9

The road home was not far, but Lin Wuyu still swept a shared bicycle.

"Your father came to school today to see me, and he asked... what he said on the rooftop."

The wind blew through Lin Wuyu's ears, with a smell of dry dust.

"Why didn't he look for me directly?"

"Maybe... I'm afraid of affecting your review, so I'm worried about this, but with your personality, I still think I should tell you..."

When the car arrived downstairs, Lin Wuyu looked up and saw that the lights at home were on.

"I'm afraid I'm going to affect my review, so I should wait for the college entrance examination to end. If you don't tell me, he will also look for Chen Mang and other classmates... I know they are too clear and I know that I must let me know, but they can't say it in person."

"I'll talk to them first and let them talk about it later?"

Lin Wuyu walked into the corridor and pressed the elevator button.

"No, I don't have the habit of avoiding it. If it can be solved, it will be solved immediately."

And this is not something that needs to be dealt with as a matter.

"Why are you back today?" My mother saw him entering the door and stood up from the sofa, "Don't you review anymore? You didn't bring the information back..."

"Let's chat." Lin Wuyu entered the house and sat on the sofa.

"It seems that your Teacher Lin still told you?" Dad did not pretend to be stupid anymore.

"Fortunately he told me," Lin Wuyu looked at him with her elbows and said, "If you look for people in our dormitory again, everyone will be embarrassed."

"Then is this true?" My mother looked at him.

"What's the matter?" Lin Wuyu also looked at her.

"You know it in your heart!" My mother frowned.

Lin Wuyu actually never thought about what kind of scene would be if his parents knew one day, but his mother's attitude of not even mentioning it clearly still surprised him.

He always thought that in addition to insisting on the attitude of "You can't do it, you're not as good as your brother", they would be more open than other parents. After all, in his memory, "your brother" has a flamboyant personality.

"Is this a homosexual matter?" Lin Wuyu asked, looking at the stiff expressions on their faces, he curled the corners of his mouth, "It's true, is there any problem?"

"Why are you like this..." My dad didn't finish his words, probably because he swallowed the word "pervert".

Someone among his peers used this word for him, and it is not surprising that his parents can use it in their generation.

My mother said with great hope: "This is abnormal, do you know? This is a pervert!"

Lin Wuyu turned his head and sighed softly.

"We don't want to say too much. You have to take the college entrance examination, so don't affect your review," said my dad, "You have not reviewed..."

"It can't affect it," said Lin Wuyu, "there is nothing serious or not. Just say whatever you want."

"Why are you?" asked my mother, "Why? Because of your brother? Do you think we are biased and want to retaliate against us in this way?"

"I remember correctly," Lin Wuyu looked at her, "I have lived for more than ten years and have never said that you are biased. Why do you have such a thought?"

My mother didn't say anything.

"Why?" Lin Wuyu learned from her and asked.

"What, why!" My mother suddenly threw the cup in her hand to the ground, "I still want to ask you! Why do you want to take revenge on us like this! Revenge on us in such a disgusting and perverted way!"

There was a few seconds of solidification in the room.

This is the first time Lin Wuyu saw such a mother who lost her composure without warning. He even couldn't recover for a moment.

I have lost my beloved son for ten years, but my son has not left a word or a word, nor has he ever heard of any news.

I can't hear or see it, and my memory becomes blurred day by day. I can't remember something clearly. He cried, laughed, and got angry. It happened or not.

How panicked.

And the remaining child, she needs to face this every day, she doesn't need to or is optimistic about it... No, she doesn't even want to take a look at the child, pretending to be calm, and maintaining a superficial calmness in entanglement and anxiety.

Finally one day.

Bang!

Lin Wuyu didn't say anything, he didn't know what to say.

My mother pointed at him: "What's the reason! If you don't say it, don't you think it!"

"Calm down." Dad stood up and grabbed her arm.

"Don't pull me!" My mother shook him away and continued to point at Lin Wuyu, almost shouting, "Yes, I am just biased! I am just biased! You are just not as good as your brother! You are nothing like him! You can never be as good as him! But you are still self-righteous! Who gives you the confidence? Why do you think you deserve the title of the God of School! Why do you!"

Lin Wuyu looked at her.

I don't know why I suddenly ran away from the question.

Such college entrance examination essays will not get any scores...

but.

Suddenly I felt very comfortable.

Every cell is like a spreading arms, floating in the cool, fresh air.

breathe--

He stood up and took a step forward in front of his mother.

"Wuyu." Dad stretched out his arm to stop him.

"You suffer for yourself," said Lin Wuyu.

Self-evaluation voice is calm and breath is as steady as a python.

My parents were stunned.

"You," Lin Wuyu suddenly raised his voice and roared, "I will suffer for myself!"

"What did you say?" My mother looked at him in shock.

"No one has the permission of the person involved," Lin Wuyu also looked at her, "You know why you gave birth to me! Why did you let me bear the life of another person when I was born! Why did I be born because of Lin Zhan? Why did you decide that my life is meaningless except Lin Zhan! Why did you!"

"Lin Wuyu!" Dad yelled.

"Yes! I am Lin Wuyu! I am not Lin Zhan's younger brother!" Lin Wuyu said, "I am not living to prepare to take care of anyone. You should understand the day Lin Zhan disappeared! You have no right to decide the life of anyone! You have no right to erase me! You have no right to deny me!"

"Shut up!" My mother pointed at him, her hands trembling violently.

"Am I smart, am I excellent, am I a god of learning, should I be confident, who am I in love with, who am I, and how can I live," Lin Wuyu said word by word, "It's all, I have the final say."

"Get out!" Dad glared at him, "Get out--"

The playground was very quiet, it was already two o'clock, and even the students who were reviewing on the playground had already returned to the dormitory, and the flashlights of the school police were sweeping perfunctorily when patrolling.

Lin Wuyu was somewhat expecting the flashlight to swing past him.

But not once.

When the grass on the ground by the stands could see the outline clearly, the light from the flashlight disappeared.

Early-up high school students began to appear in the distance, and went to the playground to recite the book before the canteen opened.

"You haven't returned to the dormitory?" Xu Tianbo stood in front of him and asked in surprise.

It's not difficult to guess that he never got up before the canteen opened in the morning. The only possibility of sitting on the playground at this time is that he has been here since last night.

"Yes." Lin Wuyu smiled.

"What happened?" Xu Tianbo bent down and looked at him, "The complexion is okay, but the mood seems not very good."

"I'll tell you after I've calmed down my emotions," Lin Wuyu stood up and kicked his legs back and forth, "You, I'll run a few laps."

"Stop running," said Xu Tianbo. "If you sit here all night, you will feel uncomfortable running suddenly. You can walk twice."

"Okay." Lin Wuyu jumped off the steps, walked slowly along the runway, and looked up at the sky.

The sky is very refreshing, and today is probably a good day.

"It's going to rain," Shi Xiangyang said, "bet you, it's going to rain within two hours."

"What are you betting on?" Ding Ji raised his head from a pile of books.

"Betting that you can't finish this set of questions before it rains." Shi Xiangyang said firmly.

Ding Ji opened his mouth and looked at him. After a while, he asked, "What are you betting on?"

"It will rain within two hours." Shi Xiangyang said.

"Then what are you betting?" Ding Wu reacted after saying that, and spoke before Shi Xiangyang spoke, "What is the bet?"

"Betting?" Shi Xiangyang looked at the paper in front of him.

"Bet on this set of questions?" Ding Ji asked, "Who loses or who wins?"

Shi Xiangyang didn't say anything, leaned on the back of the chair, looking out the window, his eyes a little free.

Ding Ji took advantage of his gaze not returning, and quickly pushed the knife in his table to the bottom. This man was probably under great pressure to review recently and was a little dazed.

"Sometimes I suddenly feel it," Shi Xiangyang said, "just give up."

"It's been here," Ding Ji said, "Is it a little too late to give up?"

"Hmm?" Shi Xiangyang turned to look at him.
To be continued...