Chapter 43: Life and Trials
The gunshots started, and Naoi literati fell down and was knocked down by the bullets he fired. The bullets that bombarded Zheng Shuanglong's body bounced back and opened a hole in Naoi's chest. Blood stained Naoi's clothes red.
He came to Naoi's literati with Li Hua Zu in front of Naoi. Looking at Naoi's literati who fell under his bullet, Zheng Shuanglong said calmly: "I can't see the situation clearly, I can't tell the difference between strength and weakness, I'm proud and inferior. I saw that you would destroy the world front after death, and heard your God's declaration, and still had some expectations for you. Now it seems that you are just that. I just looked up to you just now, it's a pity."
Do you agree? Have I let everyone else down? Hearing Zheng Shuanglong's words, Naoi literati, who was knocked down by his own bullet, thought blankly.
Looking at Naoi literati who was staring at him blankly and looking at him with a desire, Zheng Shuanglong became so curious, perhaps because he was about to become a true god, perhaps because Li Huazhao promised that he would be with him forever, or perhaps because he was in a happy mood, Zheng Shuanglong smiled and said to the fallen Naoi literati: "Hey, who is that?"
"Naoi literati." Li Hua, who was in Zheng Shuanglong's arms, said softly.
Touching Lihua's head, Zheng Shuanglong continued with a smile: "Oh, Naoi literati, what is your life like? You have developed such a personality. You are really a little curious. Can you tell me? Listening to a person's life during the trial period of Yuri Nakamura is also a good pastime to make up for it."
"Life, my own false life." After hearing Zheng Shuanglong's words, Naoi literati lying in a pool of blood murmured.
While Naoi's literati was talking, Lihua pulled the corner of Zheng Shuanglong's clothes and pointed to the members of the afterlife world front who were lying in a pool of blood.
Although Lihua Zu is very pure, he is also very intelligent. Since he is satisfied, he will not disappear, so he is injured. Will he still be resurrected after death? Lihua Zu is a little worried.
He shook his head gently at Li Huazhao, saying that it was not the time, and now was not the time to resurrect these combat members of the world front after death.
Zheng Shuanglong wants to build the Kingdom of God here and transform this after-death world into his own Kingdom of God. The members of the world front after-death world, or other words, all souls who come to this world should be expelled. If they are a little more cruel, all souls who come to the Kingdom of God should be destroyed. How can these individuals play at will and treat the gods as something in the important land of the Kingdom of God? The majesty of God cannot be blasphemed, and the kingdom of God cannot be polluted. Those who do not believe in God are a kind of pollution for the Kingdom of God.
However, because of the existence of Lihua's play, because of the kindness of Lihua's play, and because of the feelings of Zheng Shuanglong against Lihua's play, Zheng Shuanglong gave these souls a choice, a choice to let go of everything and start a new life. This is God's pity.
Only demanding and without rewarding are not long-lasting. People who only seek but do not know how to reward are completely impossible to survive in society. Equivalent exchange is the truth of the world.
Although love is completely unreasonable, although love completely subverts the law of equivalent exchange. However, for Li Huaji, in order to take care of Li Huaji's feelings, and for the innocence of Li Huaji, Zheng Shuanglong can give up cleaning these souls and let them make a choice. Choosing to stay or leave. Zheng Shuanglong does not want Li Huaji to be sad. Zheng Shuanglong can also give in to Li Huaji.
Listening to Naoi literati's words, Zheng Shuanglong was a little curious. The false life was a bit similar to himself. So Zheng Shuanglong smiled at Naoi literati and said, "Is a false life? I'm even more in a mood. Tell me, anyway, it's still early, and it will take at least fifteen minutes for Yuri Nakamura to come out of the trial. This period of time is definitely enough for you to say. Okay, let's appreciate your so-called false life."
Looking at the blue sky and the beautiful sky, Naoi literati said softly with a dull look: "Brother is dead."
"We were born in a ceramic master's house. My twin brother and I made a name for ourselves when we were very young and were known to everyone as the heir of the family business. And I just stayed at home and played every day. I didn't have any expectations from my parents and others. I lived a meaningless life."
"In an accident, my brother died, 'You are the ones who died.' That's what the people around me said to me."
"Yes, I am the one who lives, and I am replaced by my brother. The one who dies becomes me. Then a meaningful life begins."
"In the name of healing, he moved away from the world and began a harsh practice called rehabilitation and treatment, and was scolded by his father every day."
"Cultivation is very cruel. My brother is too far away from me. But I have been challenging to make my life meaningful. Never return to the kind of days I played alone."
"The hard practice has fruitful results. I finally won the award at the exhibition. As a brother, it was a completely unsatisfactory result. But as me, it is the best result I can achieve now."
"In the exhibition hall, I couldn't help crying, and cried with relief. My life became meaningful."
"At that time, I looked at my father and thought happily: It's great. I followed my strict father to continue practicing and then became the number one ceramicist in Japan."
"But, a cruel life, a hateful fate,... the father was bedridden, and there seemed to be no possibility of recovery. He could no longer turn the spiral. Stop teaching me to make ceramics, and I couldn't even scold me. He would smile gently when feeding him."
"…The meaning of my life... These hands cannot inherit the workshop... nor can they be independent. Is my life just to take care of him for the rest of my life!!"
"God!!!"
"'The dead person is you.' It was me who died at that time. Since then, the brother has been working hard all the time, and the brother is also here. Only my father and brother... My life is false. I don't exist anywhere."
"Pa!" Zheng Shuanglong couldn't help but applaud and said with a smile: "What a good life."
"Zheng, this is not good." Looking at Zheng Shuanglong, Li Hua said softly.
[The play is still too kind, but it is really like this, so it is so dazzling and so attractive to me, right?]
Touching Lihua's head gently, Zheng Shuanglong said softly: "Xiao. I didn't tell lies, nor did I say slander. It's not ridicule or ridicule. But the life of this Naoi scholar is really a good life, I have worked hard, I have struggled, I have hoped, I have struggled, I have struggled, I have struggled, I have struggled, I have struggled, I have been entangled, I have been happy. I have been sad. It is clearly such a fulfilling life, it is clearly such a meaningful life, and it is clearly such a real life, but it is said to be a false life. If such life is all a false life, what kind of life is my life? Is it a little lost?"
Hearing Zheng Shuanglong's words, Li Hua played on tiptoe. He reached out to touch Zheng Shuanglong's head and comforted Zheng Shuanglong silently.
"Is the real life? Will you agree with me like this?" Looking at the sky, Naoi literati asked in an illusory voice. Naoi literati was already confused.
Your own life is really a real life.
[Does this kind of person lack belief and belief in himself? Is he such a proud and inferior personality? Is he really a greedy person? But this is a human being, isn’t it? He needs other people’s human beings.] Looking at the confused Naoi scholar, Zheng Shuanglong understood a little.
[Aren’t I also confused for a while because of the illusion of life, and am not sad for a while about the false life? Such a person should give redemption to the same confused person. Although it is just a matter of just one sentence, this may change a person’s life. If that is the case, why should I be harsh on this sentence? I hope that when I am also confused, someone will say a word to me and a word that can save me.]
Looking at the dazed Naoi scholar, Zheng Shuanglong said seriously: "You are the only person standing in front of me. What else can I do besides identifying with you? Your life is not a false life, but a real life."
Hearing Zheng Shuanglong's approval, Naoi literati couldn't help but recall what happened when he was a child.
"That's great, I won my brother."
"Why are you happy to be like that just a persimmon? However, literati really have a good hand."
The words I want to hear most are the words I recognize.
Looking at the sky blankly, Naoi MINAI left tears, tears of happiness, tears of recognition. Finally, he closed his eyes and died of satisfaction.
Normal college life, happy college life, happy college life, carefree college life, a little troubled college life, a laughing college life every day, such a happy college life made Yuri Nakamura confused and confused. Such a satisfied college life almost made Yuri Nakamura forget the things on the world front after death and his unfortunate life. I almost lived a good life in this trial world, make friends, fall in love, get married, get married, and get married, and then end my life happily, a life without any regrets.
But how should I say it? Is it because of the great obsession of the heart? This happy, happy, intoxicating life that is absolutely without any flaws, but still does not leave Yuri Nakamura's heart. His resentment towards God, his hatred for the unreasonable life that took away his younger brothers and sisters, and finally, his desire to protect his companions on the world front after death made Yuri Nakamura come back to his senses, understand, and understand where this place is.
Looking at this life with only happiness, the kind and gentle classmates, the beautiful class, the good teachers who care about their classmates with due diligence and responsibility, and looking at this fairy tale-like place, Yuri Nakamura stood up, laughed, cried, and said from the heart, "I'm so happy, such a happy scenery."
The students in the class all looked at Yuri who stood up and spoke loudly and seriously.
"It's too dazzling for me. Everyone lives in such a time. It's so good, so enviable."
The world began to collapse, the city disappeared, the streets disappeared, and the people walking on the streets with happy smiles also disappeared.
"If you disappear from here, can you come back again?"
The classmates disappeared and the teachers disappeared. There was no one in the entire college anymore.
"Is this happiness acceptable to me?"
The academy disappeared, the class disappeared, and Yuri Nakamura stood in a wilderness where no one was.
"If you lose this memory, your personality will change as well. That way you can accept it!"
The sky darkened. It was clearly noon, but a bloody dusk appeared. The dim dusk, the nothingness that fascinated you, represents darkness. It represents an unknown dark red, dyed the whole world.
"But what is this so-called reincarnation? That is no longer my life! It is the life of someone else."
The world began to shake, as if it was bombarded by an invisible sledgehammer.
"Life is only once for me, it is here, in my heart...the only once."
The world shook.
"This is my life, a life that cannot be entrusted to others, nor can it be taken away by others."
Two times, a crack appeared in the sky.
"You cannot shirr, you cannot forget, you cannot eliminate, you cannot ravage, you cannot smile, you cannot be beautified, you can't be anything! You can only face such a real and cruel life, doing nothing but only once."
Three times, the crack became very huge.
"Teacher. Do you understand?"
The world is cracking. The cracks spread throughout the world.
"So I have to fight and keep fighting, because I can't accept such a life!"
The whole world was shattered, like glass. The trial was accepted, and Yuri Nakamura successfully passed the trial.
Lying in a pool of blood and looking at the beautiful sky, Yuri Nakamura said softly with a little emotion: "I'm back."
"Welcome back, Yuri Nakamura." Looking at Yuri Nakamura who had returned from the dreamy world, Zheng Shuanglong said with a gentle smile.
[It's really not easy, such a trial. I don't know if I can wake up in such a happy world. I didn't expect that this smiling girl had such a firm belief and such a strong heart. She was really amazing.] Looking at Yuri Nakamura, who contained the firmness in her eyes, Zheng Shuanglong thought of it with a little admiration.
Yuri Nakamura, who came back from his confusion, looked at Zheng Shuanglong resolutely and said loudly: "Yes, I'm back, I finally came back from that world. It's really not easy. But, I'm back, so, according to the agreement, Zheng, should you say something? For example, things about gods and other things are about what you just said."
Looking at Yuri Nakamura, Zheng Shuanglong smiled and said, "Of course, commitment is commitment. Since you have successfully passed the trial, I will answer your doubts well."
Yuri Nakamura covered her wound and said loudly: "This is the best. Then..."
"Wait a little." Seeing that Yuri Nakamura seemed to be asking questions, Zheng Shuanglong waved his hand and said.
"What's the point? It's not..." Yuri Nakamura said dissatisfied.
"Have peace of mind, I will definitely do what I promised. However, I have said something like this several times, but I am not interested at all." Zheng Shuanglong, who felt Yuri Nakamura's dissatisfaction, said with a smile.
Looking at the blood-stained playground, Zheng Shuanglong turned around and picked up Li Hua Zu, and said softly: "Besides, this is not a place to talk. Such an environment is too bad."
As he said that, a gap appeared behind Zheng Shuanglong. Zheng Shuanglong hugged Li Hua Zu and walked into this gap and disappeared into the playground.
"Wait!!" Yuri Nakamura, who watched Zheng Shuanglong leave, shouted loudly.
Before Yuri Nakamura's voice could be finished, dozens of gaps spread out, swallowing all the members of the world's souls in the world into the afterlife.
Temple of the Sky.
In the quiet sky palace, dozens of gaps suddenly appeared, and nearly a hundred people were spit out. They were all real humans with souls and souls that were different from NPCs.
Because of this strange way, these young people were very nervous, anxious because of fear.
"What is this?" Looking at this beautiful sky palace, Yuri Nakamura asked in surprise. Yuri Nakamura, who was swallowed by the gap, felt that he had darkened his eyes and came to this dreamy palace. This was really unrealistic.
"What's going on? I'm in a war just now, why did I suddenly arrive here? Is there such a place in the world after death? Why did I never know?" Hinata, who died but suddenly resurrected, touched his body, which was not injured at all, looked at the Temple of Sky in shock, and said in a daze.
"Aren't I dead? What's going on? Was that adult done?" Naoi Mitsuru said with some uncertainty after touching the wound that should have existed.
"Yuri!!" Noda, who saw Yuri Nakamura, shouted loudly.
"It's really superficial." Looking at the crowd who was restless because of the sudden arrival here, Shiina, who was holding the little Taidao tightly, said softly.
"What a beautiful place, how did Yui come here?" Yui, holding the guitar, hid behind Asami Iwasawa, carefully stretched his head and asked Miyuki Irie who was hiding behind Naoko.
"I came to this world by a strange eye." Shangzi touched the timid Miyuki Irie behind her and said softly.
Is there really a god? Because the actions of his and others have angered the gods. So the gods want to punish us? You Zuo, who was careful to hide next to Shiina, thought with a little palpitation.
…………
Uneasiness spread among the crowd. Although he kept shouting that he wanted to accuse the gods, if he really encountered such a completely incomprehensible thing, there were a few more people who could really calm down. After the death of the world front, the members were just ordinary high school students.
A huge gap appeared in the main hall, and nearly a hundred chairs appeared in the Sky Hall.
Chapter completed!