Section 6 stubborn choice to remember
Lin Qing smiled faintly and said, "It's not that I'm awesome, it's just that it's too obvious."
Xiao Le was stunned again, and for a moment, he suddenly whispered, "Last night, I felt that it would be impossible to respect him as a father without the help of hypnosis."
"Well, I wanted to help you at that time, but you refused, saying that you should remember his sins, always hate him, and never make him happy."
"Yes. I thought so at that time. But later... In fact, I think of it many times when I think about it, I feel that he is indeed irrational. He used to love my mother very much... No, that bitch! But I'm too busy with work, and often spending business with us, but it still seems too little. But he is really dedicated to that bitch. Once, I woke up in the middle of the night and heard him talking on the phone. I thought that he had another woman who did something sorry for the bitch. Now I think about it when he really should have done it at that time. I really should have let the bitch cry every day! After hearing the ring, I realized that it was his secretary who fell in love with him. He couldn't help but make up for the money to fire the secretary. He was very sure of the woman's work ability on the phone, but said that he had a family and children and could not accept her friendship, and he could not continue to keep her working by his side in this situation..."
Xiao Le suddenly smiled.
"I was so shocked at that time! I always saw an affair in the TV and newspapers, and always heard something like men who didn't steal fish, and I felt that he was the best and greatest person in the world, and I admired and respected him very much. So... after that, I couldn't help but understand his mood at that time, and gave everything, but the most important bitch ran away with someone else."
Xiao Le's smile disappeared and his tone became cold.
"But this is not enough to be my reason to forgive him. What about my hurt? Can you forget it? Impossible! So I don't let myself think about these things, I just want to think about his hatefulness and his damn it! I have always been like this, and I feel happy to see his compromised face. Sometimes I want to go up and slap it twice."
Lin Qing listened quietly without interrupting a word.
"But when I saw the operation form, I couldn't continue to hate him. I finally understood why he had never looked for a woman after so long. I used to think that he was blaming himself, but I didn't think so, because who knows how many women he has found behind his back? Now I can't think so, and I can't believe it. He really cares about my daughter, it's true..."
Xiao Le said as tears rose into his eyes.
"Last night I felt that it was impossible to truly forgive him without hypnosis. But today I realized that I was not unable to do it at all, but needed a step. In fact, I had already forgiven him in my heart. You must understand, who wants to be a person, such a big house, and hear classmates and friends tell me what my father bought for them, where he took them to eat, where he went to have fun, that kind of taste...only we know!"
Lin Qing hung up like a feeling of empathy and was filled with sadness, and tears were shining in his eyes.
"Yes... it feels like you are a monster, just like everyone has limbs, but we don't. When others ask why you didn't hear your parents, you have to pretend to be nothing, and say that they are very busy... But how uncomfortable they feel, they have to smile on their faces, pretend to be happy, pretend to understand their parents very much..."
Xiao Le cried out and covered his mouth tightly, fearing that the sound was too loud.
"How come we don't want to be as normal as others' families and their parents dote... So, when I saw the surgery sheet last night, I couldn't mention any resentment. He was like this, what else could I say?"
Xiao Le sobbed for a while, and gradually calmed down, and then cheered up again.
"I thought I could just forget it. When you said it today, I couldn't help but think of a lot. I forgot it was without pain, but I also lost a lot. I wouldn't know everything he did when he asked for forgiveness, I wouldn't know how deep he hated that bitch... And my husband, I wouldn't know how good he was. When I decided to confess everything to him, I also talked to you when I held on to him, and I was sure that he would look at me with a dirty look on his face, and then left without looking back. He didn't. I was so scared last night that my husband wouldn't stand seeing that person, he didn't, and wanted to help me. I felt so sad at that time. I obviously hurt him, but he still had to endure his own discomfort for me..."
"If I forget, I will forget how good my husband is. Will I become arrogant and arrogant and willful when I think I am beautiful and smart? Will it make him more and more unbearable? He hates others so much, and now I am willing to restrain myself, but what if I forget? Will I think he is hateful, and will I feel that he is not obedient to me and hateful?"
"Your worries make sense. To be honest, all you can consider after hypnosis is your problem with your father. It is difficult to perfectly take care of him."
"Yes! I've been thinking about this all I have been thinking about. After I came in, I decided not to forget. What I actually need is just a step. Now that person is like this, I'm not so repulsive. The eunuch will not cause dangerous and terrible memories of that time. I think I just need a step and pretend to forget. Can you keep it secret for me?"
Lin Qing smiled and said, "Of course, because after hypnosis, I have never known you. I have told you a long time ago that this is a principle that must be considered, so as not to frequently encounter your memory and cause trouble for hallucinations."
"I'm very reluctant... Can you stop pretending to forget you? I have been through many lonely and painful nights in the past two years."
Lin Qing shook his head gently and smiled and said, "This is the principle. Even if you pretend not to know each other, it must be the case. Besides, Chen Yi and I know each other. He actually knows some things about hypnosis. He will be suspicious when he continues to interact in the future."
Xiao Le was surprised and said, "How did you meet me?"
"Because another patient can't tell you."
"You are so bad. It's like the first time we met just now!" Xiao Le felt blinded and pulled Lin Qing's arm in anger for a moment and acted to beat her. The latter laughed and begged for mercy. After a while, he calmed down.
Xiao Le lay down again, raised his spirits and said, "Start, tell me what I need to pay attention to in the future."
...
Half an hour later, Lin Qing walked out of the living room.
The two people who had been waiting for a long time stood up and asked about the situation.
"It went very smoothly. You will wake up after a while. According to her request, you are here tonight to discuss going to Chen Yi's house for dinner tomorrow... No, Xiao Le's memory now is that you have agreed to it. Okay, that's it. Please don't mention me to her in the future. As a hypnosis principle, you can't continue to interact with patients in the future."
When Lin Qing left, she didn't look back, just as free and easy as Chen Yi first saw her. Xiao Le and her two years of friendship seemed to be unmoved by her at all.
After Lin Qing left, Xiao Le's father seemed restless and nervous. He repeatedly knocked his fingers with his hands, not just scratching his face.
After waiting for about ten minutes, the door of the second floor sounded.
Chapter completed!