Chen Yi never thought of refusing.

Xiao Le's home is not in the same area as Chen Yi, and it is a twenty-minute drive from the taxi.

Her house was decorated in a magnificent manner. She bought the upper and lower floors together to be a duplex, each floor exceeding 180 square meters. But the huge house seemed deserted. This is true. During the day, there would be a nanny to take care of them and cook and wash them. Today, because Xiao Le called and told me that she would not come.

In addition, Xiao Le is the only one in this magnificent Nuojia Currie. She said that the person "don't want to call him father" rarely comes, and most of them are busy with company affairs and traveling everywhere in various cities.

She did not mention her mother, and Chen Yi did not dare to ask too much if she had the last experience.

Xiao Le really knows how to make things. Chen Yi has never seen many kitchen materials and utensils. She made cakes without any fear of trouble. She was busy with Chen Yi and was hungry for an hour before she started the meal.

"Is it delicious?"

"Very good." In fact, the taste is really good.

After eating, I put the tableware into the kitchen and said that I often cook things myself, but I never do the cleaning problem. This is the same. Why don’t I pay for a nanny?

"Don't my husband think I'm lazy, do you?"

"No." Chen Yi only felt that her family was too rich.

A few years ago, when Chen's father was promoted to the management of the school, he suggested that he hire a nanny at home. Chen's mother angrily said that it would be better to buy her more clothes every month than to have that money.

"I'm so sleepy!" Xiao Le yawned in Chen Yi's arms, grabbed the remote control and asked him if he wanted to watch TV or movies.

"No. Otherwise, you can sleep for a while, I didn't have a rest last night."

Xiao Le thought about it, got up and went to the second floor, and called him on it for a moment.

Chen Yi went up and searched for her for a while before entering her bedroom. She saw that she had changed into a pajama dress with light blue and warm colors.

"Honey, sleep with me." A little coquettish tone that makes people unable to think wrongly.

Chen Yi felt it was inappropriate.

"You go to bed, I'll be with you."

"No, okay!" Xiao Le pouted and pretended to be a scoundrel and said, "Otherwise I won't sleep, forget it's sleepy, you won't feel sorry for me anyway."

"Okay." Chen Yi agreed and felt embarrassed. He couldn't just jump on the bed with the clothes he wore outside, right? Looking at the clean quilt with the same light blue and warm color on the bed, I felt that doing so was simply a shame.

Xiao Le didn't care, so he grabbed him and pulled him onto the bed.

“The clothes are gray.”

"It doesn't matter."

Xiao Lejuan held his arms in his arms for a moment, and suddenly reminded him worriedly, "Just sleep with me, don't do anything randomly!"

Chen Yi felt depressed secretly and said that she would accompany her next door and insisted on him going to the market. When she came up, she was worried that he would be unruly.

"Don't worry, my ideal is to be a gentleman."

Having said that, even though Chen Yi had no bad thoughts in his mind, he soon had a physical reaction. He moved his body to try to distance him, and Xiao Le, who seemed to be asleep, immediately came over again.

"What are you doing?"

Chen Yi thought to herself that she still needed to ask, you can't feel it if you stick it so tightly.

"My husband really hates it. He even said he would sleep with me properly, and he was obviously having bad ideas."

Chen Yi was about to get out of bed, and it was really uncomfortable to feel so scented. Xiao Le smiled and refused to let him go. Soon after lying down, Xiao Le whispered, "Honey, hold me to sleep."

He held his hand and surrounded her. Chen Yi felt the temperature was getting hotter and hotter, and her palms were sweating.

After passing through the formation again, Xiao Le suddenly kissed his neck gently and said shyly, "Honey is such a fool. It's not that I have never had that... I'm willing to do this, so how can you really not be allowed to do whatever you want..."

'But I don't want that...' Chen Yi thought to himself. Because the matter of confirming his relationship with Xiao Le has always made him feel guilty about Li Yin. The last time he was drunk and completely unconscious, he could still make sense to himself. Where can he do it again when he is awake?

"It's okay, you go to bed quickly."

Chen Yi hoped that she would fall asleep soon. When she fell asleep, he could leave the bed and leave the physiological stimulation she caused.

But Xiao Le seemed to be not sleepy at all and started talking to him. He said how worried he was last night. He thought he had been beaten to death, but was afraid that he would be sent to the hospital, disabled, and had broken hands and feet.

The more Chen Yi heard, the more ashamed he felt. But his body became hotter and hotter.

Xiao Le's voice suddenly became thinner and said softly, "Honey, is it hard? Do you want me to help you..."

"No, no! Go to bed quickly, I didn't close my eyes last night."

"Well..." Xiao Le agreed, no longer had a sound. Suddenly he said, "I can't sleep... Actually... I really want to be like my husband."

Chen Yi quickly sat up, exhaled a long sigh, and said decisively, "That won't work. We are still young, if anything happens, we can't afford to take responsibility. You will be bad."

Xiao Le also sat up and leaned gently into his arms.

"Then let me help you, I don't want my husband to be so uncomfortable."

"Isn't that too selfish? It's okay, it'll be fine after a while. I'll go have a glass of water."

"Um."

Chen Yi went downstairs to drink two glasses of ice water. When she came back, Xiao Le still maintained the sitting position she had just leaned on.

"Or can't sleep?"

Xiao Le's expression didn't look very happy. Chen Yi sat down beside her and leaned against him gently.

"Does my husband not like me?"

"How could you be, you are beautiful and gentle! This kind of thing has nothing to do with whether you like it or not. Even if you don't like it, men will be willing to do that kind of thing with beautiful opposite sex."

Xiao Lemur didn't say anything. Chen Yi felt that there was no way to compromise on this matter. He knew that if he did this, he would feel like he betrayed himself, as if his emotional life would become incomplete and could not be perfectly incomplete. Although his physiological reaction and Xiao Le's beauty did make him eager to try, he knew that he could not do that.

"husband."

"ah?"

"You must be curious why I didn't call that person's father, and I didn't mention my mother, right?"

"Well, but I think there are some of these experiences that make you very sad? There is no need to say more, it will hurt once you say it."

"But I think I must tell you. Although you may leave me after you know, I don't want to hide it from you."

Chen Yi was a little curious in the past, but now she didn't want to know that Xiao Le's tone conveyed a message to him, and the things in it must be beyond the scope that ordinary people can accept.

"Husband, I'm not a virgin anymore. I wasn't before the last time I was with you..."

Chen Yiran said that this era attaches great importance to the issue of virginity or not. Many adults will disdain and scold unmarried women without caring, and children will also. It is certainly false to say that he is not affected by social consciousness, but he thinks that this kind of thing is really nothing from the perspective of human nature.

“It doesn’t matter.”

"But don't get me wrong! I'm not because I've had a boyfriend before, nor have I lived with Bing Ge and others, so I'm definitely not!"

Xiao Le was afraid that he would be too careful and quickly explained and clarified. Chen Yi hurriedly said that there was no such misunderstanding.

"When I was ten years old, my mother ran away with other men. At that time, the man left all his work and ignored the news. He kept crying at home in those days, slamming his head and crying, hitting the wall, smashing things, smashing everything, TV, refrigerator, and coffee table. Anyway, the house was in a mess at that time. He was simply crazy, always saying that he had worked hard to make money for his wife, but he was rewarded with such words."

Xiao Le wiped the tears in his eyes and continued to speak in a blank tone.

"I was too scared at that time, and I hated my mother and sympathized with that person. I never thought why my mother was like this. I originally sympathized with that person, but... maybe he was too crazy, and I was a bit like my mother. One day he suddenly went crazy and beat me, pinched me, called me a bitch, a bitch who ran away with a wild man, a ruthless and innocent bitch, etc...."

Chen Yi almost thought of the terrible things that happened next, but still hoped that things would not be like that, and it could not be like that... But Xiao Le's next words shattered his hopes.

"It was also that day that man raped his daughter." Xiao Le smiled miserably and looked up at Chen Yi. "The bed was covered in blood, and I was hospitalized later. From that day on, I stopped calling him father. Even if he regretted and suffered so much later, and even knelt down and kowtowed to me to apologize, I stopped calling him father. Maybe he felt guilty. From now on, I gave him whatever I wanted, and he tried not to disturb him if he told him not to go home."

Xiao Le suddenly cried with sadness.

"But I don't want to do this, what can I do? What can I do! He was so small and so big, how could I resist, and I pinched me and beat me and scolded me desperately. I pinched my neck as if I wanted to kill me. My mind was blank at that time. I felt nothing. I couldn't breathe, and I seemed to be dying! What can I do? Husband... Woo... I hate them, hate that bitch, how can she be like this? How can she be so selfish! Leave the family, leave her husband, leave her daughter and run away with others, leave such a mess, leave such a disaster for me! How can she be like this? How can she be like this!"

Chen Yi couldn't and didn't know how to comfort her, so she could only hold her tightly in her arms, let her cry freely, and tell her deepest hearts about what she could not say to others - hurt!

Maybe some preaching.

However, many things are always helpless and sad when recalling them.

Responsibility, responsibility. People often say and look forward to these words.

There are many things in marriage that make people helpless and by chance.

Maybe Xiao Le's father was indeed too devoted to his career and ignored his care for his wife.

But as we enter marriage and the crystallization of love, some responsibilities are already carried on our bodies.

Maybe Xiao Le's mother tried to communicate with her husband before leaving, but maybe the repeated communications were disappointed. It was not until she was desperate that she finally had this decision to abandon her family and daughter.

Outsiders really cannot comment and accuse too much of the people in the game.

But she, Xiao Le's mother, may never know what kind of disaster she left for the family and her daughter, would have been irreversible for her life.

I'm indeed talking too much, just just think that I've read the story.

After all, such things can never be avoided, and ultimately it is just a two-way choice problem.

Should we give up responsibility after the feelings we expect to have? Or should we endure the pain we cannot have and continue to be responsible?

There are always people who choose the former, and there are always people who choose the latter. What is the significance of outsiders' condemnation?
Chapter completed!