Chapter 197
Facts proved that Lin Zhou's decision was correct. Later, he had a heart attack and really turned a blind eye. If Hua'er was still by his side and still loved him at that time, he would have been heartbroken.
Fortunately, the breakup has been so long, I think she has become calm even if she knows the news of his death?
As an orphan who does not know his own background, Xiao Lin Zhou has learned to take on anything alone and grit his teeth and persevere. Just like a lonely wolf, after being injured, he would rather find a corner alone to lick his wounds quietly than those who care about him to see his painful and weak look.
Everything in the previous life has become a cloud, and everything in this life is what he should firmly grasp. In a month, as long as he is still alive, he will have a day to meet Yaya again.
Even for Yaya, he must live and prevent the tragedy of the previous life from happening again.
"Yaya, I want to return to Linjiabao, you first go back to the teleportation array...Gunan Mountain Village... to hide for a while. We agreed that in a month, after the danger of Linjiabao... is lifted, we will go to the teleportation point... to meet." Lin Zhou tried hard to calm down and told Yaya a little hard.
"Those humans are so powerful! Sirius, why do you want to go back? Go back to Gunan Mountain Village with Yaya? Or go somewhere else. This continent is so vast that we are very weak now and don't need to fight with them. When we become stronger in the future, we will come back and kill them to avenge Hongbo and the tribe wolf?" Yaya asked Lin Zhou with some confusion.
In the past, when fighting, she and Sirius were the only one who bullied others together. She had never been beaten so badly like today. So many tribe wolves died. And they were all elites among tribe wolves, which made Yaya heartbroken.
Since this battle is definitely not won, why bother going back to die?
Yaya still remembers that when she met the two white-robed men last time, Sirius and her couldn't win, so Sirius turned around and ran away. Later, when she and Sirius both improved their strength, when she met the white-robed man again, she beat the white-robed man and stole his companion.
Isn’t it the same this time? If you can’t win, hide first and wait until your cultivation and strength improve, then come and fight back? Why do you have to go back now? Do you want to die?
"Yaya is obedient! Go back to Gunan Mountain Village first. A month later... we are at the teleportation point... to meet!" Lin Zhou could not explain too much to Yaya. He only forced a command to her.
"No! Yaya don't leave Sirius! Sirius promised Yaya and never separate from Yaya no matter what! Sirius cannot regret it! If Sirius must go back there, Yaya must also follow Sirius!" When Yaya heard that Lin Zhou was going to separate from her, she immediately refused without hesitation.
He is Sirius, whom she is preparing to use her life and life to protect. She has become accustomed to the days with him. She is used to relying on him and listening to everything. After leaving him, she does not know what she should do in the future and what to do.
Seeing Yaya's stubborn expression and tone, Lin Zhou sighed. When he first arrived at Yaya's Gubei Mountain Village, he just wanted to use her and her clan wolf to deal with Shali, the eighth-level warrior of the Netherworld Sect, so he tricked Yaya and told her clan wolf that he was Sirius and asked Yaya to follow him.
At that time, there was no essential difference between Yaya and other werewolfs in his eyes, but her strength was stronger. He just wanted to use her very simply. Even if Yaya was beaten to death in the battle with Shari of the Netherworld Sect at that time, he would not feel sad for her at all.
At that time, he just lied casually, and had no idea how long his lie could last, or, in other words, he didn't know how long that lie could deceive Yaya, and how long it would take to calculate how long it would take.
Unexpectedly, Yaya later identified him as Sirius, followed him and experienced countless battles with him. If the previous battles were just about getting what they needed... While hunting the experience points, he also left the human warrior's corpse to Yaya to refine it to improve his strength. However, in the battle with Ji Yuan just now, Yaya rushed to the critical moment, and then ordered her tribe wolf to protect him from escaping at all costs. He knew that in Yaya's heart, he was no longer as simple as Sirius.
Lin Zhou even felt ashamed and regretted the lies he had told Yaya at this time.
The lies cannot continue, and he cannot take Yaya back to the Dragon Mansion of Linjiabao Town, otherwise, on the day the sword formation is broken, Yaya will probably die in Linjiabao with him, or die in battle for him.
"Yaya, do you know why I...can't... promise your love?" Lin Zhou asked Yaya in a different way.
"Hmm?" Yaya looked at Lin Zhou with some confusion, wondering why he mentioned this topic to her at this time.
"I lied to you, I'm not... Sirius, I'm even... not the same wolf clan as you. I'm actually... a human being who can transform into a wolf-shaped human. We belong to two races and it's impossible to love each other. If we love each other... we will be sent by heaven! Do you still remember... the song I sang for you?" Lin Zhou hesitated for a while and decided to tell the truth to Yaya.
Yaya looked at Lin Zhou in a daze, as if she didn't quite understand what he was saying.
"I am a human, just like Yaya, you... like the wolves in the Gubei Mountain Village. Linjiabao, where... all humans are my tribe members. My father, mother, grandfather, uncle, and brothers are all there. Now... Linjiabao is besieged, and I can't leave them... to escape alone. So, I have to go back! But after I go back, will it be possible to... come out alive again............. So, I can't take you there, and I can't continue to lie to you anymore." Lin Zhou continued.
"Yaya knows that you are Sirius. In order not to let Yaya be with you, she fabricated these lies to deceive Yaya! You cannot be a humble and hateful human being. You and Yaya are of the same clan! You are Sirius who descended to the earth, knowing everything and being able to do everything for Yaya!" Yaya shook her head, and refused to believe everything Lin Zhou said just now.
In the eyes of the wolf clan and in the legends of generations, even if we werewolves who had never been exposed to humans, because of the hatred caused by the long-term war between the wolf clan and the human race, in the minds of werewolves, humans are always inferior and hateful.
The rain fell again, washing away Yaya's head. The blood on her body gradually returned to golden color, but the dent wound on her head became even more eye-catching.
"Yaya! I told you! I am a human race, you are a wolf race, I am not a Sirius! At that time... I was just using you to deal with my enemies! Why are you still obsessed with it? When did you want to be deceived by me? "Lin Zhou was very difficult, but he shouted at Yaya loudly.
"Impossible! You are not! Sirius, you are lying! Yaya doesn't believe what Sirius said just now!" Yaya shook her head vigorously, and tears fell again.
"Your tribe wolf was killed by me. By the way, when I... just entered the werewolf forest, I slaughtered more than a hundred werewolfs in that village! Later, I met those human warriors, but because I couldn't beat them... I ran to your mountain village, wanting to use you as cannon fodder... to defeat them, and to make you and your tribe wolf believe, I lied and said... I am Sirius, I actually... nothing! Just an ordinary human warrior! Yaya, you are fooled!" Lin Zhou continued to say to Yaya, because Yaya refused to believe it, he could only tell the truth.
"Yaya doesn't believe it! Don't believe it! Sirius, you are lying!" Yaya shook her head vigorously, completely unwilling to listen to what Lin Zhou said now.
"I didn't lie! I... have been lying to you before! Yaya, go back to Gunan Mountain Village. You are so simple, beautiful, kind, noble, and I, an ugly human... I am not worthy of being with you at all! Go back! Stay with your tribe wolves... and don't come to the human world again. The human world is cunning, indifferent, cruel, and lies and deception everywhere! The simplicity and kindness that is not suitable for you at all!" Lin Zhou used his soul power to forcibly protect his broken body, stood up with difficulty, and retreated step by step.
With a thunder, the heavy rain poured down again, blurring Lin Zhou's vision.
In his previous life, when Lin Zhou knew that he had a serious heart disease and had to spend hundreds of thousands of dollars on the surgery to have a glimmer of hope for curing it. If he was not cured, he might not have lived for a few years, and he became extremely depressed. In addition, he had not improved his writing of books and lived in poverty, so he could not realize the promise he had made to Huaer.
He knew that according to Huaer's personality, after learning about his illness, he would probably do something he could not have imagined to raise money, and raise money to treat him at all costs.
However, even if he raised money, his illness might not be cured. The final result is that his illness was not cured, and he left her with a lot of debts, which dragged down her entire life.
During those days, he kept hiding from her about heart disease, until one day, after he had an argument with Huaer over a small matter, he suddenly had the idea of breaking up with Huaer. He knew that he could not drag on it anymore, and he could not drag her down unless he had a turnaround in writing a book in the future, raised the cost of the treatment, cured himself, and then went to find her after he could give Huaer happiness.
That hope is extremely slim.
The day of the breakup was the same as now, and it was also a rainy night.
The two were on the street outside the gate of the community where the rental house was located. Because of Lin Zhou's sudden change in attitude, his speech was completely different from usual and he no longer gave in, resulting in the quarrel becoming more and more intense. (To be continued, please search for Astronomy, the novel is better and faster!
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