Chapter 1053: A river of tears
"I also hope that this is a lie to you, but that's the fact. Qiuqiu, the man who loves you the most in this world has completely disappeared and will not exist. He used his last time to conceal you, so that you no longer miss him and live with hatred. Only in this way can he let you live. He knows that if you knew that he had something to do at that time, you would not be able to live. Have you seen his good intentions?" Leng Qing said.
Zhou Shiqiu hugged the tombstone suddenly and cried, "I don't want to see it. I don't want his good intentions. I want him to come back to me. I don't want him to have something to do. I would rather he betray me than he is gone. For ten years, I never thought that he would leave me like this. Cold love, please help me and let him return to me. I will no longer be willful. As long as he is by my side, I can give everything."
Su Nianqing was already crying, no one knew that it would turn out like this.
Facts are facts, and they are powerless to change.
I was really afraid that Zhou Shiqiu would cry so much, Su Nianqing and Leng Qing helped her leave.
After returning home, Lengqing looked at her and whispered, "Qiuqiu, I'm sorry, I've wanted to tell you this many times, but when I thought of his last words, I stopped. When I saw you, I was afraid that I would miss it, so I chose to leave. Now, there is no way to hide it. By the way, this is his letter to you. He said, one day you will show it to you after you know this."
Zhou Shiqiu quickly took the letter and opened it quickly.
‘My treasure, when you saw this letter, I had completely left you,
I think you should cry, you cry very hard, but can you please don’t cry, because I can’t wipe your tears dry, I will feel distressed.’
Zhou Shiqiu twitched, unable to control himself, and said in pain, "Shen Yinan, you know I will cry, you won't come back and wipe my tears dry, you said you will feel heartbroken, you just said that you can't accompany me after all, I'm not willful anymore, I don't want to make a mess, I just want you, you can go back to me, let's get married."
But there was nothing to do if I beg for some reason.
"Qiuqiu, don't do this, people cannot be resurrected by death." Su Nianqing comforted her.
However, there is no way to understand Zhou Shiqiu. The words "I feel" are always said, so who can feel it?
Zhou Shiqiu wiped away his tears and continued to read the unfinished letter.
‘Qiuqiu, I really spent all my luck when I met you,
I don't know, God will make this joke for me, but this is something that everyone will face. I just a little earlier than you.
This is how I convinced myself, but when I think of myself, I will leave you forever, I can't bear to leave.
You know, I don’t believe in Buddhism, but I beg the Buddha to let me accompany you, but Buddha doesn’t give me such a chance,
I'm leaving you, I'm crying, I never thought that I would cry, but I just cried, I'm not leaving yet, I've already started missing you,
Suddenly I regretted that I didn’t marry you earlier, no, I don’t regret it,
If you get married to me and learn about my situation, what should you do?
Qiuqiu, you are so good, how could I bear to betray you? But if I don’t betray you, how could you forget me? Do you hate me?
I have never doubted your love, just because I love it too deeply and cannot extricate myself. I am afraid that you will follow me. No, I will betray you because I love you."
"Su Nianqing, he has never betrayed me, just to make me hate him and to forget him, but in the past ten years, I have never forgotten him. I think there is no eternity. In fact, the love he gave me is eternity, but now I know that I regret it. I have no way to let time go back, I regret it." Zhou Shiqiu cried so miserably.
But, people, no one can turn back time, and you miss it.
"Qiuqiu, don't do this. He hides you because he is afraid of seeing you like this. He protects you so hard, but he doesn't want you to feel uncomfortable. Don't cry anymore, he will feel heartbroken." Lengqing said in a low voice.
She said she didn't cry, but it was difficult to control, so she continued to read that letter.
'Qiu, there is a lot to say, but in the end, I can't say too much. Maybe it's just that I love you,
I love you very much, I don't know how much I love you, I love you,
I will not disturb you even if I leave you, because as long as you are well, I will be satisfied.
By the way, I have prepared the wedding ring, I designed it myself, and arranged the wedding. You still say I am not romantic.
But, all these belonging to you cannot be given to you, but my mind has already passed by your appearance in your wedding dress.
Qiuqiu, I have booked your next life. I will hold your hand and enter the wedding hall. I love you, never so strong.
I'm leaving, forget about me, even though I love you so much.'
Shen Yinan.
Zhou Shiqiu put this letter in his chest, and his tears couldn't stop.
"This is all his relics, please keep them yourself. Qiuqiu, I know you will blame me, but I have no choice. I just want to tell you that he has worked so hard to keep you alive. I hope you can understand his good intentions and live well." The cold and bitterness reached the extreme.
The matter was finally told.
Zhou Shiqiu opened the box and saw that it was all their things inside, so she laughed like this.
I cried again while laughing, and couldn't stop over and over again.
"Qiuqiu." Su Nianqing shouted in a low voice.
"I thought, in the past ten years, I hated him, and even if I haven't forgotten him, I don't love him, but now I realize that I love him so much, I love him so much, I miss him so much, I want to see him, why did it disappear? Why can't we meet each other? Why?" Zhou Shiqiu was like a child, and she couldn't stop crying.
"Life is always unsatisfactory, we can't plan everything. Qiuqiu, I have something to do at home, so I'll leave first. Remember, Shen Yinan does so much for you, no matter what, for him to live well, he loves you more than everything." After Leng Qing said that, he left like this.
In the empty room, Chu Yechen slowly withdrew, and Su Nianqing accompanied Zhou Shiqiu.
Zhou Shiqiu looked at the relics and suddenly took out a black bag. She opened it like this. When she saw the wedding dress inside, she was stunned.
"This is......"
There was no way Su Nianqing could say anything later, and tears fell down her face.
It turns out that Shen Yinan once loved Zhou Shiqiu so much, but they...
Perhaps, some misses are really a lifelong thing, and no one can change it, but it hurts so much!
Chapter completed!