Chapter 562: Desire/Hope is Burning
Chu Yifeng's desire exploded like this. Xia Rumu, I kept enduring and constantly doing things that I once refused to do because of you. Now, you are amazing.
You clearly know that I, Chu Yifeng, are not*. Apart from having feelings for you, no one else can raise any feelings at all, but you mocked me so much.
Xia Rumu, do you know how angry and hurt I was.
It was a long time to say that, Chu Yifeng hugged Xia Rumu into his arms, and the next second, he lifted the quilt and directly covered them.
Chu Yifeng hugged Xia Rumu from behind, and she struggled hard, but failed.
"Chu Yifeng, stop making trouble." Xia Rumu said helplessly.
It’s really because all the strength is exhausted, and this man is really easy to waste.
"Sleep well, I won't touch you, Xia Rumu, I'm trying hard to endure it, but when facing you, I'm out of control, and I can't calmly turn around and leave. When you fall asleep, I will leave. If it's not this sweetness, I won't give it to me." Chu Yifeng raised his eyebrows and asked.
"Bah, what's your relationship with me? Why should I? Ah, don't move around." Xia Rumu's words were instantly suppressed.
Chu Yifeng, you bitch, are so cruel. If it weren't for my powerless resistance, I would kick you to death in minutes, a bastard.
"Good." Chu Yifeng stroked Xia Rumu's hair and was extremely gentle.
"Chu Yifeng, I tell you, I'm trapped by you, otherwise I'll kill you in minutes, bastard." Xia Rumu was very angry.
"Then I will tell you too, because I love you too much, so I will listen to you. Otherwise, I will make you unable to get out of bed for a month." Chu Yifeng's ambiguous and domineering words made Xia Rumu blush.
A person who is inferior is invincible. In this regard, Xia Rumu really does not leave Chu Yifeng.
"Xia Rumu, you have been away for three years. I sleep with my pillow every day. I always feel like you are by my side. You probably don't understand this feeling." Chu Yifeng said quietly.
Chu Yifeng, why don’t I understand? I lay on the empty bed, stretched out my hand, trying to touch the person I used to love, but I caught the empty eye.
I dreamed back at midnight and woke up. Tears soaked the entire pillow. You always said, "You are in pain, you don't know how painful I am."
"Chu Yifeng, you are in pain because of regret. I am in pain because of being hurt by you. You and my pain are not qualified. Let me compare them. Whether you believe it or not, what I say is true. Don't think that if you trap me like this, just a few simple words and ambiguous actions, I will forgive you and I will return to you. It's impossible." Xia Rumu refused coldly.
Chu Yifeng hugged Xia Rumu in his arms, and his strength became stronger. "Yes, I know, Xia Rumu, I will work hard on this road in the future, but it would be great if I had you."
"But I will not stop for you, nor will I stand still waiting for you. Chu Yifeng, you can find more excellent women, there is no need to delay my life, let me go, if you want to see the little star, I can negotiate with you, I..."
"You know, what I want is always you." Chu Yifeng interrupted Xia Rumu's words, all the words.
Alas, Xia Rumu shook her head helplessly, "It's up to you. Anyway, I won't love you anymore, let alone accept your love. When I fall asleep, you get out of here. If there is another time, I will definitely continue to run away."
"Escape, I will keep chasing you. One day, when you are tired, you will naturally stop. Xia Rumu, I love you, I really love you." Chu Yifeng said this quietly.
Xia Rumu pinched his arm hard and bit his red lips, allowing the pain to spread throughout his body.
Don’t believe in Chu Yifeng. No matter how affectionate he calls, no matter how hard you feel, you should not pay attention to it. He is an endless hell that will make you fall into it, pull out your skin, remove your tendons, and even drink all your blood.
"Chu Yifeng, I will never believe you again." Xia Rumu said this very seriously.
If you don’t believe it, you will definitely not believe it. Chu Yifeng, this is my ability to resist. If there is, I will definitely drive you away. I also know that there will not be another time.
But tonight, I actually wanted to have your arms a little greedily. The ripples of time were finally disturbed by you.
This feeling made Xia Rumu very desperate, and even full of disappointment in herself. Alas, human being! This heart just can't stand it and is disobedient.
Chu Yifeng gently stroked Xia Rumu's hair with big hands, and was extremely gentle, "Be good, go to bed. If you continue to talk to me, I will find it difficult to guarantee what I will do next?"
"Who told you to do this?" Xia Rumu pinched Chu Yifeng's big hand fiercely.
"Ru Mu, have you ever thought of me in the past three years? It's not because I miss me, love me, and miss me crazy." Chu Yifeng asked in a low voice.
Xia Rumu blinked her eyes, and tears fell from the corners of her eyes.
Chu Yifeng, it may only take one second to love someone, but Is it okay to forget someone for one second? How could I not think about it? The heart-wrenching thoughts and the thoughts on the verge of death make me feel pain every time.
Later, it was because it hurts too much and is too scared to try it. As a human being, he only lives for a lifetime, how can he be willing to immerse himself in pain every day and fall into a painful cycle?
"Chu Yifeng, I will think of you except for the minute and second I hate you, and there is nothing else." Xia Rumu was extremely cold.
Chu Yifeng smiled bitterly and slowly let go of Xia Rumu's hand, "Yes, I don't have the right to remind you of me, I always hurt your heart. Rumu, can you agree to me, I..."
"Chu Yifeng, since you know that you are not qualified, don't let me promise you to do anything. I'm tired, so you can leave by yourself when you're done." Xia Rumu finished speaking, took steps and left like this.
Chu Yifeng stretched out his hand and tried to capture Xia Rumu, but he was powerless.
One day, can I still hold your hand and never leave me? I, Chu Yifeng, have always been very confident, but I can do nothing to love you.
Xia Rumu, I am walking towards you step by step. Life may not be so satisfactory, and sometimes, the same is true for hurt. However, we still have to believe in love. Even if we are scarred, we must understand that the future can have everything.
Chapter completed!