Chapter 380: Reluctance
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It rains heavily during the Qingming Festival.
The school holiday on Qingming Festival is also a day for tomb sweeping.
Although there is a custom of not bringing women to the tomb sweeping, Qin Guanglin didn't care at all. Can't his wife bring her to my father for his show?
I drove the family to Beishan Cemetery. I didn’t just bring some food as usual. Why not pick a few bouquets of flowers from the flower shop next to me, follow Qin Guanglin and turn left and right, and come to the remote tomb, clear the dead branches and leaves around, and then burn incense.
"Dad, I'm here to see you again."
Qin Guanglin looked at the photos on the tombstone and felt a little moved.
"In a blink of an eye, I am about the same age as you, tsk...ah, the necessary journey, I wonder if I was looking at the little one at that time, was similar to my current mood."
"Your granddaughter is four years old, she can run and dance, she is healthy and healthy, she is not worried about anything. I have a wife and a daughter, so she has a perfection. I will be perfect after two years of avoiding that matter. I have to bless me..."
The person holding the umbrella poked him gently and said nothing.
"My wife, why not? We are lucky to meet each other thousands of miles away. Marrying her is also the blessing of our ancestors of the Qin family. My mother likes her very much... I like her very much, haha, I am used to living in a house I burned for you last time. This time I brought you a car, Maybach, which is much better than the broken car I drove..."
The fine drizzle did not affect the raging fireworks in the brazier. The flames jumped and reflected the intertwined lights and shadows on Qin Guanglin's face. He whispered about what happened recently. Since he became a father, he realized how difficult it was for his father.
"Dad, I don't want to be like you. I want to watch Anya grow up, watch her get married, watch her grow up step by step, and accompany her to experience the things I have experienced..."
As time approached, a little panic arose inexplicably in his heart.
With just a little accident, all those that have, those that have been possessed, and those that have not experienced, whether they have laughter or sadness, will be gone.
If it is gone, it is really gone.
He was not afraid of leaving too early, but he was afraid that he would be alone with his daughter.
...
Chen Rui is also in Beishan Cemetery.
But in another corner, holding an umbrella, bent down and putting the stars on his hand in front of the tombstone.
On the monument is a girl with a beautiful face, with curved eyebrows, and the photos are faded and look a little old.
After looking at her for a long time, Chen Rui's face appeared with a soft smile. He sat aside with his body and ignored the grass moistened by the drizzle. He put his hands on his knees, looked at the sky and pursed his lips.
"I'm going to be forty." He sighed, "You're still twenty-nine."
"You have to call me uncle."
Fine raindrops hit the umbrella surface. After accumulating too much, they slowly drip to the edge along the arc.
Chen Rui, who is nearly forty years old, has already grayed his temples. Sitting on the side of the tombstone, the temperament he showed is different from his previous energy-filled appearance, and he has a dull feeling.
He straightened his waist and back, breathed hard, and touched the photo on the monument with his fingers.
"It's really difficult to really do things... You are lucky to not see the dark side of the industry."
"You and I used to be too naive."
"I thought that after Sun Yat-sen's incident was passed, we would soar into the sky... Indeed, the prospects are very broad. Qin Guanglin and I... As I mentioned to you that time, we two have made the company well in just a few years, and the development has been accelerating. During that period, the speed of the company's development made me a little scared, and I slowed down to stabilize."
"But now that I think about it, it doesn't matter whether I'm fast or not. As long as I haven't reached a certain level, it's okay."
Chen Rui smiled and sighed, "I understand now. To be honest, it's a bit late. I should have quietly accumulated strength and shouldn't be so high-profile - although I will always be noticed, at least I have time to prepare and not be beaten by others and almost squeeze out of this industry."
"The mall is like a battlefield. I understand now. Not only are there no channels, but our people have been poached, the search rankings have been suppressed, and even the website has been hacked several times... It is really not easy to make high-quality products with your heart."
"But fortunately there are a group of partners..."
The photos on the monument were quietly listening to him muttering, the rain was getting heavy and light, and Chen Rui didn't move, just sat there, his pants were wet. He just took out his cell phone, put it in his pocket, leaned on the side of the tombstone to hold the umbrella high, and hid under the small umbrella with the monument.
"I really envy that boy, really, very envious." Chen Rui looked at the rain mu and shook his head, "Oh... it's a pity that envy is useless."
"I have seen through each other, so I wish you a happy family. In fact, there is no need to bless you. It's the same whether you wish you a blessing or not. As long as there is no accident in a person like him, he will definitely be harmonious and beautiful. Do you know why?"
He asked with a smile, paused, as if waiting for an answer, and there was no other response except for the drizzle of rain.
"You don't know. When he left the job, we had a meal and drank some wine... beer, I didn't drink too much. I wanted to keep it, but it was just that it didn't have much impact on whether to quit or not. There was so little overtime. Sometimes when he needed to work overtime, he could take it home to do it without spending it in the company. Isn't it good to get more of a director's company?"
"I asked this, do you know how he answered? ... He said that he remembered his original intention, the original intention of making money - making so much money is to make good life for his wife and children, to give his family happiness and make his wife happy, and resigning is the same purpose."
Chen Rui sighed deeply and wiped the raindrops splashed on the tombstone with his sleeve.
"I miss you very much."
"I can also give up the company and go home to accompany you."
"I really envious..."
The voice became less and less. He leaned his head next to the monument, looked at the sky, and his face was lonely.
After a long time, the rain gradually became lighter. He stood up with difficulty, slid down his feet, stood firmly with the monument, and smiled at the photo, "Don't you bear to part with me?"
"Let's see you next time."
Chapter completed!