Chapter 235: Inspiration
It's past eight o'clock in the evening.
There is no snow in the river city, the cold moonlight shines on the streets, and every household has lights on, and laughter comes from time to time.
A cheerful atmosphere of the New Year.
Qin Guanglin, who had not had a good sleep all night, drove to Hecheng for another day, sat in the car with a tired look on his face. The window was open, and he quietly looked at the night outside the window and did not get up immediately.
The night wind blew gently, and the fingers resting on the steering wheel tapped gently one after another.
As a teacher, what is she afraid of?
I teach, write every day, buy groceries and cook after work, and watch movies and go shopping together whenever I have nothing to do.
What is she anxious about?
Qin Guanglin turned his head and glanced at the black bag on the passenger seat, and thoughts were mixed in his heart.
He was afraid that he might as well not tell the truth.
You have to think about how to speak out - or... just take her to the hospital?
The more he recalled the peace and indifference that was not bad in the past, the coldness in his heart rose up.
Those who are depressed and seek death have always been those who silently speak. If they say it out loud, it would be better.
The more you pretend to be nothing, the more painful it will be.
The little bits and bits of the two of them kept appearing in front of them, and Qin Guanglin was in a daze.
Twist.
Twist twist.
The glass on the other side was ringing.
Why not stand outside the car wearing a thick down jacket and look inside.
"Why are you here?!"
The car door opened, with surprise and surprise on her face, her eyes wide open, she raised her eyebrows slightly and looked at Qin Guanglin, leaned over and crawled into the car, "I just miss you, come and kiss..."
Words stopped.
Qin Guanglin looked down along He Zha's eyes. Her hands were pressing against the plastic bag containing the medicine bottle, and two plates of pills had already scattered out.
“…”
“…”
Seeing that the smile on his face disappeared, Qin Guanglin felt inexplicably panic, lowered his head and stumbled, and said, "Why are you coming down?"
This feeling of exploring people's privacy is really uncomfortable.
Perhaps... he should slowly guide her to confess little by little to better, rather than suddenly showing up like now, just like telling her: I already know your business, and now I will come to you to ask clearly.
No one wants to be sick, and this is not something that can be controlled by others. Why not choose to hide it? That is, he doesn't want him to know that she has a problem and wants to solve it secretly by himself.
Now he directly lifted the cloth and made her confess her affairs in broad daylight - he felt that this was also a kind of harm.
Seeing that He Dian lowered his head and didn't say anything, Qin Guanglin was about to continue speaking, but saw her shrinking and crawling into the car, bringing the door to the car, then stuffing the medicine on the seat into the back seat, and looking at the wide open car window next to him.
"I'm cold, close the window."
"oh."
"I originally wanted to pull up the curtains and lie down. When I saw this car by the window, I felt like it was you, so I got down to take a look."
Why not say nothing, and didn't ask him why he came over. He tangled his hands together and rubbed them hard for a moment, and pursed his lips and said, "Don't you kiss me? I haven't seen you for so many days..."
Qin Guanglin kept observing her speech carefully, trying to find out what was wrong. When he heard this, he felt relieved and hesitated to lean over.
Everything that he thought about when he was not meeting seemed to be an illusion. When he saw her real person, he subconsciously wanted to overturn his previous guess. How could Teacher He, who is so gentle, rely on medicine every day to make a living?
Will a person who is anxious, afraid and insomnia look like this?
He was unsure of his mind.
a long time.
Lip part.
Qin Guanglin and Hedon looked at each other silently, and no one spoke, and they all wanted to find something from each other's face.
"You came because of that?"
In the end, why not break the silence first and point to the bag she threw in the back seat.
“…not all.”
"Um?"
"I miss you."
"I'll know." He Dian chuckled gently, looked at him with his eyes down and then lowered his head, pinched the corner of his clothes and gently buckled it. Yin Jing didn't hear Qin Guanglin talking for a moment, so he had to slowly say: "Those medicines... well... I did take them..."
He drove over the car all day without saying hello to her, which shows that Qin Guanglin already knew what medicine it was. Concealing it would only deepen his suspicion and then cause more problems. It would be better to confess directly.
And now it's fine, even if it's said it, it's nothing - she hasn't eaten it for a long time, and has been obsessed with the days when two people are together, and has almost forgotten it in the corner, if it weren't for being suddenly turned out...
"Do you have insomnia?" Qin Guanglin asked.
“Yeah…yes.”
“It’s serious?”
"That's right, but now it's already gone. You're watching me sleep every night, right?" Why don't you smile at him, your eyes falling to the back seat again. "The main reason is that I was under a lot of pressure before graduating from school... I was a little anxious. Later, after I moved out after graduation, I was fine. Now there is no problem at all. Those medicines can be thrown away."
Qin Guanglin breathed a little relieved when she heard her words, but was not completely relieved. He was under great pressure before graduation... This reason was a bit far-fetched.
Those few months were when they just started. If they were under great pressure, how could they date so smoothly and keep teasing him?
Is this a way to relieve stress?
A little outrageous.
"Is this really the case? Why haven't you told me?...I think you have something to hide from me, and you have never rushed to work. I also published a book in the meantime..."
"Don't think too much. I'm anxious. How can you tell me that - I don't want you to worry too much." Why interrupt, don't you want to worry too much about this matter, and change the topic: "Where are you staying tonight?"
"Go to the hotel to see if there are any available rooms. Buy some gifts tomorrow and then visit the door..." Qin Guanglin saw that He Dang shrank, and then remembered that the window had been open just now. The temperature inside the car was not much different from that outside. He quickly started the car and turned on the air conditioner.
"Well... I'll take you to the hospital for a checkup tomorrow afternoon."
"Um?"
"Otherwise I'm not at ease... Forget it, I'll go to the city hospital when I go back to Luocheng. I'm not at ease at the hospital in your Hecheng."
"Not, I'm really fine..."
"No, you have to go." Qin Guanglin reached out to take the bag in the back seat, took out a few pills from it, and asked, "I heard that this is very addictive. Are you not addicted? There is also this pill, and others sell it several pills. How come you buy so many?"
"No, take it, I'll throw it away."
Why not grab the bag and open the door and get out of the car, walk two steps along the way to throw it away, then run back with a stomp and pull your neck and said, "Let's go, go to the hotel to see if there is any room. If not, you have to continue to share the same bed with my dad... Don't say hello before coming, it's okay to give me a call..."
She suddenly paused as she said, looking at Qin Guanglin suspiciously, "If I didn't see your car, would you plan to ride here all night?"
"No...how is possible? I'm planning to call you and ask you to come down."
Qin Guanglin still felt that something was wrong. How could such a serious matter be described as a minor problem by just a few words?
"When was the last time you took that…sleeping pill?"
"Probably before going to Choushan to play."
Chapter completed!