"And, this is my business."

"I should tell her about my affairs."

On the day he confessed to her, he should have honestly told her about this.

He has already been selfish once, and he can't let Johnson tell me with selfishness now.

It made him seem to be tying her with selling misery.

This was unfair to her.

Standing in front of the master bedroom door, Sheng Xian took a deep breath, raised his hand and knocked on the door twice.

After about ten seconds, the door was opened. Lu Jingyan raised his head and glanced at him, said nothing, and made way open the door.

Sheng Xian walked in and placed the dining plate on the small glass round table on the balcony, "Eat something first."

Lu Jingyan hesitated for a while and walked over. She only prepared one serving of breakfast. She looked up at Shengxian and said, "Don't you eat it?"

Sheng Xian handed her the fork, his eyebrows calmed down: "I'm not hungry."

Lu Jingyan didn't say anything, took the fork and lowered his head and ate breakfast silently.

Her mind was very confused, and she was thinking about the things she had just done, and she was absent-minded in her meals and was very slow.

Sheng Xian didn't bother her, leaned against the glass door beside her and waited patiently.

Lu Jingyan ate more than half and put down his fork: "I'm full."

Sheng Xian said "yes" very lightly.

One of them stood in front of the balcony glass door and the other was sitting on a chair. They were quiet for a long time and didn't speak.

Lu Jingyan swallowed two mouthfuls of milk and looked at Sheng Xian.

He looked no different from his usual calm and indifferent appearance. He was just causing him to vomit and tremble as if he had never existed at all.

Sheng Xian might be thinking about where to start. Lu Jingyan waited patiently for a while, but seeing that he still didn't say anything, he raised his head and looked at him again.

It was not the same thing that the two of them were silent like this. Lu Jingyan thought about it and broke the calm: "Do you, don't you know how to speak?"

"Yes," Sheng Xian was silent for a few seconds: "Not exactly."

Lu Jingyan was a little confused by his ambiguous response.

Before she could ask him whether it was true or not, his eyes suddenly fell on her face: "A Yan."

Lu Jingyan was nervous for a moment: "...well."

"Jackson is not just my classmate, he is also my doctor." Sheng Xian said, "a psychologist."

Lu Jingyan was stunned for a moment, remembering the medicine that Johnson gave him just now: "That medicine is..."

Sheng Xian was very straightforward: "Sedatizing medicine."

Lu Jingyan didn't say anything.

Sheng Xian looked at her for two seconds and said, "A Yan, I'm sick."

"In the words of Johnson, this disease is called sexual unrequited love personality."

"I've been sick for many years and haven't been cured much. Even now, I'm not so sure if I will be cured."

Sexual unrequited personality.

Lu Jingyan had heard of this disease, but never really encountered it.

She doesn't know much about this disease, and she knows that it seems that the person she likes will begin to reject this relationship once she likes her.

"A Yan, Johnson said that my condition is currently under control, but I will still get sick to others other than you."

Sheng Xian's voice was very light, as if he was talking about an outsider, without any sign of explaining to himself: "I will try my best to make me better, but Ayan, I still hope you can think clearly. I don't know how much you have understood when I said so much, but there is a saying that you should have heard that the greatest hope of a sexual unrespect personality is..."

“I hope the people I like never like me.”

Lu Jingyan's mind was even more confused.

She knew very well that Sheng Xian asked her to think clearly about what this sentence meant.

He gave the decision to her.

She suddenly understood why Sheng Xian was with her for half a month and did not act a little too much.

Because he has uncertain factors, he doesn't want to do things after he is uncertain.

After Sheng Xian explained what he should have to explain, the room returned to silence.

Lu Jingyan really wanted to make it smoother, but the incident happened too suddenly, with no signs in advance. She felt that she was just like a dream, and was inexplicably told by Sheng Xian that he had such a disease.

Lu Jingyan sat motionless for a long time before slowly raising her head: "You... can you give me some time to let me slow down?"

"Okay," Sheng Xian pointed out outside the door: "Then I'll go out first?"

Lu Jingyan said "um" and after two seconds, he said again: "I want to go out and blow the wind."

Sheng Xian: "Yes, OK."

When Lu Jingyan washed up, he had already changed back to his clothes.

She picked up her coat and put it on her body, followed Sheng Xian toward the door.

Before opening the door of the master bedroom, Lu Jingyan pulled Sheng Xian's clothes: "Sheng Xian."

Sheng Xian turned around: "Hmm?"

"You said just now, let me think clearly about that. Isn't you throwing me indirectly, right?" She probably understood what he meant, but she still wanted to ask clearly.

"No," Sheng Xian's voice was very soft. After a while, he whispered again: "No, either."

Lu Jingyan nodded and said nothing.

Sheng Xian opened the door.

When Johnson saw the two people coming out, he stood up nervously and didn't dare to speak.

Lu Jingyan smiled at Johnson, "How did you come here?"

"Ah?" Johnson didn't expect her to ask herself such a question, and was stunned for a moment, "Driving here."

Lu Jingyan said nothing, waved his hands to the two of them and left.

Looking at the closed door, Johnson Chan was stunned for a long time and looked at Sheng Xian: "What does it mean? The conversation collapsed?"

Sheng Xian couldn't figure out what Lu Jingyan meant now, so he shook his head: "I don't know."

…

Lu Jingyan checked information about the personality of sexual unrequited love on her mobile phone for a long time. The elevator door in front of her opened several times. Every time she looked up, she saw that she was not the one she was waiting for.

The phone forgot to charge last night. The battery level seemed to be insufficient and was about to turn off automatically. The elevator in front of me opened again, and SC Johnson walked out of it.

He was obviously stunned when he saw Lu Jingyan: "Why are you here?"

Lu Jingyan put away his cell phone, "Ah? I'm waiting for you."

Johnson couldn't believe it: "Wait for me?"

Lu Jingyan stood up straight, "Well, do you have time? Let's talk when you have time."

Johnson did not refuse, took out the car key and unlocked the car lock.

Lu Jingyan followed Johnson into his car, but she didn't go around with Johnson. "I feel that he has a lot of things, and he didn't tell me."

"You are his psychiatrist. Are there many things he has told you?"

Lu Jingyan looked at Johnson and pursed her lower lip: "Can you tell me?"

Johnson thought for a while: "What did he say to you?"

"I didn't say anything." Lu Jingyan briefly explained what Sheng Xian said.

After hearing Lu Jingyan's words, Johnson waited for a few seconds. Seeing that she didn't say anything, he asked, "It's gone?"

Lu Jingyan: "It's gone."

SC Johnson: “…”

Johnson was silent for a few seconds, "I know that Ashen was sick when he was in college."

"I advised him to receive treatment more than once, but he didn't agree. I made many plans for him, but he didn't listen. Later, he came to me on his own initiative, probably in November last year."

"I asked him why he suddenly remembered to receive treatment. He told me that he didn't want to hurt her."

Looking at Lu Jingyan's somewhat confused look, Johnson Chan repeated Sheng Xian's words in full: "He said that he met a girl he met quite a long time ago and didn't want to hurt her."
Chapter completed!