She left the jade pendant to the little brother, which was equivalent to making an appointment with the little brother to meet again.

The little brother seemed to have no reaction at once. When he reached out to take the jade pendant, he also asked: "Will you come to see me tomorrow?"

Xu Qianxi: "Yes!"

When she left, she was a little reluctant to part with her brother and turned around three times in one step.

The little brother also stood there, watching her leaving, staring blankly.

Although the aisle is long, there are always times when you walk.

They just separated.

Xu Qianxi goes to the hospital to visit her mother every day. She originally thought that she could keep her promise with her brother, and after seeing her mother, she would visit him.

But the next day, when Xu Qianxi was taken to the hospital, her mother passed away.

Even though he had been mentally prepared to come sooner or later this day, Xu Qianxi still couldn't stop crying and forgot about the promise that the young brother would visit him.

Later, for a long time, Xu Qianxi was adapting to the days without a mother.

Dad and brother would always tell her that when Mom went to heaven, she would bless them in heaven.

But Xu Qianxi didn't believe it because she would always see her father and brother crying when she woke up at night.

My father often gets himself drunk, holds his mother's photo, and calls his mother's name over and over again.

When she was awake, she would hug Xu Qianxi and say over and over again that her mother loved her very much, and she must grow up safely.

At first, Xu Qianxi didn't know what this sentence meant, but later, she accidentally learned something.

Then, there are endless nightmares.

Every day I wake up crying in my dreams, dreaming of my deceased mother and my father who keeps crying...

It's like falling into a nightmare that will never wake up, constantly struggling-

"Xi Xi? What's wrong with you?"

Seeing Xu Qianxi in a daze, Li Shenmo's face became paler and paler. Realizing something was wrong, he grabbed her shoulder with both hands and shouted her name loudly.

Xu Qianxi woke up from the memories and blinked blankly. When she saw clearly that the person in front of her was Li Shenmo, she suddenly cried and threw herself into his arms.

He hugged his neck vigorously, as if he was holding the last straw.

"It's okay, it's okay..." Li Shenmo hugged her tightly, patted her back gently to soothe her emotions.

It took a long time for Xu Qianxi to gradually recover from his suppressed emotions.

Li Shenmo: "Did you remember something?"

When Li Shenmo heard Dr. Liu's diagnosis, he was already ready to be prepared for Xu Qianxi to never think of him in his life.

He didn't mind that she had forgotten their past because he would remember it for her.

He just hopes that her future will be happy.

But Xu Qianxi suddenly remembered the "little brother" back then, the jade pendant she gave out, and the encounter... This means that she is likely to think of more, including the past that she could not bear and chose to forget.

Li Shenmo wiped her tears, let her sit in her arms, lowered her head and coaxed her child, and said softly: "If you don't want to say anything, you don't need to say anything. As long as you know, no matter what happens, I will be with you, just like you were with me back then."

"I didn't mean to lie to you at that time." Xu Qianxi sobbed and looked up at him with tears in her eyes.

Li Shenmo was stunned, and then thought that what she said was that she disappeared later and there was nothing again.

Xu Qianxi took his stunned as if he was mindful and continued to sob: "My mother passed away the next day we separated. Later, I accidentally heard the adult conversation and knew that my mother was pregnant with me, so she found out that there was a tumor. However, because she was old, she couldn't bear to leave me, so she could only delay it until after I was born."

Whenever Xu Qianxi thinks of this, she will cry very badly.

My parents loved her since childhood and never made her feel like she was a broom star, so she never knew that her mother's illness would become so serious, but there was actually her reason.

"Although my father told me many times that my mother had just waited for two or three months at that time, and immediately underwent surgery after I was born. Her cancer recurred and spread many years later, but I could not help but wonder, if I hadn't been able to receive treatment earlier, would her health not be so bad? Maybe... Maybe in ten years, the cancer would not recur, and she would be able to live well forever?"

Xu Qianxi grabbed Li Shenmo's arm and gasped heavily, like a fish on the verge of suffocation.

Many things are always like this by chance.

Because of this, Xu Qianxi always felt that her mother's death was killed by her.

When she was young, she didn't know how to relieve negative emotions. She couldn't control her nightmares and was in a trance.

Later, she forgot everything during that period.

I can't remember my mother's death, and everything that happened in the hospital...

Xu Qianxi: "I skipped the grade when I was in elementary school because all the classmates in the class knew that my mother was ill. My father was worried that everyone would irritate this matter repeatedly and remind me of those unhappy things, so he helped me transfer and asked the teacher to help me make up for the lessons, which made me skip the grade one."

A brand new environment and a brand new beginning made Xu Qianxi gradually forget the past and the little brother in the hospital...

The surging memories made Xu Qianxi suffer tremendous pain.

Also because of Li Shenmo by her side, she no longer had to choose to forget like she was when she was eleven years old.

Over the years, she has long understood that her parents love her more than she loves herself. No matter how many times she has the chance to make a choice, her mother will definitely give birth to her.

She should not regard herself as a broom star, she is her mother's favorite baby.

Only when you have to live happily can the mother in heaven feel at ease.

"Li Shenmo, did you like me a little at that time?"

Li Shenmo: "..."

"You have been waiting for me for nine years and looked for me for nine years. You just want to return the jade pendant to me, right?"

Li Shenmo: "..."

"You fell in love with me at first sight so early. When you met at A University for the first time, you didn't recognize me?"

Who said that only he can bring up old accounts? Xu Qianxi is also a good at turning over old accounts.

Xu Qianxi crawled out of his arms, sat at the farthest position from him, and showed that if he couldn't give a reasonable explanation today, he might be without a girlfriend.

Li Shenmo glanced at his bluffing girlfriend, then closed his eyes and recalled some scenes at that time.

Comparing the two, we draw the conclusion-

"You change everything from a girl to a young age. Except for the short ones, you have a beginning and an end, everything else is completely different from nine years ago."
Chapter completed!