Back to 011: One Yang is always vivid, and the Yin spirit first falls into a dream
(Preface: In many folk myths and legends, someone encounters a paranormal or gods or ghosts in his dreams, giving guidance or teaching magic. Is these legends based on them? This is something we cannot confirm, but there are too many stories of spiritual communication in dreams throughout the ages, and it is impossible to be all fabricated. However, there is another even more unexpected situation, that is, you have such a dream, but you meet either a god in the sky, but a naughty boy around you.)
After returning to school, Feng Junzi also knew that the final exam was not far away, so he was honestly reading and studying during this period. Recently, he and Tian Wei had sex with Tian Wei, and Feng Junzi borrowed almost all of his notes. I found that Tian Wei's notes were becoming more and more neat and more detailed, and almost deliberately prepared them for Feng Junzi who did not take notes.
But during evening self-study, Feng Junzi never found the opportunity to be with Tian Wei, because Tian Wei's deskmate, Ji Xiaoyu, another class flower in our class, also came to study at night self-study. Ji Xiaoyu came for me, or for Xiu Xiu. After returning from Zhaoting Mountain, I started teaching Xiu Xiu Xiu to read and read. In fact, I didn't know how to teach me. I just opened the book and pointed it at Xiu Xiu. Xiu Xiu often lay on my hand and listened to me in a silly manner, and I didn't know if it understood it. After a while, I had a novel discovery that Xiu Xiu learned to read with his paws, and he also read boring lessons with relish, and I didn't know what it was reading!
After learning to flip through books, Xiu Xiu developed a bad habit, which was to follow me to study at night. Taking pets to study at night is certainly not allowed by the school rules, but Xiu Xiu was very clever and knew when to hide in the desk and not let the teacher discover it, and never made any noise. Occasionally, the teachers who inspected the evening did not find it, but the classmates discovered it. The first person to discover Xiu Xiu was Tian Wei, and then she told Ji Xiaoyu that Ji Xiaoyu also came to study at night to see Xiu Xiu.
Xiu Xiu has a weird temper and doesn't want boys to get close to it, but almost all the girls in the class like it, especially Ji Xiaoyu, who always likes it to hold it on her legs. Xiaoyu is very curious about this dog who can read books and brings it a lot of idle books from home. Among girls in that era, Qiong Yao and Cen Kairen were popular. From then on, Xiu Xiu no longer read textbooks. He spent most of his time studying in the evening, lying on Ji Xiaoyu's thigh and flirting romance novels. He only hid in the table when the teacher was about to pass by. His premonition has always been very accurate and he became the "enemy forecaster" in the classroom.
Soon it was the end of the semester, and everyone was surprised. In the middle of the semester, Huang Jianfeng was the first, Feng Junzi was the second (what did this kid? His grades were good if he didn't do his job every day!); in the end of the semester, Feng Junzi was the second, Huang Jianfeng was the third, and the first place in the class was actually Tian Wei! Tian Wei was not a unified enrollment based on his grades, but an expanded enrollment with sponsorship fees. He ranked outside of 30 in the midterm, and it was really surprising that he got the first in the final exam. And I, Shi Ye, is still in the middle of the semester, which is not eye-catching.
Looking at the grade list, I suddenly remembered the night when I just got the Qingming Mirror. Feng Junzi sat next to Tian Wei that day and said to Teacher Sima, who was inspecting the classroom: "Tian Wei learned better than me and me." Feng Junzi took the second place in the exam. If Tian Wei learned better than him and was better than him, then I'm afraid he could only get first place in the exam. Could it be that Feng Junzi really made a promise? Could this also be a magical power?
If you have this question, it is naturally best to ask Mr. Zhang, who set up a fortune teller. At noon the day when the results came out, I went to Mr. Zhang’s divination stall to chat with him. I mentioned what Feng Junzi once said and what Tian Wei’s final exam results were. Finally, I asked him: “Mr. Zhang, you said that the highest level of fortune teller is golden words and jade words, which can hit the mark. So do you think this matter is counted?”
Mr. Zhang thought for a moment and replied: "In fact, it is not just fortune-telling. It is said that Buddhism also has a supernatural power called casual meditation. It seems absurd, but it can be predicted like a god. In legend, there are supernatural powers that come true, but this kind of master generally does not speak easily. According to legend, if a monk has achieved casual meditation, many people will no longer speak for life, and casual meditation has become closed meditation. Of course, these are just legends. In fact, you don't have to think about supernatural powers. Listen to your statement, your female classmate is the person who listens the most seriously in class, reviews the most seriously in get out of class, and takes notes the most seriously. So what's wrong with her first exam? Why do you have to preconceive the idea that others can't learn well?"
Mr. Zhang's words made a lot of sense. I nodded straight after hearing it. He continued: "The world is easy to ask about the future. In fact, those who come to fortune tellers may not necessarily believe it, but they will also come. If fortune tellers say it well, it can be regarded as a kind of psychological comfort or spiritual sustenance. If fortune tellers do not do well, it is also a way to transfer mental stress. It turns out that many things are not going well, but their fate, so they will be ready."
Hearing this, I asked, "So is anyone who can really hit the mark and calculate it very accurately?"
Mr. Zhang: "What my master teaches is the numerology, and it is often almost the same as the world's things, but it is still far from the realm of a prophecy. Many fortune tellers hope to meet such a master, but it is not a good thing if they really meet such a person."
"Why isn't it a good thing to meet an expert?"
"The way of heaven can reduce the excess and make up for the deficiency. If a gentleman really has a magical power that has come true, it does not mean that he can see through anyone's future. The fortune and fate are not determined, so he will be determined as soon as he opens his mouth. People have selfish intentions. If he sees your fate is not good, he will not harm your own fortune and longevity to bring you luck. If you really have good fortune and longevity, he will not always leave three points of room for full words. So when he meets such a master, if he forces him to speak, it will not only be of no benefit to longevity but will be damaged. Therefore, the ancients said that if you know the destiny of heaven, this is the truth."
I had only a little understanding of Mr. Zhang's words, and finally understood that the paranormals could only coax and not force them, and were the same as those of the high-ranking officials in the world. During this period, I did not bother Feng Junzi to learn magic. Feng Junzi seemed to have forgotten what he had said he wanted to spread my alchemy. It was not until the day before the holiday that he came to the dormitory to find me with a broken book.
"Shi Ye, you can take this book first. There is the mantra of the first step in the foundation-building technique before the introduction of the alchemy. I have already drawn the line below and folded it. You can read it yourself." Feng Junzi said and threw the book on my bed.
With the experience of giving me a copy of "Zhuangzi" last time, I am now mentally prepared, so I was not surprised when I saw the three big words "Tao Te Ching" on the cover. When I opened it, I found that there was a line drawn in a place: "I don't know that the combination of male and female is combined and the essence is the ultimate...."
"Feng Junzi, what does this mean? I don't seem to understand!"
Feng Junzi: "Peon and male are male and female... This is just a mantra. In fact, the exercises are very simple, just a sentence of "resatisfied the mind and guard the orifices". You must know that it is to focus on the dantian in a simple way. You have learned to meditate, so the next step is to guard the orifices in meditate. Shang Yunfei has taught you the breathing phase, so I won't talk about it anymore. Just pay attention to one thing when breathing. Mind to dantian is about abdominal breathing..."
Feng Junzi said that the mind is focused on the Dantian is indeed simple. Abdominal breathing is different from chest breathing. You need to pay attention to using the ups and downs of the lower abdomen to drive the diaphragm breathing. Feng Junzi told me that you can choose to guard the middle dantian (chest) or the lower dantian (under the navel), but the breathing method is different. If you guard the middle dantian, then breathe in a cis-style breathing means that the lower abdomen is raised when inhaling and the lower abdomen is retracted when exhaling; if you guard the lower dantian, then breathe in the reverse way, and the lower abdomen is the opposite movement. I tried it and felt that it was not very used to it. Feng Junzi said that if you practice it thoroughly, you can do it unintentionally.
If he taught me "Xinzhai" and "Yingning" last time, he taught me "Shouji" this time, but he didn't say a single word. I have read some martial arts novels. I know a little bit about what is going on intent. I thought Feng Junzi would teach me some profound Taoism, but I didn't expect it to be such a simple thing. Feng Junzi obviously also saw the question in my eyes. When he left, he said to me: "Concentration on intent is not as simple as imagined. It would be impossible to have any effect without meditation and tranquility. Tomorrow is the winter vacation, and you just go home and practice hard. I suggest you meditate at midnight. Don't worry, you are still not in the beginning of real alchemy skills. This is the first level of foundation building. Everyone has to pass. Many people can't pass this level, so there will be no way to learn anything later."
"So how do I know if I have passed this level?"
Feng Junzi turned around outside the door and smiled, "You will know then. The elixirs start with practicing essence and transforming qi, collecting medicine and returning to the pot. The purpose of guarding the dantian is to find the realm of "one yang birth". The realm of "one yang birth" is in the mantra of the book "Laozi". If you confirm "one yang birth", you will naturally understand. It is not good if I tell you too clearly now. If you understand what "one yang birth" is, then call me and I will teach you how to do it. This is my phone number at home..."
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I haven't been home for several months. My parents were very happy when they saw me. They kept asking how my school life was, whether I was used to it, etc. My sister grew taller and pestered me to ask if I had bought anything for her. Fortunately, Sister Han bought me a lot of snacks before returning home, and I gave them all to my sister. My parents said that I shouldn't save my living expenses and buy things at home. I didn't have the nerve to tell them that I didn't buy the things.
The winter in the countryside is dull but not monotonous. I often go to the fields to help my parents work. Now the fields are planted with winter wheat. There is not much work in the fields. When I have time, I go up the mountain to dig winter bamboo shoots and go to the market to exchange for a few pocket money. More and more bamboo forests are contracted by people with channels, and more are placed within the tourist scenic area. Digging winter bamboo shoots requires a relatively far place in Zhaoting Mountain. I have also gone to the mountain temple where Yiyi is located several times. The mountain temple is now full of incense. I looked at the statue from afar. I knew Yiyi could see me, but she couldn't talk to me. She must be very lonely!
Every night, I practice the "peace of mind and guarding the orifices" taught by Feng Junzi. The abdominal breathing has gradually become more mature and natural. During this process, the lower abdomen will feel slightly hot every time I meditate. It seems that it is effective to focus on the dantian, which gives me the confidence to persevere. I don’t know what the state of “one yang birth” is, but one night, “one yang birth” is naturally activated. Why do I use the word “start” to describe it? Everyone will understand it when they say it.
There is a custom of staying up in the countryside on New Year's Eve, and everyone does not sleep. After the Spring Festival Gala, every household will watch TV until midnight, and then from twelve o'clock to the next morning, the firecrackers kept ringing, so I did not meditate on the night of New Year's Eve. After a day of practice, I sat quietly and focused on my dantian as usual. Gradually, my lower abdomen began to get a little hotter, which I was used to. But this night, the heat flow in my lower abdomen was more abundant than usual, and seemed to wander around along my breath. Wherever the heat flow went, there was almost no warning. My lower body naturally became weak, and I was like a frog angrily, and I set up a small tent under my underwear.
I am eighteen years old, and my physical development is very mature and I have no flaws. I have naturally had more than once sexual impulses and experiences with *, but this time is different from any previous one. First of all, I was just focusing on my dantian at that time, without any other distractions in my heart, nor any associations about pornography. Secondly, the feeling of the 0-stem penis is different from the usual impulses. It is not the congestion after excitement, which makes people feel distracted, but is naturally standing upright, but very calm. The most important point is that my spirit did not disappear in the center of the state of concentration, but instead entered a deeper tranquility and extremely subtle mental state. At that moment, my spirit seemed to have tentacles, and I really touched what the dantian was!
I had almost no doubts, and I determined that this was what Feng Junzi said about the "one Yang Sheng" state, and I also understood what the passage in "Laozi" refers to. The next day, I walked three miles and went to a nearby town to find a public phone to call Feng Junzi. Feng Junzi told me on the phone that it was indeed "one Yang Sheng" to start, but he also said that once he did it, it was not considered successful, and it was necessary to achieve a state of concentration and be vivid, but I could not deliberately urge it. Let me practice for a while, if I reach the level of "knowing the normal", I can practice the next step.
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I kept thinking about whether Yiyi would feel lonely in the mountain temple. She was sealed in the statue of the mountain god and could not leave. This was even more unbearable than being in jail. Maybe it was because she had thought about it every day and dreamed about it at night, but she didn't have time to ask Feng Junziyi about it on the phone during the day, so she dreamed of her at night.
This dream is very strange. I can't tell the difference between day and night in the dream. I can see the surrounding scenery clearly, but I don't know if it is the sun or the moon in the sky. As I usually carry a small shovel and carry a bamboo basket to go up the mountain to dig winter bamboo shoots. As I walked, I walked to the mountain temple where Yiyi was. The front yard of the main hall of the mountain temple was filled with cigarettes, but I couldn't see anyone. I walked in in a daze and saw Yiyi on the altar.
On the altar was Yiyi, not the statue of the mountain god you usually see. When I saw Yiyi, Yiyi also saw me. As soon as I walked into the hall, I heard Yiyi's surprise voice: "Brother, is it you? It's really you! You finally came to see me!"
I didn't realize that there was something wrong with this situation at that time. I climbed up to the altar with my hands and feet, stood beside Yiyi, and reached out to support her slender shoulders: "Yiyi, it's me, I finally saw you! How are you living here? Are you very bored?"
Yiyi: "I am a little bored in normal times, and there are always many people who come to burn incense and kowtow. I know everything they think, but later I am not bored. The little brother who said last time that I sealed my mountain god often comes to teach me to practice at night, so I don't feel bored when I practice."
Yiyi's words were a bit strange. The little brother of the mountain god who was conferred her? Is she talking about Feng Junzi? How could Feng Junzi be the little brother? Hearing this, I lowered my head and looked at Yiyi in front of me carefully. I haven't seen each other for more than a month and found that she had grown taller, almost to the tip of my nose, and her figure no longer looks like a child, but had the curve of a girl. At first I saw her that she was only in her teens, but I mistakenly thought she was a little boy, and she was thirteen years old. But Yiyi in front of me,
She was already sixteen or seven years old. She was still wearing the gray-blue Kaji cloth clothes. The clothes that were originally simple and large were now short, which could not hide the young girl's developing figure. The top was short, and even her belly button was exposed. The girl's waist was exposed in front of me. I don't know if it was because the sun was not shining all year round. Yiyi's skin was so white that there was no flaw. I couldn't help but avoid the eyes and didn't want to eat her tofu with my eyes.
Could it be that Feng Junzi's "ghost cultivation" method is really powerful, and Yiyi actually grows up and develops like a normal person? But this speed is too fast! No, I have to ask Feng Junzi what's going on? At this speed, will Yiyi become an old woman?
Yiyi didn't know what I was thinking, but she was still immersed in the joy of my sudden appearance. She hugged one of my arms and pressed her whole body into my arms. My arms could feel the bulge of her chest soft and textured elasticity through the clothes. This feeling made me feel indescribable... Comfortable? An inexplicable guilt? I vaguely felt that this was a bit inappropriate, but I couldn't bear to push her away. I heard Yiyi continue, "At the beginning, there was often someone wearing green clothes during the day.
My sister came to me and talked with me. Later, there were more people here, so my sister didn't come often. She didn't seem to like the number of people... The little brother who sent me with you last time came often, and it was in the second half of the night... He said that I am the mountain god here now, and taught me how to be a mountain god... When I learn to be a mountain god, I can go to you to find you brother... He also told me not to worry, even if I can't go out, he will find a way to let you come to see me. He did not lie to me, you are really here..."
In the dream that night, I hugged Yiyi and said something to her for a long time. I don’t remember when I left. In short, Yiyi was very reluctant and repeatedly begged me to come and accompany her. I originally went up the mountain to dig winter bamboo shoots, but I went home without digging a single winter bamboo shoot. There was no one in the village, and every household was closed and even the dogs didn’t bark. Just as I walked to the front of my house, I was about to push the door, and a voice came from behind: "Shiye, I have been waiting for so many days, and you finally appeared!" When I looked back, it was Feng Junzi standing there!
"Feng Junzi, why are you here? I remember I just called you."
Feng Junzi: "The phone was called during the day, and I came from my dreams. I waited for you in my dreams every day. I know you have natural superpowers and have seen you travel in your dreams. I thought you would think of that ghost sister Liu Yiyi, and one day I would go to find her in my dreams, but I didn't expect that it would take so many days for you to wait!"
Feng Junzi said something was heartless, but I suddenly realized something when I heard it. I had this feeling before. It was when I walked into the classroom in a dream and realized that I was dreaming, and at the same time I met Feng Junzi. I asked tentatively: "Feng Junzi, do you mean I am dreaming now?"
Feng Junzi smiled: "Shi Ye, what I am waiting for is your words. The Yin God travels like a dream. Only when you know the dream in a dream can the spiritual platform be clear. You can just say that you are dreaming, but now you no longer dream. Think about what dream you just had?"
I was no longer in my dream? I just went up the mountain to dig winter bamboo shoots. Now? I subconsciously lowered my head and found that the bamboo basket behind me and the small shovel in my hand were gone. The moon in the sky was shining on Feng Junzi in front of me. He had no shadow under the moonlight. When I looked at myself, there was no shadow either! God, is Feng Junzi a ghost? I have also become a ghost? I subconsciously asked: "Feng Junzi, why don't we have no shadow?"
"You and I are now all Yin Gods wandering outside the physical body. They speak much like ghosts, and of course they have no shadow."
"Then am not dreaming now?"
Feng Junzi looked at me with an unfathomable expression: "Walking out of the dream may not be waking up from the bed. In fact, there is another realm, which is the Yin God you and me are now traveling. Shi Ye, in addition to the alchemy, I have always wanted to teach you the "Three Dreams Dafa". I remember that I told you last time in my dream that this is my unique method, but your situation was not very good at that time and I couldn't teach you, so now it's OK. I went to find Yiyi these days, and Yiyi always asked you where you are. I was really annoyed by her so much that I couldn't stand it. Now, you can go with her every day..."
"Wait, are you talking about teaching me how to dream? Let me accompany Yiyi in my dream? There is no need to be so complicated. I have a weird dream in the middle of the night."
Feng Junzi was very dissatisfied with what I said: "The rules of various sects of cultivation and such Taoism must be taught in dreams, and the master and disciple cannot meet each other. This is to ensure that the selected disciples are born with such qualifications... Of course, you and me don't have to be so troublesome, but what's wrong with retaining a sense of mystery? Besides, doesn't this save me the money for the bus I come to find you? I don't need to pay any more for the phone bill, and you don't appreciate it!"
Chapter completed!