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Chapter 1253 Can't think about it

Ruyu's mother, according to the standards of later generations, was the Pingpu people. The Pingpu people first appeared in the documents of the Qing Dynasty and was a general term for all races.

In the early Ming Dynasty, all races were generally referred to as "Fan", and no one studied the clan names and customs of these people. At this time, there was no difference between the so-called raw and mature ones.

Promoted by Xu Hao, the imperial court presided over the large-scale immigration to Taiwan. In just 20 years, the total immigrants were 180,000, which was lower than the total population of the indigenous people.

However, due to the strength of the Han people, they naturally occupied an absolute dominant position when they first arrived. The government actively launched a friendly policy of ethnic integration. In fact, in the several consecutive riots that suppressed resistance, some indigenous tribes disappeared forever in the long river of history, and the death toll became a mystery.

Most of the remaining disadvantaged indigenous tribes "pleasantly" accept the integration with the Han people, and readily accept the Han cultural customs, that is, assimilation. It seems cruel, but in fact it has caused the indigenous people to evolve for thousands of years.

Due to the prosperity of the Han civilization, the indigenous people saw that their lives had improved, so they all advocated the change of the Han surname and name of the Han Dynasty and took the initiative to worship the Three Sovereigns and Five Emperors.

Xu Hao has never caught a cold in Taiwan and has not paid much attention to it for a long time, so the island is still in a relatively primitive farming environment.

Rujin's father Zhang Bao was a rogue in his early years. He went to the island alone and seduced the local girl Rujin's mother Zhang. Zhang was very beautiful and intelligent. It just so happened that the government set up a school to teach Chinese. No matter whether men or women have to study, Zhang studied for several years, and he became a real Han woman.

Although the couple had nearly 100 acres of land, they both had a habit of being lazy and were unwilling to work hard to farm. During this period, Zhang became pregnant like gold and his life became even poorer.

Zhang Bao simply sold the house and land secretly, and took his wife and daughter to his hometown in Fujian on a boat.

In order to support the family in Quanzhou, Zhang Bao, who had no skills, had the idea of ​​a wife and opened the door to welcome guests. Zhang, who had no sense of chastity, agreed. He worked for fifteen years. In the first two years, Zhang gave birth to his second daughter Ruyu.

As the Zhang family gradually became old and a pair of daughters grew up, Zhang Bao knew that the mixed-race daughter was a rare item, so he sold his property again and brought the family to the capital.

In the room, Zhang left after saying that. However, Zhang Bao, who was already irritable, had a worse temper. He patted the table twice and said hatefully: "You two bad guys, eating fish and meat makes you tired of your intestines and oils. I forgot what people like us do when opening the door? Is it a picky and self-righteous girl who offended you today and offended him tomorrow. Now, I will offend all the rich and powerful people. In the future, our family will drink the northwest wind? You two have no consciences, eat when you have food and wear clothes, but it will make us suffer, and we have raised two unfilial things. I will ask you carefully tomorrow, what kind of heart is there? It seems that if you don’t teach you a lesson for a long time, your bones will itch again?"

After saying that, Zhang Bao left angrily, while walking, he was talking and scolding.

When he became sensible, Ruyu suspected that his father was 80% different. His younger daughters were generally the most beautiful. Why was she not as good-looking as her elder sister? In addition, Zhang Bao treated herself and her sister obviously differently. In the past, if it was her own trouble, she would have to beat her up without saying a word.

So Ruyu waited for him to walk away, spitted on the ground, and sneered: "I met a ghost, I haven't offended anyone, why do you scold me all the time? Old people who are beheaded will die sooner or better."

Bang! Rujin looked at her sister closing the door hard, and she returned to her room angrily, and fell directly on the bed with her clothes, wiping her tears in the quilt.

If she had offended Xu Kun, she thought it was irrelevant because she had already made up her mind to follow Mr. Yin and Congliang. She was like her sister to treat this family. Such parents had no feelings for her and wanted to fly away.

The question is why he offended him at a loss? Ru Jin, who looked aggrieved, recalled carefully. When he heard his tone, he clearly blamed me for getting close to Xu Kun?

well!

Ru Jin sighed and said tragically: "You don't know that ours is the most humble and weakest, and everyone can bully it. What's more, Xu Kun is a famous young man in Jinling and a famous scholar Xu Feng is accomplice of the tiger. How dare we offend a little? If I don't pretend to perfunctory them, wouldn't I ask for trouble? The family can't gain a foothold in Jinling. Alas! If I really treat Xu Kun, why should I come to meet you? I won't tell you all the details, just to be afraid that you will be too careful."

Speaking of this, Rujin could not hide his deep disappointment, "I have said these words to you a long time ago, why did you forget them? Even if I didn't say them on the spot, could you not even guess such a reason? I really knew you for nothing."

Rujin, who was deeply aggrieved, cried again. After a long time, he stopped crying and said, "Even if I was not good for a while, I should think of my feelings for you on weekdays. What do you say is not sincere to you? First, you are my confidant and I hope to entrust you for life in the future; second, although you have wealthy family, I will also think about you everywhere. Anything that can save you will do everything possible to consider for you. How much words have I been told by my parents for being scolded? I have changed my heart, ignored my family, and kept flattering the prostitute. Why do you say I am for? Just because I will follow you in the future, mine is yours, and yours is mine. Otherwise, in our industry, we have always been afraid that people will not spend it, and they are still afraid that people will waste it?

Three: Whenever you have worries and worries, just like my mind, you can politely persuade me from the side, and I will be relieved when you are happy. How many overseas things are there? When you are planning in your mind, I have already figured out them out first and took the initiative to calculate for you. You always say that I am in harmony with you, and it is different in general."

Rujin, who was in a low mood, talked to herself for a long time, suddenly stood up, walked to the window and looked at Yin Yue in the sky, sighed, "I didn't expect that I was your soulmate, but you were not my confidant, and I didn't understand our sufferings. Even if I really did something wrong, wouldn't you forgive me? I just scolded me in anger and left without caring about the fact that my parents would complain afterwards, that if you don't come for a day, my ears will not be quiet for a day. I'm afraid that the many benefits I have to do to you these days will be for the vast ocean, what's the point of living?"

Ru Jin, who was worried about gains and losses, was afraid that Mr. Yin would not come again in anger. The woman trapped in love was the weakest. She was worried for a moment and couldn't help but cover her face and cry loudly at the moon.

The crying quickly alarmed Zhang, and hurried over and persuaded: "My son doesn't have to be sad. Although Mr. Yin is angry and goes, he will really leave you alone? He will come back one or two days later. Otherwise, I will invite him in person, would they be embarrassed to come? Don't worry, the young nobles all have a young man's temper, anyway, they are covered by their mother."

Rujin was persuaded by his mother and thought it made sense, so she stopped crying. Unexpectedly, he suddenly heard him scolding them in the backyard. After all, he lost the two biggest financial owners at once. Zhang Bao was so angry that he drank wine again. The drunken one said the stinky guy on the left and the shameless ** on the right, and the dirty words were unbearable.

Seeing that his daughter was so angry that her face was pale, Zhang hurriedly said, "Good daughter, don't be angry. That old guy has always been drunk and has such a virtue. Don't be as good as him. Good daughter, please calm down and see me scold him."

Zhang ran back to the room angrily, pointed at Zhang Bao and cursed: "You are old and you won't be able to hold your body safely after you have urinated enough. Why do you curse people in the middle of the night? You said that you have suffered two of us, but you said, "What did you suffer? I am the one who has suffered over the years. Now that my daughters are older, they are the ones who have suffered. You have eaten the idle meal for most of your life and have never seen you earn a penny to support us mother and daughter, and you still have the face to complain? Are you shy?"

Zhang Bao glared and shouted, "You 10,000-day old man, if I hadn't married you, you would have been a savage in the deep mountains and forests. I led you to this world of flowers again. Shouldn't you be grateful to me?"

"Let your mother's stinky shit!" Zhang put his hands on his hips, "You'll stop when you have alcohol. It's okay if you only drink cat urine every time. When you get drunk, you like to make trouble and curse people regardless of it. Our family of four is the least qualified to curse people. OK, don't you give me a good night's sleep as soon as possible. If you make me annoyed, I won't give you wine in the future, what do you do?"

Wine is Zhang Bao's weakness. Besides, being a living turtle that has been a lifelong life, and has refined the ability to bend and stretch. He immediately stopped getting angry and said with a smile: "I didn't say anything, why did you scold me? Who is the anger of grandma? Use me as a raft? I'll sleep, can't I sleep?"

As soon as his body fell back, Zhang Bao started to snore in a blink of an eye. When Zhang saw it, he was both angry and funny, and cursed: "A stinky turtle that is drunk, which eye do you tell me to see you like this? We are settled when you wake up tomorrow. I don't have the strength to talk to you now."

She turned around and walked out, and Zhang Bao, who was sleeping, was muttering, "Stinky turtle, fragrant turtle, you forced me to be a turtle, are you scolding me as a prostitute?"

Zhang ignored him and came straight into his daughter's room.

Unexpectedly, since she left, Ru Jin became more and more angry and got into the horns. If Mr. Yin was angry and had another lover, wouldn’t he beg for a moment? Besides, men are the easiest to change their minds. She was looking forward to him turning back here, but they had already thrown her behind. As the saying goes, I had the intention to entrust the bright moon, but who knew that the bright moon shining on the ditch.

In the final analysis, the difference in identities between each other is too great. Ru Jin was ashamed of himself and always worried that something happened tonight. I think Mr. Yin has money, and no matter where he goes, there will be flattering him. If he doesn't leave her, he will be no more beautiful women in the world.

After thinking about this, I couldn't think about it anymore. The most self-reproached woman who was forced to become a woman was that she had done so many evils in her previous life. God punished her as a prostitute in this life.

The saddest thing is when will this sin end? It may not end in your life. ** origin will always be a stain that will never be clear in your life. Even if no one mentions it, you will never be able to overcome this hurdle in your heart.

Even if you follow Mr. Yin as you wish, your wife will definitely have a luxury. Then you will still be angry with your wife in the future. If you are angry with others, it will be useless for a man to protect him. Once you get old, your face will no longer be there? So when will such a day be able to be done?

Generally speaking, when this person has the idea of ​​seeking death, he often thinks of various benefits after death, such as no longer suffering, no tears, no worries, no desires or demands, and freedom. In addition, scientific concepts are not yet developed these days, aren’t there any future life?

Ru Jin stood up suddenly, his eyes curled up, looking around and trying to study a way to die, but suddenly remembered that there was a ingot of gold secretly accumulated in the drawer, and nodded.

The most popular classic way of death is naturally to commit suicide by hanging a beam. The problem is that it is too scary and painful. Besides, if someone rescues it in time, it will be so embarrassing to spread it?

She and You Erjie thought of going together. People often hear that having gold can lead to death, isn’t it cleaner and more decent than hanging themselves and committing suicide?

In fact, this method of death is very painful and slow. Gold is unlikely to poison heavy metals, but gold nuggets with edges may pierce the intestines and damage the internal organs. This process is unimaginable.

The ancients were not so stupid. The real way was to forcefully swallow gold nuggets, which might block the throat and press the trachea and suffocate. As for whether it is right? Don’t ask me, just treat it as a fabrication. If you can’t block it, it’s just a matter of going into the stomach and intestines and causing trouble. It’s also a death.

Rujin, who resolutely swallowed gold, rolled her eyes, tears rolled down, staring at her face in the mirror, although it was not a stunning beauty. She used to pity herself in front of the mirror, fantasizing about her future and wearing a phoenix crown and red robe, she must be very beautiful.

The flowers bloom and the moon are full, and they are about to die. How miserable and pitiful? You shouldn't die!

At this moment, Rujin suddenly felt that her body was wrong and immediately regretted it. Then she became fierce to herself. Since she was about to die, why bother to recall it?

At that moment, Ru Jin gritted his teeth and struggled to support the edge of the bed, stumbled on the bed, and his arms trembled and pulled up the quilt to cover it.

As the saying goes, it is better to live than to die. In fact, it means that you can speak without a pain in your back. The future is dark, and facing death directly requires courage? Of course, it is best not to say death lightly. After all, as long as people live, there is still hope.

At this moment, Rujin thought that her parents and sister could rely on her, and she was still worried. In fact, it was probably too late to regret it now.

Just don't think about anything, slowly close your eyes, lie down peacefully, just guarding you to death.

At this time, Zhang returned to comfort his daughter. He heard a bang in front of the door, and Ru Jin kicked on the wall in pain. When he walked into the house, he did not light the lamp. He vaguely saw his daughter sleeping on the bed on his back, and the quilt was lifted to the ground.

"Why did you sleep?" Zhang shook his head, "I don't know if the quilt fell off. I was so upset today. I was already in a bad state. If I had a cold again, it was not a joke."

Just as he was about to walk over and pick up the quilt, he suddenly tripped by something under his feet, and Zhang almost fell to his head.

Listening to the sound, it seemed like an empty box. Zhang scolded: "How come these bastards are thrown around on the ground and don't pick them up? I'm sorry for my steps, otherwise they would have kicked them up all at once. They would not feel sorry for me. Is this easy to sleep with my men?" (To be continued...)
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