Chapter 18 The burden is not on my shoulders Section 2 Epigraph
Dong Yi learned from Li Xin about the chaos of this general sect
After leaving the desert, he was injured for half a month.
In fact, he just went to worship Li Yin with Li Xin. His injuries were very serious, but he did not need to be cultivated, and he could not recover even if he cultivated himself.
The internal force was almost dissipated. Fortunately, there were no sequelae left.
Li Yin's tomb is in France.
Many of the Li family's businesses are also here.
Revenge was completed. Li Xin hugged him and cried twice, one in the desert, and the other in the worship of Li Yin.
Chen Yi didn't cry, she didn't feel happy or sad.
He recalled Li Yin more than once, especially in the desert. At the beginning, he felt heart-wrenching and sad, and he didn't want Wu Le to be seen, so he covered his heart and felt uncomfortable in the tent. He clearly wanted to remember it. He felt that it was useless to escape from such things. Only by constantly facing them and constantly suffering can he truly adapt and learn how to accept them.
This is how the days of insomnia in the desert are. Maybe this method has succeeded.
When he returned to China, he went to Li Yin's tombstone to say goodbye. He no longer felt excited.
"Actually, I know you don't need revenge. All you need is me, your sister, and your father. In fact, we all know that it is meaningless. But people are selfish and their emotions are more selfish. Thinking of the people who make us sad, the people who make you lose your life are still living freely and laughing. That unbalanced emotion is like a fire that pours fuel, which cannot be suppressed or extinguished.
"Your sister has always told me about the situation of the General Sect recently. She knew that I had no plans to go back, and she knew that I was dead for the General Sect. But she still wanted to tell me how chaotic the General Sect was, and all this was because the General Ran Lord was gone. Of course, she was not blaming herself, nor did she hope that I would blame herself."
"At the beginning of the Internet, my heart was a little confused. I could imagine a mess, and I could also imagine that the general sect that adhered to the concept of righteousness would not exist. It was caused by us. Later, I felt that these were caused by the general sect leader himself. He should not assassinate you like that. Many people think that some things can determine or change history. I don't think so. The general sect leader will always die. It is impossible for the general sect without the main brain to be still the general sect. In the past, the general sect could not be contaminated not just because of the general sect leader's prestige, but because of the main sect."
"It's like your sister has been blaming herself for not catching up with you in time back then. But at that time she tried her best. Even if she has the current abilities, you will still run away. She just added considerations for her new abilities in the 1 runaway plan. Because she will never hide the abilities she has from you."
"This statement is probably a fatalism. Many people don't like this argument. Who would like the trajectory of life to be preset? But I think the decisive key is to plant fate. Just like the laws of nature, even creatures cannot be reversed. People say that man conquers nature, and that fate is in their own hands.
"But no one can control their birth, no one can control and determine their racial background. A rabbit who is unwilling to be a rabbit is destined to be a rabbit, and it cannot become a tiger or a wolf. Destiny is in its own hands. It has limitations. If it becomes a human, it will live in a human way of survival, and has been defined into the category of the structure of nature. Some people say that if he has not struggled, he will not have anything. Assumption theory cannot stand scrutiny at all, because people will never know what the road will be next." "I once imagined what would happen if we didn't meet at that time, and what would happen if you were still alive. I believe that we still love each other, we must face the huge pressure from your family, but we will not give up and complain. We will eventually get together with them. "I once assumed many possible things that may be small, and later I found that I could not think of what the result would be."
"Because people never know what will happen next on the other road. If I say I don't want to be a human, I have to become a stone that is eternal and static through hard work. People will say this is delusion, and they will say that it does not mean that fate is wrong in their own hands. Because the fate determined by people cannot be separated from reality. In fact, this is the limitation of human beings being able to master their own destiny. We are born to define the roles in the framework of nature."
"So there is no if, nor is there the so-called saying of controlling destiny. And you and I, there is no if. Our role is the result, and it is the result now. Destiny can be decided and mastered by ourselves is just the words that people do not want to be dominated, desire freedom, and encourage themselves."
"So I no longer have the enthusiasm to pursue the future. Because my future is in the past, I am lying under the tombstone. Such words must worry you. You will not want me to face life with this concept of nothingness. But this may be my role. There is no way to do it as you expect. Human feelings are very selfish, right? I know what you expect, but I just selfishly told you not to do it.
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"I think it's hard to see you here often in the future, and in fact, you don't need it. Because you are in your heart, you are by my side like a shadow."
Chen Yi kissed Li Yin on the tombstone for a long time.
Leaving outside the cemetery, I took the car arranged by Li Xin and asked to go to the airport.
The driver took the phone to contact Li Xin, but was stopped by Chen Yi.
"Don't bother you lady. She won't blame you."
The driver hesitated for a moment and finally let the truth go.
If he changes his mind, Chen Yi will snatch the phone and smash it.
Li Xin comes to say goodbye, and Li Wang will come too. In fact, he is reluctant to part with them. Instead of saying the torture of the needlessly farewell during the process of communion, it is better to leave without saying goodbye. Always leave.
Chen Yi really didn't dare to continue getting along with Li Xin, she looked so similar to Li Yin.
If you understand more, you will naturally care, and care will easily be excessive. Some feelings will arise unconsciously. That is something that cannot be accepted and should never be produced. Whether Li Xin will be like this does not matter, but Chen Yi knows that he will.
The driver was nervous while waiting for the plane.
It was not until Chen Yi boarded the plane that he took the phone and dialed back.
"Miss Young Master Chen has been on the plane. He has repeatedly asked not to allow it."
"I understand. You did the right thing. Although the second lady is gone, he is still the son-in-law of the Li family. You should give enough respect."
The driver breathed a sigh of relief.
Li Xin had already explained this to him. Chen Yi was not like a guest at all. He told him on Li Xin's house that he was a little too small to go up the floor, and he didn't care and wanted to go. The people in the house ordered him at will. Before going out, Li Xin explained what meal he had prepared, and when she came back, there would be more other things. When she asked, she knew that it was Chen Yi's explanation, so she would not mention it.
Originally, Li Wang needed bodyguards to accompany him when he went out, but Li Xin refused to go in some places.
Chen Yi didn't care and took Li Wang to play around the city streets and alleys.
The bodyguard hinted that Li Xin had told him where he could not go, but he ignored it and no one dared to stop him.
At the beginning of the website, the servants, housekeepers, bodyguards, drivers and others in Li Xin's house all thought Chen Yi was a guest. Later, they thought he was a bad guest who didn't know how to be a polite guest. Later, they took it for granted, because he was really the son-in-law of the Li family, and the eldest lady thought he should be like this.
Chapter completed!