On July 12, it turned cloudy. The company commander took us into the primeval forest at dawn. I didn’t know where this was. I stayed in the car all night. When the car opened, I realized that we had entered the forest, an unknown forest.

Today's subject is field survival training, which is an appetizer made by the company commander for our company alone. In the words of the company commander, this is just the beginning of our training. As a good soldier, an excellent soldier, and a soldier of the field force, survival in the wild is a must. If you have not experienced field survival training, you are not a qualified soldier. War is only for those who are prepared, and if you are not prepared, you can only be cannon fodder on the battlefield.

There is no signal here, no logistics support, and even only one or two packs of dry food. Once I felt the cruelty of the forest. There are plants everywhere, poisonous insects everywhere, there are no high-end communication equipment in my hand, only an ordinary compass, and I still need to proofread. Standing in the forest, I look the same everywhere, and I really feel isolated from the world.

The forest is huge and full of dangers everywhere. The deputy class and I were pioneers of the army. The various poisonous insects we encountered along the way could be calculated in thousands. Fortunately, there was the deputy class, otherwise I would not know how much would happen in this outdoor survival training.

Although the army has taught a lot of knowledge about identifying poisons, there are many types of poisonous insects. Along the way, all kinds of poisonous insects are around us, be careful and avoiding each other. Oh my God, why do we take this path? When will this damn forest be in the end?

July 13th, Xiaoyu. I walked the mountain road for a day yesterday, and everyone was worried and scared. In our team, all six people in the class, except for me and the deputy, all came to big cities. Actually, I was also very scared. Although I grew up in the countryside, the fear of facing unknown things made me feel uneasy.

I really want to give up, but this military uniform told me that giving up is a deserter, and giving up is a coward, so I can't give up, nor dare to give up. Today we don't know how many mountain roads we have walked or how many dangers we have faced, but we are still lucky. With the deputy of the squad, the "old hunter", we are all in peace all the way.

The rain was not heavy last night, but whenever the sound of the rain hitting the leaves, I felt scared in my heart, afraid of wild beasts and wolves to attack our camp, afraid of hearing the rushing sound, even though I knew someone was standing guard, I was still scared in my heart. I didn’t sleep all night, and I listened to the sound of raindrops all night. To be honest, I had closed my eyes countless times this night, but there was always a voice in my heart saying, don’t sleep, don’t sleep.

The rain is still not heavy today, it can be said to be just a little rain. Faced with such light rain, our marching speed has been greatly hindered. On rainy days, more harmful poisons crawl out of the dead leaves of the grass, and more wild beasts come out to find food. I heard from the wet forests like this. There is a poison called blood leech. It can crawl into the human skin along the human body, and then stay quietly in it, absorbing human blood to reproduce its offspring. When people gradually lose weight, that is when they die.

I am very scared, really scared, and I am walking through every step carefully and carefully. To be honest, I am so tired today, really tired.

On July 14, Xiaoyu. Perhaps God did not let me go through the fear of fear, and by accident, I was about to leave my favorite troops.

There were countless dangers hidden in the forest. The deputy squad and I were still the vanguards of the team. At that time, I was holding a hatchet in my hand and carefully cleaned up the surrounding trees and weeds. But I only noticed my hands, but I didn't notice under my feet. When I stepped into a place full of yellow leaves, a large animal trap suddenly clamped my big tui. The painful pain of the iron teeth piercing through the kù skull almost made me forget everything. At that time, I felt a dizzy turn when I woke up, I had already arrived at the health center.

I looked at the squad leader standing beside me, the squad deputy and the brothers who had trained together. Looking at their red and swollen eyes, I wanted to make them feel better, but the pain from the tui made me unable to laugh. Looking at their expressions and my own feelings, I almost knew what I was like. The iron teeth penetrated my bones while also penetrating my bones. Disability was a foregone conclusion.

Late at night, I wrote this diary, almost enduring the severe pain. Just as I said just now, I could not stay in the army anymore, because I have become a useless person. I went to the army in October, from the initial standing queue, to the later assignment, and to the later company training, I have found that I fell in love with this feeling of being a soldier more than once. I said that a soldier who does not want to be a general is not a good soldier. I also dreamed that I could wear the general's uniform one day and stand in front of the map to guide the country. But now this dream is getting farther and farther away from me, and I almost cannot see any chance of realization.

I don't know why God is treating me like this. I really like the army, the sound of the army shouting with all their might, the sound of the trumpets that get up every morning, the feeling of fighting and giving in to each other on the training ground with my brothers, and I like to compete with the delicious meals in the cafeteria every noon, and compete with who can eat the fastest.

I like everything about the army. If God gives me another chance, I will no longer complain about the bad weather, I will no longer complain about the hardships of the journey, I will not complain about the difficulty of the training and the instructor who whistles me every night.

God, can you give me a chance? Can I get into the army I like again? I really want to answer for God that yes, but I know clearly that this is impossible. Bone damage is not a dislocation. How can the injuries be viewed in the same way? I have been injured for 100 days, and I was injured by iron clamps. Even if I were given 200 days, I would not be able to return to my previous state. But I really like the army and I like it too much and too deep.

The military horn is loud and the pace is neat, and the people's army is disciplined. Obeying orders is the duty. Doctrines and regulations must be kept in mind, orders must be followed, and bans must be stopped... This is my favorite military song, but now I can only sing it in my heart.

-This diary is excerpted from the writing of Zeng Han, a soldier in a field army.

The weather was clear and cloudless. Corps Liu's face was filled with a smile. Today he received a notice from the health center that Zeng Han in his company was saved. As long as yào arrived, he would fully recover and continue to serve.

Zeng Han is the top soldier in his company. He has excellent skills, such as fighting, fighting, and all kinds of skills in his company. He won the first prize of the newcomer's first prize in the regiment last year. This time he was injured. To be honest, I felt so reluctant. After the incident, I talked to my superiors more than once, hoping that his superiors could help him.

When I walked into the military health center, I came to Zeng Han's room, looked at the boy with a frustration, and thought that with a slap, men should make a comeback. God closed a mén and would open another window for you. Why are you so frustrated? Even if you leave the military, you can find your own life.

But after thinking about it, I felt relieved. If it were me, I would be depressed. How many people would be willing to leave my beloved army? What's more, he loves the army so much and the military camp so much.

"Zeng Han, can you laugh? Who are you showing this dead fish? Brothers don't owe you money, just laugh one, smile one for me."

Zeng Han looked at his company commander, how could he laugh? His life was over. He didn't have the intention to laugh. It's almost the same cry now.

"Company Commander, how can I laugh? I'm just like this, and I'm almost crying. Company Commander, I really don't want to leave the army, I really don't want to. I joined the army before I graduated from high school. Over the past year, I really liked the army, I liked its simplicity, and its simplicity. When I think about leaving the army, I feel bad. I blame me for my own carelessness and didn't check my feet in advance. Company Commander, wuwuwu.... You tell him that I am still young, let me stay in the army, and I am willing to do anything, as long as I tell me not to leave the army."

It is said that men will not cry easily, but before they are sad, the army is their second home. If they leave the army, they don’t know what they will do in the future and what will they do in the future.

Commander Liu felt a little uncomfortable when he heard the crying. If it were him, he would not want to leave the army. If this matter was on him, he would cry and be sad. Fortunately, God gave Zeng Han a chance to make up for it, allowing him to enter the army again and not leave the army.

"You boy, don't ask me about the purpose of my visit today. A big man cried when he encountered something. If this was spread, what would you think of the brothers in the company? Put away your horse and I have something to say to you."

Purpose? Is the superior willing to continue to stay in the army? But now I am just a disabled person. Can they take it in? If I don’t let myself stay in the army, would I be allowed to change my career in advance? If I don’t change my career, I won’t change my career even if I beat me to death. I want to stay in the army. I want to watch my brothers go up one by one and watch them serve the motherland.

"Company Commander, are you here to inform me of the transfer? Company Commander, tell him not to let me change my job. I have some skills if I have broken my job. I can cook and cook. If I can't be a soldier, I can also be a handyman who cuts vegetables and sweeps the floor. I just want to stay here and want to be with you."

"I said why are you so mother-in-law and mother? Have you ever asked you to change your career? Have you ever asked you to leave the army? I've been thinking about it all day long. Forget it, if I don't say it, your child will continue to guess like this, and probably will guess the disease. I came here just to tell you that you have saved this. Today, the above informed me that there is a special effect that can cure your disease. Yào is already in transit and you will be able to recover from this disease in less than two days."

Corps Liu said it easily, but Zeng Han, who was lying on the sick, felt abnormally unbalanced. What? Can he cure his own disease? This is not a bone or a small wound. Can the bone be repaired? Can it be connected if it is broken, and can it be connected if it is broken?
Chapter completed!