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After so many years, Lin Wuyu has never hated Lin Zhan. During those days when they didn't get along much, the only place around Lin Zhan could provide him with breathing and peace.

But at this moment.

He still hated.

He hated the reason why he came to this world.

He hated Lin Zhan who ran away with determination that he would never come back, even though he was just a teenager back then.

The hatred at this moment does not require rationality or logic.

It's just that he has nowhere to vent his grievances than his parents.

Lin Wuyu didn't want to take the photo, nor did she want to see the person in the photo.

He remembers many things, what he said, books he read, and things he experienced, but the only thing that is vague is Lin Zhan's face.

He didn't know what Lin Zhan looked like, he no longer remembered it.

It's been too long, and it seems that it has never existed.

My mother cried very sadly and loudly.

Lin Wuyu could hear the longing and reluctance in her crying, the pain she suffered for so many years, and also could feel that she was afraid that she would never see each other again.

On the way back, he checked the information. My mother's illness should have something to do with her depression for so many years. In Lin Wuyu's memory, she is stronger and more fierce than her father, and the only warmth was given to Lin Zhan. After Lin Zhan disappeared, Lin Wuyu almost never saw her smiling again.

I have never seen her cry.

My mother's sudden emotional outburst made him subconsciously feel scared and want to avoid it.

But my mother grabbed his hand and tried very hard. He never knew that my mother had such great strength.

He glanced at his tightly clenched hand.

My mother is still trying hard to stuff the photos into his hands.

In the end, he had to relax.

My mother also let go.

The photo was just put in his hand, rushing down from the front, and a corner stuck in the middle of his fingers.

"The doctor asked me to be hospitalized immediately," said my mother softly, her voice trembling violently, "It's so infiltrating, I found it a little late... Your dad will definitely not be able to leave this time..."

Lin Wuyu didn't speak.

He knew that this was not my mother's whole reason, or maybe even the real reason.

For Lin Zhan, she could bear to live.

She didn't dare to go.

After so many years, there is no news at all, and all the clues I once thought were disappointed.

Lin Zhan’s parents can no longer face it.

Fear not.

I'm afraid it's really.

The fear of uncertainty has engulfed them.

Lin Wuyu didn't say anything else. When he left his mother's bed, he had already suppressed all his emotions.

"Where did the photo come from?" He closed the bedroom door and asked his dad in the living room.

"Do you still remember Aunt Yu, your mom's best friend in college," said my dad, "when I was a child, I often came here to take your brother out for fun."

"I don't remember." Lin Wuyu replied.

"She saw it, but she didn't see anyone when she chased her," said Dad, "I only took this photo, it was blurry but...it looked very similar."

"If this person is really Lin Zhan," Lin Wuyu looked at his father, "Have you ever wondered why he didn't see anyone when he chased him?"

Dad looked at him.

"He doesn't want to be found," Lin Wuyu whispered, "he doesn't want to come back."

"But your mom must see him," said dad, "must..."

"If you can't see it," Lin Wuyu asked, "It's my fault in the end, is it?"

My dad paused for a long time, finally sighed heavily, turned around and walked to the sofa and sat down.

Lin Wuyu rarely feels confused. During the most tense and chaotic days of the college entrance examination, everything in his mind is still orderly and can be read clearly at any time when needed.

Today, I was very messy and felt bored when I came out of my house.

When he came to his senses, he had already ridden a shared bicycle and was slowly pedaling towards the school.

...When did you scan the code?

I don't remember it.

Maybe it was a car with broken locks.

It may also be a car that forgot to lock.

He confirmed when he arrived at the school gate that he had scanned the code himself.

When he turned around and was about to enter the school gate, he saw a familiar back.

Assistant Ding was walking forward along the wall on the right side of the school gate, his steps were quite large, as if he was rushing to go.

He was stunned. He had already sent Assistant D to his home before, but in less than two hours, he could have seen him again at the school gate?

He stood there without moving, trying to shout, but hesitated and didn't know whether he should speak.

Based on his understanding of the concept of friends, he and Ding Ji are quite good friends. He is willing to chat and have dinner with Ding Ji, and he is also in the mood to bicker with him. But now if Ding Ji comes to him, he will be very moved...

I also feel that Ding Ji's concern for him is beyond the level of good friends who have a good relationship but have not known each other for a long time.

If something happened to Ding Ji's family like him, he would send messages and ask, and if Ding Ji needed it, he would go there immediately.

But he wouldn't just appear directly at the door of Ding Ji's house.

However... Lin Wuyu took out his cell phone and turned it down in his hand.

Maybe it's because his mind is already very confused at this moment, and he is a little inaccurate in his judgment.

Ding Ji is different from everyone he has ever contacted. His understanding of Ding Ji is a thousand-faced chicken. It is precisely because of the thousand-faced ones that he cannot be sure what the way Ding Ji gets with his friends is like.

After all, Ding Ji's friend Liu Jinpeng is willing to take over more than 20,000 yuan in debt for him regardless of his care...

When Ding Ji's figure was about to disappear at the end of the road, Lin Wuyu picked up his cell phone and dialed Ding Ji's number.

Ding Ji's figure stopped. Lin Wuyu could see him taking out his cell phone, but he did not answer the phone immediately, but turned around directly.

Lin Wuyu waved to him.

Ding Ji answered the phone: "I thought you wouldn't go back to the dormitory today?"

"How is that possible?" Lin Wuyu said.

Ding Ji hung up the phone and started walking back.

Being possessed by evil spirits.

Tsk.

Ding Ji put his phone back in his pocket and felt a little depressed.

He did not go to Lin Wuyu's dormitory, but only stood at the school gate for a second and decided to leave.

From childhood to adulthood, he has not had many friends. His classmates only have friends with the same class. Others in the next class cannot recognize them, but they only have those in the small square, and they can fight if they are not careful.

Only Liu Jinpeng, who grew up together, could endure his impatientness, withstand his pranks, and could ignore his occasional alienation.

He was a little unhappy about what he would be so concerned about Lin Wuyu. After all, whether he was righteous or soft-hearted, he had never been so proactive and enthusiastic... It would be fine if he changed someone, but Lin Wuyu still likes men. He was really afraid that Lin Wuyu would misunderstand that he had any extra thoughts about him.

What the hell is this?

"Didn't you go home?" Lin Wuyu asked, "Why are you running over again?"

"There is no one at home," Ding Ji sighed, "Pengpeng is at work and can come out on Sunday. I'm bored."

Lin Wuyu looked at him and said nothing.

"How is your family?" Ding Ji asked.

"My mother wants me to find Lin Zhan." Lin Wuyu said.

"What?" Ding Ji was surprised and his voice was not controlled well, "Let me find Lin Zhan?"

"Yes." Lin Wuyu nodded, turned around and walked slowly towards the school.

"How to find it? Do you smell it?" Ding Ji was a little confused, and was startled again after thinking about it, "Is her illness true or false?"

"It's true," said Lin Wuyu, "I'll have to be hospitalized tomorrow."

Ding Ji was relieved for some reason. Maybe his parents at least didn't make up a disease and tricked Lin Wuyu back and let him be a sniffing dog.
To be continued...