked me to eat it. It has disappeared for so many days. It turned out that it was looking for medicine for me. I don't know where Xiu Xiu found this Zhu Guo. Thinking of this, I asked Feng Junzi: "Can you eat this Zhu Guo? How to eat it?"

"Are you talking about you? You can't eat it. Although Zhuguo is a good thing, most people cannot eat it because it is highly toxic!"

"It's highly poisonous? No! This is something that Xiu Xiu gave me. Do you think Xiu Xiu wants to poison me?"

"Shui Xiu gave you? Is Xiu Xiu back?... That makes sense. Xiu Xiu doesn't know that this thing is highly toxic to you. Maybe it has eaten the fruit by itself, but only knows that it is a spiritual medicine. I saw you injured some time ago, so I picked it for you. This dog thing is really good to you... Where did it find it?"

"I don't know where it came from! Since Zhu Guo is highly toxic, why is it a spiritual medicine?"

Feng Junzi thought for a while and replied: "Do you still remember the story of ginseng fruit in "Journey to the West"? Ginseng fruit is actually a kind of thing called Cao Huan Dan, which is also the supreme spiritual medicine for practitioners. However, Cao Huan Dan is also highly toxic and is a cold poison. Zhu Guo and Cao Huan Dan are just the opposite. Eat will stimulate the heat poison in the human body. This heat poison attack is very violent, and the users will often die due to blood rupture and bleeding in the seven orifices. In fact, you will know that all the great tonic medicines are often toxic. This poison is not the poison of ordinary poisons, but the medicinal properties are too fierce and ordinary people cannot bear it. This is what the saying goes, "I will not be tonic. Compared with the medicinal power of Zhu Guo, the body of ordinary people is too weak!"

"Since that's the case, how can practitioners eat this?"

"Two methods are: one is that people with advanced cultivation can use their own true qi to dissolve the heat poison of Zhuguo and convert the heat poison into the medicinal power that greatly nourishes the essence. The second is to refine Zhuguo and other companion drugs to make another elixir and take it slowly in batches. On the one hand, when refining medicine, the other side also dilutes the medicinal properties without any attacks. But both methods are difficult. First, the so-called high-level cultivation, from the perspective of the alchemy, at least it must be turned around in the golden elixir. After the fetus is first moved... don't ask what it means, anyway, you are still very early now. Second, if you want to refine this medicine, then there are even fewer people who can refine medicine. This is not an ordinary spiritual elixir. I think Grandpa Jin in your village may not be able to do it, because he is not a cultivator and does not understand the medicinal properties."

I sighed. Good things are indeed good things. Unfortunately, I have no blessing to save them. I may die if I eat them. I suddenly looked up and saw Feng Junzi playing with the vermilion fruit. My thoughts were like: Feng Junzi taught me a lot of things, and I never thought about what I could repay him, and I really couldn't repay him. I wonder if this vermilion fruit is useful to him?

"Feng Junzi, I can't eat it anymore after you say it. What about you? Can you eat it? If you can eat it, I will give it to you and it will be lunch."

Feng Junzi sighed, a trace of unintentional gloom flashed in his eyes, and returned the fruit to me, saying, "Of course I can eat it, but eating this fruit is as useless as eating ordinary plums. Don't waste good things. Keep it, it will be of great use!"

This fruit is really strange. It is said to be a good thing, but I will be poisoned if I eat it, and Feng Junzi is useless to eat it. What is the reason? I want to ask a little more clearly. Feng Junzi's expression changed again, and he became excited. He grabbed my shoulder and said, "Shi Ye, can you do something?"

He suddenly grabbed me and was startled, "What's the matter?"

"Stalking Xiu Xiu, Zhu Guo is not something you can pick. You must grow in a place surrounded by spiritual energy. Xiu Xiu is closest to you. Only you can track where it usually goes. If you find the place where the Zhu Guo tree grows, there will be too many benefits!"

I saw that Feng Junzi's eyes seemed to be filled with golden light. He forgot to eat at noon that day.

...

This Xiuxiu, why did it suddenly disappear while running? I stood under the Dragon Shou Tower not far from the Jushui River and looked around. I was following Xiuxiu all the way here, but why did I suddenly see it? Did this little thing go into a bush? It was all Feng Junzi who was busy and insisted that I follow Xiuxiu, and ran along the Jushui River for a long time early in the morning.

The Longshou Tower is built on the top of a hill on the banks of the Jushui River. It is a seven-story brick and stone pagoda from the Song Dynasty. The eight-sided pagoda has long been sealed by cultural relics units. Standing under the tower, the view is very wide, and even the other side of the Jushui River can be seen clearly, but there is no sign of Xiuxiu. This is already the suburbs of the city, and there is a hill covered with shrubs not far from the upper reaches of the Jushui River. Xiuxiu may have gone to that place.

As the saying goes, when you look at the mountain and run a horse, the hill looks very close, but I walked along the Jushui River for a long time before I came to the hillside. On the hillside not far away, there is a very beautiful plant growing. The branches and leaves look like honeysuckle, the flowers look like roses, and there are many small red fruits like coral strings on the branches and leaves, which are a bit like wolfberry in the mountains but not exactly like. The wolfberry is oval, and the fruit of this tree is round. This is not the vermilion tree I am looking for, but this fruit looks very beautiful.

Could this be another magic pill? I wanted to pick a few back and let Feng Junzi see it. So I separated the grass and walked up the hillside, came to a tree, bent down and reached out to pick a bunch of fruits close to the ground. At this moment, a big snake with black and yellow marks jumped out of the grass, raised its triangle head, took a bite on my left arm, and then ran into the grass and disappeared with a whoosh.
Chapter completed!