Lu Yi was confused for a while, and actually followed Gu Yan's words to recall what every word Director Fei said to him was.

Just as he was about to say something, Gu Yan's cell phone suddenly rang.

Gu Yan let go of him and picked up his cell phone to answer the phone.

After saying a few brief words, Lu Yi said something. He called and originally wanted to retreat, but Gu Yan took it back with his waist.

The two were so close that Lu Yi vaguely heard a few words coming from the other end of the phone, Zhong Yan, problem solving, small matter...

It seems that the problem should be solved very smoothly. Without saying a few words, Gu Yan hung up the phone.

Lu Yi looked at his face, thought for a while, and asked on his own initiative: "Is it about Zhong Yan?"

Gu Yan nodded: "It has been solved, you don't have to worry."

Lu Yi was actually worried about this all afternoon. Hearing this, he finally felt a little relieved, but after a while, he suddenly remembered another thing: "Wait, Zhong Yan said he had a handle in someone else's hands..."

"No big problem," Gu Yan said lightly, "The lawyers can handle it. Many of the people who do campus loans are not serious people. If you want to take their handles in reverse, it is actually easy to catch them."

So that's it.

Then he can rest assured.

Lu Yi nodded.

After a while of silence, he thought of himself again.

For the afternoon, he had been thinking about how to tell Gu Yan about this, and he also wrote a lot of drafts on it.

But it was not until this moment, until he stood in front of Gu Yan that he felt it was really unnecessary.

The form and wording are not important, the content is his desire to be honest.

Gu Yan must have thought that this is what he saw.

Lu Yi took a light breath, clenched his palms, and finally made up his mind: "Gu Yan."

Gu Yan was looking at the maple trees outside the terrace. The maple trees were planted on the first floor. They stood on the second floor and just reached out to touch the maple leaves. Hearing this, he said huh?

"It is true that I said that I had similar experiences to Zhong Yan before," Lu Yi's voice was very calm, as if he was narrating something that had nothing to do with him, and he removed pain and any other emotions. "I have also been chasing debts. My father owed people a lot of money and pawned all his property and couldn't pay it back. I have been paying off my debts for the past six years."

It was not until shortly before meeting Gu Yan that he barely paid off all his debts.

Gu Yan turned his head and looked at him with a slightly deeper look, thinking of the words Hong Ying had said to him.

Standing outside the ward that day, Hong Ying shouted loudly that he was not a person. If he really liked Lu Yi, he would not let him live such a miserable six years, and would not ignore him.

I guess Lu Yi had a hard time in those six years.

Gu Yan wanted to ask him, why have you never contacted me in the past six years? Why have you been so difficult and have never thought about asking me for help?

But then he thought that according to Lu Yi's personality, he would not do such a thing. Gu Yan's arrogance is reflected outside, and it is obvious that this person is not easy to meet at a glance. However, Lu Yi is different. Although he looks gentle on the outside, arrogance has penetrated into his bones and become an inseparable part of it. If he is unwilling to do something, even if he is broken and swallowed, he will only carry it silently by himself.

And the two broke up. If Lu Yi was in a low point, he would definitely not want Gu Yan to see any embarrassing appearance.

Thinking of this, Gu Yan felt both distressed and helpless.

He closed his eyes, hugged Lu Yi tighter, and his voice was low: "...When did your dad owe debt?"

This is the closest time to the scar in each other's hearts.

Since the reconciliation, the two of them have never mentioned why they broke up back then.

It was Lu Yi's breakup at the beginning, and the day when the breakup was about to be brought back to see his grandmother and gained her recognition.

The two made an appointment, but Lu Yi broke the appointment.

Lu Yi lowered his head and placed his chin on Gu Yan's shoulder. Thinking of what happened on the day of graduation, his heart tightened, and his eardrums were hit by blood, and he could only hear a buzzing sound.

"He likes gambling. On the day we discovered it, he had already lost our family to the point of bankruptcy." Lu Yi heard his voice sound, and was a little empty, "That day was... the day I graduated from high school, he jumped down from the building."

There is no need to say more about the following words.

Lu Yi has already given Gu Yan an answer indirectly.

The cold wind whimpered and slid, sounding like a very light cry, and the maple leaves fell from the sky as red as blood.

The terrace was quiet, as if the space had condensed.

"It's okay," Gu Yan patted his back and whispered, "It's all over, don't be afraid."

Lu Yi: "I'm not afraid..."

But I don’t know if the wind is too cold, and it hurts like a knife on the face, and even brings out a hint of tremolo.

Lu Yi paused and wanted to try harder to find something to make up for, but when the words came to his mouth, they got stuck again, and then turned into another word: "Gu Yan..."

Gu Yan nodded: "I'm here."

Lu Yi's eyes were a little red. He hugged Gu Yan, tilting all the weight of his body towards him, and hugging him literally, as if he wanted to make sure he was really there.

Everything in the past has passed, and everything is mixed up, whether it is sugar or knife.

But there were some words that choked in my heart for six years. At this moment, he couldn't control himself from wanting to say it no matter what: "The day I broke up with you was the saddest day in my life, no doubt about it."

As if to punish himself, everything and every scene that happened that day is vivid and vivid in my memory. In the past six years, Lu Yi recalled the most pictures that were the day they broke up.

When I thought about it once, I felt like a piece of meat was cut off in my heart.

But there is still no way not to think about it.

The tattooed rose has been with him for six years. He regards it as Gu Yan's incarnation and Lu Yi's most precious thing. He can fight with whoever touches him.

It was destroyed, and Lu Yi was actually very sad, but today, when Lu Yi looked back, he suddenly realized that the sadness had quickly dissipated, not as severe as he imagined that the sky collapsed and the earth was broken.

It is because Gu Yan is by his side, and the rose is the incarnation of Gu Yan, but Gu Yan is there, nothing more important than him.

Lu Yi endured the choking sound that was almost overflowing from his throat.

Gu Yan didn't say anything. He raised his head slightly and looked at the maple leaves above his head.

As long as Lu Yi looked up at this time, he could see that Gu Yan's eyes were also red.

"I still want to say sorry to you," Lu Yi had originally thought in his heart many times and wanted to calm down. It was all over. It was no big deal. He had to concentrate on living his current life, but his body did not listen to him and kept letting the sourness spread. "Gu Yan, I really want to go to see grandma with you. I was so nervous about this that I didn't fall asleep all night."

"I'm sorry, I missed the appointment that day."

"I'm sorry, I've made an appointment to be together for the rest of my life, but I let it go first."

"Sorry, I missed six years for the anniversary of the relationship we originally planned to celebrate together."

"Sorry... for many, many things."

"But I have never stopped loving you in the past six years."

In the end, perhaps the cold wind was really too strong, and tears kept falling from my eyes, wetting the whole face.

Lu Yicai couldn't even disguise himself, and almost wet Gu Yan's shoulders.

When he finished the last sentence, Gu Yan suddenly turned his head and kissed him heavily.

Bitter tears spread and breath tangled.

The surging emotions rushed towards them like a huge wave, instantly submerging the two of them, as if only by grasping each other and carrying the kiss deeper and deeper, can we feel safe to be saved.

All other sounds in the world disappeared.

The cold wind, the maple trees, and the night were all pulled away from them.

They only have each other.

.........

"No need to be sorry," Gu Yan said, "I want you to pay it back forever."
Chapter completed!