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The year when Sheng Tan met Chen He was their best years.

Sheng Tan was twenty years old and Chen He was nineteen years old.

As a Chenhe School where Sheng Tan was sent to the exchange, among those students, he relied on his natural good looks and became the most attention.

In that era, marriage was too early. Although Sheng Tan had a marriage contract at home because of his study, he never held a wedding.

The Chen He family belongs to a scholarly family with a rigorous family tradition, but it also preserves some old habits, such as if they should obey the orders of their parents and matchmakers in major marriage events.

Chen He had a boyfriend at that time, and the kind that his family recognized was very much. The two families had a family relationship and had a close relationship. Chen He and her boyfriend were also considered childhood sweethearts at that time.

Sheng Tan felt that Miss Chen He had a temper, and Chen He felt that there was no one in Sheng Tan's eyes.

The two of them looked down on each other at first, and Chen He often scolded Sheng Tan in front of his boyfriend.

Putting aside the initial impression, Sheng Tan is a real talent, and Chen He is a real talented woman. After a long time, although the two of them were dissatisfied with each other, they also felt a little more admiration in their hearts.

In my good years, my heart always comes inadvertently, and admiration gradually turns into love.

Sheng Tan and Chen He began to speak for each other tacitly. Chen He's eldest lady's temper fell into Sheng Tan's eyes and became cute and character, and Sheng Tan's contempt fell into Chen He's eyes and became masculinity.

Chen He mentioned Sheng Tan again to his boyfriend, no longer complained, but praised him.

Sheng Tan and Chen He were together on a summer afternoon.

A muffled thunder passed by, and it was a heavy rain, and the two of them were poured into chickens.

Sheng Tan lived at that time, and the rain was getting heavier and heavier. There was no sign of stopping, so he had to take Chen He to her home to shelter from the rain.

Chen He's clothes were soaked and trembling coldly. Sheng Tan took his own clothes to change for her.

The sky is dark like dark night.

Sheng Tan reads a book, and Chen He goes over.

Once that came together, sparks came together.

Two people who have long had a good impression of each other, as long as one party takes the initiative, the other party will not be able to accept it.

Sheng Tan and Chen He didn't know who took the initiative, anyway, they were together that day.

This kind of love makes people crazy. Sheng Tan wants to break off the engagement and Chen He wants to break up. The two families disagree. They are like acting book and are having sex and elopement.

How could the Chen family accept his daughter like this? They broke off relations with Chen He in anger.

Chen He followed Sheng Tan with nothing to look back without hesitation.

Sheng Tan's family disagreed with Sheng Tan's divorce. It was not until Chen He got pregnant with Sheng Xian that Sheng Tan's family was forced to whisper to divorce the woman in a low voice.

Sheng Tan married Chen He in a passionate manner, wishing to tell the world that the whole world celebrated.

In the novel, although this story is a bit unfair, it is also considered a beautiful thing.

Sheng Tan and Chen He went around for most of their lives and found that the other person was the person they were looking for. They walked together through all kinds of obstacles. It was truly a very beautiful love novel.

It’s a pity that it was a novel. The ending in the novel was not the ending in reality.

It took Sheng Tan and Chen He only saw the shining points on each other and did not know the shortcomings of each other.

After marriage, the two lived together. Under the torture of firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, their so-called love was exhausted bit by bit, leaving behind a piece of chicken feather.

From the beginning, they would argue over some major events, but later, they would argue because the breakfast was not delicious and they would not wash the trivial matters after eating.

It was quarrel, and in the end, she felt that he was no different from those secular men, and he felt that she was exactly the same as ordinary housewives.

The more determined I loved, now I hate it so much.

On the day Sheng Xian was born, Sheng Tan got drunk with his friend because of a quarrel with Chen He and did not stay with Chen He.

Chen He couldn't let go and said over and over again. Sheng Tan felt that it was in the wrong position at first, and he would also yell and coax and compensate him in a angrily manner. As the times went on, Sheng Tan began to get a little impatient. Chen He felt wronged. Whose husband was not with him, so the argument became even more fierce.

From Sheng Xian's quarrels from one year old to three years old, the two of them completely lost affection for each other and only disgust.

In anger, Chen He left three-year-old Sheng Xian and ran away from home.

Sheng Tan felt annoyed when he looked at Sheng Xian who looked like Chen He. Seeing that Chen He had not returned yet, he threw Sheng Xian to his mother.

It has been two months since Chen He came back.

She filed for divorce with Sheng Tan, and Sheng Tan had long wanted to break up with her.

The two of them went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to complete the divorce procedures without even saying anything at home.

It was not until two years later that Sheng Tan's mother passed away and no one took Sheng Xian, and Sheng Xian met Sheng Tan and Chen He again.

At that time, the two people had a new life and didn't want to take Shengxian, they both wanted to stuff this oil bottle to each other.

Two years later, the five-year-old Xiao Shengxian knelt in front of his grandmother's mourning hall and met his parents again. What he received was not care and care, but an embarrassing quarrel.

"This child is your seed, you raise it."

"It seems that it's not coming out of your belly. My mother has raised it for two years, so she has raised it for me. Now you can take it for two years."

"I don't want it."

"I don't want it, either."

"If I had known that you were like this, I wouldn't have given birth to him."

"If I had known that you were such a woman, I wouldn't have let you give birth to him."

Later, the two of them kept Sheng Xian alone outside and found a nanny to take care of him.

The nanny was not good to him. She was not sure about three meals a day, and sometimes she gave him leftovers.

In order to save trouble, Sheng Tan and Chen He started to come once a month, but later they saw that Sheng Xian was still alive, they came once every three months, and then half a year later... It was not until Sheng Tan and Chen He gave the nanny a year's money in one breath, and the nanny ran away with the money.

At that time, Sheng Xian was in elementary school and fainted from hunger at school. Only then did Sheng Tan and Chen He learn about the fact that the nanny had run away with money.

Sheng Tan and Chen He quarreled again as soon as they met.

"It's so annoying, why did I give birth to him?"

"I'm really busy. Can you think of a way to take him for a while?"

"Why did I find a way to take care of it, why didn't you find a way to take care of it? My son was just three years old and couldn't live without me."

“…”

Sheng Xian was thinner than a girl with a needle on his arms, and he lay on the bed with his eyes closed and pretended to be asleep.

He was almost seven years old at that time.

It took almost four years from being by my grandmother's side, from being told that his parents don't want him, and then to his parents really don't want him.

He really can't remember how he came through those four years, but he remembers a lot of things.

"Why did I give birth to him?"

"I don't care, you can find a way to deal with your seeds."

"Can you care about your child?"

"Isn't this your child?"

“…”

He couldn't understand why his father and mother remarried and had new children. They could be so good to those children, so why did this happen to him?

The classmates in his class have their parents to pick them up after school. Why do they get to him? It’s a burden and trouble?

Slowly he began to question himself.

It's because he's not good enough.

He is disgusting.

It's him that he is not worthy of being liked.
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