Chapter 61 The Trustworthy Person (17)
Cheng Boyan is soft-hearted and is a doctor again. He is kind-hearted. He will help injured and sick people with conditioning reflexes, and he is more good at pretending to be pitiful, so...
This is Xiang Xi’s previous thought, about why Cheng Boyan helped him so much.
And it is precisely because of this that when he wants to strive to get rid of the involvement of his past life, he will think of asking Cheng Boyan for help.
But after watching the refreshing and awakening of the little film of the process Boyan and knowing that Cheng Boyan liked men, he suddenly became suspicious of his previous judgment.
The mess that Tan Xiaokang did that night really shocked him. Although Cheng Boyan had never done anything to him that was beyond the normal range, and even if Cheng Boyan did anything, he wouldn't seem to feel as disgusting as Tan Xiaokang... Because Cheng Boyan is very handsome, no, because others are very good...
Anyway, no matter what, he still wanted to ask. He has been thinking about this since he has seen the small videos, and he finally couldn't help asking.
But I regretted it as soon as I asked.
I feel that I really should control the water in my mind. How could Cheng Boyan have any ideas about a gangster? Birds of a feather flock together. Even if I encounter someone with ideas, it is probably only Tan Xiaokang...
He suddenly hoped that Cheng Boyan would not hear his problem clearly.
"What do you think?" Cheng Boyan asked at the door.
The lights in the room were turned off, and he couldn't see any expression on his face against the light, and Xiang Xi could not hear his emotions from his calm tone.
"I think?" Xiang Xi pulled the quilt, "I think I'm probably thinking too much."
"I'm thinking too much," Cheng Boyan smiled, "Don't worry."
"I'm not worried!" Xiang Xi quickly explained, "Brother, I don't mean that! I think too much because I think too much, but I'm not worried, really."
"I don't really look like someone who has been in trouble for so many years, so unprepared?" Cheng Boyan said with a twitch.
"Do you want me to worry or not?" Xiang Xi also tskated, "I just don't have much precautions for you."
Cheng Boyan thought for a while: "Because..."
"You are handsome," Xiang Xi immediately took it, "because you are handsome."
Cheng Boyan smiled and brought it to the door, saying, "Good night, call me if you feel uncomfortable at night."
"Good night." Xiang Xi replied.
The lights in the living room leaked in through the crack of the door. Xiang Xi stared at him for a long time. The feeling of embarrassment and regret wrapped around him. His whole body was a little hot. I don’t know if it was burned or stinky.
I wonder if Cheng Boyan would think he is ridiculous and a model of self-indulgent. It is simply.
Xiang Xi touched his forehead and was so stupid that he had been burning for a whole day. If he had to do it, he would definitely not have such a self-aware idea.
After turning around the cotton tube for a few times, he remembered that Cheng Boyan had just broken the questions he wanted to ask before to the horizon!
Although he had this idea, he was not asking whether Dr. Cheng, do you like me?
He just wanted to know why!
Cheng Boyan is too sinister...
After taking a shower, Cheng Boyan walked into the living room and walked around, checked whether the plug was removed and whether the garbage was packed. Then he washed his hands and entered the bedroom.
There was a bottle of red wine in the bedside table in the bedroom. He took it out and poured himself a glass, planning to go to bed after reading a few more pages of the book.
When he reached for the book, he saw the photo frame buttoned in the bookcase. After hesitating for a while, he put the photo frame straight, held the bookcase in his hand, and looked at Cheng Boyu for a long time.
You are so kind to me...why?
Xiang Xi's words were still echoing in his mind.
Yes, why?
He told Xiang Xi from the beginning that I have my own reasons.
The answer is Cheng Boyu. Although he thinks he doesn't have much feelings for this younger brother he has never liked, it seems that he shouldn't be so touched just because Xiang Xi called out brother.
But the fact is indeed because of Brother Sheng, because of the look similar to Cheng Boyu in the parking lot, Cheng Boyu looked at everyone with hope and desire in the last days.
Just because of this?
Xiang Xi didn't ask, he wouldn't think about it, he had given himself the answer and wouldn't think about it anymore.
But Xiang Xi asked, but he was not completely sure.
Perhaps there are other things beyond these, such as the wild grass-like vitality on Xiang Xi, who struggled to poke his head out of the darkness, and his stubbornness with inferiority and helplessness... Of course, because of this background, this guy has a lot of problems.
If it weren't for the guilt he felt towards Cheng Boyu at the beginning, he wouldn't have brought Xiang Xi home.
However, even though he had sympathy and some appreciation in addition to guilt, Xiang Xi's lifestyle and habits that were incompatible with him still made him feel a little unable to withstand it in just two days.
The character design and painting style are different, and the rhythm of my life has been disrupted.
"Brother." The bedroom door was suddenly pushed open, and Xiang Xi poked his head in with a cotton tube wrapped around him.
Cheng Boyan, who was thinking in the bookcase, was startled. Because he had been living alone, he had no habit of locking the bedroom door, and was usually just a vain. Although Xiang Xi had been living with him for two days, he was still shocked by the sudden movement.
"Knock on the door." Cheng Boyan turned his face and said, holding the bookcase.
"Oh." Xiang Xi's head shrank back, closed the door, and then knocked on the door twice.
"...what's the matter?" Cheng Boyan closed the door of the bookcase and put down the wine glass in his hand.
"I went to the toilet..." Xiang Xi pushed open the door and stuck his head.
"There is no need to report this." Cheng Boyan said.
"I'm not reporting this." Xiang Xi pointed to his face: "I want to ask, have you tore off my bandaid?"
Cheng Boyan went to open the door helplessly, pushed him to the computer desk, opened the drawer and took out a small bag: "I have packed it up here, I have to use it to take it myself."
"That's great," Xiang Xi seemed to breathe a sigh of relief. After picking up a piece of relaxed bear and sticking it on, "I thought all these were lost."
"Your problem is similar to my washing hands," Cheng Boyan turned around and prepared to return to the bedroom, "obsessive-compulsive disorder."
"No," Xiang Xi replied quickly, "No."
"Why?" Cheng Boyan turned around, "If you think this mole is unlucky, wouldn't it be enough to just click it? You have enough money to buy Band-Aids for so many years."
"This mole cannot be touched," Xiang Xi pressed the band-aid on her face, "I don't think it's unlucky either."
"Then why?" Cheng Boyan stopped. Xiang Xi's strange habit made him a little curious.
Chapter completed!